Cross-border heartbeat [rebirth]

There are many ways for a person to vent their emotions, and exercise is the best way, and it is self-evident as to what kind of exercise it is.

Although the two had no close contact after returning from vacation, Zhan Guanglian knew that Xie Haichen actually accepted such intimacy.

Some people can indeed separate love/desire, but Zhan Guanglian knows that Xie Haichen can't do it, after all, because no one will indulge/obsess in a sex without love.

So he thought that Xie Haichen at least had feelings for him. As for whether the feelings started from gratitude or from some other factors, it didn't matter, as long as he had feelings now.

So that night, when they couldn't help but finished the second time, Zhan Guanglian smoked a cigarette and asked, "Are you still coming?"

Xie Haichen said weakly: "No, I'm tired, you're so energetic."

Zhan Guanglian smiled in a low voice, and it was right to praise him. There is no man who doesn't like his spouse's affirmation of his ability.

He reached out and put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray beside the bed, then bowed his head to kiss Xie Haichen.

Xie Haichen was very used to responding to his kisses.

This kiss was tender and lingering, it was the aftertaste of love/event, Xie Haichen wrapped his arms around Zhan Guanglian's neck.

Zhan Guanglian kissed the tip of his nose and asked, "More?"

From such a close distance, Xie Haichen saw Zhan Guanglian's eyes, he had seen those eyes many times, they were pure and full of love.

So he said, "Okay."

Originally he was tired, but he couldn't refuse Zhan Guanglian, let alone this loving look.

So when the last time was over, Xie Haichen was so tired that he didn't even want to move, but he wasn't sleepy at all, he just wanted to lie down with a blank mind.

Zhan Guanglian went out to take a shower, and when he came back, he saw Xie Haichen staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, and asked, "Will you take a shower?"

Xie Haichen said, "I don't want to move."

Zhan Guang smiled and said, "You don't have to move, I'll just move."

Xie Haichen: "..." Why did this sound so wrong, so he rolled Zhan Guang's eyes.

Zhan Guanglian smiled and stretched out his hand, "Come."

Xie Haichen didn't want to move, he just moved from the middle of the bed to the side of the bed, and then was picked up by Zhan Guanglian and went to the bathroom.

In fact, he wasn't bored, he just didn't want to move, so he laughed in Zhan Guanglian's arms. He had never had such an experience before, so he felt a little heartwarming.

When he got to the bathroom, he found that the water in the bathtub had been put away. Zhan Guanglian had already washed it, but because Xie Haichen didn't want to do it himself, he had to carry him into the bathtub again.

The bathtub was big enough, and after the two of them lay comfortably in it, neither of them spoke. Xie Haichen leaned against Zhan Guanglian's arms, thinking wildly for a while.

It has been almost half a year since he met Zhan Guanglian. In the past six months, the two have gone from a casual cooperative relationship to today's intimate relationship of sharing the same bed. Zhan Guanglian never seems to show any impatience.

Zhan Guanglian has always helped and accepted himself without reservation, and then he didn't ask his secret and everything related to it. Why?Is it because of love?is he worth it

Xie Haichen had never been treated like this before, and he felt somewhat touched and also somewhat panicked.

He always feels that a person's love and patience are limited and won't last long. In fact, he should have an open and honest talk with Zhan Guanglian so that he can know what Zhan Guanglian thinks, but they are now in a relationship. It's not clear what the reason is to talk about it.

Just when he was thinking this way, he suddenly heard Zhan Guanglian ask: "What are you thinking?"

Xie Haichen was wondering if the two of them wanted to talk, so he blurted out: "I was thinking we should talk..."

He realized that he was talking fast, so he stopped talking, but Zhan Guanglian had already said, "I think so too."

In fact, he originally thought that it would be easier to talk after the work was over, but he didn't expect that Xie Haichen was too cooperative today, so he couldn't help being ruthless and lost the opportunity to talk, but not only did he not lose money, he also made a lot of money.

He knew that it would be difficult for Xie Haichen to talk about it, so he quickly seized the opportunity and said, "I think we should talk about our relationship. In theory, our cooperative relationship should be terminated."

Xie Haichen felt a chill in his heart, and suddenly felt a deep sense of loss and regret, but he also understood that this day will always come.

But knowing it all, being sad is really sad, and he realized that he actually had something to look forward to, but he had been paralyzed for a long time.

Zhan Guanglian tightened his arms and pulled Xie Haichen closer into his embrace. Their bodies overlapped in the water, which was the most intimate gesture between couples.

He continued: "We should do it differently."

Xie Haichen asked softly, "What?"

Zhan Guanglian said: "In a different way of getting along, we can become real partners." He paused, gave Xie Haichen a time to relax and think, and then asked, "Are you willing?"

Although it is not a romantic way of confession, but in fact the way of confession is not important, sincerity is the most important.

