I'm afraid I can do anything

Xia Youjie's bitter summer ended in 2008.

After Qi Feng disappeared in front of his eyes, the world has undergone changes that cannot be ignored.

After this moment, there will be no new spell users and spell spirits in the world.The original conjurers and spell spirits still exist, but after losing the source of enchantment and spell power, their strength and distribution tend to be more in areas outside of Japan.

At the same time, with the implementation of the regulations on the magician industry, the rights and interests of the magician have also been protected.

Next is the battle between the magician and the magic spirit.

Xia Youjie's desired world has come true.

So he no longer falls into the bitter summer that no one knows about.

He walked out of the bitter summer, unwilling to look back.

Qi Feng's death left many people in deep pain.

However, for Xia Youjie, it is certain to be uncomfortable, painful, and sad.But it may be because I have experienced it once, but it doesn't seem to be that painful.

When he witnessed Qi Feng's death for the first time, a dense web of emotions enveloped him. Pain and regret almost crushed his whole body. He couldn't breathe. His heart seemed to have stopped beating. come out.

He didn't even curse Qi Feng this time.

He went to work normally, cooperated with Wu to forcefully suppress and annex the high-level, and jumped up to become one of the people in charge of the new high-level. The high-level people who used to dictate to them had to look down at them.

Xia Youjie, besides working at a high level, occasionally goes to a higher education institution—now it should be called the United College to teach.

In Wu's words, after a batch of good children are taught, hand over the high-level stall to them and run away.

He acted as if he accepted Qi Feng's death calmly.

Xia Youjie thought so too.

Even everyone, including his good friend Gojo Wujo and Jia Ruozi, felt that he was in great pain for Qifeng, thinking like crazy, sick, and crazy.

Especially Hui Yuanxiong.

Ever since he heard the rumor that Xia Youjie was the only person who witnessed Qi Feng's death, he asked the young man to ask——

After receiving the peaceful reply from the young man, he was dumbfounded, and felt that something was really wrong with Senior Xia You.

"Not really."

Xia Youjie smiled helplessly, he was listening to the whispers of Hui Yuanxiong and Qihai Jianren at the corner——

The voice was not loud, but it was enough to reach the ear, and after walking a certain distance, he explained to Jia Ruzi beside him.

"Don't look at me with that smiling expression, I'm getting goosebumps." Nitro sighed, "However, I think what Huiyuan said is right."

She hesitated to speak, but said directly: "You are abnormal, Xia You."

Xia Youjie was quiet for a while, then replied, "I'm really fine."

"I know……"

Nitro showed a complicated expression, and the woman lowered her eyelashes.

"After Qi Feng's death, I pretended to be fine for a while, remember? At that stage, I took a lot of extermination tasks to the scene, and I was busy for a long time without touching the ground. I will see you Not a few times."

"I was in great pain, and I wanted to forget her, but during that time I opened my eyes and closed my eyes and it was Qi Feng, and it was Qi Feng in my dream, and I could see the hallucination of Qi Feng even when I went back to school, it belonged to me, that Qi Feng."

The family is in deep pain.

If it happened again, Nitro would never be Qi Feng's friend... That annoying guy would never tell her anything, and he didn't regard her as a friend.

But there are no ifs, so Qi Feng is still a friend who loves glass.

"I miss her very much, but if I am in pain, the Qi Feng in my dreams and hallucinations is also very painful. I started to face the reality and returned to the original rhythm of life, and Qi Feng became happy."

Nitro told Xia Youjie about his past, took this opportunity to comfort him, and wanted to persuade him to go out too.

Xia Youjie knew this well, and even noticed the anomaly of Nitrozi during that time, but he supported Nitrozi silently and unassumingly in his own way.

He gave an appropriate response in this conversation, and listened carefully to what Glass had said.

"I know, ten years have passed, and I have accepted Qi Feng's death." After thinking for a while, Xia Youjie added, "I didn't dream about Qi Feng, nor did I have hallucinations, and I didn't think about eating and drinking because of it... ...Look, I don't have dark circles either? Is my mental state normal?"

As he said that, he smiled softly.

But on the contrary, it made Nitro feel even more uneasy.

So she looked at him for a long time and sighed.

Xia Youjie knew what she was thinking and couldn't help feeling a little helpless.

At this moment, Xia Youjie's cell phone in his pocket vibrated, and a special ringtone sounded.

He was holding the phone in his left hand, which was always in his pocket. Nitro saw that his wrist was tied with a wristband. He had this habit ten years ago. At first, she thought that this guy had committed suicide by cutting his wrist. Gojo Satoru opened it up and found out that it was a shallow knife wound. If he looked at it a second later, it might have healed to the point where there was no scar!

So Nitro didn't pay much attention to it.

Her attention was attracted by Xia Youjie's frozen expression when he heard the bell.But soon he returned to that leisurely smile.Nitro looked sideways and found that it was a message.

[Xia Youjun, it has been detected that there is a second-level mantra ghost in the D area.Attached location.jpgQ...]

【knew.Xia Youjie...]

After replying, Xia Youjie noticed Nitro's gaze: "I have received a mission, do you want to go together? Nitro."

"It just so happens that there is nothing to do, and there are fewer and fewer curse spirits recently, so let's go and have a look."

Jia Ruozi wanted to know what kind of second-level magic spirit would dispatch Xia Youjie, a super-level magician, and it was the level of a special broadcast in the mail.

The keen intuition of women makes her quite concerned about this matter.But Xia Youjie's frank invitation made her hesitate again.

Then go check it out.

It just so happened that after going to the battlefield ten years ago, Nitro started the way of violent nurse.Anyway, no matter what kind of injury she has, she has a reversal technique that can heal it.

