On how to throw down the subject

After Han Zhaoxu asked for leave for Han Chaoyang, he put his phone aside and went to the kitchen to cook. They slept from morning to afternoon without eating two meals in between. When Xiaoyang woke up later, he must have starving.

After the meal was ready, Han Zhaoxu turned around and saw Han Chaoyang standing at the door of the kitchen, staring blankly at him.

"Xiaoyang, when did you wake up? Are you hungry? I've already cooked the meal, you go wash up first, and you can eat now."

Han Chaoyang shook his head and said, "I don't want to eat, I don't have any appetite at all."

What he experienced last night made him feel very disgusted. How could he be in the mood to eat?

Han Zhaoxu persuaded him helplessly: "But you haven't eaten two meals today, if you continue to be so hungry, your body will not be able to bear it."

Han Chaoyang still shook his head: "Brother, you can eat, I don't want to eat, I just want to watch you."

The panic that had been hidden in his heart for a long time broke out all of a sudden after what happened last night. God knows how scared he was when he woke up and saw that his brother was not there!

If he hadn't heard the noise in the kitchen, he would really have thought that...

Han Zhaoxu had no choice but to let him go. He covered the leftovers with plastic wrap and put them in the refrigerator, so that he could get them when he wanted to eat.

After a while, someone knocked on the door, and Han Chaoyang subconsciously leaned towards Han Zhaoxu.

Han Zhaoxu stroked his hair reassuringly, got up and went to open the door, Han Chaoyang tugged on his sleeve, not leaving a single step.

After the door was opened, Han Chaoyang shrank behind Han Zhaoxu, sticking out only one head, looking towards the door.Alice was standing at the door holding a stack of documents. Han Zhaoyang was relieved when he saw it was her.

After Alice handed over the document to Han Zhaoxu, she briefly said a few words to him and left. Han Zhaoyang didn't understand, but this didn't prevent him from clinging to Han Zhaoxu. He was like a follower. No matter what Han Zhaoxu did, he would Follow behind him.

Han Zhaoxu knew the panic in his heart, but it was useless, so he had to let Han Chaoyang do what he did.

Now, Han Zhaoxu was sitting at the desk looking at the documents, and Han Chaoyang was sitting next to him, flicking his cell phone boredly.

After Han Chaoyang's own mobile phone was taken away, it disappeared in yesterday's chaos, before Han Zhaoxu had time to buy him a new one.

After Han Zhaoxu finally finished handling the business affairs piled up in his hands, he solemnly said to Han Chaoyang: "Xiaoyang, those who hurt you, whether they are masterminds or accomplices, have been dealt with by Jason. If you want, I can Take you to see what happens to them."

So Xiaoyang, don't be afraid...

After hearing this, Han Chaoyang shook his head quickly: "I won't go."

The sky gradually turned dark soon, and the two brothers slept for almost a day, and they didn't feel sleepy until after 11 o'clock at night.

They lay quietly on the bed watching TV, Han Chaoyang was still curled up in Han Zhaoxu's arms, and still hugged Han Zhaoxu's waist, such a posture would make him feel much more at ease.

Han Zhaoxu found that although Han Chaoyang did not cry loudly after experiencing that terrible thing, his fear did not decrease at all.

For example, no matter what he does, Han Chaoyang will always follow behind him, sometimes staring at something in a daze, sometimes holding his mobile phone aimlessly to swipe around.

For example, Han Chaoyang took the initiative to ask to sleep with him, and he was not allowed to turn off the bedside lamp while sleeping. If he said this, he would feel very safe.

Another example……

Han Chaoyang's return to school was delayed again and again, and his head teacher had called Han Zhaoxu countless times. Probably if Han Chaoyang didn't go back to school, the head teacher would think that Han Chaoyang had an incurable disease.

But Han Zhaoxu had no choice. He coaxed Han Chaoyang countless times. No matter what he said or did, he couldn't relax Han Chaoyang's tense nerves.

Let alone going back to school now, even if he didn't appear in Han Chaoyang's sight for a few seconds, Han Chaoyang would call him in horror.

With Han Chaoyang in such a state, how could Han Zhaoxu feel at ease and let him go back to school?

Han Chaoxu was afraid that Han Chaoyang would leave a shadow in his heart, so he specially found a psychiatrist to visit him, hoping that after they chatted, Han Chaoyang's situation would change.

