You are really good

After Shen Yizhou went to college, Shi Wen saw less of him, but although they didn't see each other every day, they could still keep seeing each other every week.

Shi Wen sometimes went to Shen Yizhou's apartment on Friday night, and would not go home until the weekend night, and sometimes it was Shen Yizhou who returned to Shen's house to accompany him.

When he was a freshman, Shen Yizhou was quite busy. Considering the issue of credits, he joined the student union and relatively relaxed intangible cultural heritage clubs. It will be much easier, and I can spend more time with Shiwen in the third year of high school.

It's just that he didn't tell Shi Wen about these things, and Shi Wen didn't ask. At first, he would act coquettishly and beg for company, until he found out that there was no result, this kind of behavior became much less, but Shen Yizhou didn't notice that he was still enthusiastic every time he met.

Shi Wen heard that he didn't have any contact with Li Xiangsong in the last semester of the second year of high school. At that time, he thought it was a bad idea to keep a distance. With a failed proposal, trust would diminish like an ebb.

However, the next tide will eventually rise.

During the winter vacation that ended last semester, there was a one-month holiday, Shi Wen and Shen Yizhou still rarely saw each other, and the frequent visits of relatives during the Chinese New Year made Shi Wen's little thoughts die down during that time.

The separation again at the beginning of school gave Li Xiangsong an opportunity to take advantage of.

In cities with a well-developed network and information technology, people's entertainment for going out has been reduced, especially for teenagers who should always be colorful and youthful, most of them are prone to immerse themselves in games and find it difficult to extricate themselves.

Seeing no one on weekends, Shi Wen simply stopped going, and was lured to the Internet cafe by Hu Ji and Qian Ran who had a good time.

This was the first time he had entered such a place, and he thought it would be as smoky as described by netizens, with the sound of others typing and cursing everywhere, but it wasn't.

The environment here is quite quiet, without the smog as imagined, there is a special smoking room, the room is clean and bright, some people speak but not loudly, it is not within the noise range, and there are independent boxes.

Shi Wen was pushed to a three-person ocean-themed box, which contained three side-by-side desktop computers by the window.

The smell of air cleaning agent hits my face, mixed with the smell of cigarettes, which is a bit weird.

Hu Ji opened the window to let the air circulate, cursing, "The new waiter is so fucking incapable of doing things, he said hello in advance to come over, I don't know how to clear the place early."

Qian Ran gave him a push, "That's not a new recruit. Seeing that the family is good-looking, let your brother pay a high price to stay, beep beep."

"Tsk, it's just a rabbit, it's new for a while."

Hu Ji is a well-known scumbag in their school. He can change partners faster than changing clothes. If he has a hot fight with that one today, he can walk past others with his new love in his arms tomorrow.

He went to school late, and had left two grades. He has grown up long ago, and he has a relationship with others that is what you want. He doesn't force people, and Shi Wen can't judge anything.

He was wearing normal clothes and carrying a small cross-body bag. He took it off and hung it on the shelf next to him. After looking around the box, he still felt a little cramped, "You guys come here often? Is this your brother's?"

Hu Ji chose a seat near the door and sat down, "Yes, I told you, once you see it, you will forget it."

Qian Ran snorted, "He only thinks about Brother Zhou every day, what else can he remember?"

Shi Wen couldn't refute this point, and it wasn't embarrassing, just thinking of Shen Yizhou was a bit depressed.

When Hu Ji saw it, he was shocked, "Oh, young master, why are you not happy when you come out to play? Didn't you pay off just now?"

Shi Wen didn't speak, Qian Ran said for him: "I must be missing him, Brother Zhou, why do I need to ask?"

Hu Ji made a "tsk" sound, "Brother control is really unpredictable. If I treat my brother like this, he can beat me to death."

"I agree with the first sentence, but if you say the latter, you won't be afraid that Shi Wen will be in a hurry with you." Qian Ran glanced at Shi Wen, and teased: "Shi Wen treats his brother like he is guarding his wife, for fear of a If you don’t pay attention, his brother ran away with someone else, so don’t want him anymore.”

When Shi Wen heard this metaphor, he felt a little guilty and shy again, fearing that he would be found out, he kept silent.

"Hey, you're like this, if Shen Yizhou really asks for a wife in the future, wouldn't you cry to death at the wedding banquet? Just like my aunt got married back then, my whole family was reluctant and not used to it, and wept a lot at the wedding, but it's true, dear People will always have this kind of emotion when they get married in the future, and you can get a vaccination in advance.”

Shi Wen felt a little uncomfortable, "Brother Zhou will never abandon me."

"It's not a question of whether to throw it away or not. Oh, I can't tell. Playing games." Hu Ji hurriedly turned on the computer.

"Don't say a few words, I won't coax people to say you are angry later." Qian Ran followed closely, and opened Shi Wen's door by the way.

When Shi Wen followed them to the Internet cafe, he originally wanted to divide his mind and stop paying too much attention to Shen Yizhou, but now Hu Ji told him that Shen Yizhou was all over his head, and he didn't have any thoughts about playing games.

He turned on his phone and couldn't help but send a message to Shen Yizhou.

