marry a pillow

Today's Yuechu not only lost an arm, but also lost his sight.

His body was always in pain, and he couldn't sleep all night because of the pain. In the past, at least Ying Xianzhang was there, so he could sleep for a while, but now even Ying Xianzhang couldn't make Yue Chu relieve the pain at all.

All Ying Xianzhang can do is hold him in his arms every night and talk to him quietly.If Yuechu felt better today, he chatted with him, but most of the time Yuechu just relied on him without saying a word.

Later, even Ying Xianzhang couldn't touch him anymore, the slightest touch would cause him to tremble with pain.Ying Xianzhang could only change him into the softest quilt, put him on it lightly, and then dared not move again.In the past, Yue Chu would rub against him and let him pat him to sleep, but now it would make him uncomfortable to be touched by Ying Xianzhang's breath.

But he couldn't see it, and if he couldn't perceive Ying Xianzhang, he would feel uneasy.

Reluctantly, Ying Xianzhang could only chat with him day and night, talking a lot about their past.He was afraid that Yue Chu would not want to listen, but Yue Chu didn't express anything, nor did he show any impatient expression.

Yue Chu thinks about removing the part of Song Zhong's memory, he is not going to want it, the rest should be only Ying Xianzhang's memory of Yue Chu.

Yan Che also said at that time that Ying Xianzhang was the last piece of the puzzle.

How angry, I have lived for 24 years, and my life has become a jigsaw puzzle, who can bear it.

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In fact, apart from his unhappiness, Yue Chu had a pretty good life in the past few days before his death.It has completely reached the level of clothes to stretch out hands and food to open mouth.

Every day Ying Jiu would come over and squat beside the bed and ask him softly what he wanted to eat today.

Song Zhong would also come to him every day to ask him if he wanted to go out to bask in the sun. Today's weather is good.Even if the weather is not good today, as long as Yue Chu said he wanted to go out today, Song Zhong would find a way to turn the cloudy day into a sunny day.

Xue Miao and Chaocihe would send a video call every night, asking him what he did and what he ate all day like coaxing a child, whether he was unhappy, whether he was still in pain.

Only the words are quieter, he rarely asks such nonsense, and what he does most is to take care of Yuechu all the time when Ying Xianzhang is away.

Just their care will not slow down the initial rate of failure.

When I first came back, I could barely get off the ground and turn around, but now I can't leave the bed anymore.The visual sense of light became weaker and weaker, and the surroundings began to become darker and drowsy.The body began to become more and more stiff, even moving fingers would feel difficult.Eating and speaking problems also occurred, and whenever swallowing, the esophagus would be on fire.

All kinds of signs seemed to tell Yuechu that his time was running out, but he was powerless, not to mention saving himself, he didn't even have the strength to kill himself now.

"What's going on outside." Now he only has his hearing intact, and he listened to the burning sound of beeping beeping from outside.

Ying Xianzhang has been guarding him every step of the way these days, "Qi Yan was burned by those things."

The more he knew that he was talking about those wood carvings, the more he felt relieved that Qi Yan could calm down. No matter what, he still hoped that Qi Yan would let him go. I hope Qi Yan can at least live a more relaxed life.

"Is it not good for me to force him like this?"

Ying Xianzhang didn't think there was anything wrong, "He always has to try to figure it out by himself."

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Living like this makes life feel boring, the first time I can't move, I just turn on the TV and listen to some random news every day.

Words will also read to him what happened in the entertainment industry recently, but Yuechu didn't care about this stuff when he was not sick.

"You don't go to class yet, you came here so early in the morning, you're ready to die for me." Yue Chu calculated that it was only a few days before Li Yu dressed him in mourning.

The words are used to Yuechu always talking to him like this, the main reason is that he knows that Yuechu really has no malicious intentions, and even he himself has become more courageous, "I won't go."

Yue Chu could usually kick him, and even give him a look, but now he can't do anything, even he can't even enjoy the pleasure of bullying words.

"What are your future plans?"

I don't know the words, so I simply said bluntly, "I haven't thought about it. If Mr. Qi won't let me live, I will move out."

