Cross-border heartbeat [rebirth]

Xie Haichen saw that Zhan Guanglian pushed Xu Jiangyue away and said something, and then Xu Jiangyue also turned to look over.

Through the glass, he saw Xu Jiangyue's red eyes.

Xu Jiangyue looks very good, he is a very clear type, at the moment he looks sad and pitiful, if Zhan Guanglian is soft-hearted, he should hug him.

But love is not just soft-hearted, love cannot be forced.

Xie Haichen felt that Zhan Guanglian did the right thing. If Duan Chuyi had treated him like this back then, there would be no tragedy between them.

But Duan Chuyi couldn't stand the temptation of money, he wanted everything, money and children, and he also wanted to get out of the body and enjoy the blessings of everyone.

fuck it.

Xie Haichen put aside all these things, he knew it was time for him to finish his work, so he opened the door and went out, his face turned cold, and he asked: "What are you doing?"

Xu Jiangyue panicked for a while, not knowing what to do, Xie Haichen looked at Zhan Guanglian: "Ask you."

"..." Zhan Guanglian said, "Reminiscing about the past."

Xie Haichen's face is still not good-looking, "Xu Jiu still have to hug Xu?"

Zhan Guanglian: "Xiaochen..."

Xie Haichen said: "You guys go ahead and talk, it's best to talk all night."

After speaking, he turned around and left, and it seemed that he would never go back to eat hot pot again.

Zhan Guanglian said, "I'm sorry Jiang Yue, tell Li Zhen and the others for me." After saying this, he chased after Xie Haichen without looking back.

Xu Jiangyue watched on the spot, and saw Zhan Guanglian chasing up, holding Xie Haichen's hand, and was thrown away by Xie Haichen, then he simply hugged him, and the two dawdled on the spot for a while, Xie Haichen seemed to be just After calming down, Zhan Guanglian led someone back again.

Seeing that the two were about to come back, Xu Jiangyue came back first, but he didn't go back to the private room, he hid for a while, then took a taxi and went home first.

His eyes were red and swollen, and he couldn't go back, so he had to tell Li Zhen and go home first.

When Zhan Guang came back with Xie Haichen, he actually told everyone that they had to go back first.

And so the meeting of friends came to an end.

After the end, Zhan Guanglian called for a substitute driver and sent Xie Haichen back first.

Both of them were silent along the way, after a while, Xie Haichen said: "Xu Jiangyue has loved you for a long time."

Zhan Guanglian said, "Yes, but I have rejected him many times."

In fact, he found that Xie Haichen's mood fluctuated a bit, he should have a sense of substitution, if pure acting is not enough.

Xie Haichen didn't speak, he actually thought of himself, Xu Jiangyue was luckier than him, Xu Jiangyue was explicitly rejected, was not treated as a spare tire, and was not deceived.

Xie Haichen smiled and said: "But he really loves you, maybe you won't find such a person in the future."

"Then don't look for it." Zhan Guanglian replied very simply, "Love is a chemical reaction, and it is mutual. If only one party gives affection, this relationship must end in tragedy. What's more..."

Zhan Guang paused and said, "He just touched himself, but he didn't know that he caused me a lot of unnecessary trouble."

Xie Haichen was taken aback, and asked, "How?"

Zhan Guanglian didn't want to talk about this in the car, and didn't want to give the driver a chance to listen to gossip, so he said, "Let's talk about it after you get home."

Xie Haichen was stunned for a moment, but did not refuse, "Okay."

Although he was stunned for a moment, he didn't think about it at all. The two of them are in a cooperative relationship. It's okay to send him home and have a chat by the way.

It's just that I always feel that this is not something Zhan Guanglian would do.

But after a while, Xie Haichen figured it out again, probably because no one told him, some things had been stuffed in his heart for a long time.

"But my rental house is old and small, don't mind it."

Zhan Guanglian leaned back on the chair and said, "It's okay, I also lived in a small house when I was young."

