After taking the cub of the rival in love

Well, my father went abroad to work, and when he came back, he brought a box of candy, which was extremely sweet, and the child was greedy, but was ordered by his parents to only eat one a day, so he stuffed it in his mouth when the parents were not paying attention. The sugar coating melts, and the core is so bitter that it makes you sick.

That box of candy was kept in the cupboard until his parents passed away unexpectedly, and he was about to move to a relative’s house. When he was packing up, he saw the unfinished box of candy. Go, lock in the cupboard.

"Everyone changes." Cheng Zichu could only say.

Lu Mojun looked at him silently, and opened his lips slightly after a while, "I won't."

"From the age of 15 to 32, I missed you for 17 years. Before the age of 29, you didn't know that I missed you every day. I wanted you. Missing you should not only be in my heart, but also by my side. "

Cheng Zichu slightly opened his eyes.

"When I was 17 years old, I came to Country M alone. I wasn't used to the jet lag, and I always suffered from insomnia at night." Lu Mojun wanted to kiss him, but was avoided, "So for countless late nights, I just looked at your photos to make my body You have to reach orgasm to fall asleep."

His deep and ambiguous voice made Cheng Zichu's stomach a little uncomfortable.

"I will never let go again in my whole life." Lu Mojun looked at him with deep eyes, the tenderness and affection in his eyes seemed to overflow, his fingers stroked his facial features, every time he touched a place Cheng Zichu felt numb all over.

"But...I want to go home."

"This is your home." The man's voice carried an undeniable force.

Cheng Zichu closed his eyes, unwilling to open them again.

"Don't think about leaving me anymore." Lu Mojun sighed softly and hugged him, "I really love you."

Lu Mojun×Cheng Zichu③

Lu Mojun put down the matter at hand and concentrated on staying at home with Cheng Zichu. Every word he said was soft and gentle, with a chuckle in his voice, as if he had returned to his childhood. He was still the gentle brother Lu who would Brother Lu who gave Cheng Zichu candy after he drank the medicine.

It's a pity, people will always change, Cheng Zichu is no longer a child who can be coaxed well with a candy.

He seemed to have blocked all the man's voice, and there was no smile on the corner of his lips. Lu Mojun deliberately teased him, but at most he could only see a perfunctory and half-sarcasm arc, which was fleeting.

After half a month of stalemate like this, Lu Mojun went out that afternoon, and when he came back in the evening, he smelled of alcohol, powder and perfume, so strong that he could smell it from Cheng Zichu when he was still in the corridor.

Cheng Zichu heard the sound of stumbling footsteps on the floor, and just raised his head, a gust of wind brushed against his ears, and something fell on the bed. He reached out to touch it and found many photos scattered there.

"what is this?"

The bed sank, and the smell of alcohol and women's perfume rushed towards him, Cheng Zichu frowned slightly, and stepped back.This action of his angered the man even more. Lu Mojun pinched his chin, eyes flushed with drunkenness, reached out to take the photo in his hand and hit him on the face, "Mu Shisheng is born."

The edges and corners of the photo scratched his face and it hurt, but Cheng Zichu didn't seem to feel it at all, he opened his eyes and looked at Lu Mojun: "What, what?"

Lu Mojun snorted coldly, with sarcasm in his eyes: "I told you before that he is pregnant, and now the child has been born."

He looked at Cheng Zichu in a daze, and finally softened his tone, let go and hugged him, "You can give me a child too, Zichu, don't make trouble... you only have me, let's have a good time ?"

Even though it was a sunny day, Cheng Zichu felt as if he had just walked around the ice cave, his whole body was stiff with cold, the chill crawled through his blood vessels, almost making his blood coagulate.

"I can't give birth to..."

After a while, Lu Mojun heard his voice, as if he heard that as long as he could give birth, he was willing to give birth. He was so excited that he clasped Cheng Zichu's shoulders tightly with his hands: "Yes! It should be possible to install a uterus in the body! I will Please ask the best doctor to ensure your safety, trust me, your life will not be in danger, give birth to one of our children!"

