After being forced to be his husband's wife

Chapter 285 I Don't Want to Hate You Anymore

Qiao An was about to approach, but he saw Bai Chengyu sitting on the edge of the roof. This residential building was a bit old, with no guardrails around it, just a mottled concrete floor, surrounded by bricks and tiles less than [-] centimeters apart.

Realizing this, Qiao An also became cautious when approaching.

"Senior, I'm here to pick you up." Qiao An tried his best to sound gentle, and stretched out his hands towards Bai Chengyu as before.

Bai Chengyu looked at him sideways, probably because he had drunk alcohol, he was more courageous than before, after recognizing who he was, he would no longer let him approach timidly.

"... That's not my home." Bai Chengyu replied, smiling to himself.

"But now that you are pregnant with a child, we will get married sooner or later. At that time, it will be your home, and I will also be your eternal relative." Qiao An's tone was a bit persuasive, and he approached Bai Chengyu slowly. .

After realizing that he was approaching, Bai Chengyu subconsciously stepped back, "Don't come here!"

At the same time, Qiao An's heart almost reached his throat, and Bai Chengyu's body moved to the edge, as if he would fall if he moved an inch further.

When Qiao An came, he took a look at the surrounding environment. The downstairs was a hard concrete floor. Even if it was a lawn, it was still not optimistic to fall from such a high floor.

"...I won't go over, don't go back any further." Qiao An said hastily.

Hearing his words, Bai Chengyu's mood seemed to ease a little.

Qiao An immediately ordered his assistant to set up a life-saving air cushion downstairs. Bai Chengyu's position was too dangerous. No one knew what would happen in the next second, and he couldn't bear such an accident.

Bai Chengyu picked up the half-bottle of wine that was left on the ground. He has lived a fairly regular life, and he has hardly done anything out of line. The reason why he came out of the orphanage is also because this morning, suddenly a strange man kept looking at him , then took out his phone, flipped to a photo and kept comparing him.

I realized something then.

How could Qiao An really let him go? In fact, he also knew that Qiao An would find him sooner or later, and he was content to live freely for two months.

I didn't want to hurt the dean, so I just said to leave.

After leaving this time, I never thought about going back again. If Qiao An took her home, because of this example, it may become difficult to even step out of the room in the future.

Bai Chengyu still remembered very clearly what happened when Qiao An took him back from the police station after he escaped from the hospital last time.

Qiao An tied him up, and then used pornographic drugs on him, but this was not enough. The other party only wanted to turn him into a docile puppet, and later turned him into a fool, staying at home obediently waiting for him every day. When the owner returned home, he was not even as good as a pet, and even lost the ability to think for himself. When the meal was placed in front of him, he didn't know how to eat it with chopsticks, and asked Qiao An to feed him with a spoon.

The memory of that time has become blurred. Even so, recalling every small fragment is enough to destroy a person's self-esteem.

Qiao An also took him to the hospital, and those doctors or nurses who knew him and admired him before knew what he looked like now, being played by men,

Become a fool, and now she is pregnant with the other party's child.

His previous wish was to be an ordinary person.

Walking on the road, no one will deliberately look at him or point at him. In a living environment, he will not become a weak person, and anyone can bully him.He wants to live with dignity. After putting on the white coat, everyone around him will call him Doctor Bai, so that no one will look at him with discriminating eyes. His excellence also allows him to achieve a little success at work. He can spend money to buy what he wants within his ability, and no one will tell him what to do. He has jumped out of the strange circle of fate and has a life that should have been perfect.

Because of mental disorders from time to time, even without Qiao An's obstruction, he would not be a doctor anymore.

He may not be competent for any job, he has completely become a useless person, his spirit is up and down, occasionally, Bai Chengyu himself has a strong sense of disgust towards himself, he can't do anything well, alone Can't live independently.

He once said that only by living can there be hope.

But when he was alive, not only his brain was damaged, but also his identity could no longer be used like ordinary people. If Qiao An helped him change into a woman's identity...

Changing a man's identity into a woman, such an extremely absurd thing happened to him.

The taste of beer is much weaker than that of liquor, but Bai Chengyu seldom touches it. The liquid mixed with a strange taste pours down his throat, and Bai Chengyu doesn't really want to see Qiao An when he is sober.

He was afraid that he would soften his heart for a while.

Or listen to the other party's few words.

