Survival in a relationship
Chapter 59
You had a dream.
In the dream, you are in a familiar classroom, there is no one else but you, and the classroom smudged by the setting sun reveals a depressing and lonely atmosphere...
Your heart is beating restlessly, and you used to enjoy such a quiet atmosphere.
But now, it will only make you extra frightened, you want to open the classroom door to escape from this suffocating environment, but the door stands still as if it is nailed.
You watched the sunset outside the window sink until it was swallowed up by the night, together with the things in the classroom, as if being sucked into a dark vortex, you faced the center of the vortex, as if locked by a pair of malicious eyes After that, you trembled and wanted to call for help, but your neck was strangled by a pair of hands running out of the darkness.
The wail like a ghost's cry echoed in your ears, and you couldn't stand it anymore——
"what!"
You screamed and sat up from the bed, your hair was disheveled, your pale forehead was covered with fine sweat, your fingernails sank into your palm through the bed sheet, your expression collapsed and you panted heavily, the feeling of suffocation in your dream So real that your body is still shaking from the cold.
A warm hug wraps your whole body from your side, a broad palm pats your back lightly, and you feel a warm kiss on your forehead...
"It's okay, I'm here."
Just a simple word of reassurance made you feel at ease, you hugged Yi Gu Youta's waist tightly, inhaled the smell of his body, trying to use this to dispel the fear in your heart, feeling the solid warm chest, You sobbed uncontrollably.
Where you can't see, the expression on Yi Gu Youtai's face is so eerie.
This is not the first time. It has been three days since I returned to my home from the hospital in Sendai. Every night in the middle of the night, without exception, you will be awakened by nightmares. The impact of that incident on you is not simple. The lonely feeling of being locked in a cabinet aimlessly waiting for rescue has turned into an inescapable nightmare, soaking into your life.
So far, Yi Gu Youtai didn’t dare to let the cells in his whole body go to sleep, as long as he felt a little movement in his arms, he could wake up immediately, and then he saw your uneasy sleeping face when you were haunted by nightmares, and he also plunged into the abyss of self-blame.
This kind of spiritual trauma cannot be cured by a simple reversal technique. Facing your mental state, Yi Gu Youta can only be helpless and say nothing except to accompany you when you are insomnia Words, like now—
Yi Guyoutai hugged you tightly, trying to transfer all the heat from his body to you, trying to dispel the cold that silently entered your body, he rubbed your hands that were about to freeze into ice , Said: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, it's all over..."
Look, Yigu Youtai, you, whose lover was imprisoned and unable to rush to her side immediately, can only say these pale words now, you can't change anything, you are such a waste.
Yi Gu Youtai laughed at his own uselessness in his heart.
Hearing Yi Guyoutai's harsh criticism of himself, you are also very helpless. You are not the only one who is haunted by nightmares. If this continues, you should become a panda couple.
You touch the bruises under Yi Gu Youtai's eyes distressedly, and respond to him: "I'm here too, Youtai, we'll all pass."
No matter how big a trauma is, it heals with time, you can only believe it.
"Go to sleep..."
You kissed the corner of Yigu Youta's mouth, and you smiled at him.
Seeing his girlfriend, who was struggling to overcome the fear in his heart, obediently fell asleep in his arms again, Yi Gu Youtai deeply felt that he had to do something more.
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"So, is there a cure for these ptsd symptoms?"
In the infirmary of the Conjuration High School, Yi Gu Youtai, who briefly shared his troubles with the school doctor Jia Ruzizi, asked cautiously.
To this, Jia Ruozi answered him without any hesitation: "If there were, magicians wouldn't be all unreasonable lunatics."
"Is that true..."
Yi Gu Youtai was not surprised by such an answer at all, and had no expectations at all.
Looking at the distressed student in front of him, Jiarui Nitzi could only comfort him: "Almost all ordinary people who survived the cursed spirit incident will have symptoms like Xing Chuanli, and believe me, in what I know In the incident, your girlfriend is very lucky."
After finishing speaking, Jiarui Nitzi couldn't help but click her tongue, she really wasn't suitable for comforting others, her original intention was to let him not care about cherishing the present, but when she said it, it was as if she was accusing Yi Guyou of being too ignorant.
But it is also true that most ordinary people who come into contact with the curse spirit will be accompanied by the shadow of the curse for a lifetime, and some even suffer from mental illness because they are not comfortable with such supernatural phenomena. In comparison, there is a powerful person who can resist it alone Men who take almost all the dangers act as knights. In this regard, Xing Chuanli is a girl who will make others envious.
Jiaruizi seldom thinks about problems in the situation of ordinary people. The environment and abilities she has lead her to lack the idea of empathy with others. She has become accustomed to the influence of fear, which will make Jiaruizi's mood turbulent. Don't be surprised, Yi Gu Youtai probably found the wrong person.
Yi Gu Youtai knew that there was no malice in entering the nitrous.So even if he felt uncomfortable, he didn't show it.Because he knows that he hates himself more than he hates others.
"Li is a very strong girl. If such an incident happened only once, I believe she would overcome it. The problem is, such a thing may happen countless times in the future. I don't know how to help her."
"Even Gojo Satoru can't promise absolute security."
Possessing special abilities but losing his freedom and becoming a tool in the world of decaying spells, Ni Nizi felt something about this matter, "Since it is unknown, worry about this and that, before the disaster strikes." If you are worried, it will follow the hearts of those who regard you as a thorn in their side."
Yi Gu Youtai took a deep breath and smiled helplessly, "It's easy to say..."
Jiarui Zizi glanced at Yi Guyouta, "Although almost all of my patients are conjurers, I am clear about one thing - it is better not to let too much information from the conjuration world be mixed in Xingchuanli's life. inside."
"Let her return to a normal life, let her go out with her ordinary friends more, and enjoy the youth of an ordinary girl. Instead of being taken care of like a patient by her super-surgeon boyfriend. "
"No matter how you blend in, she and Maki are different, and it's good for everyone to keep a proper distance."
"These are all based on my theoretical analysis in the book. You don't have to take it as an authoritative reference, just take it as a long-winded suggestion from a senior."
Jia Ruozi shrugged and said.
Yi Guyou was too silent.
Looking at him like this, thinking of the complaints he heard from other students and Gojo Satoru about Otoko Yuta's love affairs, Iyuri Glass said helplessly——
"I'm not a spy sent by some pedantic high-level, I'm just giving you a suggestion based on my understanding. Since you are entangled in the mental health of the other party, don't impose your excessive desire to possess and control on the other party. Let her go for a walk, and look at the scenery."
"No, actually I also thought about asking her to go shopping with her friends..."
Then he secretly protects you.
"She refused?"
The family entered the nitro and guessed the follow-up.