Cheng Zichu's ears were surrounded by his words like a demon, the hand on his shoulder seemed to crush his bones, and the smell of alcohol made Cheng Zichu's head ache.

He saw that Lu Mojun again.

The man was irrational, his patience was completely broken, he couldn't wait any longer, even if the time was still long, he couldn't stand Cheng Zichu's indifferent attitude.

This person is his!It can only be his!Both body and mind!Whoever dares to rob him...

There was a trace of cruelty in Lu Mojun's red eyes.

"I can't give birth." Cheng Zichu suppressed his fear, he shook his head slowly, his lips were trembling, "I can't give birth..."

"You can! Mo Shi can do it! Why can't you?! You don't want to have a baby, do you? Huh? Why! Are you still thinking about that Zhou Ming?!" Lu Mojun suddenly thought of something and smiled With a sound, he gritted his teeth and stared at him: "If you are asked to give birth to Zhou Mingsheng?! To give birth to Mu Shisheng?! Anyone can do it! I can't do it right?!"

Cheng Zichu didn't speak, but only had one thought in his mind, that Lu Mojun was crazy.

His silence made the man automatically form an answer, and his anger exploded to the extreme.

"Why are you... so cheap!"

If it is said that during this period of time, Lu Mojun was gentle and considerate in terms of sex and matters, then this night was the interest of intensifying the previous countless tossing nights.

Cheng Zichu almost died on the bed.

Directly breaking in without any lubrication, props that had been dusty for a while, flames crawling on the skin, the man didn't even give him a chance to faint.

After the nightmare, there were many marks on his body, and some places even turned up a layer of flesh. Doctor Su asked him how to sleep after applying medicine to him.

Cheng Zichu looked at the ceiling, and after a while, he said softly that it was all right.

It hurts lying down, lying on the stomach, lying on the side, no matter how you sleep, it doesn't matter.

If his eyes could see, he would definitely find that the eyes of the doctor who has no blood relationship with him were red.

"Doctor Su." Cheng Zichu blinked and asked suddenly, "If you had someone you've loved for many years, what would you do to him?"

"Of course I hold it in the palm of my hand. How can I be willing to be wronged for such a precious person like me."

Cheng Zichu nodded and smiled at him, "Then if you meet him, you must treat him well."

Doctor Su settled him and went out. The door was pushed open again after a while, and the man walked to the bed lightly, guilt and regret intertwined with heartache, his eyes were extremely complicated.

The time in the room seemed to pass extremely slowly, and the air was a little thin. Lu Mojun half knelt beside the bed, and stretched out his hand to touch Cheng Zichu's face, "Zichu..."

He called out, his voice low and hoarse, with strong and unclear emotions buried in his throat.

Cheng Zichu turned his head to look at him, the tears from the corners of his eyes melted into the pillow, staining a small piece of dark color, and when he spoke, Lu Mojun realized that his voice was broken, "Go to the doctor."

Cheng Zichu's throat was broken from shouting last night, and now his throat hurts, but he held back.

There was no movement at his side, he smiled slightly: "Go to the doctor, put a uterus in my body, and I will give birth to you."

"No more, no more children." Lu Mojun was inexplicably flustered, as if something was about to leave him, "I just want you, Zichu, I was wrong, please forgive me? I drank too much yesterday I didn't know what I was doing, I was wrong..."

Cheng Zichu sighed, "People always like to use alcohol as an excuse."

He paused, stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, every word he uttered was hoarse but very clear, it penetrated into Lu Mojun's ears and made his head buzzing: "Kill me to death. "

Lu Mojun didn't care that Cheng Zichu couldn't see at all, so he hurriedly shook his head: "No... I won't fight anymore, I'm sorry."

He is still in pain, can a word of sorry make it go away?

