abandoned cat

Yu Chen quickly took a hot shower, and when he came out, Lu Huaiting was heating up food in the kitchen, his thin back under the warm light was reflected in his eyes, Yu Chen made a slight movement, and walked to Lu Huaiting without scaring the other party Behind him, he stretched out his arms to wrap around Lu Huaiting's shoulders, snuggled up to Lu Huaiting's side, and said softly, "Tingting, it's been hard work cooking so many dishes."

The joyful feeling in Lu Huaiting's heart has not subsided. Hearing this, he slightly moved his shoulders, and said in a low voice, "It's just as long as you like it, but it's not as good as it was when it was cold and reheated...how about I make it for you again?" gone?"

Yu Chen didn't want him to be so troublesome, he quickly said: "It's already very good, it's too late for me to come back by myself."

Lu Huaiting knew in his heart how difficult it was for him to come back, and shook his head lightly, "I read the news and knew that you would not be able to come back tonight, so I was surprised to see you come back..."

Yu Chen listened to the slight worry revealed in his tone, put his face on Lu Huaiting's neck, and explained in a gentle voice: "Well, the plane made an emergency landing at Xilan Airport, and my bodyguard and I rented a car and drove back. , I found a relationship, so I was delayed for a while, I should have sent you a message to say... But the phone has no signal at all."

Lu Huaiting lowered his eyes and looked at Yu Chen's hands stretched out in front of him. The fingers were slender and the lines on the palms were like rivers. He subconsciously put his hands into Yu Chen's palms and was grasped.

Yu Chen said with a low smile, "Tingting, can I give you a kiss?"

Having already kissed, while Lu Huaiting was thinking about what happened at the door just now, Yu Chen pressed him on the sink and kissed.

Traces of gentleness fall on the skin, like stars in the dark night, dotted densely.

When the two of them ate again, the food was cold again. Fortunately, it was the end of summer and early autumn, so there was no need to reheat it for the third time.

"Eating more carrots is good for your health." Shu Xingxing went out to do errands in the morning and was stuck in traffic, and came back a bit late. As soon as he entered the door, he heard someone picky eaters. His boss persuaded him: "If you really don't like it, forget it. .”

Yu Chen is most afraid of Lu Huaiting's disappointment. Hearing this, he picked up shredded carrots with chopsticks and put them in his mouth. He nodded obediently, "swallowed the dates" as if swallowing them, and said, "I'll eat as soon as you make it today. I'm in a hurry to go out in the morning. Didn't buy you flowers, shall we go to the flower shop around the corner later?"

Lu Huaiting picked up the rice in the bowl with chopsticks, "...No need, yesterday's flowers are still very fresh."

Yu Chen glanced at the vase on the counter, the white roses inside were really fresh, and the dew on the petals was crystal clear.

"Well, remember to take a nap later, and let the store staff watch over you." Yu Chen reminded again, seeing Lu Huaiting nodding, he smiled, "I'm going to the bank to do some business in the afternoon, maybe I'll be back a little later, You wait in the shop for me to pick you up from get off work."

Shu Xingxing is used to seeing greasy and crooked smelly men. He put down his things and went into the kitchen to get a bowl for dinner. Yu Chen sat for a while and suddenly got up, ready to go out. Lu Huaiting sent him to the door. Holding a bowl behind the dining table, he asked, "Why is Boss Yu so idle? He doesn't open a shop. He really doesn't make money?"

Lu Huaiting shook his head, expressing that he was not clear, "He has his own business to attend to."

Shu Xingxing took a sip of the soup and said with a tusk, "You are his partner, why don't you know anything?"

Lu Huaiting was taken aback for a moment, the astonishment on his face was very obvious, he wanted to explain some point of view that "this kind of thing is private", but he couldn't find an explanation for a long time.

"Do you really care about Yu Chen?"

"Mr. Lu, regarding the question you raised, I hope you can communicate more with the friend you mentioned. Your biggest problem is the inferiority complex and paranoia caused by the environment. This is not caused by you in the subjective sense. And why do you want to escape because of this? Face up to yourself and reconcile with others, won’t the trust between the two be established?”

"You said that he doesn't love you enough, is that what you think, or what you can feel?... No, no, there is a big difference. What you think comes from your preconceived ideas, and what you can feel is the only thing you can feel." It's your sincerity."

"Are you happy with him?"

"Since there is happiness, there will naturally be pain, but no one in this world will give up looking for happiness because of too much pain. Let me use an analogy, if you let you give up your lover... Yes, I know he is not Your lover, I'm just making an example, are you willing to give up on him?"

【I gave up, but when he turns around, I will catch him again...】

"Then why not catch him? Since he makes you happy and makes you miserable, why not be selfish and catch the part of him that only makes you happy?"

