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Liang Xinhe didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she opened her eyes again, she was alone on the bed.

She got up and stretched, sat for a while, and saw two pillows sideways, she looked at them for a while, and found something different, it turned out that the pillow she was sleeping on was Ning Xi's pillow.

She smiled silly, but curled her lips again.

Hey, at least you can sleep in your arms.

Anyway, until she fell asleep, Ning Xi didn't come to hug her. After going through the last time, even though she wanted to, she didn't dare to act rashly to hug her.

She got up, passed the bathroom with her mobile phone in hand, and went to the living room to take a look. There was no one in the living room, and Ning Xi was busy in the kitchen.

She took a few glances, stepped back, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

She mused at her face in the mirror and exhaled.

Could it be that Ning Xi and his ex are talking about a platonic love, only focusing on the communication of spirit and soul, not the communication of body?Or is she asexual?

Liang Xinhe turned on the phone and began to search for related words.

"Do platonic people kiss?"

"What behaviors does asexuality include?"

"What if I suddenly found my lover Plato?"

……

After searching and searching, Liang Xinhe's eyebrows were all twitched. There was not much effective information, and she was upset and irritable.

Although she can understand what she said to take her time, but she didn't show any signs of "crossing the line" when she fell asleep, isn't it too much?

However, it is clear that they are very good when they kiss, and they are very devoted...

When Liang Xinhe came out again, Ning Xi was already in the living room.

"I just wanted to wake you up..." There was no sunlight outside, and the living room was gloomy. Standing in it, Ning Xi was like a fresh morning mist. Her faint smile was the light, "Let's have breakfast."

Liang Xinhe hummed with his heart pounding.

Breakfast includes milk, hot orange juice, baked toast slices, boiled eggs, fried poached eggs and luncheon meat, steamed purple potatoes, corn, walnut buns, and meat buns.

"And porridge."

"Isn't it too rich?" Liang Xinhe had never eaten such a variety of breakfasts, "How can the two of us finish?"

Ning Xi smiled lightly: "I'm used to cooking more breakfast, and if I can't finish it, I eat it at noon."

"Well, are you busy writing..." Liang Xinhe sat down.

"...No, it's always been like this before," Ning Xi sat down opposite her.

Does she mean that she rarely cooks herself?She seldom prepares food except for cooking for herself.

Liang Xinhe lowered his eyes and smiled, took a sip of milk, picked up the walnut bun and ate it.

Ning Xi also drank the orange juice.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Liang Xinhe looked at the plates on the table.

"...It's pretty good." Ning Xi paused while holding the glass, and her eyes fell on it.

Ok.

Liang Xinhe silently sighed inwardly, and immersed himself in eating.

Ning Xi subconsciously felt that she should say something, but her lips parted slightly, but she swallowed it down her throat.

Silence suddenly fell over the two of them.

During the period, both of them wanted to talk, but once the silence lasted for a long time, and the emotions could not be expressed in words, the silence was prolonged uncontrollably.

Fortunately, Liang Xinhe's phone on the table vibrated, and Han Kailiang's WeChat message popped up: "Where is it?"

"I'll go back to Lao Han's news, it's probably a matter of work." Liang Xinhe raised his eyes and said to her.

"En." Ning Xi nodded softly.

"I'm working from home today, how about you?"

"I'll go out when it rains a little bit. By the way, I have to tell you something after thinking about it. Let me first say sorry."

Liang Xinhe saw that she was a little serious, so he sat up a little bit, and typed: "Say it."

As soon as her body language changed, Ning Xi's eyes also narrowed, and finally said: "Xinhe..."

"Ok?"

Liang Xinhe responded, and caught sight of the sentence "I scolded Miss Ning yesterday", before turning his head around, "Why did Lao Han say she scolded you..."

"She told me it was your mother's death day." Ning Xi looked at her.

Liang Xinhe was stunned for a few seconds, met her eyes, and the news went around in his head for a few times, and he nodded silently after clarifying the whole situation.

Ning Xi paused for a moment, then said slowly, "Xin He, you can actually tell me about such an important day."

"Ah, I thought you had to concentrate on writing..." Liang Xinhe blinked. Now that I think about it, she might have had a momentary idea to tell Ning Xi, but it was just passing by.

"I..." Ning Xi's chest rose and fell slightly, staring at her, "I hope to be with you on such a day, instead of leaving you alone."

Liang Xinhe was quiet for a while before saying: "Actually, I will pass if I am not busy with work. Instead, it is the anniversary of death every year. Every time I go there in a hurry."

She sighed slightly: "I usually go to see my mother, and I feel that she is still there. Every minute and every second of the death day reminds me that it is on this day that she is gone."

Ning Xi reached out and shook her hand.

Liang Xinhe smiled at her, hesitated for a while, and finally said: "Yesterday, it wouldn't have been so long, we met the Zhou Banquet."

Ning Xi's eyebrows twitched: "She went too..."

"Well, she actually helped me choose my mother's cemetery, she knows the address..." Liang Xinhe lowered his eyes, but he didn't see Ning Xi's frown when he heard it.

"Last time you told me that she broke up with her incumbent, and now she is looking for you again?"