"Zichu... Be good, stop making trouble, let's be good, I will never do anything to you again, I will throw away those things, okay? I was wrong, don't do this... I was really wrong." Lu Mojun held his hand a little incoherently, it was the first time that he softened his posture so much, it was almost humble, almost begging.

It's a pity that Cheng Zichu couldn't see the man's appearance, otherwise he would definitely want to laugh.

"Let me go."

"I let you go... who will let me go?"

"You don't want to let you go, who can let you go?"

In the name of love as an excuse, what you love is not me, but the past you refuse to let go of.

Mr. Lu's perspective①

Lu Mojun has a long-time beloved.

It is the white moonlight in his dream, and also the cinnabar mole on his heart.

Looking at Yaoyao when he was young, the boy like an angel lived in Lu Mojun's heart like this.He used to think that he would grow up with Cheng Zichu all his life, and he would use some tricks along the way to make him fall in love with him, and then they would be together, fall in love, and get married. Adopting a child, the family of three live happily ever after.

But it turns out that fantasies are beautiful, he thought it was what he thought after all.

When the man who claimed to be his father appeared in front of him, the [-]-year-old boy felt invisible pressure for the first time.

"Xiaojun...this is your father." The mother looked at him and said, with a look of sadness in her eyes.

"You said, I don't have a father." The young Lu Mojun glanced at the man, and replied indifferently.

Lu's mother unconsciously grabbed the apron with both hands, looked at the man, obviously a little embarrassed, "He...he is really your father."

"I don't have a father, and if I did, he would have died a long time ago."

The corner of the mouth of the man who was sitting on the sofa without opening his mouth curled up a little, and he looked up at the young man who was dressed in old but clean clothes, "Do you want to read the DNA report?"

Lu Mojun hated him, hated him from the very first sight.

His mother worked hard to raise him for 14 years, and she worked several jobs to support him in food, clothing and education. After finally getting better, a so-called father suddenly appeared.

Looking at the several black-clothed bodyguards beside him, Lu Mojun suddenly remembered the scene on TV where the bosses of the underworld were negotiating. If it wasn't for the man's good looks, he would have wondered if there were green dragons, white tigers and Both arms.

He sneered and said, "Anything can be faked, it's just a piece of paper."

The man didn't get angry, but instead smiled deeper. He looked at him meaningfully and said, "Yes, anything can be faked, but blood relationship can't be faked."

"Xiaojun..." Mother Lu said hesitantly, pursed her lips, her eyes were a little dark, "Your father... wants to take you to country m..."

She was interrupted by the boy before she finished speaking, "What?!"

"Don't get excited." Lu's mother looked at her son, the apron was pulled out by her, and it left deep marks when she dropped her hand, "I have talked with your father for a long time, and finally I think it is more suitable for you to follow him ...He can give you a better food and housing environment, and allow you to receive a better education, you follow me...I don't know anything."

Receiving the man's vague gaze, she became cruel, and spat out the bloody words from her throat, "Besides, mom wants to remarry, but with you, people think... Xiaojun, please understand mom Bar."

Her eyes were sore and sore. The thin woman stood up and looked at Lu Mojun, showing a bit of determination.

Lu Mojun was stunned for a moment, and quickly realized that he slashed at the man who was watching the show, and hugged his mother, "Mom, did he threaten you? Don't be afraid, I'm already this old, If you want to remarry, let's find a good family, I'm going to high school soon, and I'll find a part-time job after the high school entrance examination, can I work part-time while studying?"

"Little Jun!"

"Let me have a few words with him." The man who had seen enough of the mother-child relationship said, the smile on his lips looked like a sarcasm.

Lu's mother looked at him with deep love in her eyes, which was soon buried by timidity.

"Who wants to listen to you? Get out of here immediately!"

"Xiao Jun!" Mother Lu got angry.

The man shrugged indifferently, "Trust me, you will be willing to follow me after listening, give me 5 minutes, otherwise..."

His voice was deep and deep, and the look in his eyes made the boy suddenly feel like he was standing in front of a violent lion, "I'll make you regret it forever."

