After being forced to be his husband's wife

A full moon hangs high in the sky, the dark sky is dotted with bright stars, a light halo comes in from the window, and falls on the man's slightly pale handsome face, the sharp-edged features are hidden in the shadows , more and more make men lonely.

These days, the house Ning Xiuyuan lived in was the one where Cen Li was locked up.

He wanted to experience everything that Cen Li had experienced once, and searched for memories related to this person in Nuo Da's house. He was not too afraid of death, he just wanted to remember Cen Li for a longer time.

On the day he got the test report, he asked the doctor how long he could live without treatment. The doctor said that with the medicine, he could live for one to one and a half years.

At that time, Ning Mo should also be in kindergarten.

Ning Mo has always been very popular, no matter which strange place he goes to, he can easily get along with the children. Maybe at that time, Ning Mo had many playmates every day, so how could he remember him as his father.

Besides, there was a servant with Ning Mo all the time, even if Ning Mo was in a mood, the servant knew how to calm down Ning Mo's mood.

It's getting late.

The cold wind blew into the room, Ning Xiuyuan gave a low cough, and he didn't know how long he maintained this position, no one turned on the lights in the dark room.

Compared with before, his night life is now pitifully monotonous.

There was a lot of entertainment at the bar. In order to curry favor with him, someone inquired about his preferences through various channels, and later brought a handsome young man who looked somewhat similar to Cen Li to sit beside him, trying to treat the young man as a gift for him.

Maybe someone said something to the young man, the young man would not intentionally please him, there was a slight smile on his face, his brows and eyes were slightly curved, and he was in a trance for a moment, maybe because he drank a few glasses of wine too much, he really thought... Cen Li is back.

But when he held the young man's finger, the other party didn't resist at all, and half pushed and half pushed closer and closer to his body. Ning Xiuyuan shivered, and carefully opened his eyes to examine the young man in front of him. His brows and eyes are less clear, and more philistine and vulgar.

What was displayed was nothing more than a bun.

He was angry at that time, smashed the wine glass, pinched the young man's neck, his eyes seemed to be covered with bloodshot eyes, and asked the young man who asked him to do this, there was only one Cen Li... There are many similar people, but the one he misses is that one.

In the past, he really foolishly thought that anyone could replace this person, and he even compared Cen Li with MB who sold himself in nightclubs, why did Cen Li always want to avoid him when others knew how to please him.

Later, when he realized that this person had long been irreplaceable in his heart, it was already too late.

Ning Xiuyuan has seen those patients with cancer who have to undergo chemotherapy every day until their hair falls out completely, and finally they become skinny, their bodies are full of various tubes, and they live in pain all the time.

Ning Xiuyuan wanted to walk decently.

He was too proud, and he didn't want Ning Mo to see his sick appearance.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Ning Mo woke up after a nap. The lights in the corridor outside were turned on. Ning Xiuyuan heard the sound and went out to have a look. Ning Mo was hungry now, and the servant brought some supplementary food for him .

Seeing Ning Xiuyuan walk to the door of the room, Ning Mo climbed up from the cot and muttered, "Dad...Dad... woo woo woo..."

Ning Mo was wearing a cow-colored black-and-white velvet pajamas. Ning Xiuyuan stepped forward, stroked Ning Mo's little face, and said, "Can I give you a kiss, Daddy?" Perhaps it was because children are born with keen intuition. He behaved a lot, sometimes when Ning Xiuyuan was busy in the study, he would run over with his toys in his arms, sit next to Ning Xiuyuan and play by himself without making trouble.

Ning Xiuyuan moved his face closer, Ning Mo raised his head slightly, and kissed his chin.

"Father..." Ning Mo's voice was soft and cowardly when he was good, it made people's hearts melt.

Ning Xiuyuan hugged Ning Mo from the bed, and asked, "Why are you so obedient today, did you make a mistake? Or is there something else you want?"

Ning Mo grew a little taller, and the cow pajamas looked a little small on his body. When he picked him up, Ning Mo's ankles were exposed.

Ning Xiuyuan thought about it, he only bought clothes for Ning Mo to wear in his daily life, and he hasn't bought pajamas for Ning Mo yet.

Ning Mo stretched out his fleshy little hand and scratched his face. The nail maid would trim it regularly. In the past, Ning Mo would struggle a few times when he hugged him for a long time. Now Ning Mo is obedient and allows him to hug him. In his arms, he kept calling him Dad.

Ning Xiuyuan's eyes were a little bit astringent, he smiled and said, "You little bastard, now you finally know about me?"

The child couldn't understand what he said, and the servant didn't dare to bother him even if he stood by. Ning Xiuyuan's condition was not a secret in the house. Although everyone knew about it, he wouldn't directly mention it.

As if thinking of something, Ning Xiuyuan whispered, "When you grow up, you have to study hard, don't be ignorant all day long, and be a literate person, you know?"

Ning Xiuyuan's words were summed up from his own experience.

He thought that if the child could be like Qiao Yuan, don't be like him, with so many bad habits and such a long detour before getting on the right track.

"..." Ning Mo half understood, blinked his big black eyes, and then nodded.

Only then did Ning Xiuyuan feel relieved.

The next day was the weekend, and all the employees of the company were on vacation. Ning Xiuyuan still got up early. He put on a neat formal suit, looked in the mirror, and then asked himself, "Today's match Which tie looks better?"

He was repeating Cen Li's false acceptance of his life during the year.

Then, he got up to look in the closet by himself, and took out a dark green tie from it, as if there was a person standing beside him, helping him tie the tie.

After repeating all this, Ning Xiuyuan smiled at himself in the mirror.

Smiling and laughing, his eyes couldn't help getting wet, Ning Xiuyuan looked at the blurred figure in the mirror, who was telling him to wait for him to go home?

It seemed that there was no one else in the room except him.

Ning Xiuyuan's voice trembled, "...I will go home early this time."

He didn't want Cen Li to wait for him at home for too long, he had to go to the vegetable market to buy fresh fruits and vegetables, and then go back and cook what Cen Li liked to eat in the kitchen.

Ning Xiuyuan's eye circles were covered with red.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and the person who came frowned nicely, with a hint of sullenness on his face.

Ning Xiuyuan thought, it turns out that people really meet the people they want to see before they die.