After being forced to be his husband's wife

Ning Xiuyuan rarely felt this kind of emotion. After a long silence, he hugged Cen Li tightly in his arms, not daring to let go for a moment.

The two of them seem to be missing something when they are together, and they are living happily every day.

Compared with physical possession, he wants to have more and more now.

He always felt that Cen Li had a good impression of him, but he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid of hearing a negative answer from the other party. He didn't know when, every word Cen Li said could affect to his emotions.

But he was not a person who cared too much about other people's opinions, and he was used to being arrogant.

He seemed to be unable to cover Cen Li's body anymore, the temperature of the person in his arms was still cold, and the thin body was even a little painful to touch. Before, he could feel his stomach protruding, but now his stomach has flattened, and it looks like He lost weight again, and he also bought a lot of supplements, and supervised Cen Li to eat a few more bowls of rice every day, but he still didn't gain much weight. Those who didn't know thought Cen Li was a terminally ill patient.

But Cen Li's physical examination reports all showed that this person was in good health.

The lust completely faded away, Ning Xiuyuan just kissed Cen Li on the lips, which made him feel that they were still a normal pair of lovers.

In the past, Ning Xiuyuan would not turn on the light when he slept, but now he would turn on a dim bedside lamp in the room every night. He found that when his vision was shrouded in darkness, Cen Li's body would become stiff, and then slowly curled up his body.

The person lying in his arms fell into a deep sleep, and Ning Xiuyuan's head was in a mess.

He opened his eyes and quietly looked at the person under the dim light. He didn't know what he was dreaming about. Cen Li frowned. Ning Xiuyuan stretched out his hand, but before touching Cen Li's cheek, he woke up.

Cen Li's voice was a little nasal, "...Don't you have to work tomorrow, why don't you sleep?"

"It's okay to go there later." Ning Xiuyuan said.

Cen Li closed his eyes again, and replied in a daze, "...um."

He wanted to see Cen Li for a while longer, as if he missed it this time, and there would be no chance in the future.

Ning Xiuyuan's schedule is fairly regular, and he woke up early the next morning.

Noticing his movement, Cen Li woke up as usual, and then helped him tie his tie. The shirt hanging under his clothes was ironed by Cen Li. Well done.

Cen Li was wearing a sweater that was worn out from washing, and the elbows were worn out. Ning Xiuyuan looked at it, frowned and said, "Didn't I buy so many clothes for you? Why are you wearing this today? "

"Wear it for a few days and it will be lost." Cen Li said.

Although Ning Xiuyuan was not satisfied, he didn't say anything more.

He had long forgotten that this sweater was taken from Cen Li's dormitory at the beginning, and Jiang Yan told him to use it as a wipe, but Cen Li snatched it back later.

Ning Xiuyuan looked at it, and said, "Then throw away those old clothes together, they take up a lot of space, and I think beggars won't want to throw them away."

"Ah."

Seeing that Ning Xiuyuan hadn't left, Cen Li asked, "Is there anything else?"

"...No, come back early, the weather is not very good today."

"it is good."

Ning Xiuyuan kissed Cen Li's forehead as usual before leaving for work.

When Cen Li went out, he wore a set of clothes that he often wore in the past, which looked very cheap. The people guarding the door couldn't help being shocked when they saw his appearance. It is too simple to enjoy endless glory and wealth.

But they didn't say much, and said to Cen Li, "Young Master Ning said that you want us to protect your safety when you go out."

Cen Li nodded his head.

Is it to protect his safety or to guard him like a prisoner?

Cen Li didn't want to delve into it anymore.

Surrounding the cemetery are shops that sell ghost money, bouquets, and some offerings. Cen Li bought seven white lilies, and the boss told him that the seven flowers meant longing for his loved ones. When I visit, I always bring a bouquet of flowers.

He didn't come over during the pregnancy, half a year had passed, but he still clearly remembered where the tombstone was.

He said to the people behind him, "Let me stay quietly with my mother for a while."

The few people looked at each other in dismay. During this time, Cen Li had acted a lot more docile in front of Ning Xiuyuan. They also thought that Cen Li had figured it out. After all, there are good times ahead, so why go through all that suffering? Ning Xiuyuan Yuan Ye must have been moved by Cen Li, he no longer beat and scolded him as often as before, anyway, people will always change, few people would not be indifferent to money.

"...Then call us if you have anything to do." One of the men said.

They were not standing very far away, within ten meters of Cen Li. Today's weather is a bit gloomy, and there are not many people in the cemetery.

When Cen Li walked to the tombstone, he saw that there was still a fresh fruit plate on the ground.

His eyes dimmed, and he didn't need to think about it, he knew who came to visit his mother.

He owes Han Chen, and it is impossible to pay it off in this life.

Cen Li knelt down slowly, placed the lily bouquet in front of the tombstone, and said in a low voice, "Mom, I'm here to see you."

In the past, when he went to the hospital, his mother would give him some feedback every time he passed, but now in front of him, there is only a cold tombstone.

"If you can see it, you must be very disappointed with me. I am no longer worthy of your pride. I often think, if you know, will you blame me? Sometimes I hate myself for being too cowardly , but I can't find any other way to let them try it once, what a shame it is to be tricked."

"In this world, why do these unfair things exist? Why do some people like to manipulate other people's lives, do so many evil things, and trample others under their feet, but still live so well."

"Why... I have to be inferior to others when I live."

"I want to be a complete person, and I don't want to be controlled by others."

"I don't know whether it's right or wrong for me to do this, but I don't want to continue."

Perhaps it was because the temperature was too cold, and the tip of Cen Li's nose turned red. For so many years, he has endured all the sufferings by himself, and he has never complained in front of outsiders.

But he is just a mortal body and doesn't have such a strong heart.

There was cold rain falling on his face, and light rain fell from the gray clouds, and the sky darkened a lot.

Cen Li leaned against the tombstone and said in a low voice, "...Mom, I'm so tired."

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It has been raining for many days, and my headache is so painful... ___, human beings are so fragile

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