kiss goodnight

Lin Ye looked around vigilantly with his eyes and felt relieved.If he was "found" by that person, Jiang Yi'an would not be safe and sound at this time, and the other party would never let him go free.

Half hugging and half embracing him into the bar, Jiang Yi'an's body was still like a tight bow, and his slightly bent back couldn't help shaking.He was in a panic, his gloves were dropped in the lively crowd, his hat was wiped away by someone, his crumpled black hair was plastered on his neck, and his loose eyes were hidden behind his bangs.

Arriving at the backstage, Jiang Yi'an huddled on the velvet seat in the corner, resting his elbows on his knees and resting his chin. His silent and cool appearance gave Lin Ye an illusion of calmness.The panic in his heart could not be resolved, a thin layer of thin sweat protruded from his forehead, Jiang Yi'an bit his lips to lure away the fear with pain, his outline was hidden in the deepest darkness, he was like an isolated island, far away from the world.

The manager said, "Aye, it's your turn to play."

Lin Ye said "um", walked up to Jiang Yi'an and knelt down, and asked worriedly, "Are you okay?"

After a few seconds, Jiang Yi'an straightened his back, took off his down jacket and put it on the back of the chair, gathered the hair from his temples to the back of his head and tied it with a rubber band.He followed Lin Ye onto the stage, bent over and sat on the high stool, lowered the mic, and when the light faded to the center of the stage, Jiang Yi'an hooked off his mask, and gently opened his lips, which were getting redder due to blood stains.

The cold voice was mixed with a hint of hoarseness, the emotions were hindered, the voice could not keep up with the beat, and the ventilation was rough, making it appear careless.Jiang Yi'an frowned, and the silk shirt stuck to his back coldly. He sang with difficulty, "The rose that bloomed in your palm is beginning to wither." There were dissatisfied discussions from the audience, which clearly came to Jiang Yi'an's ears.

"What the hell are you singing, it's so ugly."

"When did the threshold of Global become so low?"

"It's a fucking disappointment to let people not have a good New Year's Eve."

The light and shadow gradually blurred in the field of vision, and at the end of the song, Jiang Yi'an stumbled and struggled to finish, and fled amidst protests and insults.Lin Ye bowed deeply to the manager to express his apology, picked up Jiang Yi'an's coat and followed in a few steps, knocking on the back door and leaving.

Lin Ye shouted: "Yi'an!"

Jiang Yi'an didn't know the cold, so Yu Yu walked alone against the wind and snow.

Lin Ye was in a hurry, and walked around him and raised his arms to stop him: "Put on your clothes first."

"I can't sing anymore." Jiang Yi'an lowered his head, hot tears streaming down his face, when he raised his head, there was a hopeless smile in his beautiful eyes, "Lin Ye, I never thought that one day I would be afraid of the stage."

Before Lin Ye's eyes was the image of the Mage band when they first appeared on stage. Among the four of them, only Jiang Yi'an's posture was the most relaxed.All the worries, confusion, hesitation and timidity about debut, when he heard Jiang Yi'an's singing, his hanging heart fell back to reality in an instant.

It is rare for a band to become an instant hit. Jiang Yi'an did it with Mage. The stage is his only desire in life, but now, it has become his nightmare.

Wen Ke was on duty until late at night, and half an hour before the New Year, Duan Yang called and said vaguely: "Boss! Han Xiaojun's girlfriend sent dumplings. Oh, it's so delicious. Come back and try it." .”

Wen Ke clamped the phone with his shoulder, leaned in front of the patrol motorcycle, glanced around, and asked, "Which one is Han Xiaojun holding on to later?"

Duan Yang handed the phone to Han Xiaojun: "Team Wen, I will watch the Jimen Bridge from one to four."

"I'll go for you." Wen Ke put a cigarette between his lips, "Have a good New Year's Day with your girlfriend."

Han Xiaojun was taken aback, and everyone in the room was stunned by the roar.He sternly said: "How can that be done! Team Wen! Absolutely not!"

Wen Ke took a breath and said softly: "This is an order, tell Duan Yang that I will not return to the team."