Zhan Guanglian's parents are self-made. Although they are not a well-known wealthy family, they still have names on the wealth list.

Zhan Guanglian came back from Wall Street and just took over part of the family business, so he was actually quite tired.

But none of the friends around him seemed to be able to chat deeply.

At 10:30, Xie Haichen's home arrived.

There is no parking space in the old campus, and when the valet driver parks the million-dollar car on the side of the road, he feels sorry for the owner.

Zhan Guanglian got out of the car and went back with Xie Haichen. The night was getting colder and colder. When the cold wind blew, no matter how drunk he was, he could wake up.

Xie Haichen lives in the old campus on the Fourth Ring Road, facing the street, and the corridors are covered with small advertisements. It is dark, and some voice-activated lights are still broken.

Xie Haichen turned on the light of his mobile phone, and a gust of hot air rushed in as soon as he entered the door. Although the house is old, the heating is not bad.

Xie Haichen just bought the slippers yesterday, but they were not used yet, so they happened to be used by Zhan Guang.

After Zhan Guanglian changed into his slippers, he stood at the door and took a look. The layout of the old houses was similar, and he could understand it at a glance.

Xie Haichen let him into the sofa, "I'll get you some honey water, can you drink it?"

Zhan Guanglian said, "Okay, don't be too sweet."

Xie Haichen went to the kitchen to boil water, and Zhan Guang even checked the news on his phone.

Xu Jiangyue sent him another WeChat message.

[Brother Zhan, I can't figure out why, are you lying to me.I've known you for so long, I can't believe you'd like his type.I admit that he looks better than me, but looks can't represent everything. ]

[If you just need a bed/companion, I'm fine too. ]

[I've loved you for so long, I'm really about to break down]

Xie Haichen brought honey water and put it in front of Zhan Guanglian. Zhan Guanglian picked it up and took a sip of it, but did not reply to WeChat.

Xu Jiangyue was immersed in her pain and couldn't extricate herself, but it was a great burden for Zhan Guanglian.

There is no way to give the same love, but because we are friends, I can only feel guilty.

After a while, Zhan Guanglian said: "I have known him for many years, and we have been friends for many years, but it is really difficult for me to develop feelings for him. I have tried, but failed."

Xie Haichen was taken aback, "Have you tried?"

Zhan Guanglian said: "We have known each other since junior high school. We played together from the beginning. We have a good relationship. He confessed his love to me in high school, and I clearly rejected him at that time."

After a pause, he explained one more sentence, "One is because I didn't have feelings for him at that time, and the other is that I didn't know my sexual orientation, because I was not interested in men and women at that time."

"I went abroad to study in college. At that time, I began to know my sexual orientation. After I graduated from graduate school, I stayed in the United States. Xu Jiangyue also came. I work in an investment bank on Wall Street, and he is studying here. He often comes to see me. Eat, or just come and see me, I’m stressed out at work, and he cooks for me, and more. I’ve tried to accept it and treat it as normal, but it doesn’t work.”

He looked up at Xie Haichen, smiled wryly and said, "I can't give him the affection he wants."

Xie Haichen said: "I understand, you have done a good job."

Zhan Guanglian said: "After I returned to China, he also came back. He rejected him many times. He later changed his mind and said that he could start as a bed partner, but I didn't want to hurt him."

Xie Haichen said, "You did the right thing."

Perhaps Xu Jiangyue just wanted to be Zhan Guanglian's bed/partner, or maybe he wanted to become a partner from a bed partner. He felt that he could be by Zhan Guanglian's side unconditionally and love him humblely.

But Zhan Guanglian was unwilling.

Zhan Guanglian said, "So that's it, thank you for listening to me."

Xie Haichen smiled, and said: "Actually, I can empathize quite well. I used to be the same as Xu Jiangyue."

"Same?"

Xie Haichen said: "It's just as humble to please someone who doesn't love me. But unfortunately, the person I love is not like you, he didn't reject me."

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