[full-time master] immortal

After drinking and eating, sadness came to the door.I was about to leave the orphanage and go on to a very different life—I realized that I was about to say goodbye to the Su brothers and sisters.

When grandpa sent me back to the orphanage, it was the time when the children got an hour of TV every day.The fat aunt was still on duty that day, and "Snow Mountain Flying Fox" was playing on TV.I have always been able to empathize with Cheng Lingsu, she always reminds me of my poor self.I quietly slipped to the back row, looking for the backs of the Su Muqiu brothers and sisters.I didn't have much trouble finding them, but there was no room for me beside them.In just one afternoon, I felt that there was a clear river between me and them.

I sat down on the bench in the last row and watched TV for a while.At this time, I didn't like the bridge between Hu Fei and Yuan Ziyi, so I got up and left the room.The fat aunt may have seen me, but after all, I am an adopted child, as if I am a senior student who has already obtained the qualification for recommendation, and the aunt doesn't bother to care about me anymore.

I never watched The Orphanage on TV time.I wandered aimlessly in the hallway, and everything was silent.There is no crying of children, no beating and scolding of aunts, only the distant chirping of insects.The living people hid in the world behind the LCD screen to take a rest, and only the blue ghosts coming and going enjoyed this moment of tranquility and leisure with me.

At this time, I heard the sound of conversation.

It's Grandpa and Aunt Su.

Before I arrived, there were already many ghost uncles and aunts hiding outside the door and listening to the corner.I didn't disturb them, but quietly stood behind them.Aunt Su has always been beautiful and sad, but this is the first time I heard grief and anger in her voice.With a strong cry, she was mercilessly accusing grandpa.

I recalled Aunt Su's frown during the interview in the afternoon, and countless doubts emerged in my heart.

"...Xiao Su, I've told you many times that there are rules in our business." Facing Aunt Su's aggressive accusations, Grandpa remained calm and leisurely. He even calmly lowered his head and lit a cigarette for himself, and said vaguely with the cigarette in his mouth, "We can only be begged by people, not by ghosts—otherwise, as Lennon knows, our lives will be shortened. My old man is over 60 years old, and he has a few years to live, so you must give me some time to take care of your apprentices, right?"

"But, Xiaoxuan... everyone here knows it!"

"I asked her this afternoon, and Lennon was there. What did she say? She said no, she said she didn't know. She didn't admit it herself, so what else can I do?"

It turned out that they were arguing about sister Ning Xuan.It sounds like Aunt Su is more willing to let Grandpa adopt Sister Ning Xuan.My heart sank, and I immediately comforted myself: Aunt Su must not want me to leave, after all, she still needs to talk to Mu Qiu Mucheng through me.

When I was explaining myself, Aunt Su was already in tears. She said: "Xiaoxuan...is just a 14-year-old child. What can she understand? It's not that she just says what others teach her." .”

"Then what can I do? Go to the police? Arrest people without proof?" Grandpa brushed off the cigarette ash between his fingers, "Xiao Su, I came this time mainly to take in apprentices. That The child named Ning Xuan, I took the risk to help you ask purely for Nong's face. I haven't found out the reason yet. If I continue to toss, I will really lose my life, old man. Doing what we do There are rules in the line, and it is not easy to meddle in other people's affairs."

"Rules." Aunt Su reached out to wipe away her tears and smiled sarcastically.I have never seen Aunt Su with such a sarcastic side—in my impression, she is always gentle, kind and kind, "Grandpa Gu, I know your rules... But, to tell you the truth, I am also I am a selfish person, I also have a daughter...Cheng Cheng...she is already seven years old."

I was about to continue to eavesdrop on the corner, but suddenly I heard someone calling my name behind me.I was so frightened that I turned around and saw Grandpa Abao walking lazily, shaking a braid on the back of his head.

"Little girl, don't study well, you are too young to eavesdrop on the corner." Grandpa Bao pushed me aside and walked towards Grandpa and Aunt Su.Soon, their arguing quieted down, and I couldn't hear anything anymore.

