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When Jiang Zheng was working in other provinces, he rented a quite high-end house and spent a lot of money.

Aoki thinks there is absolutely no need to spend money on other people's houses, but Jiang Zheng insists that he has his own purpose.As he wished, he soon got acquainted with Liu Ruhua, a resident of the same community.

Liu Ruhua's appearance is completely opposite to her name.

"Willow" is basically used to describe the slender willow waist, willow slender waist, Liu Ruhua weighs as much as 200 catties, and it is hard to see where the waist is.

It's okay to be fatter, as long as there is no problem with character.It's a pity that Liu Ruhua not only has poor appearance, but also has bad character.

However, the two of them were just as indifferent, Jiang Zheng made a mistake first, and was with Liu Ruhua for the sake of money, and Liu Ruhua used money to hang him.

At first, it was agreed that Liu Ruhua would buy a house, but in the end, he regretted it temporarily. Liu Ruhua took the initiative to apply for a job assignment and went abroad without saying a word.

Jiang Zheng was really out for money at the beginning, but in the end he was moved with sincerity. He never thought that he would be dumped without mercy. He was sad for a long time because of this, and Aoki often chatted with him.

Jiang Zheng looked into Aoki's eyes and said with a smile that was not a smile: "Liu Ruhua wants to reconcile with me."

Aoki felt that outsiders couldn't help with the matter of feelings. It was best not to express opinions indiscriminately, which would easily interfere with the decision of the person concerned. Out of concern for Jiang Zheng, he asked: "Is she serious?"

Jiang Zheng smiled and said nothing, shaking his head and saying he didn't know.

We've been together for more than two years, and we've done everything we can do in a close lover's world. We've only been separated for a few months, and things have changed.

Jiang Zheng said in a crying voice: "I really can't see through her. Do you know? At the beginning she repented and didn't buy a house. As long as she told me in advance, I could still marry her, but she didn't want to marry her." She left without saying a word, and blocked me. I used my trumpet to sneak a look at her circle of friends. She smiled happily with a M countryman in her arms. At that time, I felt like I was going to die. Really, not at all. Exaggerated, suddenly confused, don't know what to do."

Jiang Zheng went on to say: "I don't hate her, I hate her for begging me to reconcile, licking her face, and pretending that nothing happened, trying to reintegrate into my life. Yes, I lied to her at first. She, it is retribution, but why does she pretend to be innocent? It seems that it is my fault if I don't forgive her. Why? Why? "

Aoki understands this feeling, and he feels the same about Chu Feimu.

When we are together, I don't cherish you well, and when you leave resolutely, I will run over to disturb you, affect you, and forcefully interfere with your life.

Aoki patted Jiang Zheng's shoulder reassuringly.

Jiang Zheng looked at the cold food on the table and smiled wryly: "Actually, what I hate most is myself, and I still miss her. Aoki, you know, I will take her to meet my colleagues and friends, as well as me. Mom, they all said behind their backs that she was like Zhu Bajie, and I argued with them for her sake, even quarreling and fighting. Now that I think about it, I feel so fucking funny."

Aoki frowned and asked: "You didn't come back because of her, did you? Because you didn't want to see her, didn't dare to see her, and wanted to avoid her."

Jiang Zheng scratched her hair irritably: "That's not the case. It just happened that the job changed, and I really didn't want to see her, so I came back."

Aoki nodded, and took the initiative to clear the dining table.

After tidying up, seeing Jiang Zheng in a daze, he pushed him: "Go wash your face, don't embarrass yourself, make up if you want to be together, and stop contacting if you don't want to be together."

Jiang Zheng asked back: "Qingmu, if I reconcile with her, will you think I'm cheap?"

Aoki said decisively: "No, love does not distinguish between high and low. If you like someone, can you dislike him because he has done something that hurt you? If it is so easy to give up a person, why are there so many broken ties? Don't care too much about what other people think, just think about it yourself."

"Then if it were you, what would you do?" Jiang Zheng asked suddenly.

Aoki fiddled with the phone in his hand, and after a long while, he finally spoke: "If I like a person very much, even if he does something that hurts me, I will still like him. Hurt and deceit, this is only one time, not another example, this time is not an opportunity What’s for him is for me.”

Jiang Zheng asked urgently: "What do you mean?"

Aoki said earnestly: "Make yourself perfect. I am not afraid of being hurt. Even if he hurts me, life will continue as usual. There is no difference if there is him or not. I will not be too sad, I will not believe in love, and I will not die If I want to live, I only want to keep becoming stronger, because life belongs to me, liking him is my business, getting hurt is inevitable, and I will not stagnate because of this."

Jiang Zheng admired Aoki sincerely, and exclaimed: "Aoki, I didn't expect you to say that."

