Survival in a relationship
Chapter 56
Uncomfortable, lonely, desperate, cold, sad, resentful, dead...
You are a person who has experienced death, but at that time, death came unexpectedly, and it happened without your awareness. , you are alive again.
But this time is different.
You can feel the wailing of your body cells all the time, and you can clearly feel your vitality passing away second by second with time.
Fear of the unknown cannot completely calm one's mind to think rationally.The indifference to death is only because of my own powerlessness at this time...
It's like being locked in a one-way mirror, you can barely perceive the information conveyed by the outside world, and the cold wind that invades from no one knows which gap is so hard to remember.
But your voice is like being isolated in space outside the world, and it cannot be conveyed to anyone at all.
That curse spirit didn't directly harm your body, but it tortured you in such a way, making you miserable.
After being locked up for so long, you seem to be hallucinating.
You saw that the house that was originally warm and often exuded the fragrance of flowers became empty, cold and silent. In the dark bedroom, a decadent man in white was caressing the outline of the smiling girl in the photo frame sadly, and you became a transparent spirit. , wanting to give him a hug.
But the hand passed through his body helplessly, and you could only stand there helplessly, watching your lover cry helplessly.
He kept murmuring—
"sorry Sorry……"
"I killed you..."
Shot switch——
You saw that the scene around Otoko Yuta was changing rapidly, he was running, his complexion was very bad, as if he was about to die suddenly after working continuously for 36 hours, you could see that his body had already It's almost gone.But he still didn't stop his pace.
He broke into the crowd, shuttled between high-rise buildings, even the mountains and jungles, and kept calling your name in his heart.
He never gave up looking for you.
You don't know if this is also part of the curse spirit's tormenting you.If so, maybe it succeeded, maybe the curse spirit didn't want you to die so quickly, he hoped that you could endure this more painful despair.That's why I released this picture to stimulate you...
And the deeper despair is that after giving you hope, only when you die, you find that the hope you have in your heart is just a mirage that is out of reach.
However, you still jumped into this pit willingly, whether it is true or not, you just feel that you may have to stick to it a little longer.
At some point, a bright light suddenly appeared in your dark world, you blinked your eyes, afraid that the light would go away, you subconsciously wanted to reach out to touch it.
And then you actually touch it, you touch the cold iron door, this feeling is very familiar, as long as you go to school, you will deal with this feeling, this is a locker-you can finally be very sure.
And the light you see is the light from the outside breaking in through the gap in the iron door.
The restraints on your body suddenly disappeared, and you can move your hands. However, you have maintained the same position for an unknown amount of time. Even if you can move now, it is still very stiff and painful. You may have accidentally cramped.
But your body was also frostbitten, and the two kinds of pain formed a kind of counterbalance, and you actually felt that the warm current function in your body started to work.
You try to make a sound, but your voice, which has not been moistened for a long time, is hoarse and unpleasant, and you can only make a sound in a very low range, and you cannot shout loudly.
Because you have no physical strength, your voice is also damaged by environmental influences.So even if you can speak, you don't know whether someone can hear your small voice through the thick iron plate.
You still have to slap on the iron door with your hands. The outside of this locker is locked, and you can't force it through with your strength.So you can only try to make as much noise as possible to attract the attention of the outside world.
You are observing the outside environment through a small gap. This should be the common sports equipment room. Every school has this kind. In fact, there are no lights outside, just because it is daytime and the sunlight coming in from the windows Favored well enough to keep your locker shut, this wipe is warm, and while it doesn't get in much, it still drives off a little bit of the cold.
So is this your school's sports equipment room?No, since the magic spell can transport you away from the classroom, it is not surprising that this equipment room belongs to any school.
If it was during school, someone would definitely come in this equipment room... But the problem is, it's already winter vacation!
Your heart is cold and cold. The equipment room is usually locked. Your voice may not be able to travel that far. Even the passing staff on duty may not be able to find you. When they go outside at one o'clock, they may also think it is the sound of mice walking and don't pay attention to it.
After all, you are clear about the mentality of beating a worker. No one would go all the way to get a key to open the locked door just because he didn’t know if he heard the wrong voice, just to check if it was the wrong voice. It's really my own illusion.
it's over...
Tired of shouting, you stopped calling for help, and your heart was about to die.
