It is said that I am eternal [Quick Transmigration]

◎May you be a guess that can never be solved◎

Acute myeloid leukemia.

After three days, he finally got this medical certificate. Yang Dong checked the name column over and over again, whether he got it wrong or not.

Even if Mu Fei's examinations are all carried out by a special person, and he is the only patient, what if?Machines will make mistakes, and people will make mistakes, so there will always be mistakes.

Maybe it was his eyesight.

The hospital was in turmoil, the reports with the word "Mu Qiu" continued, and the mobile phones of Yang Dong and the others kept ringing. In the hospital where the results of the examination were about to be overturned, only the man sitting quietly on the chair Mu Fei seemed out of place.

He sat there, looking calmly at Yang Dong who had been silent for a long time, like a passer-by who stayed out of the way, curiously waiting for the whereabouts of the actors after the farce ended, and he did not have the slightest awareness that he was the protagonist.

The chaotic sounds disappeared little by little, and the medical staff and entourage also left quietly, leaving space for Mu Fei and the others.

Closing his eyes, Yang Dong struggled to look away from the medical certificate.After glancing at Mu Fei, he understood everything.

"You guessed it."

"Ah."

Mu Fei nodded without denying it.

In the noisy silence, he raised his head and looked straight into Yang Dong's eyes with a beating heart, and suddenly smiled: "Birth, old age, sickness and death, the eternal law in the world. It's just death. I've thought about it a long time ago. And in my vision, my ideal age of death is around 60."

"60 years old, just the age of retirement, is also the age when all kinds of geriatric diseases start to rush to find me. I am not afraid of getting old, and I am not afraid to talk about death. 'Trouble old man'. So there's nothing wrong with being early, as long as the time comes."

"a little?"

Yang Dong's heart and mind were in a mess, buzzing disturbing his thoughts.If Mu Fei's emotions collapsed, he might still be able to endure the heartache to comfort him, but Mu Fei was too quiet and flat, making him wonder what expression to put on and what tone to use, and in the end he could only be expressionless, just like Mu Fei, calm to terrible.

"Xiaoqiu, you are only 29 years old this year."

"Yes, it's thirty." Mu Fei smiled back, "Others stand at thirty, and I die at thirty. The one that stays in your hearts will always be the most handsome and smartest, how wonderful."

At this time, he stopped arguing with Yang Dong about his age, and talked about how "old" he was.

Mu Fei even sat on the chair and swayed his legs: "God gave me a smart brain and made me a super genius, so it will definitely take away something later to offset the overdraft that was given to me in advance. The wisdom of it. Scientifically speaking, it is to conserve energy.”

"In terms of science, everything in the world has its own cause and effect. The universe is vast, and human beings are just an insignificant speck of dust. There are still many things that I don't understand in the world. Even mathematics and physics, which I am familiar with, cannot understand. There are not only theorems and formulas, but more conjectures and new questions that no one has solved for hundreds of years."

"That's a problem I can't solve. It's like a physical disease. It's also an unreasonable creature that is out of my control and comes whenever I want. I have no choice but to accept it."

Yang Dong's lips were tightly pursed, looking at Mu Fei who pretended to be relaxed and turned to comfort him, his voice trembled, and the words in his heart rushed out uncontrollably, each sound getting louder: "I would rather you not be so smart."

"I wish you were just an ordinary person."

"I would rather you will always be an unsolvable conjecture."

Mu Fei was stunned.He stopped shaking his legs and opened his eyes slightly. After a long time, he smiled and shook his head firmly with the tip of his toes on the ground: "If I were just an ordinary person, then I would have no way to meet you, I will meet you."

"It's nice to be a genius."

"Uncle Yang, I will always remember the day you picked me up from Xunshi." Mu Fei joked, "That day may be the most stalwart day in my heart for you. After getting to know you well, this feeling will disappear. , so it’s better for people to keep a little distance from their idols.”

After finishing speaking, he stood up from the chair and walked in front of Yang Dong, hugged him gently for the first time, rested his head on his thick shoulder, patted the back like a child, and whispered comfort: " Uncle Yang, when I say this, I just want to tell you that death is not scary to me, and I accept it gladly."