I hurried back to the room where "Snow Mountain Flying Fox" was screened, with a lot of thoughts in my heart.I was a kid then, but I was ten years old.The world is full of ups and downs, and I have learned a lot from TV.I replayed the conversation between Aunt Su and Grandpa in my mind over and over again, like that ascetic monk named Jia Dao, carefully pondering the deep meaning in each sentence.I don’t know how long I was thinking wildly on the bench in the last row. When I came back to my senses, the melodious singing of the ending song had already sounded on the TV-"Let youth blow your long hair, let it pull you Your dream..." I listened to Feng Feifei's melancholy singing, stared blankly at the constantly falling snow on the screen, but what I was thinking about was still the secrets of Sister Ning Xuan and the ghosts.

Brother and sister Su Muqiu stood up and saw me sitting in the last row.

"Sister Xiaoqing!" Mucheng rushed up excitedly when she saw me, and threw herself into my arms, "My brother just taught me to congratulate sister Xiaoqing! Congratulations!"

Su Muqiu, who was named by Mucheng, walked up slowly, looking a little shy and sad.I was quite surprised, I thought he would be glad that it wasn't Sister Ning Xuan who was adopted.I changed my mind and thought, maybe he is so sad because he will not be able to talk to Aunt Su in the future.He stretched out his hand, rubbed my hair randomly, and said to me, Xiaoqing, congratulations.

My hair was ravaged by him and turned into a chicken coop.In the past, if he did this to me, I would either be angry or he would make me laugh.But this time, I didn't want to be angry with him at all, but I didn't have the mood to smile either.He withdrew his hand and gave me a fixed look, as if he realized something was wrong in his heart.He asked me when I would leave, and I said it should be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow at the latest, and I would leave after grandpa and the dean finished the formalities.He nodded thoughtfully.As usual, Su Muqiu sent me back to the room, and then brought Mucheng back to their own room.However, on this day, Su Muqiu stopped me before leaving. He avoided Mucheng and secretly told me, Xiaoqing, I will come to you after the lights are turned off, let's go out for a walk.

If I had been a 20-year-old young lady, I would have found this invitation from the opposite sex very suspicious.Fortunately, we were only ten years old at that time, and it seemed that there was still a century away from talking about love and talking about love. This was just an invitation made by a little boy to his playmates.I nodded in bewilderment.

After the lights were turned off, Su Muqiu slipped into our dormitory as soon as Auntie walked out of the room.He walked carefully through the big bunk full of children, successfully located me, stretched out his hand and pulled my quilt.So, one person's sneaking turned into two people's coercion. I got out of bed calmly, followed him out of the dormitory, avoided my aunt's inspection and pursuit, went out through the window, and walked around to the bushes in the back garden.In the past, I only knew that some tall trees and low bushes were planted around the back garden.But I didn't expect that there was a hole in it, and there was a small open lawn between the trees and bushes.Su Muqiu led me into this small world, patted the lawn and invited me to sit down, while he groped under the bushes for a long time and pulled out a wooden box.He sat next to me, opened the wooden box, and took out a flashlight from the box.Pressing the switch instantly illuminates the small lawn.

"Welcome to my secret base!" Su Muqiu put the flashlight on his chin, and illuminated his face upwards. The heavy shadows cast on his face made him look a little weird and scary.

I was amused by his funny appearance: "Mu Qiu, what the hell are you doing?"

He put down the flashlight and showed me an innocent and bright smile.

"You're leaving anyway, so I'll tell you. I couldn't sleep one night, so I sneaked out for a stroll. I didn't expect to find such a good place. No one would come during the day, and it wouldn't be crowded at night." The aunt who watched the night found it. I come here to play with myself when I can't sleep. I even named this place - it's called "Shuiyuedongtian". I hid all my treasures here, you see. "

He showed me the little box buried under the bushes like a treasure.This is really a treasure chest, with everything in it - the plastic toy gun that his aunt rewarded him, Mucheng's "South, East, North and West", the English exercise book finished by Ning Xuan's sister, and a hairpin from me.I was quite surprised to pick up this cherry hairpin that once belonged to me. I remember that this hairpin was the one that I accidentally broke when I was playing with Mu Qiu Mucheng... and it has been repaired now up.