Of course, Yuchu knew that Qi Yan had no reason to drive him out. To Qi Yan, it was just a few people who opened their mouths to eat.

He doesn't need to worry about other people, even Xue Miao can definitely survive by himself.But only words, this child who was brought into this world by himself, he is still a little worried.

Yue Chu wanted to plan for him, but he had already told him before, that he didn't need it, even if he went out to beg for food, he couldn't starve to death.It's all said and done, what else can Yue Chu say, if it's not clearly arranged for him, it seems like deliberately humiliating him.

"I just ask you one thing, are you ready to return to this world?"

Words did not expect him to say this, he clenched his fists secretly, and after a while he mustered up the courage to say, "...I don't want to go back. I can't go back either. And I want to see Nian Chan again."

How could he not know at the beginning, but he even committed murder.As far as the current character is concerned, the words are really not suitable for returning to the world. This child is just obedient on the surface.What's more, he also promised Yan Shengche to take care of his words.

At the beginning of this, he just nodded his head and said nothing else.But in his heart, he thought that he should entrust it to Qi Yan. With so many people in the whole family, he couldn't pick a reliable one.Qi Yan is upright, at least he won't go astray following Qi Yan's road.

Seeing that he stopped talking, Yu Yu panicked for a moment, he didn't know that Yue Chu was already making plans for himself.He just didn't want to give up, it was hard for him to get to where he is today...

"...Can you accept me?"

He really used up all his courage in his life.

When Yue Chu heard this sentence, he suddenly understood what the meaning of Shen Chifei's expression was when they were in the heaven a long time ago and Shen Chi insisted on arguing to worship him.I also understood why Ying Xianzhang asked himself why he didn't know what he was thinking when he spoke.

He should know.

Yue Chu couldn't see him, but knew that he was probably in that direction, so he barely sat up and said, "I'm about to die, you can't worship a dead person. This is not a play, if you just want the master Bail, I'll ask Qi Yan—"

"I don't want to!" The voice was a little louder, but it sounded aggrieved.

This commotion, on the contrary, Yue Chu didn't know what to say to coax him, but in the end he just smiled awkwardly, "That's right, you and Qi Yan are too similar in temperament, you can't get along with each other."

"It's also because you and Qi Yan have similar temperaments, so I don't want to keep you. You can see what Qi Yan is like now. None of our masters have a good end. I don't want your life to change like his. Same."

Words do not recognize these, "That is what he chose, and these are also what I choose."

With this stubbornness, he went directly to ask Qi Yan for help.

"Go back first, I'm tired and want to sleep for a while."

Seeing him say that, even if he knew he was just sending him away, he didn't dare to bother Yue Chu anymore.

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As soon as Yan Yan went out, he bumped into Ying Xianzhang, took a look at his attire, and almost frightened himself.

"you--"

Ying Xianzhang made a silent gesture for him, telling him not to scream.Swallowing his saliva, he swallowed back what he wanted to say.

Ying Xianzhang saw that his words were unfavorable, and Yue Chu must have not agreed to him.Regarding the matter of speech, Ying Xianzhang was surprised to be on the side of speech. He didn't like Shen Chi who was too noisy, but he could accept Yue Chu who was obedient.

Of course, whether to accept it or not is Yue Chu's own business, and Ying Xianzhang has never been too concerned about it.But you can quietly help with words.

Yu Yan frowned, then smiled helplessly, "Brother Yue is right, it is reasonable to refuse to accept me."

He was just a very ordinary mortal, and he really didn't fit in with their group of gods. After thinking about it seriously, it was strange that he was accepted in the first place, even if he was accepted, it was just pity for himself.

However, Ying Xianzhang knew about Yuechu, and felt that it was not hopeless, "You can't learn from Qi Yan in this matter, and your Brother Yue really doesn't want to raise a second Qi Yan. There are two Qi Yans in the family. Don’t leave home. You still have to learn from Xue Miao and Shen Chi, he’s the one who likes it the most.”

"Ah?" The words were unclear, and he didn't know what he wanted to learn.

Ying Xianzhang didn't point this out, but just patted him on the shoulder to comfort him, "Okay, I'll go in first. Don't be discouraged, if you are really afraid that no one will take you in, if you can't, please beg me." here."

