On how to throw down the subject

Mu Mu couldn't stand it anymore, and returned to his room after greeting Han Chaoyang.He checked the time, it was already past eight o'clock.

He sat on the bed in a daze, the time was almost up...

Not long after, Jason called him again, and Mumu connected without hesitation this time. He heard the man on the other side of the phone ask: "Hey, Xiaosen, what are you doing now?"

"I'm thinking about things."

Jason paused, then asked again: "What are you thinking? Can you tell me?"

Thinking about how to escape... Thinking this way in his heart, Mu Mu said, "I'm thinking... I'll be back the day after tomorrow."

"Ok?"

Mu Mu lightly smiled and said, "I'll be able to see you when I come back."

The breath on the other end of the phone seemed to hold. After a long time, Mumu heard Jason's trembling voice: "Xiao, Xiaosen, you..."

Mu Mu raised his head and looked at the opposite window, his face was reflected in the glass window, a little blurry.He said word by word: "Jason, I seem to... Miss you a little bit."

Unsurprisingly, Mu Mu heard Jason's surprised voice: "Really? Komori, do you really miss me? Does that, does it mean that you start to like me?"

"Yeah, I like you." Mu Mu's face was neither sad nor happy, but what he said were touching words of love, "Jason, I mean, I like you."

Jason cheered on the other end, he shouted loudly, he was so happy, he wanted to announce it to the world.

What he was talking over there, Mu Mu didn't listen carefully, his heart ached, Mu Mu covered his mouth, trying not to let Jason notice his sobbing.

He clenched his clothes tightly, his fingertips turned white due to excessive force, and he seemed to want some kind of encouragement from the pain.

Jason was still chattering on the other end to express his joy, and he made a series of vows, obviously he wouldn't talk about this before, and he didn't know where this guy came from.

Mu Mu listened to Jason's words very seriously, and did not interrupt for the first time, nor did he show a disgusted expression, until finally, Jason himself stopped because of embarrassment.

"Jason, you said, do people have souls after death?" Mu Mu leaned against the window, leaning his head on the glass window, "I was thinking, it would be great if people had a next life. In that case, I must I met you early, fell in love with you early, and stayed with you early. Then...then we don't have to toss so long like before."

After hearing this, Jason laughed and Mu Mu thought wildly: "When a person dies, there is nothing left. How can there be such a thing as a soul? However, if this is true, then I will meet you early in my next life, and then I will be with you." You are together. But it is not certain whether there will be a next life, so let's live this life well!"

"Okay..." Mu Mu had already burst into tears. He was afraid that Jason would hear his voice wrong, so he said softly, "I'm tired from playing today, and I'm a little sleepy now. I'm going to sleep."

"Ok, go to sleep, go to sleep, good night, have a good dream."

Jason hung up the phone with a smile, then pulled the suitcase and walked out of the airport.

Mu Mu stared at the phone, and finally called his parents. The other party quickly connected, and it was his mother: "Xiao Mori, how are you doing recently? Did that bastard hurt you again? He allowed you Have you gone out? When can we meet again? How is your illness? Will you relapse again? Komori, you don’t know how much your dad and I miss you..."

Before Mu Mu's mother finished speaking, Mu Mu's father snatched the mobile phone: "Xiao Mori, ouch... Dad misses you so much, did that bastard Jason tell you when we will meet next time?" Huh? Your mother and I are living a very good life, everything is good at home, and the business is also very good, but you are missing... This goddamn Jason! If he falls into my hands, I will... "

Mu Mu's mother pushed Mu Mu's father aside, and regained the phone: "Xiao Mori, why don't you talk? Did Jason bully you again?"

Mumu wiped his tears, tried his best to sound normal, and said, "No, he has been nice to me recently, but Jason hasn't allowed me to go out yet, maybe it will take some time to see you guys. "

"That's it..." Mu Mu's mother sounded a little disappointed, "I thought I could see you... Then Mu Mu, you have to call us often in the future, we won't see you, Just listen to your voice!"

"Okay, I will."

"Hey, good..."

The mother and son chatted for a while, and Mumu's father's voice was still mixed in, but after he was kicked by Mumu's mother, his voice suddenly disappeared, and he didn't bother the two of them anymore.

After Mu Mu's mother had said enough and ordered enough, Mu Mu's father took over the phone and talked to Mu Mu.

The three of them made the phone call for more than an hour. Seeing that it was almost ten o'clock, the Mu family's parents hung up the phone.

Mu Mu held the phone, his eyes were red, he knelt on the ground, and felt that he would never have any more tears to shed in his life.

Mom and Dad are sorry, my son lied, I'm sorry... But, I don't have the courage to live anymore.I feel that I am very tired and tired from living, and I want to relax and relax.

