abandoned cat

Yu Chen used to hang up the phone because he was impatient to listen to him, so Lu Huaiting didn't feel much when he was hung up, but he felt a slight tremor when his fingertips touched the screen. He didn't feel it. He put the phone back in his pocket and looked up. Glancing at the coffee shop next to him, he always listened to Yu Chen very much, so he went in and bought a cup of hot milk.

As soon as he went out with the milk in his hands, he saw Yu Chen's car parked by the side of the road, he subconsciously quickened his pace and walked towards Yu Chen, opened the car door and saw Yu Chen's expression, he was stunned for a moment, and shouted: "Young Master Yu. "

Yu Chen raised his eyebrows, quickly put away the expression of frowning when he was slightly lost in thought, smiled at Lu Huaiting, reached out to touch the other's hand, tried to warm it up, and squeezed it.

"Are you tired from work today?" He asked softly.

Lu Huaiting was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and said, "Fortunately, my colleagues are very good and have been helping me."

Yu Chen looked at him sideways, and after a long time, he said "hm", and said, "Xu Cheng was delayed in Singapore because of something, so he called me yesterday and told me about you."

Lu Huaiting froze, lowered his eyelids to cover the light in his pupils, a chill came from his back and swept over his whole body.

Yu Chen waited for a while, seeing that he had no intention of speaking, he started the car and drove to the barbecue restaurant that he had booked at the beginning.

Lu Huaiting looked down at the white plush boots he was wearing today, felt that the front was dusty, and couldn't help but pat them with his hands.

Yu Chen was driving the car, his heart sank gradually, and he couldn't help but asked again: "Are there any difficulties at work?"

Lu Huaiting immediately shook his head, "No, everyone is very good, Mr. Xu also takes good care of me."

Yu Chen held the steering wheel so hard that his hands turned white. He smiled, "Really? Xu Cheng is a very interesting kid, and he gave you such a good job." Then why don't you want to do it again?

Lu Huaiting looked at his smile and silently rolled his eyes, a little embarrassed.

Yu Chen will always be happy if he praises Mr. Xu like this?

So today was a safe day.

The corners of Lu Huaiting's mouth turned up rarely, and he felt better. He took a sip of the milk and frothed it. He looked around to find a tissue, and stuck out his tongue to lick it.

Yu Chen turned his head to glance at him, just in time to see him licking his lips, he was stunned for a moment, almost lost in thought, but fortunately there was no traffic on the road, so he quickly took out a pack of tissues from the car cabinet beside him and handed it over.

Lu Huaiting took the tissue and wiped his mouth, took another sip of milk, and hummed softly, vaguely.

Yu Chen was very familiar with the melody, and suddenly remembered that this was the first song he wrote. It has been a long time, and the popularity is not high. Probably no more than 100 people have listened to it.

He thought, Tingting still likes me very much, he remembers everything about me.

When arriving at the barbecue restaurant, Lu Huaiting got out of the car first, and Yu Chen drove the car to the underground parking lot. When he came up, he happened to see Lu Huaiting walking up the steps with his hands in his pockets and his head bowed.

Going up three steps first, then turning around and going down one level, it seems a bit lonely.

He strode over, reached out to hold Lu Huaiting's hand, the other party was startled, looked up and saw him, his expression immediately softened, and obediently let Yu Chen lead him into the store.

Yu Chen reserved a small box, the waiter led them in, and introduced today's dishes as soon as they entered, Lu Huaiting listened carefully, Yu Chen first poured him a cup of buckwheat tea, and said softly, "Rinse your mouth first."

Lu Huaiting held the teacup while drinking and listening, looking very interested, Yu Chen saw that his spirit was getting better, so he couldn't help staring at him, as soon as the waiter left, he grabbed Lu Huaiting's hand and put it to his lips I kissed several times.

The Japanese-style decoration of the small box was dimly lit, illuminating people with a gentle expression, Lu Huaiting looked at Yu Chen's bright black eyes shining with light, and his heart moved.

He opened his mouth, subconsciously wanting to say he likes it, but he couldn't make a sound.