Speech: "I don't want it."

"Hiss—" Ying Xianzhang admired him just now, "All right, all right, then keep working hard."

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Yue Chu heard them talking outside, but couldn't make out what they were saying.He doesn't care whether Ying Xianzhang helps with words or not.When he takes in apprentices, Ying Xianzhang will be able to speak.

In fact, he still has selfish intentions. To accept an apprentice, he has to worry about his whole life and plan everything for him. Yu Chu is really tired of this.Now that these few are still not worried, it is impossible not to worry about raising a word.

But that kid is always a problem.

He was still thinking, Ying Xianzhang opened the door and came in.Now that he can't see anything, he can only judge by the sound. Ying Xianzhang's footsteps are easy to recognize, and he never admits mistakes.

It’s just that this time it’s different, he first heard a rattling sound, and then a mass of red appeared in his sight, this red was tall and big, swaying in front of him, at first glance it looked like——

Shaking wine glass.

And the da da sound I heard before seemed to be the sound of high heels stepping on the floor.

He couldn't see it, but he could guess what kind of funny scene it was, "What are you doing?"

Ying Xianzhang stopped and watched the big ball of flames rushing towards him, "Didn't I think you could only see some dazzling colors? You can see some of them when I dress like this." ."

Yu Chu nodded, in the gloomy world, only Ying Xianzhang is red.

"That's good." Ying Xianzhang was satisfied, "Don't say that this women's dress is quite comfortable to wear, that kid Shi Qi didn't lie to me."

Yuechu: God bless, please don't let Ying Xianzhang find any special hobbies.

"I could see it before." As Yue Chu said, he lightly tapped his hand on another touch of red in his sight, which was the ring on Ying Xianzhang's ring finger, "This one, it's bright."

"Really..." Ying Xianzhang took off the ring, played with it twice and put it back again, "That's good. I'm always worried that if you can't find me, I will be afraid."

Talking about the red wine glass twisted again, Yu Chu didn't know what he was twisting, but he heard Ying Xianzhang say to him, "Wait for me for a while, I'll go out, I'll let Ying Jiu take care of you first. Have breakfast."

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Ying Xianzhang left, clearly saying that he was just waiting for him for a while, but when he came back, it was already noon.

Hearing that Ying Xianzhang rushed in quickly, he lifted himself up in a hurry, and rushed out of the room again in a hurry.

"What are you doing again!" Yue Chu was held securely in his arms, a little hurt, but he couldn't bear it.

Ying Xianzhang seemed to have changed back to normal clothes, that's right, which old man would wear a red skirt and play around outside.

Yuchu felt that he and Ying Xianzhang were in the air, and the wind in his ears was fast, but fortunately it was still gentle and did not make Yuchu feel uncomfortable.Ying Xianzhang also protected him very carefully, and flying sand and stones would never approach him.

The speed seemed to slow down, and it didn't take long for them to fall back to the ground.

Yue Chu was supported to stand upright, he came out from Ying Xianzhang's arms, and looked around, his eyes were full of red, boundless red.

He was stunned in place, obviously not for a long time, but it seemed that he had not seen such a bright color for a long time.

There was a fragrance of flowers in the air, and he knew that he was standing in a sea of ​​red flowers.He leaned down carefully, stretched out his fingertips and probed, just in time to hold the stamen of a flower.He couldn't distinguish these, maybe roses, maybe red chrysanthemums, maybe——

"That's peony." Ying Xianzhang said.

After nodding his head at the beginning, he found another plant.

"That's a poinsettia."

"That's a dahlia."

"That's a cuckoo."

"That's a canna."

Ying Xianzhang said one by one, the countless flowers here were all picked out one by one by Ying Xianzhang and moved here, of course he knew what each one was.Regardless of whether it looks good or not, even those with bad meanings, he never put them in it.

"That's a rose, be careful not to prick your hand."

When Yue Chu heard it was a rose, he left one behind and staggered back. When he saw Ying Xianzhang not far away, he simply rushed over.

Ying Xianzhang took him into his arms, annoyed him and started messing around again.