Aoki continued to analyze Jiang Zheng: "Actually, while liking someone, try not to change your inherent life pattern for him, just treat him as a part of life, lose him, let go of the old part, and soon there will be a new part. It’s not a big deal if the new one grows back, the most important thing is that you have to live your life well and don’t let anyone ruin your life.”

Jiang Zheng nodded: "Understood, so, actually, I don't seem to like her that much, I still like the real slim waist of willow."

Aoki sighed: "Perhaps, if you really liked her, you might have chased her abroad impulsively at that time, but now you might just be unwilling, unwilling to let her trick you, leaving without saying goodbye, unwilling to give sincerely, but Abandoned and spoiled by people like her."

Aoki was thinking, Chu Feimu might just not be reconciled, like a child chasing him for candy every day, if he got candy, he would be satisfied, if he could not get candy, he would try his best to get it.

Then what?What if I got it?

Maybe Chu Feimu himself didn't know.

For people who break up, one party will instinctively seek to get back together, and the other party will choose to let nature take its course. There is a high probability that they will reconcile again and usher in another breakup, and the reasons for the breakup will only increase a lot, just like a stone mill, always in the original Spinning around, you will only become more and more tired, and gradually overdraw the courage to start a new life.

and then?

The issues and reasons for the breakup are still there and nothing has changed or has been able to.

It's like repeatedly tossing on a wound, bleeding, stitching, stitches removal, infection, debridement, another healing session, and the problem will never be solved.

Reconciliation after a breakup is an instinctive response of physical and mental self-defense, so don't take it too seriously.

Because the cost of reconciliation is too low.

A cruel truth is that people who have broken up with each other, even if they have only been separated for a day, an hour, or even a minute, will feel that the other party is unbelievably strange.

Perhaps, they are all just afraid of this strangeness, the strangeness of everything they were familiar with in the past, and the uncomfortable strangeness of the new life in the future.

So, Aoki asked a question: "Jiang Zheng, if she appeared in front of you now, would you be willing to block the knife for her? In other words, if you were killed at the same time, would you give priority to protecting her?"

Jiang Zheng shook his head like a rattle: "That can't be done, definitely can't, I must stay far away, I'm afraid of death."

Aoki smiled and said: "You are not afraid of death, but you have never met someone who can make you willingly stand up for her. Many people will never meet in this lifetime. This is normal and not unusual. Maybe it is luck. After all It’s just a love affair, it’s better not to seek life and death, it’s love that’s plain, and it’s love that flows slowly and slowly, it doesn’t have to be vigorous.”

Jiang Zheng suddenly became enlightened, and pushed Aoki's arm: "Have you met?"

Aoki's eyes are firm, with a soft light shining in his eyes: "I met, but if we meet, we don't necessarily have to be together."

It was less than nine o'clock in the evening, and the two of them washed up early and went to bed.

Recently, I have frequently changed places of residence, and I can't sleep well at night, especially Jiang Zheng has a lot of problems, and I have to play lyrical songs on my mobile phone to fall asleep.

After lying down for more than two hours, Aoki forcefully forced himself to fall asleep.

At eight o'clock the next morning, the two went downstairs. Aoki planned to go to the company. Although he was on vacation, he was worried, so he stopped by to have a look.

Jiang Zheng and Aoki traveled together for a while. On the first day of work, they didn't want to be late, so they ran away in a hurry.

Aoki has been busy in the office all day, and he came out of the company at five o'clock in the afternoon. He made an appointment with the landlord to see the house at six o'clock. Looking at the time, it was just right to take the bus there.

Chu Feimu's WeChat message was sent when Aoki got off the bus.

【Your luggage has been moved to my house. 】

In view of what Chu Feimu did before, Aoki has already turned his back on this kind of pediatric matter, not to mention being angry, he just finds it funny.

After Chu Feimu had sex with him, his temperament changed drastically.Aoki was still that independent and powerful alpha, while Chu Feimu became an alpha who clings to him all day long, insists on him, and cannot do without him.

In any case, Chu Feimu became more and more incomprehensible.

But the luggage was already at his house, and he couldn't continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

While taking the elevator upstairs, Aoki replied to Chu Feimu's WeChat: 【I'll go pick up my luggage later. 】

Chu Feimu quickly replied: 【Where are you now? 】

Aoki put away his phone and knocked on the door twice.

The door opened quickly.

The landlord is very young, wearing black thick-rimmed glasses, 1.9 meters tall, and standing at the door in dark blue striped pajamas.

According to the preliminary judgment, it is an alpha.

Aoki finds it strange that the houses that are generally rented out are basically empty and cannot be occupied by people, and the landlords rush here on purpose.

The landlord looked at Aoki, slowly raised the corner of his mouth, and said very enthusiastically: "You are here to see the house, come in quickly."