You touched your necklace and rubbed the ring with your fingertips, once again recalling Yi Guyouta's helpless expression when he couldn't find you.
You start banging on the iron door again, uttering a feeble cry for help.And this time, you no longer can only linger in your own voice, you hear the sound of the door opening, as if the most helpless persistence has finally been answered, you are knocking with all your strength Iron Gate, screaming desperately at the loudest volume——
"Here! I am here! Help! Please help me!"
"I'm here to save you."
It was a very powerful sound. You heard the sound of prying open the iron door with a tool, and the area of light visible to the naked eye became larger and larger until it finally broke through the cage.
You stared blankly at the figure standing under the light, that touch of pink filled your world, which was fed up with the darkness, full of brightness, your tears kept falling uncontrollably, you stretched out your hands to him, and he lifted you from the You were hugged out of the cold cage, and you fell into a firm embrace, and the scent of clean laundry detergent reminded you that you were saved.
so warm...
The tense nerves were finally relaxed, and amidst the anxious shouts of the boy, you fell asleep.
-
You have felt the soft quilt for a long time, even if the quilt has an unpleasant smell of disinfectant.
But after smelling the unpleasant rust smell, the smell is acceptable. You buried your head sideways in the comfortable pillow, and let out a sobbing sound as comfortable as the cat's fur. Can't hold back the chuckle.
You opened your eyes, and your eyes were fixed on a fuzzy pink figure, and then it gradually became clear. The man also found that you woke up, and said happily in a mid-spirited voice: "Ah! You finally woke up!"
You stared blankly at this strange boy, looking at his refreshing pink cropped hair, and suddenly felt a little familiar, "Did you save me?"
"I found you."
Knotabagi Yujin changed the words, he poured a glass of warm water, "Do you need some water?"
You nod your head.
"If you don't mind, can I help you up and feed you?"
You feel that one of your hands is infused with fluid, and you can't lift the other hand, so you can only ask him to help, "Sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you."
"It's just a little thing."
Yuzu Yujin gently lifted you up, then dragged your chin with the palm of his hand, tilted the water glass, and asked you to drink slowly. After you finished drinking, he immediately removed his hand and pulled his body along with you Keep a safe distance.
Throughout the whole movement, he has always grasped the sense of proportion between men and women. You look at this young man who is about your age. To be honest, boys as old as him are usually very rash.But he took care of every little detail very intimately.
What's more, he was the one who saved you, and the image of this young man instantly grew bigger in your heart.
"Thank you, I don't know what I would do if it wasn't for you."
You start to plan how to thank him in your heart, "By the way, I'm Xing Chuanli, may I know your name?"
"I'm Knotweed Yuren, you can call me Yuren directly, Hoshikawa-senpai."
Knotaba Yuhito judged from the uniform in your height that you are a little bigger than him, so he added an honorific title to you.
His well-behaved appearance makes you call him cute in your heart, and the last bit of defense dissipated. This young man seems to have magical powers, which makes people feel good. You smiled and said: "Okay, Youren."
Yuzu Yuhito was stunned by your smile, his ears turned red suddenly, and his eyes suddenly didn't dare to meet you, he spared his face with his fingers, "By the way, senior sister must be hungry, I brought Porridge, but it should be cold, wait for me, I'll heat it up for you."
Now you finally see the bold side of Yuzu Yuhito, watching him leave the ward holding a big bowl with one hand and one foot, you can't help but laugh out loud, it's so cute.
Knotweed Yujin didn't keep you waiting too long.He came in with a bowl, and enthusiastically set up the dining table on your hospital bed, "It won't be too hot, it should be just right..."
With that said, he became unsure.
When he went to heat the porridge, you moved your movable hand. Now you can pick up the spoon and drink the porridge, and you feel like your whole body is alive.
"Thank you, Yuren."
"I'm glad I could help you, senior."
Yuzu Yuhito was also affected by your emotions, showing a happy smile, and even praised you, "Senior sister looks super beautiful when she smiles, even more beautiful than the actresses on TV."
This is not a compliment, you can feel that he really thinks so, and there is no appreciation for any purpose, and you feel very happy, "Really, Youren has really good eyesight, and you are also very handsome."
You said with certainty: "And Youruto is very considerate, he must be very popular with girls at school."
Who wouldn't like this little sun with high emotional intelligence?
"Hey, no."