Yi Guyoutai nodded, with a complicated expression, "To be honest, after that incident, she became very clingy to me."
It seems that you want to gain your lost sense of security from Yi Gu Yuta, and you become the little tail behind Yi Gu Yuta.
The experience of being locked in a closet can make you afraid to be alone.And the only person who will help you get rid of everything that scares you is Otoko Yuta who indulges your closeness.
Just like the abandoned cat effect, now you are the Otoyo Yota who wanted to cling to you all the time.
If it was in the past, Yigu Yuta would be ecstatic about such a sticky state, or rather, this is what he wanted.
However, this situation was caused by Miura Yosuke’s resentment towards Otoko Yuta, which made Otoko Yuta always have an indelible lump in his heart, reminding him all the time——
Look, you're happy to make your lover look so insecure, you're a jerk.
"Although Ri's smile doesn't diminish usually, I can feel the fear hidden in her heart, and she will reject my proposal, probably because she doesn't want to bring the danger lurking in the dark to her friends."
Otoko Yuta roughly talked about the extent to which you are attached to him these days with Iirui Glass——
"When cooking, she will stay next to me and cook with me. Actually, I don't really want her to do these things, after all, kitchen knives are quite dangerous.
When taking a bath, I will talk with her at the door of the bathroom. She used to like to take a bath, but now she always takes a quick bath.
She didn't dare to turn off the lights when she was sleeping. It would be better to say that the lights at home are on all day, and Li couldn't bear the darkness.Even when I need to go out to do a mission, she comes with me, oh my god..."
When it came to the last one, Yi Guyou couldn't help covering his face, "That's a dangerous curse spirit who doesn't take human life seriously, I should refuse, but seeing her eyes that are about to cry, I couldn't be cruel enough to say a no.
When I was beheading the curse spirit in the "tent", the only ones with Li beside her were "Rika" with ordinary force and an assistant supervisor who couldn't protect her at all. I was always worried that there would be a sudden situation... ..."
Jia Ruozi took a deep breath of the cigarette and then exhaled it. From sitting upright at the beginning to now half spread on the chair, she was thinking with blank eyes——
Who am I, where am I, and why am I here to listen to a master magician talk about his love life.
"Teacher, can you understand my sorrow?"
Yi Gu Youtai sighed, as if an invisible mountain was pressing him down, his face was full of fatigue that didn't belong to his age.
"Probably this incident also caused problems in my heart. I no longer have the confidence to protect her well."
Jia Ruozi felt a little itchy in her hands, and at this moment, Yi Guyouta looked like a corpse waiting for her dissection in the morgue.
"Sorry, I didn't understand, I just heard that my students don't respect mother's womb solo for 27 years, and the female teacher who is about to enter the No. 20 year, in front of her Versailles, how much he and his girlfriend are love."
"I'm sorry if this offended you."
Yi Guyou smiled awkwardly, "That's not my original intention."
"I haven't kicked you out yet, just because you will help me buy cigarettes when you go out."
"Teacher, you should smoke less."
Watching the smokers smoke one after another, Yi Guyou remonstrated dryly: "Smoking too much is not good for your health."
Because it is not very likely to refuse the request of the people around you.So in the future, if there is a problem with the lungs of the college doctor, Yi Gu Youtai will not be able to escape part of the responsibility.
By the way, this kind of things that minors are prohibited from buying was purchased by Yi Guyouta, who asked the assistant supervisor to purchase.
"I'm a doctor, do you think I don't know? Don't worry, the reversal technique won't let me die because of this kind of thing."
Jia Ruozi waved her hand, she was confident because of her status as a nanny.
"Okay, let's get back to the topic just now. According to you, it seems that I can't wait for Xing Chuanli to recover slowly. But the quick fix is probably just a temporary solution, not a permanent cure."
Jia Ruozi snuffed out the cigarette butt, "You can't use special means to delete this memory from her mind, right?"
At the end of the sentence, Yi Gu Youtai's eyes were so guilty, he just said casually that Jia Ruzi couldn't believe it: "No, you really want to do this?"
"I just thought about such a plan..."
Otoko Yuta said: "But I don't have the means to delete Ri's memory without hurting her."
If so, are you planning to implement it?
Jia Rujiazi was a little speechless, as expected of a student of Wu, does the way to solve problems have to be so direct?
"Even if there is, if Li doesn't agree, I won't do it."
Yi Gu Youtai explained helplessly, "Don't look at me with the eyes that dislike Teacher Wutiao, Teacher."
"What? What are you talking about?"
Gojo Satoru, who heard his name, patted the back of his head in embarrassment, "Are you praising me, an excellent teacher who has worked hard for the future of the entire magic world? Oh, it's really embarrassing!"
Looking at Gojo Satoru who suddenly appeared in the infirmary, a black line fell between the foreheads of the other two.
"Is there something wrong? Teacher Wujo."
Yigu Youtai felt that Gojo Satoru would not appear for no reason, and probably came to him.
"I ran into Xiaoli when I came back. She had a great time playing with Hui's dog, and asked me to ask where you went. Then, let me interview—"
Gojo Satoru rolled the document in his hand into a tube and stretched it out in front of Otoko Yuta, "Otoko, throw your pure and lovely girlfriend to your junior, and you are in the closed infirmary with the hot and sexy school doctor Alone here, are you guilty?"
"Hit you..."
Yarui Nitzi, who was regarded as the object of ridicule, said quietly.
"If this is Teacher Jiaru's wish, I can do it for you."
Looking at Wu Suiwu, who is not skinny in front of him, Yi Guyoutai feels physically and mentally exhausted, "This joke is not funny at all."
"They just want their students to be happy."
Gojo Satoru pouted aggrievedly, "You have never smiled happily these days, Youtai."
"That's right."
To Gojo Satoru's words, Iyuri Glass rarely agrees, "Your dark circles really make me think that you will soon become one of my research materials."
Yigu Youtai, "With all due respect, teacher, you really don't have the qualifications to teach me in this regard."
Seeing the two pairs of panda eyes looking at each other in front of him, Gojo Gojo, who seemed to have gotten some kind of joke, laughed out loud, "Haha, that's really funny, Yuta, you're actually a distant relative of Nitro, right?"
"So, what's the matter? Teacher Gojo Satoru."
Yigu Youtai repeatedly emphasized that a teacher who is out of tune is really good at bringing others into his rhythm.
"For example—is the document in your hand intended to be handed over to me?"
"Bingo! Got it right! One point!"
Gojo Satoru threw some crumpled documents to him, "But there is no reward."
"By the way, don't be in a hurry to open it. This may require the consent of the family members. Let's take a look when you go back."
Yi Gu Youta paused holding the document.
"Okay, it's okay to leave now."