So she doesn't hate going to the front.

After arriving at the place, Q's fighters have been well-trained and arranged the scene.

In the ensuing encounter with the curse spirit, Jiarui Nitzi realized in a trance that the enemy's imaginary spell spirit would inject a neurotoxin into the opponent during the attack, causing people to have some hallucinations.

As a result, Jiarui Glass saw the figure of the orange-haired woman with her back facing her under the tree with cherry blossoms falling from its branches.

She is taller and more slender than before, she has lost her high school girlishness, and is more mature and intellectual.

It's... 25-year-old Qi Feng.

"Qi Feng!"

She cried out uncontrollably.

So the woman turned her head bit by bit if she felt it.

Nitroz desperately opened his eyes wide, but the hair lifted by the wind blocked Qi Feng's face.

——"Glass."

Xia Youjie's calm voice came from the side, dragging Nitro out of the hallucination.So she didn't see the face of 25-year-old Qi Feng until the last moment.

Yeah, her life stopped.

Thinking bitterly, Nitro suddenly went to see Xia Youjie.

Xia You, could it be because of hallucinations that he——

Xia Youjie calmly condensed the curse spirit into a curse spirit core, looked at her in confusion and tilted his head: "What's wrong?"

"Didn't you see..." Hallucination.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I forgot to explain to Nitzi before, this type of spell spirit is produced from people's thoughts and obsessions. Although it is a second-level, the strength is not strong, but it is a difficult spiritual system. I have A curse spirit that restricts the spirit system, the people at Q can't handle it, so I hand it over to me."

Xia Youjie paused.

"I was also trapped by its spell at first, but now I won't, it can be solved easily."

such……

Nitro nodded silently, it could be seen that he was telling the truth.

Later, after getting to know the members of Q, they also confirmed Xia Youjie's words.However, it was Xia Youjie who, after solving the curse spirit once or twice, took the initiative to undertake the request to undertake all future spell spirits of this type.

Maybe, like Xia You said, he has come out?

Nitro wants to...

After she left, Xia Youjie returned home, and his out-of-focus eyes fell on the magic core.

why?

He thought, walked into the bathroom, took off his clothes, and fell into the bathtub filled with hot water.

The sports wristband was randomly placed on one side, and the young man's bare wrist was spread out, revealing overlapping scars. The latest scars can be seen to be crooked numbers, and the old scars underneath can barely be seen digital traces.

"65..."

This is the number of times he has seen Qi Feng in the past ten years.

He didn't lie to Glass, he just concealed something important.

——"I didn't dream of Qi Feng."

——“No hallucinations either.”

This is real……

This is the sad reality.

At the beginning after being hit by Qi Feng's death again, Xia Youjie wanted to fall into memories in a daze.

But apart from the few encounters with the leader Qi Feng, Qi Feng's own memories have been completely deprived of him.

When he saw things and thought about people, he could only see himself from Qi Feng's perspective, and he couldn't even see Qi Feng's expression at that time.

So Xia Youjie wanted to dream of Qi Feng.

Xia Youjie wants to see the illusion of Qi Feng's existence.

Even if you deceive yourself.

But Qi Feng has completely separated himself from Xia Youjie.

After she lost her obsession and affection for Xia Youjie from generation to generation, she also completed the great cause she had because of this obsession.The moment she died, she even smiled contentedly.

So she never entered Xia Youjie's dream again, nor gave Xia Youjie a false illusion.

In Xia Youjie's dream, there is only an empty darkness.

Until he encountered this curse spirit.

The illusion of her existence can only be had when confronted with this spell.But reason told Xia Youjie more clearly that this was an illusion, and it was also the method used by the curse spirit to confuse him - the qifeng he saw was not a chiffon, but something conjured by the curse spirit.

So he calmly and self-sufficiently forced himself out of the illusion.

In the form of inflicting pain on wrist scratches.

Then, without blinking an eye, cast out the curse spirit.

He switched between being calm and sober, but still greedy for the brief moment when he saw Qi Feng.

65.

There are more than 650 days in ten years.

But Xia Youjie only saw Qi Feng for 65 days.

The last time I saw Qi Feng was 466 days ago.

"why……"

"Why, hallucinations are useless to me?"

——"I was also trapped by its spell at first, but not now."

This sentence is also true.

Xia Youjie muttered to himself, he could hardly restrain his envy and jealousy towards Nitzi who was hallucinating today.

Perhaps it is because of the resistance to the spiritual attacks of this kind of curse spirit during the many exorcisms.No matter how many curse spirits of the same type he exorcised during these 466 days, Xia Youjie could no longer have hallucinations related to Qi Feng.

Confirming the numbers on his wrist has become Xia Youjie's daily routine.

He's been behaving normally.

But only after confirmation.

The pain that had been sluggish, or it could be said that it was so painful that he couldn't feel it, would return. Xia Youjie was overwhelmed by the overwhelming pain when he got up, and bent over for a long time before he gasped for breath and let out a moan from his lips.

"Maybe I'm...really crazy."

"What should I do, Qi Feng?"

After Xia Youjie's bitter summer ended, he never dared to see bitter summer again.

……

It took a long time for the young man to walk out of the room, and the screen of the mobile phone beside him flickered.

He glanced down.

It's Gojo Satoru's news.

[Wujo Satoru: Jie——]

[Gojo Satoru: There are finally new students, the special spell users detected by Q, in Tokyo Risakura, a man and a woman. 】

[Wujo Satoru: We are one for each of us, how about that? 】

Wu this guy...

but……

[Xia Youjie: Okay. 】