The horn I hold says I am Bai Yueguang

Chapter 29: Jinghong 1 Side

The atmosphere in the house is quiet.If such a sudden series of events hadn't happened, it would be a pleasant afternoon now.

Gu Heliang crossed his long legs and was speechless for a while.His good eloquence and talent as a cross talk actor seemed to have disappeared out of thin air. Facing Li Yu's question, he didn't know how to speak.

Some things have been left in the bottom of my heart for too long, but it is difficult to speak frankly.

But Gu Heliang is Gu Heliang after all.In the face of difficult problems, the young class leader of Xiyuan Club, who is not surprised at all, can always find solutions quickly.

"Maybe it's a bit abrupt, but I have something I want to show you."

Li Yu had seen what Gu Heliang was talking about half a month ago.At that time, he thought it was Xueba's beautiful notebook, but when he wanted to find out, Gu Heliang quietly picked it up.Today, it is still in the old house of the Gu family, and it is still next door to Gu Heliang's bedroom.In the same location, Gu Heliang personally placed the book containing the secrets in his hands.

"journal?"

Li Yu looked up at Gu Heliang hesitantly.

"You'll know when you open it." Gu Heliang dodged his eyes unnaturally, and found an excuse to leave, "I'll make a pot of tea."

As soon as Gu Heliang left, the study room became empty.Li Yu sat down at the desk and opened the title page.

Last time he only saw the words "I saw him again" and didn't look down, but this time he read it completely.

"I saw him again. Like a ghost, quietly falling into a dream, as if invisible. In the past, I learned the ancient saying, "Like a frightened bird, like a dragon swimming", all of which floated on the surface, and I only realized it yesterday. I woke up in the morning and felt lost. So I didn’t go to practice early exercises, but I recorded my state of mind here to observe the movement.”

Li Yu stroked his hair, feeling sour in his heart.What kind of person is this, who can make Xiao Gu's classmate back then haunt his dreams, and he can't forget it when he wakes up in the morning, so he must write it down immediately?

"I wasn't interested in the school's [-]-day swearing-in party yesterday. I just felt sleepy. But I had to speak on stage at the end, so I had to stay in the background. Although it was noisy and messy, I could recite the speech silently."

The date Li Yu went to see the diary was February 17, 2, so yesterday was the 20th.

170219, isn't this the password for the diary in Boss Gu's bedroom?

In terms of time, he was in the first year of high school that year, and Gu Heliang was in the third year of high school, and it was Gu Heliang's [-]-day swearing-in meeting for the college entrance examination.Their school will always hold a vote before this, and according to the opinions of the students of the whole grade group, select the students who are recognized as the best students in the third year of high school to give speeches and take oaths.

It seems that Gu Heliang was elected that year.

But Li Yu had no impression of this, because he didn't have time to listen to the final speech.He only vaguely remembered that after that day, there were more girls running to the door of the third floor after class every day.

Who did Gu Heliang see at the swearing-in meeting?

Li Yu then looked down.

"The performance went smoothly at first, but when it was the penultimate show, there was a commotion in the backstage. It seemed that the people who were supposed to perform were not on the scene, and they couldn't find it anywhere. The music teacher in charge of the coordinator asked me if I could save the show and give a speech directly. Naturally, there is no problem. In fact, if there is an allegro, I can also do a stand-up, but it is a pity that no one asked me."

Li Yu let out a laugh.As I write this, Xiao Gu's little pride of the year has been fully reflected.

"At that time, I was about to go to the stage, and there was a flutter of chickens and dogs behind me. Suddenly, someone rushed me away, took my way, shouted 'sorry', and went on. I was dumbfounded at the time, and I heard the voice of a young man, but I saw the skirt of the red dress jumping out."

"Ah!" Li Yu straightened up, suddenly aware of something.

Wasn't the person who arrived late and rushed to the stage in a hurry?

He remembers it clearly.At the swearing-in meeting that day, he had a solo dance.But he was delayed because of family affairs, and he came back in a hurry until the end, and hurried onto the stage.