Ichigo, who doesn't like the excitement, wants to drive people away, "Yuta, what you told me is based on your point of view. But after hearing it, I feel that things are not as bad as you imagined."
Yi Guyou was too stunned.
Jia Ruozi looked at him, and showed a rare smile, "Maybe you are also a "patient" in her eyes, and she is healing you in the best way she can. "
In front of magicians, especially lovers who are super magicians, ordinary people can do very little.
Although there may be problems with her own psychological shadow, Jia Ru Nizi, who is also a woman, can feel something different from it.
Anyone with a discerning eye can see the changes that Otoko Yuta has undergone because of this incident, and Kazuko thinks that Xing Chuanli may be taking the initiative to get close to Otoko Yuta, in order to calm Otoko Yuta's heart As a result, because of the great difference in the behavior style of the lovers before and after, Yigu Yuta also had a wrong perception of the impact of this incident.
In fact, it is Yi Gu Youtai who really can't let go.
This is what Jiarui Glass believes.
This is an angle that Yi Gu Youtai hadn't thought about, but when it is substituted into your body, he suddenly becomes enlightened.
"Don't underestimate girls."
Jia Ruozi took out a new cigarette, but this time he didn't light it but put it in his mouth, "A girl who can accept everything about you won't be defeated so easily."
"Yes, I understand..."
This time, Otoko Yuta finally showed a smile that could be called happy in the eyes of Yarui Nishiko and Gojo Wujo, "Thank you, Iyaru-sensei, and Gojo-sensei, I'm leaving first."
Watching Otoko Yuta leave, Gojo Gojo smiled and said to Yarui Niuti: "I don't see that you still have the talent to be a confidant sister, Niuti."
"If you are used as a reference, I am really good at it."
Jia Ruozi hooked up the corner of his mouth with a cigarette in his mouth.
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"Going abroad for further study?"
Sitting on Yi Gu Youtai's lap, you also looked at the document in his hand with him, and you were a little puzzled, "Is there an option for conjurers to study abroad?"
No, the point is, with Yi Gu Youtai's current strength, does he still need further training?
"It's said to be a study, but it's actually a distress message from abroad. It seems that some countries with poor supplies and wars have been suffering from the curse spirit. But they don't have a powerful magician who can compete with it. ..."
Yigu Youtai explained the purpose of this document, "Probably asked me to help."
In the entire neon magic circle, apart from Xia Youjie, who has been confirmed dead, and 99 Yuki, who basically does not perform missions, the only super magicians who can dispatch are Gojo Satoru and Yigu Yuta, who will take over this mission? Already obvious.
Although the higher-ups don't like Wujo Satoru, if he is not in Nihong, they will be the first to panic...
"So Yuta is going to save the world?"
"Not so noble..."
Yi Guyoutai felt that he could not afford to play the role of a hero.
"Would you like to go?"
"Does Li want me to go?"
Otoko Yuta did not answer your question directly but asked rhetorically.
"I definitely don't want to be separated from you."
Long-distance relationship-this is a bomb/bomb-level existence where there is a crack in the emotional relationship between couples.What's more, this time there is no foreign country directly, and the power is directly promoted to guided missiles.
If before, there was such an opportunity to let Yi Gu Youta separate from you calmly, you would have agreed with both hands and feet in your heart, but after it really appeared, all you have in your heart is reluctance for Yi Gu Youta And the fear of being alone in an empty room, but...
"There are many people who need Youta to save, I can't just be so selfish and let you stay."
Reflecting on what it's like to be locked in a claustrophobic space by a cursed spirit, you feel like you can empathize with those persecuted by the cursed, that sense of desperation waiting for a vague hope - you don't want more people have experienced it.
"Youta decide for yourself, no matter what choice you make, I will support you."
You think Yi Guyoutai has the ability to save more people.But this does not mean that Yigu Youtai must shoulder such a mission.
Yi Gu Youtai is able to be what he is today thanks to his own hard work and persistence, and he has been deeply hated by the society.
No one but himself can ask him to burn his own life to illuminate others, so it would be too unfair to Otoko Yuta.
Feeling his lover's firm gaze on his side and supporting him, Yi Gu Youtai's heart almost melted, he put down the file, and kissed you earnestly.
"Thank you, Li."
You were kissed dizzily in his arms and leaned against his chest.
"Youtai think about it slowly, if you want to go, don't worry about me..."
Under Yi Guyoutai's gentle eyes, you deeply feel that you are the girlfriend of a super magician, so you can't be so useless.
"I'm fine."
"There is still some time, let me think about it."
Yigu Youtai still doesn't have a definite answer.
No one can force Yi Gu Youtai on this matter. Fortunately, he is not particularly anxious. The senior management has given enough time for Yi Gu Youtai to think about it slowly.Before the deadline comes, there is one thing to do first--
As usual, you waited for Otoko Yuta's triumphant return with the assistant supervisor outside the "tent" like a black cloth.
Otoko Yuta's auxiliary supervisor is a young man with a rigid style of behavior but a gentleman towards girls. He is generally called Ito.
You can get along with him, probably because seeing the scene of "Lixiang" obeying your orders, he feels that there is no safer place than being by your side.
Of course, he will keep an appropriate distance from you, and treating you is the care of adults for children.
"Mr. Ito, can you take Yuta and me to this place later?"
You gave him an address—a fancy hotel in Ginza.
"no problem……"
For these personal matters, Ito will not inquire, but this does not prevent him from guessing in his heart-could it be a candlelight dinner?
Ito, who has only learned about this romantic culture from TV, will never admit that he is sour.
After driving the two of them to the place, Ito threw them away and galloped away. He didn't want to continue to smell the unnecessary sour smell of love.
Looking at the exhaust of the car going away, you said with regret: "Is Mr. Ito busy? I still want him to stay..."
Under Yi Guyoutai's puzzled eyes, you swallowed back the following words in a timely manner.
"It's nothing, let's go."
You took Yigu Youtai's hand and led him to where you wanted to go.
Yi Guyoutai didn't ask too many questions, but let you pull him obediently.
You went to a gorgeously decorated restaurant together, led by the waiter who had been waiting there, to the door of a private room, and then the waiter left first with a good sense of sight.
"Youtai, come and drive."
You stand behind him, leaving Yi Gu Youtai facing the closed door alone.
The moment the door opened—
"Snapped!"
Yi Guyoutai, whose face was covered with colorful ribbons, stared blankly at the high-ranking students in the room who had successfully pranked and said to him in unison——
"Yuta, happy birthday!"
You threw yourself on Yigu Youta's back happily, and said to him, "Happy birthday, Yuta."
Yi Guyou was a little touched, he himself forgot that today was his birthday, but he didn't expect other people to remember it, and even secretly organized a birthday party for him without telling him.
