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"But there must always be someone to fulfill the wishes of the gods."

·

Yuexixin and Ying Xianzhang have been together for 12 years, that is a very sweet past.But that was also a memory that made Yuexixin feel a little guilty before he died.

It's true to like Ying Xianzhang, and it's also true to plan on Ying Xianzhang.

"If Tiandao knew that you were emotional, wouldn't he go mad with anger?" He always looked arrogant, rolling around in Ying Xianzhang's arms, and then arrogantly asked him some useless questions, "He can punish any god, but he can't do anything to you, right?"

"So let him know."

Ying Xianzhang took him off his body and put him firmly on the ground, at the same time stopped him from jumping on him.

"How do you know he doesn't know?"

Yuexi Xin paused, "He knows?"

Ying Xianzhang didn't know, he kept this matter a good secret, except for the two of them, no third person in the world knew about their relationship.But to say whether Tiandao will have other channels, he is actually not sure.

But what Yuexixin said was right, even if Tiandao knew about it, Tiandao would not do anything to him.He and Tiandaoben are not in a vassal relationship, but the same spiritual power is divided into two parts that depend on each other, one is responsible for balancing and the other is responsible for conveying.

Therefore, although Ying Xianzhang is tight-lipped about the way of heaven, and even can be absolutely calm when facing Yuexi Xin, in fact, he doesn't care too much in his heart.

But neither he nor Yuexixin thought that what happened between them would not threaten them in the end.

·

It is true that Yuexixin went to Ying Xianzhang to find medicine for Yao'er.Then he lived there for 12 years, and he saw more in 12 years than he had seen in his entire life.

When Yuexixin went, there were some strict prohibitions from heaven, among which the gods were not allowed to have feelings, which made Yuexixin puzzled.Yuexixin, who just went there, doesn't know much about these concepts. He thinks it's unnecessary. If he has feelings, he has feelings. It seems that he has too much power to care so much.

But the Three Realms are running in an orderly manner under such an order. Even though Yuexixin felt strange, he didn't seem to want to fight for the truth.

That's it, the world has always been like this, it seems that it should be like this, it can only be like this.

Until he saw Ying Xianzhang execute a god who had intermarried with the present world with his own hands, she was already full-term pregnant.Even if she begged Ying Xianzhang to at least let her child go, it was still useless.

Yue Xixin didn't say anything, he just looked at it, he didn't understand, he still felt that it was unnecessary, it didn't mean it had to be like this, it was two lives after all.

Although he still quietly saved the child in her womb, he didn't do anything else.

But he still couldn't figure it out anyway, so he asked Ying Xianzhang, and what Ying Xianzhang told him was just the rules.

Yue Xixin: "Can't it be that the regulations are wrong?"

Ying Xianzhang didn't listen to his nonsense at all. The way of heaven has been like this since ancient times, and the world has been operating according to this order. It can continue to this day, which naturally shows that the existence of this law is necessary, and Yuexixin's doubts are really insignificant.

"You'd better not have such thoughts. If Heaven finds out, you won't even know how you died."

It's just that thoughts, once they exist, are hard to disappear, and he feels more and more that these rules are...wrong.

·

Similar situations again and again did not numb Yuexixin, but only made him feel more and more dissatisfied and questioned the order itself.

"20 people..." Yuexixin flipped through a booklet, which contained records of worldly affairs, and Ying Xianzhang let him read and play casually because he was bored, "In order for them to pray to the gods, you can let 20 Thousands of people died in it. Whether it is natural disasters, wars, killing each other, or Yizi eating it, it is just to make them pray to the gods?"

"Yeah." Ying Xianzhang is still indifferent, this is part of the operation, there is no reason for the gods to starve to death for the sake of this world, "If they are not believed in and made offerings, the gods will die too."

Yue Xixin lowered his eyes, he suddenly didn't know what to say, and he didn't intend to let the gods die, but this world shouldn't have to endure this.

Ying Xianzhang felt sorry for his appearance, the child seemed to be stuck in a closed loop of thinking and couldn't get out, "Do you know how gods come from?"

Only then did Yuexixin come to his senses, "Heaven created it."

Ying Xianzhang shook his head, "Only some of them are, and some of them are similar to you from cultivating immortals, and the rest are born by praying. It is the prayers of mortals who created them. Once they are created, they cannot be regretted." , They will always be threatened by this. Since they created it, the mortals themselves must continue to support it. And the gods created during this process to create turmoil in order to survive is a link in the cause and effect.”