"..." Dazed for a moment, he smiled at Yu Chen, took another sip from the teacup, and then whispered: "This restaurant seems to be much more upmarket than the barbecue restaurant we were on business trips before."

"The price is a bit different, but that time was not bad." Hearing him mention the past, Yu Chen had a smile on his face, "Your barbecue skills are very good."

Lu Huaiting nodded lightly, "Well, my technique is very good."

Perhaps it was because the atmosphere today was so good, he boldly responded to Yu Chen's words.

Yu Chen's eyes lit up, "Well, my wife is good at everything."

When the dishes started to be served, Lu Huaiting looked down at the appetizers that were served first, thereby ignoring Yu Chen's words.

Just listen to this kind of words, he will not take it seriously.

Lu Huaiting habitually helped him barbecue, and Yu Chen continued to talk while eating. Lu Huaiting was sometimes baffled by what he asked, and was afraid that he would get angry if he didn't answer. .

Yu Chen didn't care about it, he just tried to get Lu Huaiting to tell him the truth.

After eating, Yu Chen proposed to go shopping in the mall to buy some snacks and go home. Lu Huaiting was really tired, afraid of spoiling the fun, so he sat in the car for 2 minutes and his eyelids began to droop.

Seeing his appearance, Yu Chen had no choice but to drive home.

Lu Huaiting fell asleep in the car and talked in his sleep, Yu Chen parked the car downstairs, turned out the blanket on the car and covered him up.

"like……"

Yu Chen opened the car window a little bit, turned up the heater a bit, and listened to Lu Huaiting's vague words.

He really wants to smoke a cigarette at this very moment. During the most stressful period abroad, he became obsessed with the addiction brought by cigarettes. This thing is comparable to sex|love, and your loneliness and pain seem to be lost in the smog. In the back of your head, the little pleasure left is enough to allow you to enjoy the extra emotional pleasure.

It's just that this kind of happiness is very short-lived, and he quickly quit smoking together with cigarettes.

He was sitting in the car looking at Lu Huaiting, his sinking heart was in turmoil, the bewilderment and tingling pain in the night made him feel at a loss and had nowhere to hide.

Lu Huaiting suddenly hummed, "...well, I want to go home."

I don't know what dream I had or who I was talking to.

Yu Chen couldn't help but get closer to him, rubbed the tip of his nose, and kissed his lips. The night's falling starlight fell on the car window, and the faint figure was buried on the glass, shaking like candlelight.

Lu Huaiting's breathing was blocked in his sleep, and he opened his eyes uncomfortably, Yu Chen's tongue was licking the corner of his lips, which made him tremble with fright, and pushed Yu Chen away.

Pushed by him, Yu Chen bumped his back against the steering wheel, froze for a moment, and looked up at Lu Huaiting, Lu Huaiting's eyes were filled with panic.

He wanted to see if Yu Chen was in pain, but he stretched out his hand but didn't dare to touch Yu Chen, so he said after a while, "Yes, I'm sorry."

Yu Chen wasn't angry at all, he just wanted to cheat an active kiss, but the guy in front of him didn't know how to act like a baby at all, instead he apologized stiffly.

"It's okay." He sighed, stroked Lu Huaiting's hair, leaned over to kiss him, and said with a smile, "I'll go upstairs when I wake up, come on, put on your coat and get out of the car."

The reason why he didn't go to the shopping mall was because he was sleepy. Lu Huaiting was worried, afraid that Yu Chen didn't say that he was blaming him, so he took a few sneaky glances at Yu Chen to make sure that there was no trace of dissatisfaction in his eyes. He put on his coat, Obediently push the door and get off the car, then stand aside and wait for Yu Chen to get off the car and walk with him, and the two go upstairs together.

As soon as he got home, Yu Chen was afraid that he was going to sleep again, so he went to the bathroom to fill him with bath water. Lu Huaiting sat on the sofa in a daze for a while, wondering why Yu Chen took a bath so early, usually after nine o'clock. I just took a shower.

He got up to boil water, and took out the fondant cake that was in the refrigerator. This kind of cake tastes best when it is fresh, so it's better for Yu Chen to eat a small piece first.