Lu Mojun finally agreed.

"You like the kid next door, don't you?"

His sudden words made Lu Mojun's heart skip a beat. He pretended to be calm and looked at the man, "No."

The man smiled and raised his eyebrows, "Actually, there's nothing wrong with admitting it. If I like it, I like it. When I was your age, I liked someone who was older than me... Oh yes, he is your other father now."

The young Lu Mojun didn't have such good concentration as now. The man's calm words fell into his ears, making him stand up and rush towards the man in an instant, "Bastard! Are you worthy of my mother!"

Easily dodged the boy's punch, the man folded his hand and pressed him on the sofa, smiled: "Yo? Now accept that I am your father?"

The man's strength was enormous, and he didn't take into account that it was his son, so he relaxed a bit. The young man struggled so hard that his face was blushing and his neck was thick, but he was still firmly pressed on the sofa.

"Calm down, kid. I never liked your mother. You don't know what my wife and I have experienced because of her. I wish I could kill her. But seeing you have had a bad time these years, I'm relieved."

"roll!"

The man sneered, exerted a little force on his hands, and successfully saw the boy's face change, "To tell you the truth, I don't want to recognize you, but I can't help it if my family forces me to. Instead of letting me have sex with another woman , it’s better to leave you alone.”

"Come with me, I can give you whatever you want."

"No need!" Lu Mojun gritted his teeth and said with his face twisted.

"Oh? Really." The man let go of his hand, looked him up and down, and shook his head, "You are too weak, and you can't protect the person you want to protect, so why bother with me."

"By the way, the kid from the house next door is not bad. It must be delicious when cooked." The man said half-jokingly.

"You are not allowed to touch him!"

"That's urgent." The man smiled and leaned on the sofa, "Let me tell you clearly, I'm not a good person, you are the first person who talks to me like this and is still panting besides my wife. You If you don't come with me, I'll take the kid next door away, anyway, there are so many accidents in this world, if you are quicker, no one will notice."

"How dare you!" The young man was angry and anxious, and wanted to rush forward again.

"Then try?"

But he didn't dare to try, and he wasn't sure about trying, the man's determined tone scared him.

"And your mother." The man seemed to remember, and raised his hand to touch his chin. "There are too many accidents. One day, something will happen while walking on the road, don't you think?"

"Son of a bitch…"

"Huh? Little bastard." The man smiled back and scolded.

"Aren't you afraid to take me away because you have a snake by your side?"

The man smiled, "The original purpose was to raise a snake, don't worry, even a poisonous snake can't poison me."

He raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, "It's 5 minutes, have you figured it out?"

The man was right, even if Lu Mojun became a poisonous snake in the future, it didn't poison him.

When Lu Mojun was in his twenties, he entrusted him with all the affairs at hand, and took his wife to travel around the world. He never saw his shadow again, and the poison could not poison him.

A fourteen or fifteen-year-old boy came to Country M alone. He knew that the man gave his mother a sum of money, which was enough for her to live a good life without working for the rest of her life.

It wasn't until he got here that he knew what a man was doing.It's even more shocking than the ones on TV, except that he doesn't have the green dragon, white tiger and two-handed flower arms on his boss, so there is no difference.

The boy was lying on a bed in a foreign country, always suffering from insomnia at night, with only one face in his mind.

His son Chu.

Lu Mojun could never forget that when he went to bid him farewell, the child was crying, and said while sobbing, "Can't you leave?"

"cannot…"

"Then...then you wait for me, I will definitely look for you in the future."

Lu Mojun almost cried in front of him. He opened his red eyes tightly and smiled, "Okay, brother Lu bought a lot of raging bears, waiting for you to come to me."

"Brother Lu, give me a hug."

The boy picked up the boy who opened his arms.

If Lu Mojun knew that this was the last warm hug between them, he would never let go.

