[full-time master] immortal

This is the first time I have rescued someone.

After typing this sentence, I feel a little inaccurate, because the whole article is not like a side story, it is an open ending, so it is better to say that it is my first attempt to save people.

Jinjiang Shui Yixi, who has been writing for 15 years, is notorious for his bad deeds.In the past, my biggest hobby was writing BE. What I was best at was writing about dead people, killing people without blinking an eye. I once set a record of posting four bentos in a single chapter.About 16 years ago, I formed a group with two friends at the time. As a result, while chatting, both of them suddenly began to criticize|fight my homicide hobby, saying that people cannot die easily, and use the death of characters to advance the plot The authors are pretty bad.

While it seems like an interesting conversation now, I was offended and upset at the time, and I can still recall it to this day.When I was young, I was thin-skinned, loved face, easily shy, and narrow-minded. I remember it for so long.

But after being criticized, I really reflected on it, so I changed my mind and started a new life, and stopped killing the original supporting roles.However, the lunch boxes that should be distributed in the original book are still distributed, and neither Duo Liang nor Cedric escaped the knife in their lives.

Later, when I got older, I felt compassion for everything, so I wrote this article.

A while ago, I was joking with a friend, she said that I didn’t save Japanese men or British men, but I saved Chinese men. Teacher Xi is very patriotic.I said no, we are the future people's teachers, and there is a sense of family and country in the five core competencies of the subject!

It's actually a coincidence, not a matter of nationality.Writing an article really pays attention to the right time, place and people.

In fact, I conceived this article in 2018.

At that time, I was still a junior student. After finishing "Catching the Wind", I quit the Internet for half a year to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination and postgraduate entrance examination.Of course, I didn’t prepare very well, and I didn’t catch up with the good time when everyone loves to work. The number of applicants seriously exceeded the standard, and the cross-professional research failed, so I stayed in my department to study.In fact, there is no difference, but at that time I got used to it, and felt that it was too fucking embarrassing.

When I was in a bad mood, I wanted to write something happy, so I conceived a story about a little girl who rescued Brother Umbrella.

At that time, I was lying on the bed in the undergraduate dormitory, and my roommate Xiaoxin stayed up most of the night, so I told her the whole story.The stories at that time were still a little different from the ones written now. For example, Gu Xihua back then was still called Gu Lingqian, for example, Brother San actually liked sister Ning Xuan, for example, sister Ning Xuan committed suicide, was rescued by Brother San, and was finally rescued by Brother San. Gu Lingqian was redeemed only after performing an amnesia technique.At that time, I had just finished reading Fang Siqi's story, and I was filled with indignant thoughts. The tone of Ning Xuan's story was much darker.But the ending was a bit clearer than it is now. Gu Lingqian woke up and found that the world had changed. She rushed to Excellent Era and ran into Brother San. She hugged Brother San and cried loudly, saying that I will never let you go, Su Muqiu, your mother. Gone or something.

In fact, if the heroine is sister Ning Xuan, I might not write Brother Shan vividly.I want someone to be saved with each of my articles.Ning Xuan was indeed redeemed and became Ling Shuang.However, if Brother Shan didn't come back, neither Gu Lingqian nor Gu Xihua could be redeemed.I want her to win, I want her and him to be saved.

After writing the outline of the original story, I personally feel that the story at that time was a little younger than it is now.The BGM on the copywriting back then was Chen Li's "Immortal" sung by Song Daiting; if I were given a chance to choose now, it would definitely be "Dream Chaser" and "If There Is Love".Subtle changes in the style of the article can also be seen from the changes in BGM.

At that time, I asked Xiaoxin how the story was, and she said it was good, but the part about sister Ning Xuan was not easy to write.I said yes, I'll have to think again.So I opened a copywriting in 19 years, but I haven't written it, and I have been thinking about it for three years.

The three years of my master's degree were really boring three years. I couldn't go anywhere because of the epidemic, so I really could only study, write articles, do internships, and find a job. On November 2021, 11, after being unlucky for a whole week, I met the principal of Yangming Middle School, successfully squeezed out the boys and got a job, and walked out of the school refreshed, feeling that everything I saw was beautiful.This school is quite young, the same age as me, but two youth literature writers have already graduated from it.It may not be well known now, but it is almost the collective memory of the youth of our generation of girls.My early writing style was greatly influenced by one of them, who used aliases for her two alma maters in her novels.So I imitated her and named my alma mater Guangyuan Middle School, and let many characters in my works go to school.In this article, I directly used the school name she gave as a tribute, and I hope there is no offense.Although I don't like her anymore, I still have to admit that she played my lighthouse for quite a long time in my dark youth.During the interview, I dragged Xiao Xiao and Yuan Yuan who came with me to the playground. We stepped on a field of golden ginkgo leaves. I smiled and asked, hey, do you think this school has a cultural context?Xiao Xiao added, the context of youth literature.So, the only one of the three who seemed to be still in youth literature at the age of 16 beat the dog man away and stayed.