Yu Chen put away the water and called his name in the bathroom. Lu Huaiting just opened the package and was about to cut it with a knife. Hearing the sound, he hurried over, "What's wrong?"

Yu Chen pointed to the bathtub full of white gas and said, "I've filled the water for you, you can take a bath first."

Lu Huaiting blinked, looked at the bathtub, then at Yu Chen, his Adam's apple rolled, and said softly: "...Oh." He was about to find his pajamas, but suddenly remembered about the cake, so he asked, "Do you still eat it?" Do you need something?"

Yu Chen thought he was going to make something delicious for himself, his eyes lit up, "Yes."

Lu Huaiting smiled, "There's cake." He let out a slight breath, which was a gesture of relaxation.

"You made a cake?" Yu Chen walked towards him, raised his eyebrows slightly, "Can I eat it now?"

Lu Huaiting nodded quickly, turned around and was about to cut the cake for him, Yu Chen followed him, and saw an eight-inch fondant cake on the dining table with a bouquet of flowers painted on it, it looked very delicate.

Yu Chen frowned slightly, "Didn't you do this?"

Lu Huaiting quickly cut a piece for him, and was about to hand it to him, when he heard this and stared at him, he whispered: "I bought it in the supermarket, it's delicious, I tried it, and the date is also very fresh , I have also studied the list of materials, and there is no problem."

Yu Chen frowned, and didn't take the cake that Lu Huaiting handed over. He looked at Lu Huaiting with a disappointed look, and said softly, "I thought you made it yourself."

Lu Huaiting's hand holding the cake plate trembled slightly, and it tended to intensify. He handed over some more, and smiled flatteringly: "But it tastes better if you buy it. This one is really delicious. Try it."

Yu Chen took a deep breath, "I want to eat what you made." He didn't dare to say that he didn't eat what he cooked before, and he didn't want Lu Huaiting to recall his wedding.

He was so stubborn, Lu Huaiting looked down at the cake in his hand, for a moment he wanted to ask why, but the remaining rationality stopped him.

His wrist was shaking so much that he didn't have the strength to hold the cake, so he accidentally dropped it on the ground. The beautiful bouquet of cream rolled around on the ground and collapsed.

Lu Huaiting stared numbly at the ugly cake, Yu Chen wanted to say something, but he suddenly squatted down and reached out to pick up the cake, and then threw it into the trash can along with the rest of the cake on the table.

He even washed his hands in the kitchen before going out, and saw Yu Chen standing by the dining table looking at him with a frown.

Yu Chen saw him staggering towards the bedroom, he didn't want to let Lu Huaiting continue to escape like this, so he took a step to follow.

Lu Huaiting just sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, he suddenly couldn't remember what he was going to do when he entered the bedroom, it seemed that he was going to take a bath, that was to find pajamas.

He got up again and walked to the front of the closet, flipping a corner of his clothes in the corner.

Yu Chen said calmly, "Is there nothing you want to tell me?"

Lu Huaiting stopped his movements and turned slightly to look at him.

say what?He didn't know what Yu Chen wanted him to say, did he want to apologize?

He opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have bought cakes." He lowered his head sincerely, as if he knew he was wrong.

He also made up his mind that he would never buy anything Yu Chen didn't like again.

Yu Chen closed his eyes and took a deep breath, almost choked to death by his apology. He walked closer and pointed to the small corner of Lu Huaiting's clothes. The wardrobe in the bedroom was very large, with three large cabinets for Yu Chen's four seasons. There is still one and a half spaces left for the clothes, but Lu Huaiting only used such a small piece, which is only half the size of a suitcase when folded.

He hangs the clothes that cannot be folded on the side, using only a little space, and pressing several pieces together.

Just looking at this scene, Yu Chen's heart was aroused, and he asked in an emphatic tone: "Have I restricted your authority to live here? Do you regard this place as your home? The clothes are folded like this, Are you going to leave anytime now?"

Lu Huaiting listened to his questioning with wide eyes, looked at his forehead with blue veins popping out of anger, and did not deny it.