"You fixed it?"

Perhaps he didn't expect that I would see this hairpin, but he scratched his head a little embarrassedly and nodded slightly.

"You are so skillful." I sincerely sighed.

"These are all small things, look at my treasure chest." He pulled apart the top layer of bits and pieces of small items, and took out a flat square machine at the bottom of the box.For a moment, I thought it was sister Ning Xuan's repeater.But it is not sky blue, but blackish silver.

"Radio." Su Muqiu handed the machine to me solemnly, "Do you still remember Mr. Zheng who gave us computer classes before? This machine was originally his, and he gave it to me when he left the job. "

It was the first time Su Muqiu received such a valuable thing, so he hid it carefully, keeping it as a secret between himself and Mr. Zheng, even Mucheng and I didn't tell it.Unexpectedly, once when he was secretly using the radio, he was discovered by a boy who was always in love and domineering.After some scrambling and fighting, the radio fell to the ground and couldn't be used no matter how hard it was pressed.He was very sad, and put the remains of the radio in a treasure chest to show his memory.

"But then one day, it was like that thing in a martial arts movie... After cultivating to the highest level, it suddenly occurred to me that I could try to cultivate." Su Muqiu told me that after having this idea, He thought of ways to find tools and materials, and secretly used computer class time to search online for repair methods.After working hard for half a year, he actually repaired the radio.

I listened to him babbling about his legendary experience like that of a hero in a martial arts novel, and my heart was filled with admiration: "How can you know everything?" He is so powerful, it seems that there is nothing in this world that he doesn't understand.At this moment, I realized that even if the beauty of the whole world opens its arms to me, I am still willing to look up to Su Muqiu and yearn for Su Muqiu.I am the light chaser, and he is the light that is worth chasing for my whole life.

Su Muqiu was a little embarrassed by my praise, rubbed his nose with his fingers, extended the antenna, and turned on the radio.The old and sick machines were gasping for breath and began to work with difficulty. The sound from modern industrial civilization broke the silence of insects around us.First, there was a piercing noise. Su Muqiu calmly held the antenna and adjusted it, and the sound became clear and clear again.I don't know which late-night radio frequency it is. The voice of the hostess is gentle and pleasant, with a little neutral sound.It's much better than the foreign birdsong in sister Ning Xuan's repeater.I sat on the lawn, hugged my knees, and listened to the host in the same magnetic field as Su Muqiu, talking about things that were far away from us both in space and in time—a pair of lovers with huge differences in identities went through ups and downs , and finally overcome all opinions and is about to achieve a positive result, but heaven and man are separated forever after a combination of yin and yang.

I raised my head and asked Su Muqiu, what is "Eternal separation between man and nature"?Su Muqiu said that one of them died and the other was still alive.I thought about death.Although I have never witnessed death with my own eyes, I already vaguely know that the so-called transition from life to death is nothing more than a palpable entity transformed into a faint blue ghost.Nothing is lost, I can still see them and love them.So how can death "separate heaven and man forever"?

Just as I was thinking about this esoteric question, the hostess ended her narration and began to sing for the audience.The host said that the Cantonese version of this song is called "If there is love in the sky", but after rewriting the lyrics and singing it in Mandarin, it is called "Dream Chaser". Luo Dayou used this song to commemorate his deceased friend Sanmao.The host's voice gradually disappeared in the darkness, but a familiar prelude sounded on the radio.I raised my head and looked at Su Muqiu in blank dismay—isn't this the ending song of "Snow Mountain Flying Fox" we watched at night?

On the radio, Feng Feifei’s mournful and charming voice interspersed with occasional sizzle noises, echoed leisurely among the secret lawn where we were——

In the reincarnation of the past and the future, who is wandering in the voice and laughing infatuatedly at me? The incomprehensible care of the mundane world. Take a look at me. Don’t let the confidante stay empty and sleep on youth, no regrets, never die, forever lover...