There was a commotion on the other end of the phone, Duan Yang snatched back the phone and separated Han Xiaojun, but Wen Ke didn't hear clearly what he said.A piercing "Yi'an" exploded in the air, and it was particularly mournful on the empty and quiet road.

Wen Ke turned off the screen, turned around and looked at the two fast-moving figures.

Lin Ye: "Yi'an, don't think about anything, don't let yourself be trapped in negative emotions, I will accompany you on this journey, and you will be home soon."

Jiang Yifu just shook his head as if he didn't hear anything.

A white mist filled the surroundings, and the trees gradually blurred under the street lights. A few pedestrians passed by in the distance, curiously watching the two people standing in the middle of the road as if they were facing each other, and whistled provocatively.

Jiang Yi'an looked at them subconsciously, then froze, he forgot to put on his mask.

"Damn it? I can't be mistaken, am I? Is that person Jiang Yi'an?"

"Nonsense, you've been doing well in prison, why did you let him out verbally?"

"Hey, new news from the forum, those awards of the Mage band really depended on Jiang Yi'an's selling/fart/shares?"

"Send you a video and check it out. Although my mother doesn't know her face, but looking at that goblin's figure, it's [-]% or [-]% sure."

Lin Ye blocked Jiang Yi'an with his body, and the joking voice gradually faded away, and finally dissipated at the end of the road.Suddenly his hands were empty, Jiang Yi'an grabbed the down jacket and put it on his shoulders, and slowly walked forward.

Lin Ye retrieved Jiang Yi'an's shoulders, raised his hands and clasped them tightly, seeing him turn his face away, he pushed his chin with the back of his hands arrogantly and gently, forcing him to look at him.Lin Ye had no other choice, the same comfort was the most useless, so he could only softly call: "Jiang Yi'an."

Jiang Yi'an panted tremblingly: "Go away."

After his patience was exhausted, Lin Ye's forehead twitched, and he raised his voice: "Can you cheer up a little bit?!"

"Why do you want me to cheer up? How should I cheer up? Do I deserve this? Can someone bear it for me?" Jiang Yi'an lost his poor face, cut open his heart's fragility and showed it bloody to Lin Ye, "The more I try to avoid it These swear words are more vulnerable when you hear them. I'm really fed up, Lin Ye, don't support me anymore, just give up on me."

Jiang Yi'an broke free from Lin Ye's imprisonment, and Lin Ye grabbed Jiang Yi'an's hand over the limit, begging: "Yi'an..."

"Can you fucking let me go!" shouted this sentence, Lin Ye didn't think about it, he knew Jiang Yi'an's confusion, and vented all the sufferings and burdens of this night at this moment.But after that, it was Jiang Yi'an's endless self-blame and regret. He didn't want to transfer his bad mood to Lin Ye, and no one should pay for his cowardice.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, please forgive me." Jiang Yi'an covered his mouth, tightly grasped Lin Ye's hand, and in just a second, let it go as if saying goodbye, "Don't follow me anymore."

The winding wisp of smoke broke, Wen Ke took the cigarette butt from his lips, and threw it into the trash can by the roadside.Lin Ye left, and he followed quietly, still at a distance of five or six meters, firmly framing Jiang Yi'an with his eyes.

The light gradually dimmed, Jiang Yi'an didn't take a few steps, and stopped suddenly.Wen Ke thought he had noticed him, but he didn't even think about avoiding it. He stood behind him openly, and could see it clearly as long as he turned his head.

The shoes were covered with dirty mud, Jiang Yi'an knelt down and wiped it off with his hands, but if he couldn't clean it off, he wiped it off with his sleeve.Repeated several times, Jiang Yi'an grabbed her ankle with the tiger's mouth, lowered her head, and curled up into a thin ball by the side of the road.

"Bang——" New Year's fireworks bloomed in the sky, and the gorgeous firelight dyed the clothes of the two people. Wen Ke stared at them speechlessly. After a long time, he whispered in his heart, "Jiang Yi'an, Happy New Year".

After the grand celebration fell, the surrounding area was empty, and Jiang Yi'an was submerged in darkness again.

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