The life in country m is more difficult than he imagined. After all, people are looking for successors, not ancestors. In addition to homework, he also has to practice martial arts and shoot guns. The people recruited by men are cruel, and he is often beaten black and blue. .

Cheng Zichu was his only thought in this indifferent place.

At the age of 20, Lu Mojun returned to the country once with the man's permission.

He went to see his mother first, and Lu's mother moved after he left. Later, she really married someone. The man was honest and seemed to treat her very well.

When she saw Lu Mojun, mother Lu dropped something from her hand.The lunch that day was cooked by her husband, and it tasted good. During the meal, the man kept picking up vegetables for Lu's mother, so Lu Mojun felt relieved.

The mother and son chatted all afternoon, Lu Mojun didn't stay for dinner, and he still wanted to see Cheng Zichu, the boy he had been thinking about for six years.

But he didn't expect that there would be other people by his side, just like he didn't expect to have a lover by his side when he came to find him later.

"Mu Shi, see you tomorrow."

At the crossroads in the dusk, his boy lost his childishness, his appearance didn't change much, and he said to another boy with a crooked smile.

"See you tomorrow." The boy replied.

When Cheng Zichu turned around and was about to leave, he was suddenly thrown down by a rushing force. Mu Shi hooked his neck and pecked him on the face, "Don't forget the farewell kiss, Cheng Meiren!"

Lu Mojun hid in the shadows, watching them laughing and Cheng Zichu's blushing face, feeling a little bitter, he suddenly didn't dare to go out.

He is leaving again tomorrow, if you can't stay or take him away, then why go out again.

I thought about it for a long time along the way and finally rotted in my stomach.

That day Lu Mojun accompanied Cheng Zichu to the end of the road. He watched the boy stop at the entrance of the canteen, touched his pockets, went in and bought a ham sausage.

There were a few stray dogs on the road, and Cheng Zichu seemed to know that they were waiting for him here, so he knelt down and fed them the ham sausage in his hand.

It was getting dark, and Cheng Zichu was not in a hurry, he fed and walked slowly, and finally entered a neighborhood when the stars crawled into the night.

Lu Mojun stood at the gate of the community and watched for a long time, until the young man's back disappeared from his eyes, he was reluctant to leave.

At that time, he thought that this strange neighborhood was because he had moved, but later he found out that within two years after he left, Cheng Zichu's parents left unexpectedly, and the young boy was fostered by relatives.

If he had asked him to go with him at that time, would he have gone?Lu Mojun didn't know, and would never know the answer to this question.

Because he still didn't go out, smiled and said to his boy: "Long time no see, Zichu."

After returning to country m, Lu Mojun practiced shooting harder and had blood on his hands, but he didn't care, he only had Cheng Zichu in his heart, and only when he became stronger could he protect the people he wanted to protect.

When he finally got a firm foothold here and was thinking about returning to China, Cheng Zichu came to him first.

If he didn't hold another man's hand, Lu Mojun would be very happy.

"Brother Lu!" The moment he saw Lu Mojun, Cheng Zichu let go of his boyfriend's hand and rushed over to hug him, saying a sentence that Lu Mojun had always kept in his heart, "Long time no see!"

Lu Mojun looked at the boy, raised the corners of his lips, but his eyes were full of coldness, "Long time no see... Zichu."

Mine, Zichu.

"You're still like a child at this age." The boy smiled, walked over and patted Cheng Zichu's head, "You don't have to be so excited to see my brother."

Lu Mojun has been used to seeing blood over the years, and he tried his best to restrain himself so that he didn't pull out his gun and put a bullet in the boy's hand.

I really wish I could chop off my hand.

"I've booked a restaurant, let's go eat first."

"Yeah!" Cheng Zichu looked at his boyfriend beside him, pursed his lips and quietly held his hand, "Brother Lu...this is, my boyfriend Zhou Ming."

Lu Mojun ignored the boy's outstretched hand and nodded, "Well, let's go."