Yuzu Yujin smiled embarrassedly, but he couldn't hide the happiness on his face, who doesn't like to hear good things.
This is a very simple person who will bluntly write everything on his face. When getting along with such a person, there will be no pressure at all.
You should really be thankful that it was Yuzu Yuren who saved you. If you found out that you were a pervert with a bad psychology, you just went from one hell to another. I didn’t expect you to be able to successfully cross the catastrophe this time. In your previous life, you were Saved the world?
No, you were just an ordinary clerk in your previous life, and you should have saved the galaxy in your previous life.
"Oh, yes, although it seems a bit offensive to ask. But why is Senpai locked there?"
This question has been lingering in the heart of Knotabazu Yuhito for a long time, he really can't imagine what kind of person can do such a frenzied thing.
"This is..."
Looking at the worry towards you in the eyes of Yuzu Yujin, you have a vague idea of the cause of this incident, you can only pick a part and say: "I think someone wants to take revenge on my boyfriend. But they can't beat me Boyfriend, that's why Persimmon hit me softly."
"What! That's too much!"
Isn't this just being implicated innocently?The knotweed Youren said with righteous indignation: "You bully the weak and fear the hard!"
"I think my boyfriend should be here soon."
You lost your phone, but since you're in the hospital, they should be here soon, "Has Yuren been here protecting me while I'm asleep? You're so kind."
"I'm worried that someone will be against you. If senior sister doesn't mind, I'll stay with you until your boyfriend comes over!"
Yuzu Yuhito showed off his biceps, "My athletic cells are actually pretty good, don't worry about putting me in danger."
"Then I'll trouble you, Yuren."
Although you are smiling on your face, you are actually very disturbed in your heart, and you don't want to be alone.So I didn't reject the proposal he left behind, it's good to have someone to talk to you with.
Knotaba Yuhito is a very good chat partner, many ordinary things become very interesting by his words, at least when you just listen to him, you will be impressed by his lively facial features and dancing movements It's funny.
When Yi Gu Youtai arrived, he was standing outside the ward, listening to the laughter and laughter coming from inside, and through the gap in the door, he saw a happy scene.
Seeing the girl's pale but smiling face because of the boy's words, Otoku Yuta suddenly felt that maybe he shouldn't be here.
You are a person who has experienced death, but at that time, death came unexpectedly, and it happened without your awareness. , you are alive again.
But this time is different.
You can feel the wailing of your body cells all the time, and you can clearly feel your vitality passing away second by second with time.
Fear of the unknown cannot completely calm one's mind to think rationally.The indifference to death is only because of my own powerlessness at this time...
It's like being locked in a one-way mirror, you can barely perceive the information conveyed by the outside world, and the cold wind that invades from no one knows which gap is so hard to remember.
But your voice is like being isolated in space outside the world, and it cannot be conveyed to anyone at all.
That curse spirit didn't directly harm your body, but it tortured you in such a way, making you miserable.
After being locked up for so long, you seem to be hallucinating.
You saw that the house that was originally warm and often exuded the fragrance of flowers became empty, cold and silent. In the dark bedroom, a decadent man in white was caressing the outline of the smiling girl in the photo frame sadly, and you became a transparent spirit. , wanting to give him a hug.
But the hand passed through his body helplessly, and you could only stand there helplessly, watching your lover cry helplessly.
He kept murmuring—
"sorry Sorry……"
"I killed you..."
Shot switch——
You saw that the scene around Otoko Yuta was changing rapidly, he was running, his complexion was very bad, as if he was about to die suddenly after working continuously for 36 hours, you could see that his body had already It's almost gone.But he still didn't stop his pace.
He broke into the crowd, shuttled between high-rise buildings, even the mountains and jungles, and kept calling your name in his heart.
He never gave up looking for you.
You don't know if this is also part of the curse spirit's tormenting you.If so, maybe it succeeded, maybe the curse spirit didn't want you to die so quickly, he hoped that you could endure this more painful despair.That's why I released this picture to stimulate you...
And the deeper despair is that after giving you hope, only when you die, you find that the hope you have in your heart is just a mirage that is out of reach.
However, you still jumped into this pit willingly, whether it is true or not, you just feel that you may have to stick to it a little longer.
At some point, a bright light suddenly appeared in your dark world, you blinked your eyes, afraid that the light would go away, you subconsciously wanted to reach out to touch it.