"thanks……"
Yi Gu Youta's heart softened unconsciously.
"Go in, our birthday baby."
You push Yi Gu Youtai in and let him sit in the exclusive seat for the birthday star.Then the dog curly spine put the birthday hat that had been prepared on the head of Yigu Yuta, but it was a little crooked.
"Are you moved? Yuta, this is the restaurant that I specially booked in advance, teacher."
Gojo Satoru leaned over at this moment, still holding a camera in his hand, trying to capture the moment when Otoko Yuta was grateful for the teacher who cared about the students so much.
"Thank you, Gojo-sensei."
Although Gojo Satoru was disappointed that he didn't have snot and tears streaming down his nose, but who would refuse to thank him sincerely.
In fact, Gojo Satoru, who was very coaxing, took out his gift, "Take it, the package ticket for a luxurious three-day, two-night trip for couples in Hokkaido, which can be used within two years, and the hotel where I stayed has many programs for young couples."
Gojo Satoru gave him a look that any man could understand.
You punch Gojo Gojo with a smile, the kind that hits the face.
"Well, I'm just kidding."
Gojo Satoru pretended to dodge your fist with ease, and took out another gift, "There is also a gift for Nitro, she can't get a high school, so let me pass it on for you."
What Jiajin Glass gave was a set of exquisite tea sets. This kind of health-preserving thing seems to be a bit different from her hobby of smoking and taking coffee as a staple food. Let's take it as a good wish.
What the panda gave was the dolls of his relatives... a couple of panda dolls, you think this doll is somewhat similar to Yi Gu Youta, especially the pair of panda eyes.
What Fu Heihui gave was also a doll, but it was in the shape of a dog, and it was also in pairs. You think this dog is also very similar to Yi Gu Youtai.
"Are you all so girly..."
Chanyuan Maki complained that what she gave was a Taidao.
What Goujuanji gave was a cooking guide for various rice balls, and Yi Guyoutai happily took it, "Thank you, Ji, I think it will be very useful."
"Salmon……"
The dog curly spine gave a thumbs up, expressing his love and affirmation for this book.
It's your turn, you are a little shy, "Mine is also a doll, but I made it myself..."
You take out the beautifully decorated box, and inside is an ugly and cute little girl.
Even if you can't see what she looks like, anyone with a discerning eye knows who she is.
The panda knowingly asked, "Who is this, Xiaoli?"
"it's me……"
You are a bit like drilling a hole to escape from the scene of this social death, "It doesn't look like..."
"No, it's cute."
Yi Gu Youtai couldn't put it down because of this gift, and Panda and Fu Heihui knew that what they gave was probably dealt with in the cold.
"It's so romantic, Youta, Xiaoli gave herself to you."
Gojo Satoru made jokes.
Your face is already ripe, shameless, you bastard Gojo Satoru!
"Thank you, Li."
Yi Guyou kisses you too happily, and the background sound is a scream of "Kill the dog! Kill the dog".
"It's good that you don't dislike..."
You, who were kissed in public, lowered your head in shame and murmured softly.
After giving the gifts, he ate and gorged himself. Wujo Gojo paid the full price today, so no one present would be polite to him.
You and Maki are chatting about some girls' topics.So I didn't notice that Yi Guyouta left alone and went to the balcony.
Blowing the wind, listening to the laughter behind him, Yi Guyoutai felt that if every birthday was accompanied by these people every year, he would have no regrets in this life.
"Why did you come here alone?"
Gojo Satoru walked to Otoko Yuta's side, still holding orange juice in a goblet in his hand.
"I'm just happy."
So happy that Yi Gu Youtai felt that this was just his own illusion. Two years ago today, he was still alone in the small and dark rental house, lying numbly on the bed and watching the hour hand gradually point to zero. Say happy birthday to yourself.
"Just be happy, what do you think about that matter?"
Gojo Satoru took the initiative to mention the matter of studying abroad.
Otoko Yuta looked at the sky——
"A few days ago, Li and I went to visit those who were brutally murdered by "Miura Yosuke", if it wasn't for me, they would not have turned into cold tombstones at all. "
"I was just thinking - what else can I do?"
"I asked myself over and over again in my heart, if I help those in need, will the guilt in my heart be alleviated."
Yi Guyouta said: "I think, I am willing to go abroad to help those people."
"But—you can't worry about Xiaoli."
Gojo Satoru said the only thing that Yigu Youta needs to worry about.
"You know, Gojo-sensei, this won't be the last."
Yi Gu Youta's face became a little gloomy, "Can I really not kill those people?"
"You can do this, but in the end it's just changing the soup without changing the medicine. Killing someone who still has the same thoughts is afraid of you."
Gojo Satoru took a sip of his drink and continued, "Yuta, they don't want to kill you, what they want is checks and balances."
"Those people need your ability, but at the same time they are afraid of your strength. Therefore, they will attack the people around you in order to tell you - don't go too far, we know your weakness."
"Actually, Xiao Li is still safe, because they need a bargaining chip that can restrain your actions."
"Look, aren't you just a little bit tied up now?"
Otoko Yuta was a little angry, "So they use it as a tool? Are those innocent lives killed by "Miura Yosuke" not worth mentioning in their eyes? "
"That's why I hate them."
Gojo Satoru also mocked: "A bunch of self-righteous guys."
"I really can't go too far away with peace of mind now, Mr. Wujo." Otoko Yuta said.
"No, you should go."
Wujo Wu said: "No matter how tightly you protect Xiaoli, I have hundreds of ways to get her away from you, not to mention those rotten oranges whose offline is lower than mine."
"There will always be danger. The moment Xiaoli accepted you, she could no longer return to the life of an ordinary person."
"What she needs to face now is only the degree. The stricter you are, the more unfathomable the danger will be. On the contrary, if you leave temporarily, it will also relax those people, and it will be much easier for us to deal with it. "
"Again - they're just trying to hold you back."
After listening quietly, Yi Gu Youtai sighed, and when he opened his eyes again with firm eyes, "I understand."
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After the birthday party, everyone parted ways, and you and Yi Guyouta walked home holding hands.
"Glass..."
Halfway through, Yi Guyouta stopped you, but after meeting your eyes, his throat became dry again, "I..."
You smiled knowingly, "Is it already decided?"
"Well, I may need to be away for a while."
Facing you, Yi Guyoutai can't be so calm at all.Because he chose to leave when you needed him most.
"I know……"
You are not surprised at all, "If it is something that you are not willing to do, you will definitely refuse immediately. So when you said you would consider it, I already understood that there is only one answer left in your mind."
"I just have one request—"
You stood on tiptoe, approached him, and said seriously: "You must take care of yourself."
"You too……"
Yi Guyou gazes at you so affectionately that soon, he won't be able to see this cute face every day.