"Oh," Liang Xinhe really didn't want to talk about Zhou Yan, "she's just like that..."

"Are you getting back together?" Ning Xi paused.

"...She meant that," Liang Xinhe looked at her, "but I rejected it."

"Um……"

The two quieted down, did not delve deeper into the topic, but finished their breakfast in silence.

After eating, Ning Xi cleared the table without asking Liang Xinhe to help, "I'll do it."

She turned her back and was busy by the sink, slender and plain, like a white tea plant, blooming quietly and restrainedly, but there was an existence that could not be ignored.

Liang Xinhe looked at her back, and suddenly felt sad in his heart.

She didn't notice that Ning Xi was carrying her behind her back, the water from the faucet was gurgling, her eyelids were drooping, hiding complicated emotions.

Many memories flooded my mind.

When she went to see the house with her cousin, she thought carefully that Xinhe designed everything in the house, such as the well-designed shoe cabinet at the entrance, the cloakroom...

They used to buy a house together, discussed the details of their future life together, and fucked Xin He's deceased mother together to arrange funeral affairs.

She had seen Zhou Yan, in the art commune's exhibition, she looked very energetic and good-looking, and at first glance she was the type who would please girls.

In comparison, my temper is not good, I can't express it, and I didn't do anything for Xinhe.

Ning Xi felt that her blood flow had slowed down, and a strange sour and obscure feeling welled up in her heart.

As long as she was tidying up slowly, Liang Xinhe watched her from behind for a long time.

When Ning Xi turned around, she met her clear eyes, which contained a lot of words.

Ning Xi was startled slightly, her heart suffocated.

When they were together face to face, there had never been such a large distance, and no one spoke. After more than ten seconds of silence, Ning Xi still couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

"I want to ask..." Liang Xinhe took a deep breath, his eyes turned red, "If Lao Han hadn't told you, wouldn't you have gone to find me..."

Ning Xi was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said, "It's not like this...I..."

She wanted to say that she called Lao Han because she couldn't find her, and she also wanted to say that she didn't feel that Lao Han was scolding her at all.

But she was stuck.

Can't speak.

This matter is not worth mentioning at all, how could she have the nerve to tell Xin He to prove herself?

Liang Xinhe's eyes dimmed.

In this moment of blankness, or a few seconds, or a minute or two, Ning Xi was completely at a loss, and her mind was blank.

Liang Xinhe quickly wiped the corners of his eyes, and smiled implicitly: "I went upstairs to work."

Ning Xi watched her leave helplessly, and was stunned for a long moment. She didn't know what to do, but there was a voice in her heart screaming:

Go after it, go after it.

Otherwise it's over.

So she ran out.

At the moment, the elevator is also slow and gloating.

She couldn't wait, so she ran up the stairs, and when she got to the 20th floor, she hurriedly rang the doorbell: "Xinhe, Xinhe..."

After a few seconds, Liang Xinhe opened the door.

When she saw her face, Ning Xi blinked slowly and was dumbfounded again.

Liang Xinhe looked at her without blinking, and puffed up his face: "What are you doing?"

"You, do you want to break up with me?" Ning Xi's heart was numb from suffocation, and her back felt cold, as if she had returned to the desperate situation of love and quarrel when she was young.

At that time, whenever Zhang Nisi was unhappy, she would break up.

Liang Xinhe frowned: "Ah? You want to break up?"

Ning Xi shook her head violently: "No, no, I don't want it, I'm afraid of you..."

"Then what nonsense are you talking about!" Seeing her pale face, Liang Xinhe quickly grabbed her hand and pulled her into the room.

Just now she was sad and didn't read WeChat, and waited in the elevator before clicking on Han Kailiang's voice: "She called me to ask me where you were, and I said today is your mother's death day, what's going on, you Didn't you tell her?"

"I scolded her quite hard. If she was scolded and cried by me, you can't blame me, hehehehe... You can't forget your friends when you are in love."

After listening to her, her emotions have actually eased a lot, and she was about to go back to Ning Xi's room, but she was very depressed, and she didn't want to go back so easily, at least let Ning Xi feel anxious and panicked, at least It will take half an hour.

At least this time she will come to take the initiative to find herself.

Although I have already looked for it just now, I need to do it again.

She tried so hard to convince herself, but after 10 minutes she couldn't hold on any longer.

After finally staying up for another 5 minutes, the doorbell rang.

At this moment, looking at Ning Xi who was in shock, Liang Xinhe's heart softened suddenly.

"You can't do this, how can you beat me in future quarrels?" Liang Xinhe bent his lips, gave her a look, and continued, "Also, why do you think it's a breakup when you quarrel? This is wrong."

Ning Xi's heart slowly settled down, being stared at by her made her heart a little itchy, like a seedling sprouting in the light rain, fluffy and soft.

Her eyes also became quiet, and she stared silently at the past.

Liang Xinhe felt a little guilty when she looked at her, and muttered: "Why? I can't lose my temper?"

Ning Xi held her hand and leaned forward.

When her lips pressed against each other, Liang Xinhe's heart seemed to be flooded by warm water, and the tips of her noses pressed against each other, hugging them together.

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