Zhou Ming withdrew his hand resentfully, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the key on the ground from the corner of his eye, bent down and picked it up, stuffed it into Cheng Zichu's pocket, and rubbed his hair helplessly, "Your key has been lost again! You bought a key chain and it’s still easy to lose it, if you really lose it, you can’t go home.”

Lu Mojun glanced casually, but what he saw was the pair of tightly clenched hands, which made his eyeballs hurt.

What happened later was the last thing Cheng Zichu wanted to face in his life.

Lu Mojun drugged him and raped him, probably because he had been in this business for too long, and he became cold-blooded towards Cheng Zichu.

He took a photo and recorded a video to threaten Cheng Zichu and Zhou Ming to break up. Looking at those shocked and disappointed eyes, Lu Mojun felt an indescribable joy in his heart.

If you are not satisfied with being gentle and considerate, it is better to take it by force.

When Cheng Zichu said he wanted to leave, Lu Mojun smiled, turned around and took an iron chain to lock his ankle.

When Cheng Zichu called him a lunatic, Lu Mojun let him see how a lunatic does it. Love it.

But sometimes Lu Mojun would feel distressed when he saw those tear-filled eyes, and later this distress was wiped out by Cheng Zichu's thought of running away.

Every time Cheng Zichu escaped and was caught back, he would be punished more severely than last time. Lu Mojun deliberately gave him a chance to escape, because he knew he couldn't escape, but he had to let his Zichu know that it was wrong to do so. thoughts.

Mr. Lu's perspective②

Until that time, Cheng Zichu ran out for three days, and when there was no news from him on the first night, Lu Mojun panicked. He pretended to be calm and comforted himself that he would come back, but in fact he was sitting on pins and needles. , I was so irritable that I cried a few maids.He felt uneasy, afraid that Cheng Zichu would really run away, after all, this place is neither small nor big, if he wanted to hide, it would not be easy to find someone.

Besides, his Zichu was penniless, where would he eat and live after leaving him?What Lu Mojun didn't even dare to think about was what he would do if he met someone with evil intentions in this strange country.

Lu Mojun didn't close his eyes for two days and nights, when he closed his eyes, Cheng Zichu's dirty little face was in front of him, with tears in his eyes, he said coldly to himself aggrievedly.

Later, when Cheng Zichu finally found out, Lu Mojun hurried over, the scene in front of him almost made him go crazy at that moment.

A disheveled homeless man lay on top of Cheng Zichu.

He couldn't remember what happened afterwards, his mind was always muddled, possessed by anger, and his thoughts were out of his control.

When Lu Mojun was a little conscious, he saw blood all over the place. Cheng Zichu fell on the ground, with a hole pierced in his leg, and the blood kept gushing out. It was hard to tell whether it was tears or tears on his face that was tightly clutching his facial features. sweat.

Lu Mojun looked at the gun in his hand, staggered and almost knelt on the ground, but he held back, stood upright with stiff legs, looked down at Cheng Zichu who was in pain and wanted to die, his indifferent eyes hid the pain forbearance.

That's fine... afraid of him... I won't dare to leave next time... as long as I can stay by his side, it doesn't matter if I'm afraid, it doesn't matter if I'm afraid, as long as I can stay by his side...

Lu Mojun held the very hot gun tightly, and only this sentence was in his mind.

As long as you can stay with him, nothing else matters.

Since then, Cheng Zichu has learned to behave well, no longer running away, no longer making noise, eating obediently, obediently sleeping, his obedient and obedient appearance reminded Lu Mojun of a cat they once raised.

"You must look good in a dress."

Once when Lu Mojun was in bed, he casually said that when he returned the next day, he saw Cheng Zichu in a long white dress.

Lu Mojun was satisfied with Cheng Zichu's flattery, and the bed affairs would be much gentler, leaving as few traces on him as possible.However, Lu Mojun still likes to leave large and small marks on him, because this is his mark, proving that Cheng Zichu is his.

He is alone.

Whenever Lu Mojun thought of this, the corners of his mouth would raise unconsciously.

