After being forced to be his husband's wife

Ning Xiuyuan said a lot on his own, Qiao Yuan seldom replied to him.

Qiao Yuan was wearing a black woolen coat, which made his skin whiter like jade, his light-colored thin lips were slightly pursed, and his handsome eyebrows were so beautiful that he couldn't move his eyes away. When Ning Xiuyuan touched the opponent's fingers just now, he forcibly restrained He stopped his desire to hold his hand.

He really wanted to... direct the heat of his body to the other party.

But he couldn't hug this person recklessly, and he took every step carefully. He knew that if Qiao Yuan knew that he didn't have cancer, he would definitely break up with him.

He is gambling.

If he failed, what awaited him was not much different from death. The doctor said that he had become ill due to long-term accumulation of depression, and the medicine could not completely cure him. If it took a long time, it would lead to more complications.

Only Qiao Yuan was the cure for him.

He is still young now, and he can still resist the headache. Although he is a little mentally weak, he can not show it so obviously in front of others, but ten or twenty years later, who knows what he will look like.

Ning Xiuyuan dared not think about the future without Qiao Yuan.

Ning Mo may often ask him where his father has gone, but now that Qiao Yuan is pregnant with the child, he will never have a chance to meet him again. He wants to watch the child call someone else's father, which is worse than letting him die. uncomfortable.

Ning Xiuyuan tilted his head a little, then covered his face with his hands, as if he didn't want the other party to see his distressed appearance, "I'm now... it should be ugly

Let's go. ”

He has always had a good face in his life. In high school, someone said that he was not that handsome. At that time, he blocked that person, beat him up, and let the other party praise him for two hours. In the dictionary, he can use I used all the words on him, and I didn't let that person go until he was satisfied.

Since then, no one dared to deny him in appearance.

Ning Xiuyuan has always been outstanding in appearance and stature among his peers, and his family background is good, so he usually has many followers. He is used to being rebellious, but now it's completely reversed when he comes to Qiao Yuan.

Ning Xiuyuan looked in the mirror this morning, and he didn't even want to take a second look.

Seeing that Qiao Yuan was silent, Ning Xiuyuan said, "...do you still remember the photo we took together after the military training in the first grade of high school... I will think about it then

Use that photo. "

Ning Xiuyuan coughed twice, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "...Actually, I've heard your name from other people a long time ago... I still think that people are as good as you are."

Name, if I can be friends with you, it should be pretty good, but now I should not be worthy, and I have no chance. "

After a long time, Qiao Yuan frowned and said, "You are not ugly."

If we put aside the experience in the middle, Qiao Yuan's deepest impression is that when Ning Xiuyuan went to the alley and asked the group of people to let him go, the boy unbuttoned two buttons of the school uniform jacket, and the clothes were extremely irregular and dazzling. His facial features exuded an air of arrogance.

Ning Xiuyuan asked, "Really?"

"Actually, you don't need to perfuse me... I know what I am now, anyway... I won't live long, and it will be nothing but a mess

After a few years, everyone will forget me completely, even Xiaomo...he will make new friends, and he may not remember me for a long time

There is my father. "

"...I didn't fool you."

Ning Xiuyuan seemed to have a little more light in his dark pupils. He raised his head and looked at Qiao Yuan, but Qiao Yuan didn't want to meet his gaze, and turned his face to the side.

If you look carefully, you can find that Qiao Yuan's ears are slightly red.

Ning Xiuyuan smiled lightly and said, "Thank you for coming to see me today."

Every word he said was very decent, and he didn't embarrass Qiao Yuan, nor did he extravagantly ask for the other party's forgiveness as usual.

To be precise, Qiao Yuan has never been in a serious relationship, and he had a chance before, but it was all because of Ning Xiuyuan's failure. Later, when he dated Ye Mei, it was also arranged by Qiao's family. Neither party took the initiative. In this regard, Qiao Yuan was pitifully jerky.

In the afternoon, the servant brought Ning Mo over.

Seeing that Qiao Yuan was in the ward, Ning Mo broke away from the servant and ran over. Afraid that Qiao Yuan would leave again, he stretched out his short arms to hug Qiao Yuan's trouser legs tightly, and raised his aggrieved face, "Ming Ming Ming ...Daddy doesn't want a baby anymore..."

Ning Mo's eyes were covered with a layer of bright water mist, but he still forcibly controlled himself not to cry, he was sad, and at the same time sobbed intermittently, "Baby doesn't cry... Daddy doesn't like babies either."

Ning Mo was carried away by the servant last time, and Ning Mo stayed alone in the room and grieved for a long time.

He shrugged his shoulders and sat quietly on the ground. No toys could attract him. Even the servants bought a lot of snacks that he usually liked, but he was indifferent. His little face was full of anger. The servant was angry, if the servant hadn't hugged him away, he would definitely be able to kiss his father.