But in the face of Zhan Guanglian's confession, Xie Haichen remained silent for a long time. He was silent for a long time, which caused Zhan Guanglian to doubt his original thoughts. Could it be that Xie Haichen hadn't been moved by him at all?

After a long time, it seemed that the water in the bathtub had gradually cooled down, and Xie Haichen said, "You don't know me well enough."

Zhan Guanglian lowered his head and kissed his hair, and said: "Yes, I really don't know you well enough, but it takes a long, long time to understand a person. We don't know each other well enough, but at least we are very compatible. aspect."

Xie Haichen added: "There are many things about me that you still don't know."

Zhan Guanglian nodded, "Indeed, but I'm willing to listen, are you willing to talk? If it's not the time yet, I can wait."

Xie Haichen finally asked his own doubts: "Brother Zhan, don't you feel that you are at a loss?"

Zhan Guanglian: "Huh?"

"You see, I concealed a lot, but you paid a lot." Xie Haichen said, "It's too unfair."

Zhan Guang even smiled and said: "Why do you have to be equal? ​​Besides, I am also happy. As for you saying that you concealed me, in fact, I just want to wait for you to tell me, it doesn't matter how long. It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it all the time. .”

On the basis of not hurting each other, there is nothing wrong with keeping one's own secrets, and not all partners are [-]% transparent.

Xie Haichen made up his mind, "Okay, I'll tell you now, and you can decide after you know."

He knew it was time, so he sat up, "Go out and talk."

The two had rested for a while, and had recovered their energy, so they simply cleaned up and went to the living room.

It was 02:30 in the morning, but neither of them was sleepy, so they took out a few bottles of beer from the refrigerator and chatted while drinking.

Xie Haichen told the whole story of his revenge, but Zhan Guanglian basically knew about it.

Later, I heard Xie Haichen say: "Actually, if I have to say it, I only have one thing to hide from you."

Zhan Guanglian knew that this was the core of their conversation and Xie Haichen's knot in his heart.

"My identity." Xie Haichen said, "You must not know why I hate Duan Chuyi and Zhong Xiaolian so much, because of my identity."

He raised his head and took a sip of beer, instead of looking at Zhan Guanglian, he just stared at the table and said, "Because I am Xie Haichen, so I hate him."

Zhan Guanglian was in a trance for a moment. He didn't seem to be surprised by the answer, but it was very impactful when he heard it.

But if that's the case, everything can be explained.

Xie Haichen knew that it was difficult for Zhan Guanglian to react quickly, so he added: "I was also very anxious when I first came here, but I think I must have a reason for coming back, so I have to seek justice for myself. Originally... I thought I would leave after all this was over."

Zhan Guanglian just woke up like a dream, was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Where are you going?"

Xie Haichen said: "Return the borrowed body, and then go where I should go, maybe the next generation..."

Before he could finish his words, he was hugged tightly into his arms.

Zhan Guanglian said: "You are right here, you can't go anywhere, what he couldn't give you, I will give it to you, okay?"

Xie Haichen's tears burst out suddenly, he leaned against Zhan Guanglian's arms, endured and endured, but still couldn't hold back the tears.

Zhan Guanglian gently stroked his hair, and said softly: "Cry, cry out all the grievances, and then the past will be over, let's start again, shall we?"

Xie Haichen cried for a long time, and slowly calmed down, he still didn't look up, just said: "You know what I've been through, so it's really hard for me to love you passionately."

Zhan Guanglian said: "It doesn't matter, all passionate love will eventually return to peace, but peace is not ordinary, and it's pretty good, isn't it?"

Xie Haichen said: "If one day you feel bored with me, you must speak out decisively, okay?"

Zhan Guanglian put his arms around his waist, feeling pain in his heart. He knew that it would take a long time for Xie Haichen to heal the scars in his heart, so he leaned on him and responded, "Okay, I promise you."

He knew what Xie Haichen wanted, and he didn't expect to be able to get the unique love of a person, he just wanted to separate from each other decently and peacefully if he didn't love, he didn't want to be hurt.

"I promise you, will you promise me too?"

Xie Haichen said: "I can try, let me try?"

Zhan Guanglian smiled and said: "Okay, but there is only one chance to repent. If you repent and want to separate, I will agree to your request to separate and will not look back."

This is indeed Zhan Guanglian's sincere words. He is willing to give these things because he knows that he loves Xie Haichen, but he also hopes to be loved. If Xie Haichen still cannot fall in love with him, then letting go of each other may be the best of both worlds.

Xie Haichen said: "Okay, I promise you."

Zhan Guanglian bowed his head to find his lips, and the two kissed sweetly, Zhan Guanglian's eyes were full of smiles.

"Then it's settled." Zhan Guang stood up and stretched out his hand, "Go and rest, I will accompany you to the court the day after tomorrow to meet your parents, okay?"

Xie Haichen handed him his hand, nodded heavily, "Okay."

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