"Li, I love you the most."
In the dream, you are in a familiar classroom, there is no one else but you, and the classroom smudged by the setting sun reveals a depressing and lonely atmosphere...
Your heart is beating restlessly, and you used to enjoy such a quiet atmosphere.
But now, it will only make you extra frightened, you want to open the classroom door to escape from this suffocating environment, but the door stands still as if it is nailed.
You watched the sunset outside the window sink until it was swallowed up by the night, together with the things in the classroom, as if being sucked into a dark vortex, you faced the center of the vortex, as if locked by a pair of malicious eyes After that, you trembled and wanted to call for help, but your neck was strangled by a pair of hands running out of the darkness.
The wail like a ghost's cry echoed in your ears, and you couldn't stand it anymore——
"what!"
You screamed and sat up from the bed, your hair was disheveled, your pale forehead was covered with fine sweat, your fingernails sank into your palm through the bed sheet, your expression collapsed and you panted heavily, the feeling of suffocation in your dream So real that your body is still shaking from the cold.
A warm hug wraps your whole body from your side, a broad palm pats your back lightly, and you feel a warm kiss on your forehead...
"It's okay, I'm here."
Just a simple word of reassurance made you feel at ease, you hugged Yi Gu Youta's waist tightly, inhaled the smell of his body, trying to use this to dispel the fear in your heart, feeling the solid warm chest, You sobbed uncontrollably.
Where you can't see, the expression on Yi Gu Youtai's face is so eerie.
This is not the first time. It has been three days since I returned to my home from the hospital in Sendai. Every night in the middle of the night, without exception, you will be awakened by nightmares. The impact of that incident on you is not simple. The lonely feeling of being locked in a cabinet aimlessly waiting for rescue has turned into an inescapable nightmare, soaking into your life.
So far, Yi Gu Youtai didn’t dare to let the cells in his whole body go to sleep, as long as he felt a little movement in his arms, he could wake up immediately, and then he saw your uneasy sleeping face when you were haunted by nightmares, and he also plunged into the abyss of self-blame.
This kind of spiritual trauma cannot be cured by a simple reversal technique. Facing your mental state, Yi Gu Youta can only be helpless and say nothing except to accompany you when you are insomnia Words, like now—
Yi Guyoutai hugged you tightly, trying to transfer all the heat from his body to you, trying to dispel the cold that silently entered your body, he rubbed your hands that were about to freeze into ice , Said: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, it's all over..."
Look, Yigu Youtai, you, whose lover was imprisoned and unable to rush to her side immediately, can only say these pale words now, you can't change anything, you are such a waste.
Yi Gu Youtai laughed at his own uselessness in his heart.
Hearing Yi Guyoutai's harsh criticism of himself, you are also very helpless. You are not the only one who is haunted by nightmares. If this continues, you should become a panda couple.
You touch the bruises under Yi Gu Youtai's eyes distressedly, and respond to him: "I'm here too, Youtai, we'll all pass."
No matter how big a trauma is, it heals with time, you can only believe it.
"Go to sleep..."
You kissed the corner of Yigu Youta's mouth, and you smiled at him.
Seeing his girlfriend, who was struggling to overcome the fear in his heart, obediently fell asleep in his arms again, Yi Gu Youtai deeply felt that he had to do something more.
-
"So, is there a cure for these ptsd symptoms?"
In the infirmary of the Conjuration High School, Yi Gu Youtai, who briefly shared his troubles with the school doctor Jia Ruzizi, asked cautiously.
To this, Jia Ruozi answered him without any hesitation: "If there were, magicians wouldn't be all unreasonable lunatics."
"Is that true..."
Yi Gu Youtai was not surprised by such an answer at all, and had no expectations at all.
Looking at the distressed student in front of him, Jiarui Nitzi could only comfort him: "Almost all ordinary people who survived the cursed spirit incident will have symptoms like Xing Chuanli, and believe me, in what I know In the incident, your girlfriend is very lucky."
After finishing speaking, Jiarui Nitzi couldn't help but click her tongue, she really wasn't suitable for comforting others, her original intention was to let him not care about cherishing the present, but when she said it, it was as if she was accusing Yi Guyou of being too ignorant.
But it is also true that most ordinary people who come into contact with the curse spirit will be accompanied by the shadow of the curse for a lifetime, and some even suffer from mental illness because they are not comfortable with such supernatural phenomena. In comparison, there is a powerful person who can resist it alone Men who take almost all the dangers act as knights. In this regard, Xing Chuanli is a girl who will make others envious.
Jiaruizi seldom thinks about problems in the situation of ordinary people. The environment and abilities she has lead her to lack the idea of empathy with others. She has become accustomed to the influence of fear, which will make Jiaruizi's mood turbulent. Don't be surprised, Yi Gu Youtai probably found the wrong person.
Yi Gu Youtai knew that there was no malice in entering the nitrous.So even if he felt uncomfortable, he didn't show it.Because he knows that he hates himself more than he hates others.
"Li is a very strong girl. If such an incident happened only once, I believe she would overcome it. The problem is, such a thing may happen countless times in the future. I don't know how to help her."
"Even Gojo Satoru can't promise absolute security."
Possessing special abilities but losing his freedom and becoming a tool in the world of decaying spells, Ni Nizi felt something about this matter, "Since it is unknown, worry about this and that, before the disaster strikes." If you are worried, it will follow the hearts of those who regard you as a thorn in their side."
Yi Gu Youtai took a deep breath and smiled helplessly, "It's easy to say..."
Jiarui Zizi glanced at Yi Guyouta, "Although almost all of my patients are conjurers, I am clear about one thing - it is better not to let too much information from the conjuration world be mixed in Xingchuanli's life. inside."
"Let her return to a normal life, let her go out with her ordinary friends more, and enjoy the youth of an ordinary girl. Instead of being taken care of like a patient by her super-surgeon boyfriend. "
"No matter how you blend in, she and Maki are different, and it's good for everyone to keep a proper distance."
"These are all based on my theoretical analysis in the book. You don't have to take it as an authoritative reference, just take it as a long-winded suggestion from a senior."
Jia Ruozi shrugged and said.
Yi Guyou was too silent.
Looking at him like this, thinking of the complaints he heard from other students and Gojo Satoru about Otoko Yuta's love affairs, Iyuri Glass said helplessly——
"I'm not a spy sent by some pedantic high-level, I'm just giving you a suggestion based on my understanding. Since you are entangled in the mental health of the other party, don't impose your excessive desire to possess and control on the other party. Let her go for a walk, and look at the scenery."
"No, actually I also thought about asking her to go shopping with her friends..."
Then he secretly protects you.
"She refused?"
The family entered the nitro and guessed the follow-up.