And then you actually touch it, you touch the cold iron door, this feeling is very familiar, as long as you go to school, you will deal with this feeling, this is a locker-you can finally be very sure.
And the light you see is the light from the outside breaking in through the gap in the iron door.
The restraints on your body suddenly disappeared, and you can move your hands. However, you have maintained the same position for an unknown amount of time. Even if you can move now, it is still very stiff and painful. You may have accidentally cramped.
But your body was also frostbitten, and the two kinds of pain formed a kind of counterbalance, and you actually felt that the warm current function in your body started to work.
You try to make a sound, but your voice, which has not been moistened for a long time, is hoarse and unpleasant, and you can only make a sound in a very low range, and you cannot shout loudly.
Because you have no physical strength, your voice is also damaged by environmental influences.So even if you can speak, you don't know whether someone can hear your small voice through the thick iron plate.
You still have to slap on the iron door with your hands. The outside of this locker is locked, and you can't force it through with your strength.So you can only try to make as much noise as possible to attract the attention of the outside world.
You are observing the outside environment through a small gap. This should be the common sports equipment room. Every school has this kind. In fact, there are no lights outside, just because it is daytime and the sunlight coming in from the windows Favored well enough to keep your locker shut, this wipe is warm, and while it doesn't get in much, it still drives off a little bit of the cold.
So is this your school's sports equipment room?No, since the magic spell can transport you away from the classroom, it is not surprising that this equipment room belongs to any school.
If it was during school, someone would definitely come in this equipment room... But the problem is, it's already winter vacation!
Your heart is cold and cold. The equipment room is usually locked. Your voice may not be able to travel that far. Even the passing staff on duty may not be able to find you. When they go outside at one o'clock, they may also think it is the sound of mice walking and don't pay attention to it.
After all, you are clear about the mentality of beating a worker. No one would go all the way to get a key to open the locked door just because he didn’t know if he heard the wrong voice, just to check if it was the wrong voice. It's really my own illusion.
it's over...
Tired of shouting, you stopped calling for help, and your heart was about to die.
You touched your necklace and rubbed the ring with your fingertips, once again recalling Yi Guyouta's helpless expression when he couldn't find you.
You start banging on the iron door again, uttering a feeble cry for help.And this time, you no longer can only linger in your own voice, you hear the sound of the door opening, as if the most helpless persistence has finally been answered, you are knocking with all your strength Iron Gate, screaming desperately at the loudest volume——
"Here! I am here! Help! Please help me!"
"I'm here to save you."
It was a very powerful sound. You heard the sound of prying open the iron door with a tool, and the area of light visible to the naked eye became larger and larger until it finally broke through the cage.
You stared blankly at the figure standing under the light, that touch of pink filled your world, which was fed up with the darkness, full of brightness, your tears kept falling uncontrollably, you stretched out your hands to him, and he lifted you from the You were hugged out of the cold cage, and you fell into a firm embrace, and the scent of clean laundry detergent reminded you that you were saved.
so warm...
The tense nerves were finally relaxed, and amidst the anxious shouts of the boy, you fell asleep.
-
You have felt the soft quilt for a long time, even if the quilt has an unpleasant smell of disinfectant.
But after smelling the unpleasant rust smell, the smell is acceptable. You buried your head sideways in the comfortable pillow, and let out a sobbing sound as comfortable as the cat's fur. Can't hold back the chuckle.
You opened your eyes, and your eyes were fixed on a fuzzy pink figure, and then it gradually became clear. The man also found that you woke up, and said happily in a mid-spirited voice: "Ah! You finally woke up!"
You stared blankly at this strange boy, looking at his refreshing pink cropped hair, and suddenly felt a little familiar, "Did you save me?"
"I found you."
Knotabagi Yujin changed the words, he poured a glass of warm water, "Do you need some water?"
You nod your head.
"If you don't mind, can I help you up and feed you?"
You feel that one of your hands is infused with fluid, and you can't lift the other hand, so you can only ask him to help, "Sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you."
"It's just a little thing."
Yuzu Yujin gently lifted you up, then dragged your chin with the palm of his hand, tilted the water glass, and asked you to drink slowly. After you finished drinking, he immediately removed his hand and pulled his body along with you Keep a safe distance.
