Pa is always a crybaby

Yi Han looked at the name on the tombstone, feeling tight in his chest, he was really ignorant, he was like this before, and he still is like this now.If that little boy hadn't stood up back then, he could have just watched helplessly as his father and mother were too busy to help him at all.Now, 9 years have passed, and he originally thought that he was already an adult who could act alone, but just last night, something like that happened between him and Zhang Chao. Knowing that Zhang Chao has a wife, knowing Zhang Chao's heart In the case of someone else...

"Mom, I did something wrong again. Why do you say I'm so useless? I know it's wrong, but I still did it despicably...Mom...I miss you so much, tell me , what should I do to make up for this mistake."

He knew that no one would give him an answer, that's right, no one could tell him right or wrong, and he would be the only one in the rest of his life.

He could push Zhang Chao away at that time, but he didn't. He was alone for 9 years, 9 years. He thought he was well adapted to living alone. He thought he didn't need other people's care, no need reassurance.

But in the past two days, he discovered that it's not that he doesn't need this, but after his parents left, he never got these things, and gradually he lied to himself that he didn't need them.

He is greedy for Zhang Chao's whispers, his concern, and his tenderness, but they belong to others, and no matter how good others are, they will eventually belong to others.

……

It was quite late when Yi Han went down the mountain. He stood at the foot of the mountain and looked at the colorful neon lights. The vehicles whizzed by. The city was bustling and bustling. He was born here, but at this moment he felt that the city was so strange.

He has no home, not even a single person who cares about him.In the past, he forced himself to grow up, but now he stops and realizes that he has lived like this for nine years.

I really want to get drunk and have a big dream. In the dream, my parents are still there, and in the dream, everything goes well.

……

He didn't go home, so he walked along the road, and when he was tired, he turned into a bar casually. In fact, Yi Han rarely went to bars, but today he just wanted to get drunk.

The music in the bar was very loud, and his whole heart was beating to the sound of the music. It wasn't very high, but he felt like his whole body was going to be shaken.

He picked up the vacant seat by the bar counter aggressively and sat down: "Bring me the strongest and most violent wine..." He wanted to say "a glass", but before he could finish his sentence, he didn't know Who roared in a more domineering tone than him: "Give me a bottle of the most powerful one in your store."

Bars order wine by the bottle?

Yi Han turned his head to look at the people beside him, he was quite a fair and clean young man.

The boy caught a glimpse of the gaze beside him, and thought that before he spoke just now, it seemed that the person beside him was ordering wine. After thinking about it, the boy looked at Yi Hante and said generously: "Your, I invited you."

"what?"

"Didn't you order wine just now? I beat you up, so I'll pay you." After the boy finished speaking, he asked the waiter to order another bottle of wine without waiting for Yi Han's response.

About 5 minutes later, Yi Han looked at the two bottles of wine in front of him and was suddenly at a loss for words.

After a while, Yi Han shifted his gaze to the boy beside him: "My name is Yi Han, thank you, thank you, I will buy you a drink next time."

"Okay, Wu Anyi, you can call me Anyi."