The topic is far away, where did I just talk about it?Oh, I walked out of the school gate refreshed and drove home.At that time, a new milk tea shop had just opened in a dark food street downstairs from my house, and a total of six milk tea shops opened from the street to the end of the street.The new store is doing activities, and the remaining five stores are not to be outdone, and the second cup is half price.Originally, I just wanted to buy sugar-fried chestnuts, so I got off at the Dark Cuisine Street one stop in advance. Unexpectedly, the sugar-fried chestnuts were no longer sold, so I had to choose a store that was half the price of the second cup to buy chestnut milk tea.I was sitting in the shop waiting for the milk tea, and found that the song played in the milk tea shop was very pleasant and familiar, so I took out my mobile phone to listen to the song and recognize the song. The music software told me that the song was called "Dream Chaser".Later I found out that the Cantonese version is called "If there is love in the sky", so I gave Gu Xihua a nickname that belongs to the Su brothers and sisters - Xiao Qing.At that time, I put on a Bluetooth headset, held two cups of milk tea, and listened to songs in a loop while walking back.After returning home, I turned on the computer with milk tea in my hand, and opened the folder belonging to the same humanities in the long-lost place. The cursor moved up and down between "Rainy Tail" and "Indestructible" for a while, and finally stopped on "Indestructible" , double click to open.

In fact, whether it is "Indestructible" or "Rainy Day's Tail", it is very difficult to write, because there is "Catching the Wind".I didn't write an afterword to "Chasing the Wind" at the beginning, because I thought it was unnecessary, and the whole article was my afterword to a single person.It was only after a few years that I realized how much trouble she caused me in my subsequent writing, and as a creator, I really should stand up and say a few words.I am clumsy in speech, but when I read Calvino two days ago, I had a rare sympathy with the master, so the excerpt is as follows: "This is the first novel I wrote, and it is almost my first work. What can be said about it today? I will say: It is better never to write the first book. As long as a man has not written his first book, he has freedom. A writer can enjoy this only once in his life freedom. The first book will define you, and in real life you are far from being defined. This definition will be carried by you for the rest of your life, and you will try to confirm it, or deepen it, or correct it, or deny it. , but never fail to face it.”

The beginning of "Undying" is difficult to write.I always hear from readers that "Catcher of the Wind" is my best work. Although I am very happy, but also a little sad, I feel that I have been erased by this first work in the next few years.I know that life cannot always go up, and "Catching the Wind" has exhausted my most precious memories.It's hard to do better, then at least not to be bad.I wrote it while comparing it to "Catching the Wind" four years ago. I was dissatisfied with it. I overturned it and made major changes several times. Finally, I scratched my head and wrote it down.Fortunately, I was not in a hurry to take the exam at that time, and I had more time, so I was allowed to go back and forth like this.It was almost since Chapter 5 that I regained my freedom.

Brother Umbrella is the same age as me in setting, and he is one of the few characters older than me in "Full-time".I once used Cheng Junni's mouth to say that he is a little older than me, but not much older than me, which is great.I think so too.Although I have always been the oldest among my friends, I still like boys who are older than me, like a little girl.When writing this story, although the setting is almost fantasy, I tried to add the common memory of many eras in my memory: Jay Chou's song, "Sprout" and "New Bud", the 08 Olympic Games, Mr. Jin Yong's Martial arts drama, the best 2015 in my life.I want to weave these tiny memories into the texture of the article, so that readers can also have a glimpse of the boyhood we once had.When I was young and ignorant, I once joked to my friends that if our generation still needs someone to write a biography for this entire generation, then I hope this person is me.Of course, I have no intention of accomplishing such a grand goal, and I am not worthy to write a biography for a whole generation.However, if you can feel a little bit of the style of that era in a short novel with a little over [-] characters, it will be my honor.