But before the psychiatrist approached him, Han Chaoyang wiped his tears and said that Han Zhaoxu didn't want him anymore. Even if Han Zhaoxu was present, Han Chaoyang would not talk to the psychiatrist.

Han Chaoxu had no choice but to ask someone to send the psychiatrist back.

But on the school side, if Han Chaoyang doesn't go to school, how can he do it?Han Zhaoxu looked at his younger brother who was getting more and more silent, so he had to suspend him from school.

Han Chaoyang also refused to eat well. Han Zhaoxu racked his brains to make him eat more, but Han Chaoyang was still getting thinner and thinner, almost skinny.

Han Zhaoxu felt distressed, but there was nothing he could do.This kind of thing can only let him figure it out for himself, and other people's persuasion is usually useless.

As the days passed, Han Chaoyang's condition still didn't improve, but he became more dependent on him. Apart from being distressed, Han Chaoxu also had something in his heart, because Han Chaoyang was so happy to rely on and trust him.

That night, Han Chaoyang said he wanted to eat beer duck, and Han Zhaoxu hurriedly prepared it for him. Han Zhaoyang bit the duck, his mouth bulging, very cute.

Looking at such a younger brother, Han Zhaoxu was a little lost.

If... Xiaoyang's feelings for him are not dependence, but love...

Isn't it good for the two brothers to live like this for the rest of their lives?

Yes, it's good to go on like this, anyway, Xiaoyang has always been dependent on him, and it doesn't matter if he keeps relying on him like this, he won't dislike it.

This idea has been circling in Han Zhaoxu's mind, and he couldn't help thinking: Why are you so afraid?Whether he is dependent or love?You just need to confirm the name first, isn't that all right?

If it really doesn't work, let's separate, lovers will also fall out, at worst, continue to be brothers, as long as he doesn't give Xiaoyang a chance to quarrel with him, isn't that all right?

This... is it possible?He...he only wants to be in the name of a lover, and he doesn't do anything to Xiaoyang, yes, this is okay, he just wants to be in the name of a lover!

Thinking of this, Han Zhaoxu no longer hesitated.

That night, Han Chaoyang lay quietly in his arms reading a novel, Han Zhaoxu organized his words and wanted to talk to Han Chaoyang.

Han Chaoyang was watching the exciting part when Han Zhaoxu took his phone away. He said to Han Zhaoxu with a face full of reluctance: "Brother, can't we talk about it later? Why does it have to be now?"

Han Zhaoxu comforted his dissatisfied younger brother with a wry smile, because he was afraid that the night would be full of dreams...

"Xiaoyang, I told you before that I have someone I like very much, don't you?"

Han Chaoyang blinked, of course he knew, and he was very clear that the person was himself.

Could it be that my brother finally couldn't bear it anymore and was going to have a showdown with him?

Sure enough, Han Zhaoxu said, "Xiaoyang, my feelings for that person are actually not that simple. I love him, not like him. And that person...is you."

Han Chaoyang looked at him helplessly, not knowing what to say, this, this was too sudden!

Han Zhaoxu held his face with his hands, and the noses of the two were facing each other. He said softly, "Xiaoyang, in fact, you love me too, but you didn't realize it yourself, but I did. Do you know how happy I am?"

ah? ?what? What? !

Han Chaoyang stared at him blankly, unable to react for a long time.It's true that he loves his brother, but that's the love of his brother for his brother, not the love between two men.

Han Zhaoxu continued to talk nonsense in a serious manner: "Look, you really want to be with me all the time, and you panic when you find out that I leave. There are so many people around you, but the one you trust the most and never leave is me alone ..."

Han Zhaoxu blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, his expression was serious and solemn, Han Zhaoyang was dizzy when he heard it, he always believed what Han Zhaoxu said, so he subconsciously believed it.

He was shocked in his heart, but also a little happy, it turned out...it turns out that his brother loves him very much, and he also loves his brother.In that case, can he never be separated from his brother forever?

If you love someone, you will also depend on that person, but depending on someone does not mean loving someone.

Love and dependence are not the same relationship. ##### The freshman military training is back, the cafeteria is full...everywhere is full of people, so I have to eat takeaway...