The two of us listened to this song in silence, and the snow in Changbai Mountain floated slowly in our hearts.

At the end of the song, I suddenly raised my head and asked Su Muqiu, Cheng Lingsu and Yuan Ziyi, who do you like more?

Cheng Lingsu.Su Muqiu replied without thinking.

Coming to a night party on a summer night is tantamount to volunteering to feed mosquitoes.What's more, the mosquitoes here may have been tired of drinking Su Muqiu's blood, so it's rare to see a freshman like me today, so they called their families to taste my exotic delicacy.After listening to the radio, I realized that my feet were like red bean dumplings, covered with mosquitoes of all sizes.Just now I was so fascinated by the music that I didn't realize it at all, but now I feel both legs are itching unbearably.Su Muqiu patted his head and said, Oh, I was careless, and then he magically took out a small box of cooling oil, unscrewed the red cap, wiped a little with his fingers, bent down and applied it on my legs, and suddenly floated in the air. Enjoy the cool taste of cool oil.He also taught me that if you use your nails to make a cross on the mosquito bag, it will not itch so much.I concocted it according to the law, and it really worked.

As expected of a person with a younger sister, she really knows how to take care of others.

We spent a long time in Shuiyuedongtian again, and not even a ray of ghosts bothered us.He proudly showed me his collection one by one.We seemed to talk a lot that night.Like our usual conversations, those words were mundane, trivial, and devoid of poetry.So many years later, I can't remember much.

Su Muqiu may have said, Xiaoqing, you are leaving, go to Shanghai and take good care of yourself.

Su Muqiu may have said again, Xiaoqing, I see that you seem to be sad today, but Mucheng and I are actually not feeling well either.

Su Muqiu may have also said, Xiaoqing, don't be sad, we will meet again soon.

He put the repaired cherry barrette on my head.He said, Xiaoqing, you are leaving now, be happy and don't forget us.

Did he really say these words?Or are these all my own soft lights for memories?I can't tell the difference.

The only thing I remember clearly is that I said to him in a daze, Mu Qiu, I especially admire you.

He froze for a moment, and wanted to stretch out his hand to pluck my hair, but was afraid of losing the hairpin, so he withdrew his hand again.

If, before this night, my feelings for Su Muqiu were still mixed with some impurities, then the moonlight and singing this night have cleansed my soul, allowing her to be displayed in front of Su Muqiu clean and refreshed.I am willing to hold my whole heart and show him frankly, let him know how much I admire and how much I like him.

In the 11 years from when I knew Su Muqiu to when he died, the two of us didn't spend too many times alone.I was very sleepy that night, but I couldn't bear to close my eyes and fall asleep.Su Muqiu might be the same.The two of us braced ourselves and chatted to Tianguang Xiwei together.That night full of insects chirping, buzzing noises and the smell of cooling oil, finally passed.

Su Muqiu said, we have to get back to the dormitory before my aunt gets up, otherwise it will be troublesome if we are discovered.So, we reluctantly left Shuiyuedongtian, tiptoed back to the courtyard, walked through the corridor, and were about to go upstairs when we suddenly heard the door open.We were all taken aback. In a panic, we hid in the corner of the stairs, and even scared away a drunk who was originally drinking in the corner.

We peeked out our heads and saw a shirtless man coming out of the room with slippers on. He was as sneaky and tiptoe as the two of us. He gently closed the door behind him and left the corridor quickly.

The man's figure quickly disappeared around the corner at the end of the corridor.But neither I nor Su Muqiu spoke for a moment, we seemed to have lost our voices at that moment, and we could never find them again.In the pinnae of the ears, there was a silent sound of insects.

I thought of the saber-rattling conversation I had heard earlier—my worst suspicions confirmed.

I turned my head and met Su Muqiu's eyes.We found confirmation in each other's eyes.

The shirtless man is Vice President Ning.

He just walked out of sister Ning Xuan's room.

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The author has something to say: I just finished correcting the final test paper of the second year of high school and got the scores. After killing the Quartet, I am happy to update it! (bushi)

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