Throughout the whole movement, he has always grasped the sense of proportion between men and women. You look at this young man who is about your age. To be honest, boys as old as him are usually very rash.But he took care of every little detail very intimately.
What's more, he was the one who saved you, and the image of this young man instantly grew bigger in your heart.
"Thank you, I don't know what I would do if it wasn't for you."
You start to plan how to thank him in your heart, "By the way, I'm Xing Chuanli, may I know your name?"
"I'm Knotweed Yuren, you can call me Yuren directly, Hoshikawa-senpai."
Knotaba Yuhito judged from the uniform in your height that you are a little bigger than him, so he added an honorific title to you.
His well-behaved appearance makes you call him cute in your heart, and the last bit of defense dissipated. This young man seems to have magical powers, which makes people feel good. You smiled and said: "Okay, Youren."
Yuzu Yuhito was stunned by your smile, his ears turned red suddenly, and his eyes suddenly didn't dare to meet you, he spared his face with his fingers, "By the way, senior sister must be hungry, I brought Porridge, but it should be cold, wait for me, I'll heat it up for you."
Now you finally see the bold side of Yuzu Yuhito, watching him leave the ward holding a big bowl with one hand and one foot, you can't help but laugh out loud, it's so cute.
Knotweed Yujin didn't keep you waiting too long.He came in with a bowl, and enthusiastically set up the dining table on your hospital bed, "It won't be too hot, it should be just right..."
With that said, he became unsure.
When he went to heat the porridge, you moved your movable hand. Now you can pick up the spoon and drink the porridge, and you feel like your whole body is alive.
"Thank you, Yuren."
"I'm glad I could help you, senior."
Yuzu Yuhito was also affected by your emotions, showing a happy smile, and even praised you, "Senior sister looks super beautiful when she smiles, even more beautiful than the actresses on TV."
This is not a compliment, you can feel that he really thinks so, and there is no appreciation for any purpose, and you feel very happy, "Really, Youren has really good eyesight, and you are also very handsome."
You said with certainty: "And Youruto is very considerate, he must be very popular with girls at school."
Who wouldn't like this little sun with high emotional intelligence?
"Hey, no."
Yuzu Yujin smiled embarrassedly, but he couldn't hide the happiness on his face, who doesn't like to hear good things.
This is a very simple person who will bluntly write everything on his face. When getting along with such a person, there will be no pressure at all.
You should really be thankful that it was Yuzu Yuren who saved you. If you found out that you were a pervert with a bad psychology, you just went from one hell to another. I didn’t expect you to be able to successfully cross the catastrophe this time. In your previous life, you were Saved the world?
No, you were just an ordinary clerk in your previous life, and you should have saved the galaxy in your previous life.
"Oh, yes, although it seems a bit offensive to ask. But why is Senpai locked there?"
This question has been lingering in the heart of Knotabazu Yuhito for a long time, he really can't imagine what kind of person can do such a frenzied thing.
"This is..."
Looking at the worry towards you in the eyes of Yuzu Yujin, you have a vague idea of the cause of this incident, you can only pick a part and say: "I think someone wants to take revenge on my boyfriend. But they can't beat me Boyfriend, that's why Persimmon hit me softly."
"What! That's too much!"
Isn't this just being implicated innocently?The knotweed Youren said with righteous indignation: "You bully the weak and fear the hard!"
"I think my boyfriend should be here soon."
You lost your phone, but since you're in the hospital, they should be here soon, "Has Yuren been here protecting me while I'm asleep? You're so kind."
"I'm worried that someone will be against you. If senior sister doesn't mind, I'll stay with you until your boyfriend comes over!"
Yuzu Yuhito showed off his biceps, "My athletic cells are actually pretty good, don't worry about putting me in danger."
"Then I'll trouble you, Yuren."
Although you are smiling on your face, you are actually very disturbed in your heart, and you don't want to be alone.So I didn't reject the proposal he left behind, it's good to have someone to talk to you with.
Knotaba Yuhito is a very good chat partner, many ordinary things become very interesting by his words, at least when you just listen to him, you will be impressed by his lively facial features and dancing movements It's funny.
When Yi Gu Youtai arrived, he was standing outside the ward, listening to the laughter and laughter coming from inside, and through the gap in the door, he saw a happy scene.
Seeing the girl's pale but smiling face because of the boy's words, Otoku Yuta suddenly felt that maybe he shouldn't be here.
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