fish in cage

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The north wind was raging, and the leaves on the side of the road were fluttering, and the street lamps stretched the shadows of pedestrians very long.

Bai Heng was walking aimlessly on the path covered with fallen leaves, there seemed to be a radio full of noise next to his ear, playing every word He Ling just said in a loop.

He blinked a little confused, and wanted to cry, but the tears were blocked by the sentence why do you cry, maybe the tears flowed back, and his throat was full of bitterness.

He didn't cry often before, but after meeting He Ling, for some reason, his joy and grievance were multiplied a hundred times, so tears became one of the ways for him to vent his emotions, but now he can't even cry.

He was always speechless by He Ling's sophistry, not because he didn't want to refute, but because he was afraid that he and He Ling would come to an end after exposing He Ling's lies one after another in person.

Bai Heng could almost imagine the expression He Ling would use to break up with him.

His eyes were red, and every time he thought of these two words, his chest was like being crushed by a heavy stone, which made him extremely painful.

Bai Heng sat unsteadily on the bench by the side of the road, the cold wind blew loudly, making his skin soaked in tears tight and dry, as if he couldn't feel the cold, he clenched his fists tightly, His eyes gradually became cold like this winter night.

Every time He Ling cheated, a knot was tied in Bai Heng's heart, and the more knots were tied, the bigger and bigger, accumulating into monstrous grievances and anger, urging Bai Heng to make changes.

What should be done to keep He Ling by his side intact?

Bai Heng thought of the colorful little fish in the fish shop in the night market. They seemed to be swinging their gorgeous tails freely, but in fact the only space they could move about was the transparent square glass tank. From one end to the other was their whole world. , Every move cannot escape the eyes of the viewers.

At that time, he only thought that He Ling was as beautiful as a blue guppy, but now he hoped that He Ling could become this fish and be kept in a glass tank by him.

Bai Heng's ten fingers were slightly white due to excessive force, and his eyes were fixed on the dim light in front of him.

With a warm palm covering his left hand, Bai Heng suddenly came back to his senses in the frenzy of deep thinking, as if he was startled by his own thoughts, and dared not look at the person coming.

He Ling searched all the way, and all he saw was Bai Heng sitting on the bench in a daze. From his perspective, Bai Heng's face was pale and his facial features were tense, like a lifeless ceramic statue. It will be shattered into tens of thousands of pieces, and one can't help but worry that the wind will not blow this white pottery person to pieces.

He Ling thought that those words of hers probably really hurt Bai Heng, and he almost came to the front. The distraught Bai Heng hadn't found him yet, so he had to squat down to attract Bai Heng's attention, and wrapped his cold hands in the air. palm.

He thought that Bai Heng was hiding and crying secretly again, but unexpectedly, Bai Heng's face was very dry.

"You didn't cry." He Ling couldn't help expressing his true thoughts, and gently pinched Bai Heng's cheek, "I thought your tears would never stop."

Bai Heng stared blankly at the gentle and spring-like He Ling in front of him, as if he was not the same person who said so many sharp and hurtful words just now.

After He Ling calmed down, he also felt that the words were too harsh, but isn't it like this when couples quarrel, picking out the words that are too much, when people are angry, and they are facing the most intimate object, it is too easy to speak out.

Within 10 minutes after Bai Heng ran out, He Ling regretted it, but fortunately, Bai Heng was always easy to coax.

"Xiao Bai, I'm sorry, I was so fierce just now, did I scare you?" He Ling got up and sat side by side with Bai Heng, gently rubbing Bai Heng's hands that were frozen like ice, "If you feel sad, come back fiercely Well, I will never talk back."

Slapping a sweet jujube, He Ling used it superbly.

Bai Heng looked down at the two people's intertwined hands, and his eyes became moist.

He Ling leaned in front of his face, looked into his bright eyes, and said in a gentle voice, "Those words are just angry words, just listen to them, don't take them to heart." Seeing Bai Heng's expression relax, He Ling chased after the victory, "You are my wife, of course you can control me as you want..."

He just said that casually, but Bai Heng looked at him fixedly, "Really?"

He Ling was slightly stunned, the words had already been spoken, so naturally he couldn't overthrow them, he smiled and nodded.

Bai Heng moved his lips aggrievedly, and muttered, "I'm not a supervisor."

"Xiaobai," He Ling whispered again, he seemed very sincere, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said so many bad words to make you sad, but..."

He was about to mention the mobile phone, but he swallowed the words abruptly.

Forget it, sometimes you don’t necessarily need a reason to be soft.

He held Bai Heng's face, looked at Bai Heng, and said in a coaxing tone like a child, "Go back, you can't take the fairy wand for nothing."

Bai Heng's lips moved, but in the end he didn't say anything, but just nodded his head slightly.

After accumulating so many disappointments, he took the initiative to hand over the leash to He Ling.

In the courtyard, although the fireworks lit by fairy sticks were beautiful, they could not brighten the mood of the two of them.

Bai Heng looked at He Ling in the fireworks without moving for a moment, trying to hold this person in the palm of his hand under the light and shadow.