Qiao Yuan wanted to restrain himself, but he stretched out his fingers recklessly to gently comfort Ning Mo's back.

Ordinary children will get more and more violent when they get the attention of adults, but Ning Mo tried to wipe away the tears on his face with his chubby little hands, and couldn't help sobbing sadly. He hasn't been with Qiao Yuan for a long time After that, since the car accident last time, he didn't even meet him more than three times. Every time he ran up eagerly, but was pulled away again.

Obviously other adults will like him very much when they see him, and other children will also want him to play with him when they see him, why, daddy doesn't like him"

Ning Mo didn't know the reason, but children also have feelings, and Ning Mo realized in a daze that he seemed to be different from other children.

Without his father's love, he can't be the most beautiful baby at ease, and he will fall into deep thought every day, and then feel sad alone.

Those children with harmonious families will not understand his sadness.

The last kiss was not finished, this time Ning Mo stubbornly stood on tiptoe, wanting to kiss Qiao Yuan.

It wasn't until Qiao Yuan's face was successfully stained with his saliva that the sadness on Ning Mo's face subsided a little.

Ning Mo couldn't even speak coherently, "...next time, I will kiss the baby next time."

Qiao Yuan said, "What if there is no next time?"

Ning Mo's eyes were about to turn red.

Qiao Yuan tidied Ning Mo's messy hair carefully, squatted down, and seemed to have something to say to Ning Mo, but after thinking about it, the other party was only a two-year-old child, and his heart was not made of iron and stone, Qiao Yuan Yuan's heart was hardened twice, and the third time, he could no longer completely reject Ning Mo.

Ning Mo is really cute. I haven't seen him for a while, and he has grown a little taller. The baby fat on his face is still obvious. He is chubby. He wears a knitted scarf around his neck. He wears Martin boots and a windbreaker jacket. He is quite trendy, but Without the cuteness of a child, Xu was fed milk by a servant when he came here, and the milk on his body was still heavy.

Later, Qiao Yuan bought Ning Mo a set of traditional Huaguo style padded jackets, with a big blessing character on the front, which is more suitable for children.

Qiao Yuan's thinking has never been trendy enough. In high school, he obeyed the school's school rules and regulations, kept a proper distance from girls, and never thought about falling in love. As a result, his relationship with Ning Xiuyuan later became a His deepest troubles.

Qiao Yuan lived in L City for a few days, and asked the previous doctor to prescribe some anti-fetal drugs. The doctor told him that the child's father would stabilize the child's state much more.

father?

Ning Xiuyuan's condition was only one day at a time. He was clearly close to 1.9 meters tall, but his body was much thinner to the naked eye. When the nurse gave Ning Xiuyuan an infusion, Qiao Yuan clearly saw the scar on the other's palm, and Yan Sheng's body. A dark mark down the elbow.

Ning Xiuyuan didn't speak very bluntly, but asked him softly, "...can I...see you every day now? Although you will feel disgusted

Heart... But I still don't want to forget your appearance. "

"Not much to see."

Even so, Qiao Yuan would still come to the hospital when he was free, maybe just for Ning Mo.

Knowing that Qiao Yuan didn't like his friends, Ning Xiuyuan didn't let those people come to visit him, and occasionally Xia Chuan would come over.

Xia Chuan said very little, and Ning Xiuyuan saw a few scratch marks on the other party's neck, and asked, "Did you get caught by a cat???"

"He did it." Xia Chuan said.

"..." Ning Xiuyuan didn't really want to hear other people's relationship history, because he himself was a mess.

After he understands what love is, and when he sees those who show affection in Moments, he can no longer ignore them like before. He can only block one when he sees one, and then humblely fantasize about when he and Qiao Yuan can do the same.

Hope has always been slim.

He knew that Han Chen and Qiao Yuan had always been in contact, and that Han Chen was very duplicitous. He really wanted Qiao Yuan to see the true face of this person earlier.

Item.

However, Qiao Yuan seemed to really want to see him off for the last time, and Ning Xiuyuan was going to die.

He deliberately made himself feel better today. When Qiao Yuan came over, he was sitting on the hospital bed and flipping through a world famous book.

He remembered that Qiao Yuan liked to watch these before.

In the past, he only knew how to give the other party expensive watches and clothes, but now he will never commit such stupidity again.

He put a small desk in the vacant place of the ward, and there were many books on it. Ning Xiuyuan couldn't understand the logic in the book, so he asked Qiao Yuan.

Ning Xiuyuan said, "It's better to study. It can cultivate your sentiment and increase your knowledge. I have always admired those who like to study. They are so smart. They are different from ordinary people at first glance. They are full of bookishness. How can they be like me?" You are stupid, you can't even understand this small detail, and you have to ask you specifically."