He took out the two bottles of sleeping pills that he had prepared for a long time, thought for a while, and took a fruit knife on the coffee table.

Mu Mu turned on the light in the bathroom, put enough warm water in the bathtub, did not take off his clothes, and went into the bathtub barefoot.

It is said that in warm water, all pain will be relieved to a certain extent, so he will try it.Do you think it's ridiculous?People who are determined to die are still afraid of pain.

Mu Mu soaked his whole body in warm water. After taking the sleeping pills, he took a fruit knife and began to cut his wrists, because he was afraid that the sleeping pills would not work.

Various suicide methods are often shown on TV. In Mu Mu's opinion, cutting wrists and adding sleeping pills is probably the safest method.

So, Mu Mu was crying, and took a fruit knife to cut his wrist vigorously, but the embarrassing thing is... He spent a lot of effort, only felt a dull dull pain, and there was only a mark on his wrist. No skin cut...

Could it be that the fruit knife in this hotel is not too sharp?Mu Mu was ruthless, as if he was sawing something, he took a fruit knife and cut hard on his wrist.

This time the wound was finally cut open, probably because the wound was not deep, the blood was only at the wound, but did not flow down.How can such a wound be done?So, Mu Mu took the knife and cut the wound vigorously.

I don't know if it's because of the hot water, the pain on the wrist is not as strong as he imagined, but it still hurts.

Finally, Mu Mu cut a long and deep wound. He looked at the blood slowly flowing from the wound, thinking that he could finally be completely freed now. He stared straight at the wound, crying and laughing.

It's almost like a neuropathy, oh no, he is already a neuropathy.

Mu Mu felt that he must have fallen ill again, otherwise why was he laughing?

He stared blankly at the knife in his hand, feeling really bad.

Not only did he feel the pain of the knife cutting the flesh on his wrist, but when the knife touched the wound, there was a feeling of rubbing alcohol on the wound, which made him sting.

This fruit knife is definitely not clean...and not sharp at all, bad review! !

Mu Mu felt that such wounds were enough, so he threw the fruit knife on the ground. When the fruit knife touched the ground, it made a tinkling sound.

He lay in the bathtub, staring blankly at the blood that flowed out. The blood dripped into the water, and soon passed out, disappearing in the water.

The wound...it doesn't hurt anymore. Can such a wound relieve him?

Mu Mu thought in a trance, didn't the suicide scenes on TV all happen very quickly?Why did he take two bottles of sleeping pills for so long and still not die?

Do TV shows lie...

Not long after, Mu Mu didn't usher in drowsiness, but felt a pain in his stomach, a burning pain. He pressed the part where his stomach was, and curled up in pain.

Didn't it mean... if you use sleeping pills to commit suicide, just sleep for a while?How could it hurt like this!

Mu Mu was in so much pain that he had no strength all over his body, but his consciousness was very clear. He could clearly see that the wound he cut did not bleed anymore!

The wound is already quite long and deep, how could it be...

However, the pain in his stomach had left him with no time to care about the wound on his wrist.

Soon, Mu Mu began to feel difficulty in breathing, as if something heavy was pressing on his chest, he had to open his mouth to breathe heavily.

Gradually, Mu Mu began to feel a little fuzzy in consciousness, and in a trance, he seemed to hear a knock on the door.

Mu Mu tried his best to open his eyes wide, his face relaxed like never before.

Jason... I said I like you, but I was lying.

I don't like you, I love you, but I hate you more.You said, can a person love someone and hate him at the same time?

I think, I can't do it, my parents won't accept the fact that I'm in love with you.

Thinking about it in my heart, I should hate you more, so I carefully planned this death just to get revenge on you.

Because I know that you love me too, so when you see the person you love die in front of you, how do you feel in your heart?Must be in pain, right?

Because I hate you, because I don't know how to balance love and hate in my heart, so I want to take revenge on you with myself, but... what about my love for you?What should I do?I have no idea.

If I die, I don’t know if you will remember me forever. If you can, please remember me, even if you are reincarnated, you must remember me. I think, I will definitely remember you.

Then as we said, in our next life, we will meet early and fall in love with each other early.

And then... between us, it is no longer like in this life, love is mixed with so much hate.

Mu Mu shed tears, and he slowly closed his eyes. In a trance, he felt that the knock on the door seemed to be louder...

#####Because before publishing the article, the editorial conference requires the manuscript to be stored for one month, so I have almost finished writing this book, and I will hand in the rest of the manuscript this afternoon~~Then the last few days The day will be busy with the new article, let me tell you in advance, the next book is also Tanmei~

Well, I plan to not come out of the Danmei pit for the time being.