If he hadn't returned to China because of an accident in a domestic casino, Lu Mojun thought he would live like Cheng Zichu for the rest of his life.

Cheng Zichu seldom begged him, so when he begged Lu Mojun that he wanted to meet his friend, Lu Mojun agreed. That night Cheng Zichu was very obedient, put on sexy lingerie, and the bell around his neck rang once. Night.

But on the day when he asked his friends out for dinner, Lu Mojun still couldn't hold back, and went to pick him up with the driver after finishing things in advance, but saw the panic flashing in Cheng Zichu's eyes when he saw him.

Looking at the cake box in his hand, Lu Mojun narrowed his eyes, "Who sent it?"

"Friend." Cheng Zichu subconsciously moved the cake back.

"threw."

"No...don't throw..."

It was just a cake, and Cheng Zichu was unwilling to let go.

Lu Mojun felt a little ridiculed, and then he saw that man, just like the face more than ten years ago, still annoying.

Cheng Zichu left with him, but Lu Mojun didn't stop him.

Because he knew that Cheng Zichu would come back sooner or later.

But what happened later exceeded Lu Mojun's expectations, so that he spent many years in regret.

What happened to Cheng Zichu was never thought of by Lu Mojun, especially when he knew that Cheng Zichu was trying to save a child, he wished he could strangle that child to death.

The doctor said that Cheng Zichu's optic nerve was damaged, and it may be difficult to recover his vision in the future.Lu Mojun laughed, what quack doctor?His Zichu eyes are the most beautiful, why can't he see them?How can you not see it? !

Doctors in China are untrustworthy, and family doctors do not focus on ophthalmology and are not professional, so he will take Zichu back to country m for treatment. The medical treatment abroad is much more developed, and his Zichu can always heal his eyes.

The time to return to country m is on the agenda, even if the domestic affairs are almost settled, but he doesn't need the casino, or even everything, but Cheng Zichu is more important than anything else.

Lu Mojun was inexplicably panicked. Ever since Cheng Zichu couldn't see him, this panic came from nowhere, entrenched in his heart, and he was extremely uneasy.

He regretted that he had done too much in the past, making Cheng Zichu very afraid of him now.Then he began to be nice to Cheng Zichu, thinking that since his eyes were blind, then when he heard his voice, he would think of the old brother Lu.

Lu Mojun ridiculously thought that they could go back to the past.

The last time Cheng Zichu said that he wanted to raise a cat, Lu Mojun remembered it, and brought back a puppet kitten. His Zichu was really happy, and the corners of his lips curled up on his face that hadn't seen a smile for a long time.

But that cat shouldn't have bitten Cheng Zichu. The man who was determined to hold Cheng Zichu in his hand and protect him scolded the maid angrily. He wanted to chop the cat into pieces, but when he turned his head and saw that The heart suddenly softened when the cat's eyes were as pure as glass balls.

Because he saw a pair of eyes exactly like Zichu's, clean and pure.

In the end, Lu Mojun gave away the cub puppet cat.When Cheng Zichu said he wanted to take a look at his cat, the new owner had already taken the cat to another place, so Lu Mojun sent someone to find a kitten of the same breed and send it to him.

On the way back, in the car, he saw a roadside stall selling headgear for little girls, and suddenly remembered Cheng Zichu in a skirt.The white long skirt with the boy's short hair is not obtrusive, but it complements his facial features very delicately, Lu Mojun thought, and smiled unconsciously.

Lu Mojun is getting better and better towards Cheng Zichu, and he is reluctant to say harsh words to him, but the violence that has been cultivated in his bones by that obedient and obedient Cheng Zichu for several years is not easy to get rid of. Cheng Zichu treats him every time. The indifference is accumulated together, and it becomes a meal of wine to vent their anger.

He hadn't seen those marks on Cheng Zichu's body for a long time, and now they were covered on his fair skin again, and some scars from burns and whips were even worse than before. When Lu Mojun saw it, he finally understood why the family doctor was so daring. The appearance of words.