Yi Guyoutai nodded, with a complicated expression, "To be honest, after that incident, she became very clingy to me."
It seems that you want to gain your lost sense of security from Yi Gu Yuta, and you become the little tail behind Yi Gu Yuta.
The experience of being locked in a closet can make you afraid to be alone.And the only person who will help you get rid of everything that scares you is Otoko Yuta who indulges your closeness.
Just like the abandoned cat effect, now you are the Otoyo Yota who wanted to cling to you all the time.
If it was in the past, Yigu Yuta would be ecstatic about such a sticky state, or rather, this is what he wanted.
However, this situation was caused by Miura Yosuke’s resentment towards Otoko Yuta, which made Otoko Yuta always have an indelible lump in his heart, reminding him all the time——
Look, you're happy to make your lover look so insecure, you're a jerk.
"Although Ri's smile doesn't diminish usually, I can feel the fear hidden in her heart, and she will reject my proposal, probably because she doesn't want to bring the danger lurking in the dark to her friends."
Otoko Yuta roughly talked about the extent to which you are attached to him these days with Iirui Glass——
"When cooking, she will stay next to me and cook with me. Actually, I don't really want her to do these things, after all, kitchen knives are quite dangerous.
When taking a bath, I will talk with her at the door of the bathroom. She used to like to take a bath, but now she always takes a quick bath.
She didn't dare to turn off the lights when she was sleeping. It would be better to say that the lights at home are on all day, and Li couldn't bear the darkness.Even when I need to go out to do a mission, she comes with me, oh my god..."
When it came to the last one, Yi Guyou couldn't help covering his face, "That's a dangerous curse spirit who doesn't take human life seriously, I should refuse, but seeing her eyes that are about to cry, I couldn't be cruel enough to say a no.
When I was beheading the curse spirit in the "tent", the only ones with Li beside her were "Rika" with ordinary force and an assistant supervisor who couldn't protect her at all. I was always worried that there would be a sudden situation... ..."
Jia Ruozi took a deep breath of the cigarette and then exhaled it. From sitting upright at the beginning to now half spread on the chair, she was thinking with blank eyes——
Who am I, where am I, and why am I here to listen to a master magician talk about his love life.
"Teacher, can you understand my sorrow?"
Yi Gu Youtai sighed, as if an invisible mountain was pressing him down, his face was full of fatigue that didn't belong to his age.
"Probably this incident also caused problems in my heart. I no longer have the confidence to protect her well."
Jia Ruozi felt a little itchy in her hands, and at this moment, Yi Guyouta looked like a corpse waiting for her dissection in the morgue.
"Sorry, I didn't understand, I just heard that my students don't respect mother's womb solo for 27 years, and the female teacher who is about to enter the No. 20 year, in front of her Versailles, how much he and his girlfriend are love."
"I'm sorry if this offended you."
Yi Guyou smiled awkwardly, "That's not my original intention."
"I haven't kicked you out yet, just because you will help me buy cigarettes when you go out."
"Teacher, you should smoke less."
Watching the smokers smoke one after another, Yi Guyou remonstrated dryly: "Smoking too much is not good for your health."
Because it is not very likely to refuse the request of the people around you.So in the future, if there is a problem with the lungs of the college doctor, Yi Gu Youtai will not be able to escape part of the responsibility.
By the way, this kind of things that minors are prohibited from buying was purchased by Yi Guyouta, who asked the assistant supervisor to purchase.
"I'm a doctor, do you think I don't know? Don't worry, the reversal technique won't let me die because of this kind of thing."
Jia Ruozi waved her hand, she was confident because of her status as a nanny.
"Okay, let's get back to the topic just now. According to you, it seems that I can't wait for Xing Chuanli to recover slowly. But the quick fix is probably just a temporary solution, not a permanent cure."
Jia Ruozi snuffed out the cigarette butt, "You can't use special means to delete this memory from her mind, right?"
At the end of the sentence, Yi Gu Youtai's eyes were so guilty, he just said casually that Jia Ruzi couldn't believe it: "No, you really want to do this?"
"I just thought about such a plan..."
Otoko Yuta said: "But I don't have the means to delete Ri's memory without hurting her."
If so, are you planning to implement it?
Jia Rujiazi was a little speechless, as expected of a student of Wu, does the way to solve problems have to be so direct?
"Even if there is, if Li doesn't agree, I won't do it."
Yi Gu Youtai explained helplessly, "Don't look at me with the eyes that dislike Teacher Wutiao, Teacher."
"What? What are you talking about?"
Gojo Satoru, who heard his name, patted the back of his head in embarrassment, "Are you praising me, an excellent teacher who has worked hard for the future of the entire magic world? Oh, it's really embarrassing!"
Looking at Gojo Satoru who suddenly appeared in the infirmary, a black line fell between the foreheads of the other two.
"Is there something wrong? Teacher Wujo."
Yigu Youtai felt that Gojo Satoru would not appear for no reason, and probably came to him.
"I ran into Xiaoli when I came back. She had a great time playing with Hui's dog, and asked me to ask where you went. Then, let me interview—"
Gojo Satoru rolled the document in his hand into a tube and stretched it out in front of Otoko Yuta, "Otoko, throw your pure and lovely girlfriend to your junior, and you are in the closed infirmary with the hot and sexy school doctor Alone here, are you guilty?"
"Hit you..."
Yarui Nitzi, who was regarded as the object of ridicule, said quietly.
"If this is Teacher Jiaru's wish, I can do it for you."
Looking at Wu Suiwu, who is not skinny in front of him, Yi Guyoutai feels physically and mentally exhausted, "This joke is not funny at all."
"They just want their students to be happy."
Gojo Satoru pouted aggrievedly, "You have never smiled happily these days, Youtai."
"That's right."
To Gojo Satoru's words, Iyuri Glass rarely agrees, "Your dark circles really make me think that you will soon become one of my research materials."
Yigu Youtai, "With all due respect, teacher, you really don't have the qualifications to teach me in this regard."
Seeing the two pairs of panda eyes looking at each other in front of him, Gojo Gojo, who seemed to have gotten some kind of joke, laughed out loud, "Haha, that's really funny, Yuta, you're actually a distant relative of Nitro, right?"
"So, what's the matter? Teacher Gojo Satoru."
Yigu Youtai repeatedly emphasized that a teacher who is out of tune is really good at bringing others into his rhythm.
"For example—is the document in your hand intended to be handed over to me?"
"Bingo! Got it right! One point!"
Gojo Satoru threw some crumpled documents to him, "But there is no reward."
"By the way, don't be in a hurry to open it. This may require the consent of the family members. Let's take a look when you go back."
Yi Gu Youta paused holding the document.
"Okay, it's okay to leave now."