He had lived a meek life all his life, and Qiao An was the first person who gave him joy, and also the first person he hated so much.

If the closeness in the past was not premeditated, I am afraid that he still thinks that at least the other party treated him well in the past, but he still knows that when people are in despair, it is often not the huge iron that crushes him to death, but It was the last straw.

That's why Zhang Zhen looks a bit like him, but they all look like another person.

The tall and handsome man stood two meters away from him. Bai Chengyu looked at Qiao An with a puzzled expression. It was clear that his facial features were still exactly the same, but he felt that the appearance of the other party had changed a lot from when he was in college.

When Qiao An was nice to him, and someone in the dormitory said something harsh to him, Qiao An would help him go back, leaving the other party speechless.

At that time, Qiao An was really kind to him. If he worked part-time in a milk tea shop, Qiao An would order a cup of milk tea and sit quietly by the side waiting for him. Sometimes he was too busy at work and forgot to eat, and Qiao An would order meals for him. , and then take over his work and let him rest for a while.

But later, when Zhang Zhen humiliated him in the office, Qiao An didn't react at all, as if he deserved it. Qiao An let the other party act presumptuously in front of him, which led Zhang Zhen to find him in the house later, treating him as an intruder. The intruder generally slapped him hard.

At that time, Bai Chengyu knew that Qiao An's feelings for him were just a kind of strong paranoia.

And that kind of paranoia came from the other party's mother, so Qiao An later wanted him to be a woman.

After figuring this out, Bai Chengyu seems to be relieved, so that he won't always hold on to the past, and won't have any more feelings for Qiao An.

Bai Chengyu seldom saw this kind of nervousness on Qiao An's face. Most of the time, he felt fear when he saw the other person. Now it seemed to be upside down, and Qiao An softened his voice and said to him, "It's too dangerous there. , you move forward a little bit, don’t you want to go home? I’ll help you buy the house here.”

Bai Chengyu's voice was hoarse, "It's sold, and there's no need to take it back."

They hadn't communicated for a long time, and later they only begged to speak when they were afraid of Qiao An.

A faint smile floated on Bai Chengyu's slightly drunk face, "Actually, when I first met you, I was very happy... At that time, I thought, I finally have the same relationship with others."

In this way, I have a very good friend, and I don’t need to be careful to please others, and I won’t feel how lonely I am anymore... Obviously you are so beautiful

Xiu, but you still come to look for me every day. Someone in the dormitory said harsh things to me, you are not afraid of getting into trouble, you will directly help me go back, that was the first time I lived without carefully watching other people's faces. "

"I don't know...how did you change later? You became scary and unreasonable. You never considered my feelings again. I fell in love with you at that time.

Love is not long, because I am about to graduate, I always think about my future life, I want to share the joy with you...but I was pushed directly into the ice cave by you, you will not

Communicate patiently with me again... During that time, I was tormented every day to comfort myself, that person is not you. "

"...I don't want to hate you at all. I was even grateful to meet you during college. You...wouldn't have treated me so badly before, but then you

Drugged me, someone came back to force me to give birth to you, sold everything I had, stained my identity, and finally wanted to turn me into a woman... These things made me start to question... The Qiao An I knew before is not the same person as you. "

"...But it turns out that I knew you, and I approached you with a purpose."

Bai Chengyu hadn't spoken such a long word in front of him for a long time. The smile on his face had faded, and he looked at the front with a dazed expression. The expression on his face made people feel shivering. It's like losing the ability to speak.

...Is it that bad for him to talk to Bai Chengyu?

Qiao An has always thought that he is the best person to talk to Bai Chengyu, and no one else can compare to him.

At the beginning, he really had a purpose, but after getting in touch with him, he was completely attracted by the gentle temperament of the other party. There are not a few people who look similar in this world, and Sui Monologue Chengyu made him lose his heart.

Qiao An also thought that anyone could give him this feeling, but when he came into contact with Zhang Zhen in the company, the other party's expression was too shrewd and calculating, which always made him feel bored, but he wanted to see Bai Chengyu show Only because he cares about him will he keep Zhang Zhen.

Bai Chengyu looked up at him and said, "There should be a settlement between us."

After all, Bai Chengyu's eyes turned red, and he smiled at Qiao An, just like when Qiao An came to look for him in the dormitory, when he saw the other party's sympathy, Bai Chengyu said, "Qiao An, I don't want to hate you anymore."

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