Ideal place

Wen Ran and Xiao Xue sat side by side on the floor of the bedroom, with their backs leaning against the bed, each holding a can of beer in their hands.At 01:30 in the morning, after listening to Wen Ran's various experiences during this period, Xiao Xue took a long and heavy breath, but she couldn't get rid of the depression condensed in her chest.

After a while, she stretched out her arm sideways, and took Wen Ran into her arms.

Wen Ran wiped her tears and snot all over her pajamas, and immediately received a blow to Xiao Xue's head on the forehead: "Poor little boy, where are you rubbing it?"

"Sister." With a strong nasal voice, Wen Ran leaned on Xiao Xue's shoulder and asked choked up, "Tell me, why are we so obsessed with love?"

Under the dim light, the heating in the room was adequate, Xiao Xue patted Wen Ran's back regularly: "Because we are born sinful, doomed to be controlled by emotions and desires, tasted loneliness, but are unwilling to be alone, that's why we become addicted to love, But once you get into it, you can’t get out of it.”

"If only I could recognize the status quo clearly like you." Wen Ran murmured, "In that case, I might be able to escape unscathed."

"Lucky people can love many people and know how to protect themselves from harm. Unlucky people are only obsessed with 'single-mindedness' and 'long-term' in one person." Xiao Xue said, "I have long since given up any expectations for love. gone."

Pausing for a moment, Wen Ran said: "'Expectation' is like a poison. Most people choose to drink poison to quench their thirst, and I am no exception. That's why I have come to where I am today."

"Ranran." Warm palms stroked Wen Ran's forehead, Xiao Xue said, "Come and live with me, let me take care of you for a while, Nan Qiu will agree."

Wen Ran shook his head slightly, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "No, I don't want to cause any trouble to the people I care about."

The lights were extinguished, the moonlight streamed silver and white in front of the window, Wen Ran wrapped the quilt tightly, and Xiao Xue held his hand, just like when he was a child, accompanying him to sleep peacefully.

"It will be fine." Xiao Xue said softly, "Ranran, everything will be fine."

Xiao Xue couldn't remember when her consciousness was disconnected, and it was still dark when she opened her eyes, but Wen Ran's bed was already cold.An unread message was displayed on the phone, and Wen Ran sent a short confession 10 minutes ago: Sister, I love you forever.

"Crack", the lighter burst into flames in the dark, Xiao Xue smoked half a cigarette dully, sat on the bed and looked at the flying snow outside the window, it was almost the Spring Festival, but she still couldn't think of anything new year wishes.

Returning to Wanxin Community, stepping into the house, Wen Ran walked straight to the bedroom without taking off her shoes.Pei Nanqiu slept soundly, his chest rising and falling weakly, Wen Ran stood by the bed and watched for a long time, then knelt down reverently, and leaned over to press the edge of the bed.

In the early morning light, he kissed Pei Nanqiu's lips, and lightly licked the gap between the other's lips with the tip of his tongue. He couldn't help but smile and rolled his eyes.

Wen Ran tasted the long-lost sweetness.

Turning around and crawling towards the end of the bed, Wen Ran put his face against Pei Nanqiu's leg, and the moment his arms hugged him, he finally felt a heart-piercing pain.

He whispered to Pei Nanqiu in his heart: Nanqiu, I'm sorry.

Forget Aran who only makes you sad.Wen Ranxin said, please let yourself go and look forward bravely.

As the door closed with a "click", Pei Nanqiu opened his eyes, got up and dragged the wheelchair, sat on it awkwardly, and quickly slid the wheels towards the French window in the living room.

The sun shines unimpededly on the Wanxin community, Pei Nanqiu looks down at the downstairs, Wen Ran's back is lonely, he walks in a small piece of darkness created between the buildings.Pressing his fingertips against the cold glass, Pei Nanqiu "touched" Wen Ran, opened and closed his lips and teeth, hesitated to speak several times, and finally turned into a long sigh.

Ah Ran, come back early, I will wait for you at home.

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