"So, don't feel sorry for me or feel sorry for me anymore."

Ever since he received the medical certificate, Yang Dong's heart has been icy cold. The snow and ice bred in a thousand years swept his whole body in an instant, freezing him in place and turning him into a sculpture that never melts. He was covered in a solid ice shell. In the movie, all actions and words are instinctive reactions in memory, he doesn't know whether he has moved or not.

But at this moment, he knew that he had moved.

He raised his cold and numb hands, and hugged the somewhat thin young man in front of him tightly. The moment he felt the body's body temperature, all the ice and snow on his body melted instantly, and strangely poured out from his eyes.

Perhaps the elders have a strange sense of self-esteem in front of the younger generation, and they don't want them to see their frail and embarrassed appearance, so does Yang Dong.

He tilted his head and looked up at the ceiling, and answered irrelevant questions: "If I hadn't discovered it myself, and I insisted on dragging you to the hospital, would you have kept it a secret?"

Those words of Mu Fei can only be regarded as nonsense in his opinion.

"...I can't hide it."

Mu Fei knocked his forehead on Yang Dong's shoulder, his voice was as steady as he tried to hide, and he repeated again: "I can't hide it. I just, just... just want to let you know later. The phone was released successfully, The research on smectite has also made progress, and we have recovered so much information, at this time, I don’t want to come out to spoil the fun on a happy day.”

Hearing Mu Fei's last sentence, Yang Dong suddenly realized that no matter how he changed and grew over the years, when he met Mu Fei for the first time, the inferiority complex of the other party had never really been erased from his heart.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Mu Fei's importance is as important as Xia Guo's leaders. As long as it is his business, he has never said "disappointing". The only one who thinks so is the young man himself.When others treat Mu Fei with a [-]% and [-]% attitude in trepidation, he himself is also worried about whether he has caused trouble to others.

trouble.

Yang Dong suddenly said: "Is the concern of us people troublesome to you?"

Mu Fei shook his head vigorously, and after withdrawing from this hug, he eagerly denied it: "How could it be. Uncle Yang, you are not troublesome."

Yang Dong seemed to have lost his hearing, he couldn't hear Mu Fei's words, he could only think of Mu Fei crying in the car three days ago.

He wanted to put his hand on Mu Fei's shoulder, but he lifted it halfway and somehow put it down again, looked at him and said to himself: "If I hadn't said those words at that time, if I hadn't told you, in fact, we would have given your health a long time ago." It is tied to my body, and I care more about you than myself, Xiao Qiu, you should not be so entangled now."

As long as he is accompanied by the experiments he likes, Mu Fei can live alone for a lifetime without getting bored.These people, now it seems that they just added some burdens to the other party's free and easy life.

Yang Dong didn't know what was wrong with him. He usually didn't even think about these hurtful words, but here, he said them all without any scruples.It seemed to be comparing with Mu Fei, who was more cruel.

"Xiaoqiu, you can't be so selfish."

Yang Dong's voice was choked with sobs, he wiped his eyes before the tears fell, and turned his back to Mu Fei, "How can you be so selfish, say something to spoil the fun, and don't want to cause trouble to others, are we someone else? 11 years Now, we haven't reached your heart yet, do you have to keep us at a safe distance from you?"

His emotions became more and more intense: "You know that you are sick, and you know that it is very serious, but you never thought about talking to us, and you want to carry everything by yourself. You are smart, and no one in the institute Can keep up with your speed, I understand that you are used to solving all problems by yourself."

"But, but..."

Yang Dong couldn't continue, so he could only keep repeating: "You should tell us, you can't hide it..."

In front of him, Yang Dong, who has always been a stable and reliable deputy minister of national security, and a kind and kind uncle, now shed tears in front of him in a loss of composure. Apart from the sentence "selfish", the only way to accuse him is to constantly I blame myself, and I don't even want to say a serious word.

As the chief culprit of all this, Mu Fei only felt that he was guilty of a heinous crime. The enlightenment and comfort that he pretended to be relaxed before were all self-satisfied and clever words that poked Yang Dong all over his body.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Uncle Yang."

Mu Fei walked around in front of Yang Dong, met Yang Dong's equally moist eyes with red eye sockets, and sincerely apologized, eager to ask for an understanding.