Shi Wen: Brother Zhou, will you marry someone else?

It's a stupid question, but it clearly reveals my anxiety about the future.

"Stop playing with your phone, play games, hurry up, you promised to accompany us for a day." Hu Ji pushed him and urged: "Back your promise, you are a bastard. I curse you for not being able to love in this life."

Qian Ran also jokingly said, "Tsk, that's too cruel. I'll break my promise and curse you to die alone and have no friends."

Shi Wen had to lose his phone, and only saw the reply after returning home.

Brother Zhou: No.

Shen Yizhou never thought of forming a family with others, but he had already made up his mind during the growth that Shi Wen gave him light and warmth, that he would accompany Shi Wen for the rest of his life.

What Shi Wen didn't know was that it was the early morning when Shen Yizhou returned to the apartment after participating in the fellowship.

On the side of the road, he saw an old store that was still bright. Under the new signboard was a rusty iron signboard. On the bottom part that was not covered, there was a love story that was so dusty.

Write and engrave your name with my love, forever in my heart.

The young man smelled faintly of alcohol, and was wearing a well-tailored carbon gray suit. He glanced at the potted plants in front of the door with clear eyes, and then stepped in resolutely.

"Boss, are you still doing business at this late hour?"

Maybe he wanted to give Shiwen a gift that he would never let Shiwen know for the rest of his life.

"Shiwen, how are you and your family, Shen Yizhou?"

Li Xiangsong always ran to him without anyone noticing, Shi Wen was a little used to it, and when he heard those five words, his ears moved and he felt better.

"Very good, same as before."

Four words, no progress.

Shen Yizhou is already a sophomore, and he is still too busy. He was so busy that Shi Wen felt that he was causing him trouble by sticking to him, so he disturbed him less. Now Shen Yizhou came back more by himself, but he was still very busy I'm busy, we see each other a lot, and we just cover up with a quilt at night and just chat.

"Really? I heard Li Xiangrong said that your brother was bullied at school."

Shi Wen couldn't help but rolled his eyes, "Li Xiangrong is still talking to you, who are you fooling?"

"Of course he wouldn't tell me, I overheard it." Li Xiangsong squeezed his fist and continued: "I heard that Shen Yizhou robbed someone's girlfriend at school, that's why someone beat him up."

Shi Wen stood up and looked down at him, "Brother Zhou is not that kind of person, if you talk nonsense, I'll beat you up, believe it or not?"

He used to have a good temper, and no one dared to provoke him, so no one saw him get angry.

For the first time, Li Xiangsong saw indifference and cruelty in Shi Wen's eyes, as if he really wanted to rush over and beat him up.

"I'm not talking nonsense, I am, and I want to help you." He hesitated, all the arrogance of sowing discord was gone, and he faltered: "I am both, I heard what Li Xiangrong said, I am not, I am afraid of Shen Yizhou Really like women, want to come over, come and discuss with you the strategy of chasing people again?"

Shi Wen didn't believe at all that he said that Shen Yizhou seduced other people's girlfriends, but such rumors spread, and it was inevitable that someone would want to trouble Shen Yizhou.

"Hey, where are you going?"

Li Xiangsong was very surprised and uncomfortable looking at his back when he turned and ran, feeling sour in his heart, but he quickly held back his patience and followed him quickly.

I heard that there was Shen Yizhou's class schedule, and when I was about to arrive, I found that Shen Yizhou had just finished class.

He walked out of the school with a few people, the maturity and stability revealed in the communication, and the elegance and charm with a glance and a smile, all of which he had seen and liked. Of course, he liked every aspect of Shen Yizhou very much.

He didn't go up to say hello, but followed not far behind. The school uniform was taken off and put on the wrist, revealing the black turtleneck sweater that greeted the late autumn.

The calmer color also made his face less green, but it was still pure, and the corners of his eyes and brows still gave off a kind-hearted feeling.

But this side depends on who you are dealing with.

The people around Shen Yizhou parted ways with him at the intersection, when Shi Wen was about to step forward, he saw several people suddenly appearing in the alley not far in front of him.

They all seemed to be in their twenties, some were quite honest and honest, some were gangster-like, they gathered together and were staring at Shen Yizhou.

He didn't feel good, so he ran two steps forward. When passing by, Shen Yizhou happened to pass the road at the intersection in front of him. Those people tried to catch up, but were stopped by Shi Wen.

"What do you want to do?"

The young man slightly lowered his head to look at the leader, his round eyes were full of doubts, but they were cold.

Relying on the advantage of height, the leader shrank his neck back, and soon realized that there was someone behind him supporting him, so he stiffened up.

"Stinky boy, who the hell are you, have you never heard of a good dog not blocking the way?"

Shi Wen's eyes flashed, and the leader froze for a moment.

I don't know if it was because of the neon lights on the side of the road, but he actually saw the boy's eyes turn into a blood-red abyss for a moment, which was quite frightening.

"I've never heard of it." Shi Wen snickered and grabbed his collar, dragging him into the alley, "Let's go in and talk about it."

Seeing this, the people behind swarmed up immediately, with sticks hidden in their sleeves, and there were several "swish, swish" sounds, with the sound of steel colliding.