Yu Chen laughed angrily, he stretched out his hand and pulled out all of Lu Huaiting's clothes and threw them on the bed, "Hang them up for me, just like my clothes, do you hear me?"

Subconsciously, Lu Huaiting wanted to take them all back, but was scared by Yu Chen's eyes and took a step back, he still didn't understand what kind of temper Yu Chen was throwing.

Seeing him standing still in shock, Yu Chen softened his tone slightly, "Do you really have nothing to say to me?"

Lu Huaiting's eyes fell on Yu Chen's face, he couldn't figure it out, so he asked tentatively, "For example, what?"

Seeing that he was willing to speak, Yu Chen said in a softer tone: "For example, you were wronged in the company, your colleagues bullied you, or the work was very difficult and you were not happy with it."

Lu Huaiting lowered his head to hide the frown he couldn't help but thought, why did Yu Chen set him up again, does he have to tell him that he is a troublemaker to be happy?

"No." He said, "Mr. Xu is very nice, his colleagues are also nice, and the job is not difficult."

This time he learned to be smart, so he won't confess.

If you confess your liking and love, you will be abandoned.

He knew it back then.

His answer made Yu Chen's face sink, and even his reason for thinking was emptied. He opened his mouth and asked, "Then why don't you continue to do it?"

His tone was calm and indifferent, and the question was like a statement, which made Lu Huaiting's face turn pale.

He became nervous, and his teeth chattered subconsciously. His anxiety made him unable to think normally for a long time, and at this moment, he shed tears in panic.

"There's nothing you don't want to do, there's nothing you don't want to do." He felt that the Yu Chen in front of him became like the Yu Chen who asked him to stay away from him that day, pursing his lips indifferently, with annoying anger in his eyes.

Yu Chen ignored him, and he didn't dare to pull Yu Chen's sleeve, he just repeated: "I really don't want to do it, I didn't do it on purpose, I really didn't do it on purpose, Mr. Very good, I really don’t want to do it, don’t be angry, I will go and apologize to Mr. Xu, I will really apologize.”

"That's the colleague's problem. Did the colleague bully you again?" Yu Chen felt pain in his heart, he was a little bit reluctant to bear Lu Huaiting's pitiful appearance, and his tone softened.

He thought that Lu Huaiting would tell him what happened, even complaining.

The air was stagnant for a moment, Lu Huaiting smiled lowly, and shook his head, "How could it be someone else's problem? It's all my problem, I get it, do you just want to hear this?"

Yu Chen was startled, and was about to refute immediately, but Lu Huaiting said: "I'm sorry, I wasted the opportunity that Mr. Xu and you gave me as a person who only pretends to be pitiful."

"..." Yu Chen didn't even understand what he was saying for a moment, "What are you talking about? Who said you're pretending to be pitiful?"

"No need for others to tell." Lu Huaiting raised his sleeve and wiped his face, his tears kept streaming, his heart hurt badly, obviously he didn't want to cry, but his body didn't listen.

Yu Chen felt pain in his heart, and wanted to wipe his tears, but Lu Huaiting avoided his hand, and continued: "I know you sympathize with me because of my illness. After my mother died, I also lost my kitten. It sounds a bit pitiful." He laughed at himself, looked at Yu Chen nervously and said, "But have you ever thought that I'm pretending, just like before, to trick you into liking me?"

"My possessive desire is so strong, and I'm so clingy, you hate people like me the most, right?" Lu Huaiting smiled at him, that sincere smile that he hadn't seen for a long time, his eyebrows and eyes slightly curved.

Yu Chen was taken aback, "I have no sympathy..."

Lu Huaiting interrupted him: "It's sympathy, you don't have me in your life plan, don't you think you will drive me away sooner or later? It doesn't matter, I will leave by myself today."

"Who told you to leave?!" Yu Chen was so irritated by him that he couldn't get in. He heard him say some nonsense, "Who said that my life plan is without you? Why would I want a divorce without you? Is divorce fun? Do you know how much Liu Chengyuan has brought me? But she bullied you, and I gave up because of you."