When I am writing a work, some of the most inconspicuous things in life can easily inspire me. During the New Year's Day holiday in 2022, I went to my grandmother's house. I had nothing to do in the afternoon, and went out with my cousin to the flower and bird market.His classmate has just moved to a new house, and he wants to buy a pot of Phalaenopsis to give to his classmate to celebrate the housewarming.So, this episode was written into the article by me.During the final exam, I saw Yangming’s teacher Xiaojiang’s Moments: “The student’s exam season is the teacher’s holiday! But Yangming’s campus network can’t access 4399!” Xiaojiang is only one year older than me. She is also a new teacher full of energy and a lovely older sister.I was furious immediately: what!The campus network of a major key high school in Shanghai can even be accessed by HowNet, but it can’t be accessed by 4399!I went to 4399 that day. I didn’t expect that I would have to register my ID card with my real name even to play a small game. I fought with each other in a game of Forest Ice and Fire, and I only got two stars in the first level, so I put 4399 again. and Forest Ice and Fire Man were written into the novel.Yangming didn’t have any extra work places, so I could only huddle on the long table in the office of the third year of senior high school every day. I often met students who came to the office for self-study (why do I come to the office for self-study), so I took Zheng Xisheng and Cheng Junni who were in the third year of high school The matter of coming to find Gu Xihua was written into the novel.

In recent years, I have almost personally experienced the growth and aging of our generation.The boy I had a crush on in junior high school (one of the prototypes of Xiao Zhou in "Catching the Wind", and it is the prototype that takes up a large proportion) successfully proposed to his girlfriend in high school last year. little girl.My sister and her boyfriend, who have written articles together since childhood, have reached the stage of discussing marriage, and have even arranged the wedding room.Yesterday, I went boating in the park with my friend Lao Chen. We sat on the lawn and saw that the parents playing with their children looked like our peers.And I seem to be the one who has been forgotten by the torrent of time.In the past two years, I tried to get close to a person, a person who came from a long time ago and shared very good memories. I thought I could write the same story as "Rainy Tail". This is already the best ending for us, obviously nothing happened in time, and obviously I also knew that we would not conspire with each other if we were different, but I still felt that we had spoiled the good things in the past, and I was inexplicably jealous of myself and men. Very disappointed, my heart turned to ashes.A few days ago, I was playing the Otome mobile game in the middle of the night, and I was setting up a hut with my boyfriend in the game. I saw the little girl character I manipulated arguing with her boyfriend in the hut, crying, and then reconciled. I burst into tears through the screen.I feel like this is a future that I will never reach.

But I still promised this future to Mu Qiu and Xiaoqing in the episode.Xiaoqing likes to read Zhang Ailing, and so do I.I still remember the saying in "Love in a Fallen City" that there is always room for an ordinary couple.I would like to imagine them living peacefully and peacefully in this huge city, like all ordinary couples, quarreling over trifles and reconciling quickly, embracing each other to sleep and waking up together at the twilight of morning every night, on weekends Holding hands, the two wandered aimlessly in the street together, and the time passed leisurely, turning into wrinkles and white hair at the corners of the eyes.

This is the future I want to give to the boy who will stay forever.

The last episode was really long and long, like a long farewell. Although I have come to the end of the road, I still can't help but look back frequently and delay this final farewell again and again.

I told readers in the comments that "empty" is actually a very important theme of this article.It seems that everyone is constantly making empty shots, but everyone is smashing to pieces for the destined empty shots.Fortunately, in the last story, Xiaoqing stretched out her arms and hugged the real Mu Qiu tightly.

Although the ending of the text is open, in my heart, Mu Qiu has indeed survived, living peacefully with his most beloved girl in a certain corner of the city.So much so that when I read the original book again, it was almost impossible to accept the world without Brother Umbrella.

Thanks to this story for accompanying me from late autumn to early spring, the coldest winter has passed.

I didn't expect that in 2022, this story based on "Full-time Master" will still receive the attention and feedback of many readers. There are thousands of words, and only one sentence is very grateful.Worm Daddy made us a world that was too good to be true, and 2022 seems to be the year that District [-] begins.In a few months, God Ye will leave Excellent Era, walk into Xingxin's Internet cafe, transfer Lord Grim that Su Muqiu gave him to the tenth district, and start a brand new journey.

The next one is still full-time. I originally wanted to write the Baozi article first. I didn’t expect to have a brain hole about Lele when I was working hard to write the thesis a while ago. Write a pass, recording a lot of love and resentment.In the epilogue on March 3, I also said, "Let Lele's bullets fly for a while longer." As a result, half a month later, not only the full text of Brother Le's article has been archived, but I have finished writing the extra episode.Although I am very sorry for Baozi, but in this April day in the world, when all flowers bloom, let us temporarily leave time for Lele!

In this article, I used many old songs from the last century.There is a song I originally wanted to use, but I haven't found the right time, so I will use it here as a final farewell: sweetly with my lover/flying in the wind/singing loudly for your love/goodbye in this life!

Shui Yixi

2022年3月9日21时59分初稿2022年3月24日16时37分修改--------------------

The author has something to say: ←Click to go directly to the follow-up work (mobile readers may have to go to the column to find it hard) Le Ge BG, published on April 4, the full text has been saved outside the main text, Le Ge and his pseudo-orthopedic real green plum 1 years of youth running water bastard