Ichigo, who doesn't like the excitement, wants to drive people away, "Yuta, what you told me is based on your point of view. But after hearing it, I feel that things are not as bad as you imagined."
Yi Guyou was too stunned.
Jia Ruozi looked at him, and showed a rare smile, "Maybe you are also a "patient" in her eyes, and she is healing you in the best way she can. "
In front of magicians, especially lovers who are super magicians, ordinary people can do very little.
Although there may be problems with her own psychological shadow, Jia Ru Nizi, who is also a woman, can feel something different from it.
Anyone with a discerning eye can see the changes that Otoko Yuta has undergone because of this incident, and Kazuko thinks that Xing Chuanli may be taking the initiative to get close to Otoko Yuta, in order to calm Otoko Yuta's heart As a result, because of the great difference in the behavior style of the lovers before and after, Yigu Yuta also had a wrong perception of the impact of this incident.
In fact, it is Yi Gu Youtai who really can't let go.
This is what Jiarui Glass believes.
This is an angle that Yi Gu Youtai hadn't thought about, but when it is substituted into your body, he suddenly becomes enlightened.
"Don't underestimate girls."
Jia Ruozi took out a new cigarette, but this time he didn't light it but put it in his mouth, "A girl who can accept everything about you won't be defeated so easily."
"Yes, I understand..."
This time, Otoko Yuta finally showed a smile that could be called happy in the eyes of Yarui Nishiko and Gojo Wujo, "Thank you, Iyaru-sensei, and Gojo-sensei, I'm leaving first."
Watching Otoko Yuta leave, Gojo Gojo smiled and said to Yarui Niuti: "I don't see that you still have the talent to be a confidant sister, Niuti."
"If you are used as a reference, I am really good at it."
Jia Ruozi hooked up the corner of his mouth with a cigarette in his mouth.
-
"Going abroad for further study?"
Sitting on Yi Gu Youtai's lap, you also looked at the document in his hand with him, and you were a little puzzled, "Is there an option for conjurers to study abroad?"
No, the point is, with Yi Gu Youtai's current strength, does he still need further training?
"It's said to be a study, but it's actually a distress message from abroad. It seems that some countries with poor supplies and wars have been suffering from the curse spirit. But they don't have a powerful magician who can compete with it. ..."
Yigu Youtai explained the purpose of this document, "Probably asked me to help."
In the entire neon magic circle, apart from Xia Youjie, who has been confirmed dead, and 99 Yuki, who basically does not perform missions, the only super magicians who can dispatch are Gojo Satoru and Yigu Yuta, who will take over this mission? Already obvious.
Although the higher-ups don't like Wujo Satoru, if he is not in Nihong, they will be the first to panic...
"So Yuta is going to save the world?"
"Not so noble..."
Yi Guyoutai felt that he could not afford to play the role of a hero.
"Would you like to go?"
"Does Li want me to go?"
Otoko Yuta did not answer your question directly but asked rhetorically.
"I definitely don't want to be separated from you."
Long-distance relationship-this is a bomb/bomb-level existence where there is a crack in the emotional relationship between couples.What's more, this time there is no foreign country directly, and the power is directly promoted to guided missiles.
If before, there was such an opportunity to let Yi Gu Youta separate from you calmly, you would have agreed with both hands and feet in your heart, but after it really appeared, all you have in your heart is reluctance for Yi Gu Youta And the fear of being alone in an empty room, but...
"There are many people who need Youta to save, I can't just be so selfish and let you stay."
Reflecting on what it's like to be locked in a claustrophobic space by a cursed spirit, you feel like you can empathize with those persecuted by the cursed, that sense of desperation waiting for a vague hope - you don't want more people have experienced it.
"Youta decide for yourself, no matter what choice you make, I will support you."
You think Yi Guyoutai has the ability to save more people.But this does not mean that Yigu Youtai must shoulder such a mission.
Yi Gu Youtai is able to be what he is today thanks to his own hard work and persistence, and he has been deeply hated by the society.
No one but himself can ask him to burn his own life to illuminate others, so it would be too unfair to Otoko Yuta.
Feeling his lover's firm gaze on his side and supporting him, Yi Gu Youtai's heart almost melted, he put down the file, and kissed you earnestly.
"Thank you, Li."
You were kissed dizzily in his arms and leaned against his chest.
"Youtai think about it slowly, if you want to go, don't worry about me..."
Under Yi Guyoutai's gentle eyes, you deeply feel that you are the girlfriend of a super magician, so you can't be so useless.
"I'm fine."
"There is still some time, let me think about it."
Yigu Youtai still doesn't have a definite answer.
No one can force Yi Gu Youtai on this matter. Fortunately, he is not particularly anxious. The senior management has given enough time for Yi Gu Youtai to think about it slowly.Before the deadline comes, there is one thing to do first--
As usual, you waited for Otoko Yuta's triumphant return with the assistant supervisor outside the "tent" like a black cloth.
Otoko Yuta's auxiliary supervisor is a young man with a rigid style of behavior but a gentleman towards girls. He is generally called Ito.
You can get along with him, probably because seeing the scene of "Lixiang" obeying your orders, he feels that there is no safer place than being by your side.
Of course, he will keep an appropriate distance from you, and treating you is the care of adults for children.
"Mr. Ito, can you take Yuta and me to this place later?"
You gave him an address—a fancy hotel in Ginza.
"no problem……"
For these personal matters, Ito will not inquire, but this does not prevent him from guessing in his heart-could it be a candlelight dinner?
Ito, who has only learned about this romantic culture from TV, will never admit that he is sour.
After driving the two of them to the place, Ito threw them away and galloped away. He didn't want to continue to smell the unnecessary sour smell of love.
Looking at the exhaust of the car going away, you said with regret: "Is Mr. Ito busy? I still want him to stay..."
Under Yi Guyoutai's puzzled eyes, you swallowed back the following words in a timely manner.
"It's nothing, let's go."
You took Yigu Youtai's hand and led him to where you wanted to go.
Yi Guyoutai didn't ask too many questions, but let you pull him obediently.
You went to a gorgeously decorated restaurant together, led by the waiter who had been waiting there, to the door of a private room, and then the waiter left first with a good sense of sight.
"Youtai, come and drive."
You stand behind him, leaving Yi Gu Youtai facing the closed door alone.
The moment the door opened—
"Snapped!"
Yi Guyoutai, whose face was covered with colorful ribbons, stared blankly at the high-ranking students in the room who had successfully pranked and said to him in unison——
"Yuta, happy birthday!"
You threw yourself on Yigu Youta's back happily, and said to him, "Happy birthday, Yuta."
Yi Guyou was a little touched, he himself forgot that today was his birthday, but he didn't expect other people to remember it, and even secretly organized a birthday party for him without telling him.
"thanks……"
Yi Gu Youta's heart softened unconsciously.