Yue Chu stood up, just smiled, and then handed him the rose.

Ying Xianzhang took it, bowed his head and kissed his ear, it was obviously just a flower, but it was like two people quietly giving a token of love.

"Can you see me?" He asked Xiang Yuechu.

Yue Chu didn't know why he asked such a question, and then he began to look at the person in front of him. He couldn't see, he could only see some light and shadow vaguely, and naturally he couldn't see Ying Xianzhang either.Ying Xianzhang is gray, in the past this would make Yuechu a little anxious.It's just that this time it's different, the gray Ying Xianzhang is particularly conspicuous amidst the large expanse of red.

He nodded, grabbed the other person's shoulders, stood on tiptoe, and kissed him.

"visible."

Ying Xianzhang also touched his lips, soft and sweet.

"So it doesn't matter if it's gray, I will always be in the dark, even if you can't see it, I must be there."

After hearing this, Yue Chu leaned into his arms, feeling the other's body temperature, listening to the other's familiar heartbeat,

"Ah."

·

Ying Xianzhang even brought a bento, and they sat in the sea of ​​flowers during lunch.Ying Xianzhang spread out the tablecloth, took out the bento, and fed it to Yue Chu bit by bit.

"If only I could see it with my own eyes." Yue Chu sighed, it's a pity for a blind man like him to see such a sea of ​​flowers.

Ying Xianzhang: "Then I'll keep it, and we'll come see you when you're better."

Yue Chu didn't pour cold water on him by saying that he wouldn't get better, but just happily agreed to him.

"When I talked about your birthday, I also said that I would give you a gift. I forgot about this delay."

Ying Xianzhang never cared about these things, "Give it to me later, I can afford to wait."

Three days and five days, three years and five years, three and five hundred years, Ying Xianzhang can afford to wait.

Yue Chu shook his head lightly, "You will receive it. What I can give you now is nothing."

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"I ask you, do you still want to come back?"

The afternoon sun was just right, and I was a little sleepy at the beginning of the day.But Ying Xianzhang held his face in his hands and asked him this question very solemnly.

Just like Qi Yan did at that time.

This question is also very important to Ying Xianzhang. He doesn't want to live to suffer, whether it is physically or mentally.

When answering Ying Xianzhang, Yue Chu was not as decisive as when answering Qi Yan.

He thought about this question seriously, and finally responded to Ying Xianzhang with a passionate kiss.

Ying Xianzhang pushed them lightly, and they lay down in the sea of ​​flowers. Ying Xianzhang half-supported and moved closer to Yue Chu, clusters and clusters of flowers covered the two of them, and the sun was shining down. Broken on the two entangled bodies.

In the midst of love, Ying Xianzhang said softly, "We will definitely meet again."

Yue Chu: "Then I'll wait for you."

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Yuchu died.

As he deteriorated day by day, he gradually stopped eating, drinking and talking, and then he couldn't breathe, his heart stopped beating, and then he lost consciousness.His body became more and more stiff, until the last moment, he finally couldn't move anymore.

He closed his eyes, curled up, and fell asleep in Ying Xianzhang's arms.It's just that it may take a long time to sleep this time.

Yue Chu was not afraid, because Ying Xianzhang said that he would be in the dark all the time.Even if he closes his eyes, even if he sleeps forever in the dark, Ying Xianzhang will definitely be there.

Also because Ying Xianzhang said that they will definitely meet again.

Yue Chu died, but he was still looking forward to it.

And Ying Xianzhang also received the gift from Yuechu, he opened Weibo and found the latest post from Yuechu yesterday——

"Together."

There are only four simple words and a photo.

There is no one in the photo, it is a sea of ​​crimson flowers.

"If we are together, we will stick to the top of Weibo for three years. You said it yourself." Ying Xianzhang really pinned this Weibo to the top of Yuchu, "You have to wake up quickly, otherwise this Weibo I will hang here forever, then you will be with me forever."

He was clearly smiling, but his voice gradually became rough. He held Yue Chu and refused to let go, and his whole body hugged him tightly from behind.

"...But I only have one life if you live."

The author has something to say: Thanks for the nutrient solution of the autumn pants.Chirp~