Yue Xixin frowned, he felt that there was no such reason, but he didn't know what to refute him.

Ying Xianzhang quite liked seeing him in distress, but at that time Ying Xianzhang hadn't realized that this liking was abnormal at all, it was the emotion that he, as the Dao of Heaven, did not allow others to have.

"Then do you know how people come here, and why people look like this?"

Yue Xixin actually didn't want to chat with him anymore, but seeing that Ying Xianzhang rarely talked so much, he continued to ask questions.

Ying Xianzhang: "Ordinary people are created in the image of gods. They are close to gods, but not gods. Therefore, gods must be above ordinary people. It's that simple. The needs of gods must be greater than those of ordinary people. The needs of the heavens must also be greater than the needs of this world."

Yuexixin was so angry, but he could only grit his teeth and choke out two words, "Ridiculous."

Ying Xianzhang: "But that's it. Only Heaven cares about you, because it will affect the balance of the three realms. As for other gods, they never care."

Yue Xixin clenched his fists, "If you don't care, it's fine to start a war on purpose, so why not allow the gods to have feelings."

Ying Xianzhang laughed so much that Yue Xixin almost hit him, "If there is no difference between immortals and mortals, who will the gods control. The supremacy of gods depends on mortals to set off."

"It's not fair." Yue Xixin endured it, because he couldn't beat Ying Xianzhang.

Ying Xianzhang: "I'm not talking about fairness with you."

Yue Xixin twitched his lips, "Gods are not allowed to have selfish desires. To put it bluntly, it's just for the better control of Heaven, right? Whether it's gods or mortals, they are just playthings under the control of Heaven. He allows you to have feelings so you can have them." , he allowed you to control mortals and you can control them."

"Doesn't any of you feel that there is something wrong with the way of heaven?"

Ying Xianzhang: "Yes."

He should be very happy, "But as long as this kind of thought arises, Tiandao will assess his danger. If the threat is too great, he will die the moment his thought enters his mind."

Yue Xixin: "Then what about me."

Ying Xianzhang looked at him, but he didn't say anything for a while, "...you are here with me, so I naturally want to protect you well. But it's better to be cautious."

·

For Ying Xianzhang's protection, Yue Xixin had no intention of thanking him.

But there is nothing wrong with what Ying Xianzhang said, Yuexi Xin seemed to be struggling with himself, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't figure it out, his breath was not smooth, and he felt that there was something wrong with the way of heaven.

Ying Xianzhang thought that the book he gave him caused him to have these thoughts, so he took the book back, but subconsciously asked him, "Why do you care about this?"

Yuexi Xin was stunned, "Among the 20 people, there is my master, and I have a whole school of teachers. After my master took his brothers and sisters down the mountain, he never came back. Because the gods need to be worshipped, my whole family died."

"Even so, do you still feel that the way of heaven is right?"

·

At that time, Yuexixin couldn't do anything, and the only way he could think of to resist was to hook up with Ying Xianzhang.If even the boarders of Tiandao can have emotions, the prohibition of Tiandao would be extremely ridiculous.

And he really did.

When the ring was worn on Ying Xianzhang's hand, the crimson color told Yue Xixin that he had succeeded, and that Ying Xianzhang was indeed emotional, although the price was that he was also emotional.

He has always done things like hurting the enemy one thousand and self-defeating twenty-three thousand, but this time the accident was just a feeling of helplessness.He knew that if he continued, it would be a lose-lose situation.

In those 12 years, apart from talking about love with Ying Xianzhang, he naturally did a lot of things in private.In addition to saving Yanxin, Yuanhua, running a school, and taking in unwanted children, he has done many things.

He privately found many gods who already had feelings. For the first time, Yuexixin knew that the gods would panic because of this kind of thing.

He didn't understand that emotions were inherent in him, but the gods were actually afraid of all kinds of emotional ups and downs.This is so strange.

Yue Xixin wondered if Ying Xianzhang was also in this kind of panic, thinking this way, he felt even more unreasonable.

During that period of time, emotion was like a disease, penetrating into the group called gods little by little, gradually spreading, gradually destroying, and disintegrating the so-called order of the heavenly structure little by little.