Away from a layer of bright stars, He Ling's smile was as gentle as water, as if it could drive away all the cold, but Bai Heng never realized so clearly for a moment how many deceptions that he couldn't bear were hidden under such a smile.

He Ling has brought him so many fresh experiences, and they have had so many good memories, every bit and every drop is the accumulation of Bai Heng's love for He Ling.

The water drops into the sea, bottomless.

How much he trusted He Ling in the past, how easily he will be suspicious in the future.

He may no longer be able to believe any word of He Ling.

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Although some unpleasant things happened during this two-day trip to the hot spring, it did not destroy the relationship between the two, at least in He Ling's view.

Bai Heng was still obedient and docile in front of him, obeying him, reporting his affairs to him in every detail every day, and preparing delicious food for him to eat when he came home. The only thing that changed was that Bai Heng did not urge him anymore Going home, this change was a surprise for He Ling.

At that time, he said those words through the quarrel, and he just vented his dissatisfaction for many days, but Bai Heng really listened to it.

In the blink of an eye, it was deep winter, and there were a few light snowfalls from time to time, which made it bitterly cold.

He Ling is afraid of the heat as well as the cold. He doesn't like to go out in winter except for work. Now he doesn't need Bai Heng to remind him, he will go home on time. It's just that Bai Heng said that he has to go back to school to deal with some things, so he can't make it in time. When he came back to cook for him, He Ling wanted to go to a newly opened hot pot restaurant nearby with his colleagues to try the taste.

The hot pot restaurant is on the fourth floor of the shopping mall. Several people ate their food and talked a lot. After eating, it was already nine o'clock.

However, He Ling's cell phone was still silent. Normally, Bai Heng would send a message to ask him where he was instead of calling at this time, but now it seemed that he really didn't care about him.

He Ling felt at ease, and remembered that there was a famous dessert shop in the mall, so he sent a message to Bai Heng to bring him supper.

Bai Heng guessed that he had been waiting for his message with his mobile phone, so he replied almost instantly.

He Ling bid farewell to his colleagues, turned around and went to the dessert shop on the second floor.

He came late, and the desserts in the store were almost sold out, so there wasn't much to choose from. He Ling ordered tiramisu and two almond buns, carried the bags and walked out, passing by a nearby clothing store, looking for more Two eyes.

The models in the window are wearing black and white dresses. He Ling doesn't know much about this type of clothing. At first glance, he thinks it's a bit of a gorgeous version of a maid's outfit, which is very delicate and cute.

He Ling automatically installed Bai Heng's beautiful face on the model's body, and felt that the fit was extremely high.

But the size of this suit is obviously not suitable for Baiheng who is more than 1.8 meters.

He didn't linger any longer and went home with dessert.

As soon as he opened the door, he was greeted warmly by Bai Heng again—it was like this every time, Bai Heng was like a dog waiting for its owner, as long as he heard any movement at the door, he would automatically trot to the door as if it had been wound up , struggling to express his joy by wagging his tail.

Bai Heng doesn't have a tail, but he will also tell He Ling how much he misses with bright eyes.

As soon as He Ling saw him, the black and white maid outfit automatically appeared in his mind. He pinched Bai Heng's face, stuffed the packaged dessert into Bai Heng's hand, and went into the room to take a shower.

After eating the cake, Bai Heng volunteered to blow He Ling's hair.

He Ling flicked the phone casually, clicked on the shopping page, thought for a while, did not enter those words in front of Bai Heng.

After drying his hair, he turned over and sat on Bai Heng, pressed the man's shoulders, pressed him to the head of the bed, carefully traced Bai Heng's expression with his eyes, and asked with a smile, "Aren't you unhappy that I'm coming home so late?" ?"

In fact, it was only a little after ten o'clock when he got home, but judging by Bai Heng's previous standards, he was indeed in the late category.

Bai Heng's eyes darkened, and after a while he murmured, "I will miss you."

He Ling liked Bai Heng's frankness very much, and rubbed his face that felt so good, "Then why don't you call me?"

Bai Heng slightly tightened He Ling's hand, but didn't speak.

He just didn't want to fight, but he didn't dare to fight, he was afraid of hearing He Ling's impatient tone, so he had no choice but to suppress his impulse, and quietly waited for He Ling to come back at home.

The words of that day finally opened a hole in Bai Heng's heart, even if it was just left there, it would hurt occasionally when thinking about it.

He Ling just rubbed Bai Heng's face, didn't notice his slightly changed mood, just kissed his rosy lips, "Actually, it's not impossible to hit, but it's better not to be so frequent."

If there are too many times, he will feel annoyed, and if he doesn't do it once, he will feel that he is not taken seriously.

He Ling sometimes feels that he is a very contradictory person.

Bai Heng smiled and hugged He Ling, neither saying yes nor no.

The two got tired of lying on the bed for a while, pulled the lamp and got under the covers.

A good night's sleep.

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Xiaohe (confident): I said he is easy to coax!