It was rare for Lu Huaiting to hear him speak in such an out-of-control tone, he froze for a moment, and said softly: "I know, you will drive me away because you want to marry a woman in front of the next bigger interest."

"...What did you say?" Yu Chen's face turned cold, his heart turned cold, "I'm already divorced, how can I have any woman? My future is only you."

Lu Huaiting was silent for two seconds, and said in a low voice: "Fake, besides Liu Chengyuan, there are many Zhang Chengyuan, Li Chengyuan...all of them may be your future."

Yu Chen swallowed, stretched out his hand and pushed him against the wall, and said with a cold face, "Do you fucking know what you're talking about? If I really want to marry someone else, why should I get a divorce?"

Lu Huaiting's tone was somewhat helpless and gentle, he was still trembling because of emotions, but his heart was calm because of the medicine he took after dinner, "Because she didn't give you any greater benefits."

Hearing this, Yu Chen seemed to have been severely whipped by him. His heart hurt so much that he couldn't help arching his back, trying to relieve his pain, his voice almost burst out from his trembling lips, "I don't want benefits, I just because I love you, don't you really know?"

Hearing these words, Lu Huaiting's mind managed to keep up with his consciousness, which made him understand Yu Chen's meaning immediately.

But he just looked at Yu Chen indifferently, seeing that he was so painful that he couldn't stand upright, he was indifferent.

"I love you, can't you hear?" Yu Chen trembled, he stretched out his hand to grab Lu Huaiting's hand, this person has always been very good, never struggled, so he just let him hold it.

Lu Huaiting blinked, lowered his head, he heard it, but so what, these are all fake, it's just Yu Chen's painful trick to drive him away in the future.

"I want to eat the bento you made, the cake you made, the grape juice you bought for me, and your constant care. Why don't you give it to me?" Yu Chen squeezed him tightly His hand tremblingly sent to his lips to kiss, he even licked Lu Huaiting's fingertips, hoping that he could feel his love and be able to respond to his love.

Lu Huaiting frowned, he didn't understand the meaning of Yu Chen's words, aren't these things annoying?How can you still do annoying things?

He pursed his lips and did not answer, but Yu Chen refused to let go, "Love me like before, okay?"

As soon as the words fell, Lu Huaiting trembled, looked at him with a pale face, and pulled back the hand he was holding.

The great pain seemed to be drawn from the past memories and poured into his heart. His hands and feet were so weak from the pain that he would have almost fallen to the ground if he hadn't leaned against the wall.

"You don't care about me at all, as if you don't love me anymore. I've been on a business trip for so long and you don't ask me a word. You would rather make lunch for Jian Jinjing and ignore me. Are you as bad as before? Let's go back to Once upon a time." Yu Chen didn't notice his abnormality, and just expressed the grievance that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time.

After a long time, Lu Huaiting's voice became light and came from beside his ears, "You didn't want it."

Yu Chen wanted to say what I want now.

Lu Huaiting looked at him with red eyes, and said softly, "You don't want me."

Yu Chen's nose was sore, he reached out to hug him, kissed him, and told him: "I want it, I love you, of course I want you."

Lu Huaiting sobbed, and said in a crying voice: "What about after that? You don't love me anymore, and you don't want me anymore, so what about me? Where am I going? Have you ever thought about it? Where am I going?"

"You don't have me in your life plans and goals. You can choose to get married to achieve everything you want. What about me? Am I going to wait for you?" Lu Huaiting choked up, tears streaming down his chin, his voice changed I became hoarse, but I still tried my best to restrain my emotions and said: "No one will love me, you are right, you are such a steadfast person, and you will definitely live according to what you said."

"I didn't mean that, it was just angry words, you shouldn't have followed me to find my friends that day..." Yu Chen retorted.

Lu Huaiting didn't care, the meaning conveyed by this sentence was deeply ingrained in his heart, he listened to Yu Chen's words the most, so he would never forget it and always remember it.

Yu Chen was a little discouraged, he didn't want to hear Lu Huaiting's self-deprecating words, and he didn't want Lu Huaiting to have no confidence in him. He wiped away his tears for Lu Huaiting, and asked softly, "...Can't you feel my love?"