Love and panic came into being.

·

"So you see, equality must be mutual." Yuexixin was still arrogant when facing Xianzhang, "If ordinary people are treated unequally, then the gods will definitely be oppressed."

"Gods cannot be without emotions, and mortals cannot be controlled by gods."

Ying Xianzhang just shook his head, "You have no idea what will happen."

Yu Chu was dissatisfied, "You are also emotional, don't talk to me in such a condescending tone."

Ying Xianzhang smiled helplessly, leaned over and rubbed the top of his hair, "Then do you know why they suddenly have emotions? It's because I have emotions."

The spiritual power with emotions was scattered to the heavens, and the gods contaminated with him also had emotions.

"I am Heaven, I am everything, and I am everyone."

How could Yuexixin know that this was the case, but after thinking about it, if Ying Xianzhang had feelings, other people would too...

Not bad!It is enough to seduce Ying Xianzhang alone.

Ying Xianzhang: "What kind of eyes do you have? If you're hungry, go eat."

After hearing this, Yue Xixin licked the corner of his mouth and smiled, "I'm hungry."

·

But Ying Xianzhang was right, he couldn't bear the consequences at all.

Everyone died, and those who had emotions died overnight.

This disease called love and panic was cured in this way.

·

Cai Fengyue pointed at Ying Xianzhang for the first time.

Ying Xianzhang: "I reminded you."

Yue Xixin still took the knife back, because he saw a very sad expression in Ying Xianzhang's eyes.The man in front of him was no longer the man who was unmoved by everything when we first met.

For a moment, Yuexixin didn't know if he had harmed him, if he had no emotion, he could still kill and make a decision.But at this time, Ying Xianzhang...Yue Xixin would feel sorry for him.

He squatted in front of Ying Xianzhang and asked softly, "Do you need me to save you?"

Ying Xianzhang pondered for a while, then rested his head lightly on Yuexixin's shoulder,

"Ah."

·

This was the first time Yuexixin had the idea of ​​killing Tiandao, he wanted to change this inexplicable order.

Only in this way can Xianzhang be saved.

He didn't say this to Ying Xianzhang, the fewer people who already know about this kind of thing, the better, but he still asked Ying Xianzhang a question.

"Are you going to die?"

Ying Xianzhang didn't know what this question meant, he shook his head and nodded again, "I don't know, maybe only when I'm dying will I know that I'm going to die."

Think about it too, he has nothing that can threaten his life, how could he know whether he will die or not.

Will Tao die that day?

Tiandao is dead, will Ying Xianzhang live?

If he wanted to kill Heaven, would he give up Ying Xianzhang?

·

He gave up.

In the end, he really stabbed the knife directly into Ying Xianzhang's chest, and even twisted it around. When he looked at Ying Xianzhang, there was only hatred for Tiandao in his eyes. This was the only way he could think of to get rid of Tiandao.

It was also the way he could think of to break up with Ying Xianzhang, because he was sorry for Ying Xianzhang.

The Dao of Heaven has no entity, it can only parasitize on others.Only when he is on Ying Xianzhang's body is the time when he can get rid of the way of heaven.

It's just that, Ying Xianzhang will die too.

Killing one person to save the world, Yuexi Xin really did so.Even doing it recklessly, he never thought about what would happen if the Dao of Heaven disappeared.

"But there must be someone to fulfill the god's wish." Until his death, Yuexixin also thought so.

Although he did not realize Ying Xianzhang's wish in the end.

·

"It's done."

Yue Chu was suddenly shocked by a whisper in his ear, it was Ying Xianzhang.He looked around and realized that it was not 3000 years ago, and he was Yue Chu not Yue Xixin.

Ying Xianzhang: "Isn't this already realized? We are all still alive, and the order that the Dao of Heaven insisted on has been broken by you. Now the Dao of Heaven no longer restricts mortals, and the gods no longer need offerings in this world. Interfering in the present world, everything you want has come true, hasn't it?"

Yue Chu glanced at him dissatisfied, "Can you get out the bastard in your heart before you say such things?"

"The bastard who lives in my heart?" Ying Xianzhang laughed, "Isn't that you."

"Hiss—" Yue Chu blushed suddenly, "Is he not here today?"

"Well, he left after giving us this memory, maybe he was afraid that you would stab him again." Ying Xianzhang looked amused, and dragged Yue Chu and the two of them to lie on the ground together.