Aoki thought that it would not be too late to ask before going in, so he did not rush in, and asked politely: "Excuse me, are you the landlord?"

The man in pajamas nodded, and then said: "Can I ask your gender? The community management of my house is relatively strict, and the tenants are rented out, and the gender of the tenants needs to be registered in detail. I think you should be an alpha, and you Confirm to avoid incorrect information."

Aoki didn't answer this question directly, and he didn't even look at the house, so there's no need to reveal too much personal information.

The landlord held on to the doorknob and stepped aside for a while, making it easier for Aoki to enter the house.

Aoki glanced at the living room, it is well-decorated, minimalist black and white gray style, it looks quite clean.

After entering the house, I deliberately kept an eye out: "Don't close the door, I'll go in and have a look before leaving."

The landlord smiled and said nothing.

Aoki put on a disposable shoe cover at the door, and walked directly to the window of the living room, wanting to see the environment downstairs, most afraid of being next to the vegetable market and kindergarten, he would not be able to sleep well sooner or later.

The door closed gently behind him, Aoki didn't know it.

The temples are slightly tingling, and Aoki smells a stench faintly, like a piece of rotten meat exuding a strong musky smell, it is the kind of steaming, throat-piercing smell, like being roasted on a hot beach For a long time, I just wanted to take a sip of ice water, but a smelly and sticky wind was blowing in my face. I wanted to pinch my mouth and nose, and never wanted to open my mouth to breathe again.

Aoki didn't like floral fragrance very much, and it was even more uncomfortable to smell the mixture of floral fragrance and musk.

He turned around vigilantly and looked at the landlord who was approaching him step by step.

It has almost been confirmed that this person is alpha.Obviously releasing pheromone on purpose, try Aoki's reaction.

Aoki carries a mask with him every day when he travels, but he can't stand the smell of alpha's pheromone. He was caught off guard and became dizzy. He hurriedly opened the window, held the window frame and took a deep breath, trying to stay awake.

The sickly musky smell and stench inside was tempered by the cool fresh air outside the window.

Aoki raised his head, and saw a sharp cold light flashing past from the reflection of the window, and just about to turn around, the cold blade touched the carotid artery.

He stared at the sharp blade, tried to keep his breathing even, slowed down his speech, and spoke clearly: "My friends know that I come here to look at the house. If I don't go back before eight o'clock, they will come to me, and they will call the police if they can't find them. There are surveillance everywhere in the community, you can't escape."

Aoki didn't tell anyone at all, not even Jiang Zheng, only knew that he went to see the house, and didn't know the specific address.Saying this is purely for bluffing, to let the alpha behind him get lost.

Alpha smiled strangely, like an animal in heat, sniffing around Aoki's glands, releasing a large amount of pheromone, so as to observe Aoki's reaction.

Aoki smelled a strong musky scent, his eyes turned black, he was nauseated for a while, his stomach was overwhelmed, and he couldn't help but want to vomit.

Alpha successfully saw the expected reaction, looked obscenely at Aoki, stared at the tooth marks left on the back of his neck, and grinned grimly: "You are an alpha, I didn't expect to meet a top-quality alpha this time, unfortunately, it's someone A bitten blemish."

Aoki tried his best to keep calm, didn't make a sound, tried hard to suppress the discomfort in his stomach, and calmly threatened: "I will kill you."

This person is like a beast in heat who has taken a lot of X drugs, the muscles on his face can't help but twitch excitedly, his chest is pressed against Aoki's back, and he rubs against Aoki impatiently: "Let me relax, I will I'll let you go, or the knife in my hand, just cut your gland lightly, and you will..."

The landlord stretched out his hand and flicked the sharp blade: "After entering this door, I didn't intend to let you go out intact."

Alpha's eyes were bloodshot, revealing a wretched smirk.

Aoki instantly smelled a strong fishy smell, the smell of stinky meat mixed with the bitter and sour smell of beer fermentation, continuously drilled into his throat from his nostrils.

In the past few days, the secretion of pheromones has been very unstable, no matter it is impacted by alpha or omega pheromones, it is extremely uncomfortable.

Especially when the opponent maliciously releases pheromones, provokes and exerts pressure, the susceptibility period may have to be advanced, and any alpha is hit by another alpha's pheromone before or after the susceptibility period, it will arouse the tenacious desire to fight deep in the heart.

Aoki tilted his head and glanced at the door that closed at an unknown time, his teeth were deeply embedded in his lower lip, bright red blood rolled down, his mind was instantly clear, and he pretended to be weak and said: "If you want to do something, hurry up if you have the guts. "

Alpha continued to release a large amount of pheromone, thinking that the legs of the Alpha in front of him had been softened, and ordered: "Take off your clothes and kneel on the ground."