Shi Wen glanced back, his eyes were cold and sharp, like a blade unfolding, and he raised a cold and cruel smile that was different from the past.

The attitude was understated, "Then let's come together."

"Are you crazy?"

Li Xiangsong rushed into the alley after waiting for the group of people to be beaten away and making sure no one came back.

In the past, the noble and delicate young master sat with his back against the cold and hard stone wall, his sweater was ripped out of shape long ago, several bruises appeared on his fair and tender face, and one eye was so red and swollen that he couldn't open it. On the right side of the face, there is also a shallow knife mark, with bright blood dripping out.

Li Xiangsong approached, only to find a pool of blood under his left leg, and ran over in panic.

"You, what's wrong with you? Your leg was discounted?"

His worry and fear did not seem to be fake, he squatted down carefully, and his movements were very gentle when he touched it.

Shi Wen glanced at him with eyes that could only see, wanted to laugh and hissed again, unable to open his mouth for a long time due to the pain.

"Stop talking, I'll call 120 and take you to the hospital."

Li Xiangsong hurriedly took out his mobile phone, his hands were shaking, and he opened it without locking the screen for a long time.

"Don't." Shi Wen said softly, "Don't disturb too many people."

Li Xiangsong was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help swearing, "You're already like this..."

Shi Wen shook his head slightly, "No, I've contacted you, and I'll be there later."

Li Xiangsong stopped his hands, feeling a little embarrassed for a while.

"Thank you." Shi Wen looked at him and narrowed his eyes, "Thank you for telling me that today, I blamed you wrongly."

"I……"

Li Xiangsong was in a complicated mood, and what was also complicated was his perception of the news.

Originally, he only thought that Shi Wen was a warm person like a little sun, with a simple mind and a little unexpectedly obedient, making people want to get close and everyone would like him, but he didn't expect him to have this side.

But now he seems to like Shiwen more.

The desire to empathize with this person, whom he had forced to keep in his own world with the radiance of redemption, was now all the more ferocious.

He hoped that Shi Wen's good will be used on him.

Do whatever it takes.

Shi Wen didn't wait for him to speak for a long time, and he didn't want to speak because of the pain in his body.

After a while, he leaned against the wall and climbed up.

Li Xiangsong came back to his senses, looked at the blood dripping down his trousers, stood up and supported him, "What's wrong with your leg?"

Shi Wen snorted, "I didn't expect that some of those grandchildren brought a knife, but it's okay, so I just scratched it."

Fortunately, fortunately, these things were not used on his Brother Zhou.

These incidents were later investigated and found out that there was a girl in Shen Yizhou's class who liked Shen Yizhou and broke up with her rural boyfriend who had been providing her education, which almost caused this disaster.

He had been aggrieved for Shen Yizhou for a long time, but before the injury on his face healed, he hid himself from anyone and only sent someone to protect Shen Yizhou.

Fortunately, my parents were not at home during the business trip, so everything was buried.

Li Xiangsong felt affectionately that this was a secret between him and Shi Wen.

It's just that for a long time, he showed Shi Wen some crooked tricks of chasing people, and used his own careful thinking to strengthen Shen Yizhou's image of a straight man in Shi Wen's heart.

And when Shi Wen went to send Shen Yizhou to each other for various trips after he recovered from his injury, he also became a small follower and followed behind.

This made him have a good friendship with Shi Wen.

But every time he watched Shiwen protect Shen Yizhou from a disaster, he was silently looking forward to it, maybe once, Shiwen was for himself.

But Shi Wen didn't know, and only regarded Li Xiangsong as a good and reliable brother.

Shiwen's world center was surrounded by Shen Yizhou from the beginning to the end.

But Shen Yizhou's steel-like attitude chilled Shi Wen's heart time and time again, pushing that heart with ardent desires away time and time again, beyond the line called brothers, unable to take a step forward.

Until that cold night like the cold winter wind pouring down, Shi Wen saw each other send Shen Yizhou on the way to get off work as usual, and when he saw Shen Yizhou sending a girl home from a party, the two of them were talking and laughing, Li Xiangsong was in his ear every day. the words said.

"You've been chasing him for so long but you can't catch him. Shen Yizhou is obviously a straight man. It's immoral to break a straight man. Just give up."

He followed Shen Yizhou numbly after seeing others off and then went home by himself. He stood downstairs and received a call from Li Xiangsong.

"Shi Wen, come out to play, Qian Ran and the others are here, we are waiting for you at Jinchi 103, uh, and Chen Jin, he said he would apologize for the hostility towards you in high school, come quickly."

Li Xiangsong was very apprehensive about making this call, he thought in his heart that Shi Wen would refuse.

Unexpectedly, Shi Wen gave a light "hmm" and hung up the phone.

Shi Wen raised his head and waited for a high-rise household to turn on the light, took another deep look, and then turned to leave.

There was a sullen feeling in his heart that couldn't be relieved, the feeling of wanting to give up but being unable to give up was suppressed, as if he was complaining that no one understood his hardships for several years.

So the mistake caused by that thought, no matter how much you regret it, it will be hard to recover.