"Go in, our birthday baby."
You push Yi Gu Youtai in and let him sit in the exclusive seat for the birthday star.Then the dog curly spine put the birthday hat that had been prepared on the head of Yigu Yuta, but it was a little crooked.
"Are you moved? Yuta, this is the restaurant that I specially booked in advance, teacher."
Gojo Satoru leaned over at this moment, still holding a camera in his hand, trying to capture the moment when Otoko Yuta was grateful for the teacher who cared about the students so much.
"Thank you, Gojo-sensei."
Although Gojo Satoru was disappointed that he didn't have snot and tears streaming down his nose, but who would refuse to thank him sincerely.
In fact, Gojo Satoru, who was very coaxing, took out his gift, "Take it, the package ticket for a luxurious three-day, two-night trip for couples in Hokkaido, which can be used within two years, and the hotel where I stayed has many programs for young couples."
Gojo Satoru gave him a look that any man could understand.
You punch Gojo Gojo with a smile, the kind that hits the face.
"Well, I'm just kidding."
Gojo Satoru pretended to dodge your fist with ease, and took out another gift, "There is also a gift for Nitro, she can't get a high school, so let me pass it on for you."
What Jiajin Glass gave was a set of exquisite tea sets. This kind of health-preserving thing seems to be a bit different from her hobby of smoking and taking coffee as a staple food. Let's take it as a good wish.
What the panda gave was the dolls of his relatives... a couple of panda dolls, you think this doll is somewhat similar to Yi Gu Youta, especially the pair of panda eyes.
What Fu Heihui gave was also a doll, but it was in the shape of a dog, and it was also in pairs. You think this dog is also very similar to Yi Gu Youtai.
"Are you all so girly..."
Chanyuan Maki complained that what she gave was a Taidao.
What Goujuanji gave was a cooking guide for various rice balls, and Yi Guyoutai happily took it, "Thank you, Ji, I think it will be very useful."
"Salmon……"
The dog curly spine gave a thumbs up, expressing his love and affirmation for this book.
It's your turn, you are a little shy, "Mine is also a doll, but I made it myself..."
You take out the beautifully decorated box, and inside is an ugly and cute little girl.
Even if you can't see what she looks like, anyone with a discerning eye knows who she is.
The panda knowingly asked, "Who is this, Xiaoli?"
"it's me……"
You are a bit like drilling a hole to escape from the scene of this social death, "It doesn't look like..."
"No, it's cute."
Yi Gu Youtai couldn't put it down because of this gift, and Panda and Fu Heihui knew that what they gave was probably dealt with in the cold.
"It's so romantic, Youta, Xiaoli gave herself to you."
Gojo Satoru made jokes.
Your face is already ripe, shameless, you bastard Gojo Satoru!
"Thank you, Li."
Yi Guyou kisses you too happily, and the background sound is a scream of "Kill the dog! Kill the dog".
"It's good that you don't dislike..."
You, who were kissed in public, lowered your head in shame and murmured softly.
After giving the gifts, he ate and gorged himself. Wujo Gojo paid the full price today, so no one present would be polite to him.
You and Maki are chatting about some girls' topics.So I didn't notice that Yi Guyouta left alone and went to the balcony.
Blowing the wind, listening to the laughter behind him, Yi Guyoutai felt that if every birthday was accompanied by these people every year, he would have no regrets in this life.
"Why did you come here alone?"
Gojo Satoru walked to Otoko Yuta's side, still holding orange juice in a goblet in his hand.
"I'm just happy."
So happy that Yi Gu Youtai felt that this was just his own illusion. Two years ago today, he was still alone in the small and dark rental house, lying numbly on the bed and watching the hour hand gradually point to zero. Say happy birthday to yourself.
"Just be happy, what do you think about that matter?"
Gojo Satoru took the initiative to mention the matter of studying abroad.
Otoko Yuta looked at the sky——
"A few days ago, Li and I went to visit those who were brutally murdered by "Miura Yosuke", if it wasn't for me, they would not have turned into cold tombstones at all. "
"I was just thinking - what else can I do?"
"I asked myself over and over again in my heart, if I help those in need, will the guilt in my heart be alleviated."
Yi Guyouta said: "I think, I am willing to go abroad to help those people."
"But—you can't worry about Xiaoli."
Gojo Satoru said the only thing that Yigu Youta needs to worry about.
"You know, Gojo-sensei, this won't be the last."
Yi Gu Youta's face became a little gloomy, "Can I really not kill those people?"
"You can do this, but in the end it's just changing the soup without changing the medicine. Killing someone who still has the same thoughts is afraid of you."
Gojo Satoru took a sip of his drink and continued, "Yuta, they don't want to kill you, what they want is checks and balances."
"Those people need your ability, but at the same time they are afraid of your strength. Therefore, they will attack the people around you in order to tell you - don't go too far, we know your weakness."
"Actually, Xiao Li is still safe, because they need a bargaining chip that can restrain your actions."
"Look, aren't you just a little bit tied up now?"
Otoko Yuta was a little angry, "So they use it as a tool? Are those innocent lives killed by "Miura Yosuke" not worth mentioning in their eyes? "
"That's why I hate them."
Gojo Satoru also mocked: "A bunch of self-righteous guys."
"I really can't go too far away with peace of mind now, Mr. Wujo." Otoko Yuta said.
"No, you should go."
Wujo Wu said: "No matter how tightly you protect Xiaoli, I have hundreds of ways to get her away from you, not to mention those rotten oranges whose offline is lower than mine."
"There will always be danger. The moment Xiaoli accepted you, she could no longer return to the life of an ordinary person."
"What she needs to face now is only the degree. The stricter you are, the more unfathomable the danger will be. On the contrary, if you leave temporarily, it will also relax those people, and it will be much easier for us to deal with it. "
"Again - they're just trying to hold you back."
After listening quietly, Yi Gu Youtai sighed, and when he opened his eyes again with firm eyes, "I understand."
-
After the birthday party, everyone parted ways, and you and Yi Guyouta walked home holding hands.
"Glass..."
Halfway through, Yi Guyouta stopped you, but after meeting your eyes, his throat became dry again, "I..."
You smiled knowingly, "Is it already decided?"
"Well, I may need to be away for a while."
Facing you, Yi Guyoutai can't be so calm at all.Because he chose to leave when you needed him most.
"I know……"
You are not surprised at all, "If it is something that you are not willing to do, you will definitely refuse immediately. So when you said you would consider it, I already understood that there is only one answer left in your mind."
"I just have one request—"
You stood on tiptoe, approached him, and said seriously: "You must take care of yourself."
"You too……"
Yi Guyou gazes at you so affectionately that soon, he won't be able to see this cute face every day.
"Li, I love you the most."
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