Yue Chu looked at the night sky without stars and moon, "Can I kill Tiandao again?"

This is really exciting, and I really want to try it again.

Ying Xianzhang still laughed, "No, you were able to kill him last time because Tiandao didn't have a defense mechanism at that time. His entire defense is to kill the opponent when he senses that someone has rebellious thoughts, so he doesn't need to click Defensive attributes. But he didn’t expect the bad guys to be the two of us. But it’s not good now, because I’m too afraid of death, so I’m all on defense.”

"Tch, trash." Yue Chu was still in the mood to mock Tiandao, "Why did you help me back then."

"Huh?" Ying Xianzhang pretended to be stupid and didn't say anything.

Yu Chu didn't allow him to evade this question, "You trapped him in the end, didn't you?"

Seeing that, Ying Xianzhang couldn't hide it, "Well...it seems so."

Ying Xianzhang always knew what he was going to do, the look of wanting to kill himself but being reluctant to kill himself was too easy to guess.

Yue Chu relentlessly questioned, "Why, you will die. Or do you say you know you won't die."

Ying Xianzhang shook his head, "I'm different from the way of heaven, I can't peek into the future. But if I don't die, you can't live."

Yuexixin's spiritual power lasted for 3000 years. It was because of Ying Xianzhang's spiritual power to wrap him up and protect him layer by layer, so that his disciples had a chance to find him.

Yuechu: "Is it worth it? I am the one who gave up on you between others and you."

Ying Xianzhang turned over and faced him sideways, his eyes were full of warmth, "To fulfill the wish of the gods, this in itself is an amazing wish."

"And a god like me, isn't it just to fulfill the wish of a child like you?"

·

Yue Chu felt relieved, otherwise he really didn't know how to face Ying Xianzhang, but then he heard another thing from Ying Xianzhang.

It's something that doesn't exist in memory.

Ying Xianzhang: "Actually, you don't need to worry too much, because you are also being calculated by the law of heaven."

I don't understand at first.

Ying Xianzhang: "You are not the only one who realizes that the order is wrong, Tiandao himself also realizes it. But Tiandao is like a machine with a specific algorithm, which cannot be changed. He can only operate under the existing algorithm. Constantly leveling, so that the three worlds appear to be stable."

"But he knows that this situation is wrong. If it continues like this, there will definitely be greater hidden dangers."

"And then you showed up."

Yue Chu seemed to understand a bit, "He died voluntarily, because he knew he could still come back."

Ying Xianzhang: "That's probably the case. Some of the things you saw, your anger and dissatisfaction, are all calculated. What he wants to do is let you kill him. He needs to create a new order. "

"But if you want to say it, it should be unexpected that you can come back. He wanted to sacrifice you and save everyone. Just like you are going to sacrifice me."

So Yuchu really hated Tiandao, "When did you know this?"

Ying Xianzhang: "Just now. Heaven gave you back that part of memory. He also gave me his memory."

At this time, Ying Xianzhang still has no memory of those 12 years, but with the help of Tiandao, he can clearly see the part of how Yue Chu killed himself, and he has to read it over and over again.

Yu Chu's expression darkened a bit, "...Are you really going to become the Dao of Heaven again? I've put in so much effort, isn't it just so that you don't have to."

He stopped being awkward, he just didn't want Ying Xianzhang to go back to his previous life.He knew that Ying Xianzhang was not willing to do so.

Ying Xianzhang took him into his arms, "But the way of heaven must need a boarder. You know, no one is more suitable than me. You were willing to stab me for the sake of the common people, so you can naturally understand that I can't abandon the Three Realms regardless of."

Yue Chu: "But even without you in these 3000 years—"

Ying Xianzhang: "That's because there is Yao'er. Could it be possible to let Yao'er come now?"

Yue Chu stopped talking, Ying Xianzhang was right, it was impossible for him to choose Yao'er to be the boarder of the Dao of Heaven at this time.And Tiandao is not a fool, he finally ran out, and he will not go back if Yue Chu kills him again.

·

Ying Xianzhang raised his hand and flattened Yue Chu's brow, "I'll take you to a place tomorrow."

Yuechu: "Huh?"

Ying Xianzhang pinched his cheek, but did not explain, "You will be happy. If nothing changes, this may be the last thing I can do for you."