Lu Huaiting closed his eyes, tears kept streaming down his face, he choked out, "I'm sorry, I can't do it like I used to, I'm afraid."

Yu Chen kissed his tears, and bitterly said: "Then you love me a little bit."

Lu Huaiting raised his eyes slightly, and looked at Yu Chen, both of them had tears in their eyes, it was the first time Lu Huaiting saw Yu Chen cry, he stretched out his hand to wipe it away for Yu Chen, he was afraid of Yu Chen's resigned tone.

He already loves Yu Chen enough, why can't Yu Chen feel it?

Is love to be expressed through these things?But Yu Chen doesn't like him like this, if he does something annoying again, Yu Chen should ask him to leave again.

"Yu Chen, can I call you Yu Chen?" Lu Huaiting suddenly asked, he is not worthy to call Yu Chen, so if he stops begging Yu Chen to love him and becomes a stranger, can he call you?

Yu Chen raised his eyes suddenly, and he said with hope, "Yes, you can call me whatever you want!"

Lu Huaiting lowered his head, unwilling to look at Yu Chen's expression, he was a little tired and wanted to go home.

"Yu Chen." He shouted, restraining himself from shouting more.

Yu Chen replied simply, "Yes."

Lu Huaiting said softly, "I'm going home."

"..." Yu Chen looked at him puzzled, "Isn't this your home?"

Lu Huaiting shook his head, he was just tired of Yu Chen's life plan and goals, and he didn't want to continue yearning for Yu Chen's love, that kind of delusion like a moon under the sea, he couldn't continue, he was even willing to give up and stay in Yu Chen Opportunities around Chen.

It was so exhausting and painful.

It's so hard to get someone's love.

He still shook his head, refolded the clothes that Yu Chen had left on the bed, and turned a deaf ear to Yu Chen's questioning questions behind him.

Yu Chen panicked, reached out to hug him, and said over and over again: "Where are you going? I love you now! Can't you feel it?"

Lu Huaiting folded the clothes and picked them up. His suitcase had been placed in the corner. He gently piled the clothes into the suitcase, looked back at Yu Chen, and asked, "Aren't you happy?"

Yu Chen couldn't believe it, "Why should I be happy? Can't you hear what I said?"

Lu Huaiting closed the suitcase, looked around the bedroom, and found that he really didn't have anything left, so he got up and took the suitcase to the living room.

Yu Chen grabbed the handle of the suitcase, Lu Huaiting looked back at him, and said doubtfully, "I didn't take your things."

Seeing that he was really going to leave, Yu Chen panicked and said indiscriminately: "You are not allowed to leave! Your home is here, and I am your lover, you are not allowed to leave!"

Lu Huaiting just felt baffled, didn't he save Yu Chen trouble by taking the initiative to leave?

He looked around the living room, put himself in the bag in the dining room with the bento box with kitten stickers on it, the cup he drank from, and the ugly slippers he brought from home. I have to go, so I hardly brought anything here, and it was much easier when I left.

The small house he used to share with Yu Chen was filled with all kinds of objects he placed. He made that small house their love nest. The lover he missed every day was with him. He once thought they would be together forever , and later separated him to pack those small objects one by one, and tears fell from the pain.

He glanced at the wall clock on the wall. At nine o'clock in the evening, it was the time for Yu Chen to wash up and get ready for bed. He looked back at Yu Chen and felt that Yu Chen seemed to be crying.

That pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes were so red that they misted, and the eyelashes fluttered slightly, and a string of teardrops fell out.

"I don't have to wait for you to come back from now on." Lu Huaiting smiled softly, eyes slightly bent, he breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm so happy."

Those too long waits have never ended, he is too tired, no matter whether he walks non-stop or runs vigorously, he is too tired, he waits for too long, thinks for too long, so that this kind of shackles him Difficulties can never be escaped.

He had never seen Yu Chen with such a groggy expression, that expression seemed to be enduring great pain, he was no stranger to it, but he held back the movement of reaching out his hand towards Yu Chen.

He turned and walked out, leaving the house.

Left Yu Chen.