He didn't intend to come back at all—since his father was imprisoned, his mother has been in poor health. She had a heart attack that day and was rushed to the hospital.Lin Yuling knew that Li Yu had a performance at school.Because she has been engaged in acting for many years, her professional ethics made her send her son back before she stabilized her condition.Li Yu listened to his mother's words and rushed to the performance.

But when he returned to the hospital after the performance, his mother fell into a deep coma, and died a week later, never waking up again.

For so many years, Li Yu has been regretting it.If he hadn't followed his mother's request to go back to school, he wouldn't have spent the last time with his mother by his side.

But he never expected that this unforgettable performance would be deeply imprinted in Gu Heliang's memory.

"I don't claim to be a person who lacks speech, and I used to talk, learn and sing as a daily routine when I was a child. I think the power and performance of words are equally shocking. But when the song of "The King of Lanling" rang in my ears, I When I saw him dancing, I found that even if all the words in the world were piled up, it was not as beautiful as what I saw before my eyes.

My position is very good, there is no shelter in front of me, as if he only jumped to me.I can clearly appreciate his red hair and black hair, white teeth and bright eyes.For the first time, I realized that beauty has no gender, no age, only purity and sincerity.

I became anxious for no reason.I have nothing but a pair of useless eyes that hold nothing.Even if I revisit it repeatedly, the memory will gradually fade with physiological instinct.In my panic, I saw the flashing lights under the stage flickering non-stop, which made me breathe a sigh of relief.At least someone has recorded this moment for me, and it's not too late to ask for it.

A dance ended in such a short time. When I came back to my senses, the smear of red floated past me again, and the fleeting hem of the clothes scratched my heart like a feather, light and itchy. Can not ignore.

I'm sorry, but in the rest of my speech I went over the script entirely by instinct and muscle.I am ashamed of the thunderous applause, but I can't control it.My mind was hooked, not here at all. "

Seeing this, Li Yu's face was already red hot, and his heart was pounding.

No wonder Gu Heliang treated him very special with all the past events.At first, he thought it was Boss Gu who was cold-hearted and warm-hearted, gentle and polite, but later he thought it was because he became more and more acquainted. Boss Gu has always been tolerant and generous to his friends.

The handwriting on the thin paper is clear and powerful.Li Yu could even picture in his mind the appearance of the young Gu Heliang lying on the table early in the morning, analyzing himself in depth, with a strict look.

There is a photo on the back of this page, which is a high-definition frontal photo of Li Yu, just when he finally bent over to take a curtain call and smiled.The photo is a bit dry and blurry, but it is still clean, not even half a corner.

Gu Heliang also wrote down the origin of the photos in detail, and the diary was already on the 21st.

"If I were really the president in the material, maybe I could order the assistant '3 minutes, I want all his information'. Unfortunately, I am not. I can only ask myself."

Li Yu could see endless grievances in just a few dozen words.

"It took a few breaks today, starting from the program list of the swearing-in meeting, to find a classmate in the literature and art department, and then asked about it. He turned out to be a junior in the first year of high school, and his grades seem to be pretty good. I don't dare to bother him. , after all, there is no reason.

But it's not without gains.Relying on the name of the former student union chairman, I went to screen the photos that were put on the bulletin board, took the best one and took it away, and put it in the diary, so I will remember it. "

Li Yu: "???"

You are a little immoral at such a young age, Boss Gu.

"His name is very nice. The man from Liyang Ferry has not returned, and Yu also crossed the Xiangshui River with you——Li Yu."

"Li Yu."

Li Yu, who was immersed in the diary, came back to his senses suddenly when the voice rang in his ear. When he looked up, he saw Gu Heliang came back with a teapot and cup.

The person concerned was standing in front of him, Li Yu closed the diary in his hand, his eyes flickered back and forth silently, looking a little nervous.

Gu Heliang sat down beside him, "Where did you see it?"

"I saw you stealing my photo."

Gu Heliang pursed his lips and smiled, "It's just the beginning of love, and it's hard to control myself."