He also wanted to kill himself.

"Let me go."

Cheng Zichu said, with despair in his hoarse voice, Lu Mojun almost knelt down for him, "I'll let you go... who will let me go?"

"You don't want to let you go, who can let you go?"

"because I love you."

This was the last conversation between them that day.

Since then, Cheng Zichu has never spoken again, and no matter who talks to him, he no longer moves his lips, as if... dumb.

Lu Mojun didn't mind, he tried his best to let Cheng Zichu see his changes, and usually spoke very quietly to him, afraid of scaring his lover.

Day after day passed, and Cheng Zichu's injuries slowly healed. Although he was not energetic, he was always willing to smile at him, even though the smile was extremely perfunctory.

If the family doctor hadn't found him, Lu Mojun would probably keep lying to himself that Cheng Zichu had no other problems except his blindness.

Mr. Lu's perspective③

"Mr. Cheng's condition is very poor recently. He refuses to talk, let alone cooperate with the treatment. The ophthalmologist also said before...the chance of regaining sight is very small, but I think the most important thing is Mr. Cheng's spiritual aspect. , if it keeps on like this, I'm afraid..."

Dr. Su stopped talking when he saw Lu Mojun took out a cigarette. The man's face became more and more haggard in the misty white smoke. He thought of the young boy, he couldn't help shaking his head, and sighed quietly.

Lu Mojun understood what he meant. Cheng Zichu would have psychological problems sooner or later if he continued like this, or he already had problems, but he had nothing to do.

The person on the bed was still sleeping when he returned to the room. He has always been lethargic recently, and he was groggy all day long.Lu Mojun kissed him, stared at the familiar face for a long time, and blinked until his eyes were sour and swollen.

"Zi Chu." He called softly, with nostalgia and love hidden in his tone, his thumb covered with a thick callus caressed his face, moving little by little, "Are you awake? "

Cheng Zichu's eyelashes trembled slightly, but his eyes did not open. Lu Mojun saw it, smiled weakly, and said softly: "You have slept all afternoon, don't sleep, okay? Let's go Let's go outside, Zichu?"

Cheng Zichu didn't move, as if he was still fast asleep.

Lu Mojun smiled wryly, and looked at him silently for a while, with all kinds of emotions hidden in his eyes, love was always the first to show.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Mojun bit down each word lightly and heavily, "Do you want to go home?"

"Wait until your eyes...heal." He couldn't continue, gritted his teeth and forced himself to spit out the rest of the words, "I'll let you go home, okay?"

Cheng Zichu suddenly opened his eyes, looking at him eagerly, his eyes seemed to burst into light, "Really?!"

I haven't spoken for a few days, and it's a bit difficult to open the corners of my mouth.

"Ah."

Suddenly, drops of water dripped down his neck, warm.Cheng Zichu's neck was stiff, and he twitched the corner of his mouth after a while, "Don't lie to me."

Lu Mojun shook his head, remembering that he couldn't see, he said in a low voice, "I won't lie to you..."

Cheng Zichu didn't speak, he seemed a little dazed, thinking about something, Lu Mojun touched his face again, "Then let's go out for a walk? Why don't we stay in the house for a long time, the flowers bloom this summer Excellent."

"Can my eyes still be cured?" Cheng Zichu looked at him and asked suddenly.

Lu Mojun nodded vigorously, and said firmly, "Yes, the doctor said that as long as you cooperate with the treatment, you will soon be able to see the light again."

Cheng Zichu pursed his lips, "I don't want to go out now, I want to see a doctor."

...so desperate to leave him?

Lu Mojun smiled, took a while, and then spat out from his throat: "Okay."

In any case, Cheng Zichu was finally willing to accept the doctor's treatment and was willing to talk to him again.

Sometimes in the evening, Lu Mojun would take Cheng Zichu out for a walk, breathing fresh air, smelling the fragrance of invisible flowers and the scent of summer.