"Uncle Yang, you are not troublesome, I have never thought about it that way. You are my relatives, family members, how could I think you are troublesome, I said something wrong, I was wrong."

"I was wrong, Uncle Yang, can you forgive me once?"

Mu Fei showed an ugly smile, and tried his best to get back the scoundrel and coquetry he used to face Yang Dongshi: "Once you forgive me, I'll forgive you for taking my research institute out, fair exchange, okay?"

Yang Dong saw his reflection in Mu Fei's eyes.

The corners of the wrinkled eyes and the brows, he didn't need to look very clearly to know that there was a lot of water, maybe the eyes were full of red blood, maybe the nose was still a little red, no matter what, he kept showing it to Mu Fei His image is far from his usual serious style of self-proclaimed elder Mu Fei.

He moved a little bit away from Mu Fei's eyes, and saw all of Mu Fei's expressions.

Beg, regret, be careful...

There were more, which Yang Dong didn't want to see from Mu Fei's face.At this moment, his and Mu Fei's moods coincided strangely.

Yang Dong raised his hand again, then put it on Mu Fei's head and rubbed it heavily, forcing himself to smile: "I forgive you."

Mu Fei hugged Yang Dong again, and whispered "Thank you".

Yang Dong patted Mu Fei's back, heaved a long sigh, and wiped his face casually.

He can only forgive.

That was the child he had taken care of for more than ten years. How could he bear to see him beseeching in front of him?Things have come to this, as Murphy said, there is no other way but to accept.No amount of accusations can be said, and the pain will not disappear without a reason.

Those previous accusations were like talking nonsense after being drunk, and also like speaking indiscriminately when burning with anger. When the alcohol sobers up and the fire subsides, it is only when people sober up that they realize how outrageous what they said and did at that time. How irrational.

Moreover, there is no need for a definite answer for what is in the heart spoken out of nonsense, as long as it is said, everything will be healed by itself, not to mention that Mu Fei also gave him a staircase built with a definite answer.

So that's fine.

Mu Fei moved from the research institute to the hospital.

Most of the people in the research institute thought that Mu Fei had some minor illness again, and he needed to go to the hospital for recuperation, and he would be back soon.The directors who knew about it were forced to smile every day, and they felt uncomfortable when they heard the name "Mu Fei".

These days, the threshold of Mu Fei's ward is about to be broken by a large number of people who are either highly respected or in high positions.They came, nothing more than the two sentences "Be obedient and cure the disease" and "You will be fine, believe in miracles".

All of them are mature old foxes. No one showed ugly expressions or regretful emotions in front of Mu Fei. They pretended well and treated Mu Fei as a child. They lied to him that he just had a minor illness. , as long as the treatment is active, it will be fine.

This is the romance of lies unique to the hospital. Although Mu Fei has passed the applicable age, he accepts these kindnesses well, and even talks about his "life and death theory" to them.

Some people don't quite buy it.

Yan Feng has been staring at Mu Fei since he handed over the information, making Mu Fei feel uncomfortable, and even touched the top of his head to make sure that it is still dense.

"What's wrong? I haven't started chemotherapy yet. Could it be that there are already signs of hair loss? Or am I bleeding and bruising?"

Yan Feng shook his head slowly: "Who said before, don't think of studying medicine too easily?"

"This." Mu Fei calmly explained: "This sentence is complete: don't think that studying medicine is too easy, because even I have studied for several years before I can barely scratch the surface. And I know some medical skills, but also I don’t have the ability to predict, I know what kind of disease I will get.”

Mu Fei tried to change the subject: "How is Uncle Yang's mood recently? Is he still angry with me?"

"You..." Yan Feng said shortly, "You also know that you make people angry. I can see that you are not only a quick learner, but also good at fooling people. Others say that a person is smart, but you don't use your smartness. On the right way, you grasp the right way and the evil way with both hands, and you can do both."

He had worked in Guoan for more than ten years, so he didn't realize that Mu Fei was lying.For a moment, Yan Feng wondered whether his professional ability had regressed, and whether he should retire early.

