Ideal place

Pei Nanqiu didn't expect Wen Ran to come back early, he had just prepared the ingredients for dinner.Wen Ran took off her coat, without saying a word, ran straight to the bathroom with her slippers on, took a clean hot bath, soaped her body six times, and scratched two skins.

Drying her hair, spraying on some perfume, opening the door and smelling a strong smell of rice, Wen Ran walked towards the living room, where winter melon pork ribs soup was warm on the table, Pei Nanqiu slid the wheelchair with difficulty, and said: "Tomato paella is still in etc."

He wrinkled his nose and asked suspiciously, "Aran, why are you so fragrant?"

With disheveled hair and pale face, Wen Ran smiled palely: "Nan Qiu, stop busy, I want to chat with you."

They have lived together for almost six years, and they have never had a real heart-to-heart conversation. Pei Nanqiu couldn't ask what was hidden in his heart, and Wen Ran didn't know how to face it.

Right now, Wen Ran chose to confess, and Pei Nanqiu was naturally willing to listen to him open up, but felt that his behavior was really abnormal.

Pulling back the seat, Wen Ran grabbed the spoon and poured a bowl of hot soup for Pei Nanqiu first.Then bowed his head to taste, smacked his mouth, Wen Ran smiled and commented: "It tastes good."

Pei Nanqiu carefully studied Wen Ran's expression, then put down the bowl and chopsticks, and said in a gentle voice: "If you have anything to say, just say it, I will listen carefully."

Wen Ran scratched his bangs uncomfortably, and rubbed his pajama pants back and forth with his cold palm. He tried to maintain his calm and took a deep breath: "The person who sent you the photo is called Tong Zhiyou. I met him at Wudu gay bar. He maintained a cannon/friend relationship for more than a year."

The bloody reality was torn apart in front of Pei Nanqiu, and the hands on the wheelchair trembled uncontrollably.

"The reason why I chose him is because his appearance is very similar to Jian Xize." The word "Jian Xize" has always been a forbidden word in this family.It's been six years, and this is the first time Wen Ran has said bluntly, "I don't want to lie to you anymore, Nan Qiu, every day I live with you, I look forward to Jian Xize coming back to me .”

Wen Ran lowered her eyes and stared at the clear soup in the bowl: "I paid so much for him when I was young that I didn't have the energy to love anyone later. I discovered this before I dated you."

Pei Nanqiu's voice trembled slightly: "So when you promised me, you didn't want to fall in love with me at all, but just wanted to find someone to comfort your body easily, right?"

With a hot face, Wen Ran replied shamelessly: "Yes."

Pei Nanqiu pressed down on his crippled legs, and suddenly felt that his life was too ridiculous.He tried to calm his emotions and asked rationally: "I only have two questions."

Pei Nanqiu looked at Wen Ran: "If I hadn't been in a car accident, would you still go to someone else?"

Wen Ran shook her head and said, "No."

Pei Nanqiu couldn't help laughing out loud.After taking a breath intermittently, he continued to ask: "If Jian Xize was the one who got into the car accident, would you still go to someone else?"

Wen Ran said frankly with red eyes: "No."

Putting his arms around his arms, Pei Nanqiu clenched his teeth with trembling shoulders, sobbing in despair, then covered his face, and laughed and said, "I really... lived a life in vain."

"If I'm not mistaken." Pei Nanqiu leaned decadently on the wheelchair, his long hair covered his thin side face, "Jian Xize has returned to China, right? You are leaving me, right?"

Wen Ran bit the tip of his tongue, the smell of blood permeated his mouth, he cheated: "Yes."

These few words of dialogue are enough to cut Pei Nanqiu into pieces.

"Nanqiu, you hate me." Wen Ran frowned, his stomach began to churn again, he quickly drank a mouthful of soup to suppress the desire to vomit, pondered for a moment, and said, "I'm the one who only disgusts you , don't waste any more time on me."

"Aren't you going to give up on me?" Wen Ran was about to lose his body senses with his out-of-control expression management and limbs that had nowhere to rest. "Let's just go on...let's go our own lives."

If Pei Nanqiu can loathe and hate himself, Wen Ran will get what he wants, at least the other party can finally get out of this fruitless relationship, no matter what kind of mentality he will live in in the future, as long as Pei Nanqiu is willing to look forward, it will be OK

But he never expected that Pei Nanqiu could see through his mind with a glance: "You should be very free and easy when you are acting so heartless? Shouldn't you be more relaxed after finally throwing away the burden of me?"

"But Ah Ran, I heard it, why is your heart crying out to me for help?"

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