Then, he sighed quietly, "This diary has carried all the turmoil of that period, and it is extremely precious to me. But do you know why it is put together with these textbooks?"

Holding the tea bowl, Li Yu shook his head silently.

"Because I thought that I would never meet you again. Even if I were lucky enough to meet again, you would not forgive me."

Li Yu stared at Gu Heliang slightly in astonishment.

Gu Heliang said, "At that time, the college entrance examination was about to take place. Although Peking University had lowered the grades for me, the pressure from my teachers and family was still great. I had to calm down and think about getting closer to you after the college entrance examination. Who would have thought that , They said that you have already withdrawn from school. Only then did I know that you have suffered so much grievances outside the desk on the third floor where I thought it was peaceful, and some of them are related to me. "

Li Yu lowered his head and sipped his tea in small sips.The bitter taste rises on the tip of the tongue and flows down the throat, and the sweetness passes over the roots of the teeth, as if nothing.

Gu Heliang just went to ask a few people and took a photo, showing a little bias.But these seemingly insignificant admiration and casual inquiries, after layers of fermentation and rumors, became more and more intense when it came to Li Yu.

Since that day, he has become somewhat famous and talked about.Then get involved with Fengyun Senior Gu Heliang, no matter how much Li Yu clarifies and denies it, the story will be spread more and more with rumors.Even the class teacher came to talk to him.

Li Yu still remembers the content of the conversation firmly.

"Li Yu, that classmate has long been a prospective student of Peking University! How could you disturb him at such a critical time? He can't get into Peking University, can you afford this responsibility?"

"I don't, I don't know each other at all..." The three became tigers, and weak resistance was useless.

"You are still relying on other people's assistance to live, so why don't you make progress in your head? Call your aunt to come to the office tomorrow."

After the death of the mother, the family no longer has a source of income.Li Yu had to live with his grandmother and rely on his aunt Liping.

Li Ping is weak-tempered and tightly controlled by her husband's family. She dare not treat her nephew and mother too kindly, and only gives me a meager living allowance every month to barely support their grandparents and grandchildren.

When Li Yu went home that day, he told Liping clearly about it.Li Ping was supposed to come, but Li Yu didn't expect that his cousin Liu Yan, who was in the same grade as him, rushed into his classroom during the big class break on the second day. In front of the classmates, she pointed at Li Yu and scolded Li Yu. .

"The father is a big vampire who sucks the blood of the people and the country! You are a little vampire who sucks my family's money and doesn't know how to repay it, causing trouble everywhere, having sex with seniors, and ruining our family's reputation. It’s been eight lifetimes of bad luck to have a relative like you. Why did you ask my mother to come and apologize to the teacher? Ah? Why!”

Why?

Regardless of moral or legal aspects, Liu Yan's words seem aggressive, but they are actually vulnerable.

But Li Yu, who was ignorant of the world at that time, couldn't be a reasonable person who fought with words. He had only heard praises and boasting endlessly since he was a child. How has he ever become the target of public criticism?

That day, he ran away in embarrassment and annoyance, or pointing fingers with curiosity or contempt, half a month later he applied to drop out of school alone, and never returned to campus.

That was an extremely disheartening half year in Li Yu's life.

Family conflicts, notoriety, the first taste of the suffering of life, and the support of life.

The cause was Gu Heliang, but even if there was no Gu Heliang, there would still be Gu Heyou and Gu Hechai, which eventually caused him to break up with Liping's family.

He has always followed the path of art, and there is nothing wrong with him now.

Furthermore, it is clearly a matter of "so you knew the truth all along but you tricked me into turning you around, you big liar", it can play sixty-level sadomasochism in TV dramas.However, Li Yu was reading Gu Heliang's "White Moonlight" diary, and his heart was already in a mess.

"Li Yu."

While Li Yu was digesting the past, Gu Heliang stretched out his hand and gently grasped his wrist which was resting on the table.

"I don't want to miss you again, can you understand?"

The author has something to say:

The people who crossed the river in Liyang did not return, and Yu also crossed the Xiangshui River with you.

What is the coolest thing to have a crush on?

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