"Don't be angry, Brother Yan." Mu Fei remained calm, and handed Yan Feng an apple, "Eat an apple to calm the fire, and then tell me whether Uncle Yang is still angry or not."

At the end, he sighed: "But you are still the first person who didn't comfort me after coming in, and I will definitely get better."

Yan Feng snorted coldly: "Do you need to listen to this? I won't add salt to your wounds."

He has a job that requires him to pin his head to his waistband. He has a relatively indifferent view of life and death, and has thought about his own death early on, just like Mu Fei.So he didn't react as violently as others to Mu Fei's terminal illness.Although there are regrets, regrets and disbelief, they are more about facing the facts, and it is important to accompany Mu Fei through the final journey.

And comparing his heart with his heart, Yan Feng felt that what Mu Fei needed at this time was the normal attitude of the people around him, not a cautious and sympathetic expression.

After taking the apple, Yan Feng took a hard bite and said vaguely: "Boss is the same as before. He has no expression on his face and can't tell if he is in a good mood. He has never mentioned you. If you are afraid that he will be angry, you can ask him yourself. .”

"I asked, and it looks similar to the previous reply, but I'm still a little nervous." Mu Fei spread his hands, "Since I was admitted to the hospital, he has been refusing to come to see me, and even sent you to send the materials , This performance, I am very uncertain."

"Why he refused to come, I thought you knew why."

Mu Fei fell silent, and sighed after a while: "It's all men's boring self-esteem."

Isn't it just crying in front of him, what's there to be embarrassed about?He was so embarrassed crying in front of him, and he didn't see him hiding.

Yan Feng glanced at him, and said bluntly: "You have to give him some time."

"Xiaoqiu, what you have is terminally ill. It's not a minor illness that can be cured by an operation. It's unknown how long you can live. Maybe it's next month, maybe it's next year. It's hard to say. Now everyone Among the people who know you have leukemia, you are the only one who doesn't care the least, and the others don't know how anxious it is."

At the beginning, they knew how high IQ Mu Fei was, how capable he was, and how happy they were, but now they regretted it.Not only is Xia Guo missing a genius, but more importantly, Mu Fei is too young to stop his life here.

Moreover, Mu Fei lived alone in the first half of his life, and lived in a small research institute for the second half of his life. He obviously still needs a lot of time to see the world.But heaven is jealous of talents, God wants to take this treasure back, and none of them can do anything about it.All he could do was delay Mu Fei for a while.

"Let me tell you the truth again, now the minister has sent people to find Mu Chengye and Mu Yue, just to match you."

When Mu Fei heard this, he pouted unabashedly, and said in disgust: "I don't want them to match me, even if they match, I won't use it!"

"It's not up to you to make a decision." Yan Feng gnawed the apple clean in twos, got up and went to the bathroom to wash his hands, "You are a unique treasure, and there is no second one in the whole world with lanterns, yours Life and death are far more important than what you think."

Sitting on the stool next to the bed again, Yan Feng pointed to the notebook on Mu Fei's lap with his chin, and said: "Just talking about these materials, those experts who specialize in a certain category get together for ten days and a half months. clues, and you, you only need to think a little bit and you can get it at your fingertips."

"Tell me, how important are you?"

Mu Fei was thoughtful, looked at Yan Feng speechlessly after a long while, and scolded with a smile: "Other people come to see me to comfort me and let me recover from illness, but you are good, come and expose the 'ugly' faces of those people to me, Tell me no one else really cares about me but for my brains?"

"Are you not afraid that I will twitch when I get excited?"

"Will you?" Yan Feng rolled his eyes: "If you are stupid, then no one is smart."

Mu Fei is not good at people's sophistication, but it doesn't mean he can't understand.

"All right, all right, thank you Brother Yan for your teaching." Mu Fei began to chase people away: "I'm going to start reading the materials, don't bother me here."

"Little Qiuzi, you are getting sicker and more arrogant." Yan Feng got up and snorted Mu Fei's head: "Just be majestic."

"I'm leaving, I won't bother you old man anymore."

After making a grimace at Yan Feng and watching him close the door and leave, the expression on Mu Fei's face slowly disappeared and turned into thought. After hesitating for a while, he took his mobile phone and dialed Yang Dong's number.

The author says:

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