【Doctor, why do people only have the happy part? 】

"Yeah, so you also need to accept the part of him that makes you miserable because you love him."

[Isn't that going back around? 】

"It's still the same problem. You love him but don't trust him. What are you afraid of?"

【...Afraid that he would leave. 】

"Will he go? How did he describe it to you?"

[He said he would not leave. 】

"Mr. Lu, let's try to believe that we are a person who can be loved by others, shall we?"

【……it is good. 】

"In my opinion, you are great, strong and brave, gentle and pure, your gentleness is the dazzling existence among thousands of people, the setbacks and pains in the past are just stepping stones on the road of life, you can step on them to go higher and farther A place, where there are warm sunshine, beautiful flowers, and people who love you... They hope you are safe, healthy, and like tens of millions of ordinary people in the world, live happily every day of your life, you deserve To have love is to be loved, your love is also the happiness of the owner, you have to forget the torture of the past, you don’t need to use them to temper your fear, you have to learn to find yourself in the love of others.”

The doctor's gentle voice fell into his ears lightly, and it took Lu Huaiting a long time to raise his eyes slightly. Seeing the doctor's expression full of encouragement, he moved the corners of his mouth lightly, and said in a low voice: [Doctor, I have thought about it before I come. , this is the last time I will see you, if he leaves again, there is nothing I can do, the only way I can get revenge is the road of 'hate grape juice'... But now that I think about it, it doesn't matter , my fear is not from him, but from myself. 】

【If I keep thinking that he will leave, I won't be able to feel his love at all. 】

"Yes, so if you care about what he says, you need to try to believe him."

After seeing the doctor that afternoon, Lu Huaiting calmed down a lot. Hearing Shu Xingxing's question at this time, he thought for a while and said, "Do I care about him if I love him?"

Shu Xingxing was stunned, "Of course you care about him if you love him? Otherwise, why do you love him?"

"Yeah." Lu Huaiting said with a smile, "I love him very much."

Shu Xingxing was dizzy with his love and affection. From her point of view, these two stinky men are no different from old couples. I don't know why they are still debating whether to reconcile?

"Then you guys hurry up and get back together? It's as if you're in a relationship with a primary school student. Don't worry about it. In two years, Lao Qi and I will have a child and you will still be in love." Shu Xingxing put down his chopsticks and groaned. .

Lu Huaiting blinked, "...are you and Assistant Qi ready to have a baby?"

"..." Shu Xingxing glared at him, "You're wrong, okay! You're not young anymore, what are you struggling with? Stay together if you can, and say goodbye if you can't. Don't waste your time finding a new love!"

Lu Huaiting thought it was funny, patted her head, and said with a smile: "Understood, I can't worry about you."

At the end of get off work in the afternoon, Lu Huaiting waited at the door of the store for a few minutes, and saw Yu Chen coming from a distance, holding a vase in his arms, when he saw Lu Huaiting, he raised his hand and waved, and then quickened his pace.

"For you." There was a red rose in the vase, and Yu Chen handed it to Lu Huaiting.

Lu Huaiting picked it up, looked down, and wanted to ask Yu Chen what he meant, but Yu Chen walked over to help him close the shop door, he didn't ask, and the two went to Yu Chen's car together.

In the car, Yu Chen talked about going to the bank in the afternoon, Lu Huaiting looked at the vase and answered a few words, Yu Chen said again: "Last night..."

Lu Huaiting suddenly looked up at him, his face flushed slightly.

With a smile on his lips, Yu Chen drove the car and said softly, "I like it very much."

About a while later, before Lu Huaiting answered, Yu Chen was shocked and explained: "I didn't mean that I like that kind of thing, nor did I mean that I was with you for that kind of thing, I said I I like you very much, which means I like you very much."

Lu Huaiting still didn't speak, so Yu Chen had no choice but to park the car on the side of the road and turned his head to look at him.

Lu Huaiting was smiling so that his brows and eyes were slightly bent, looking at Yu Chen innocently, and said softly: "I like you too."

Yu Chen's head was buzzing, and his face instantly turned red.

This was probably the first time in his 30-year-old life that he was in such a state of embarrassment. He didn't even have a chance to cover up. He looked into Lu Huaiting's bright eyes and felt the love inside. The hot and turbulent blows burst through the chest, and even the breath carried a hot breath.

"...Then, then, let's go home." After a while, he stammered out a sentence.

His face was completely red, his heart was hot, and he couldn't hide any emotions, all of which fell into Lu Huaiting's eyes.

This made Lu Huaiting's heart, which had fallen into the dust for a long time, thump.

"Go home and kiss?" He asked curiously.

Yu Chen shook his hands and almost broke the car keys. He didn't understand why Lu Huaiting was so bold. He even had a big red spot on his neck, which spread into the collar of his shirt.

Lu Huaiting, who didn't understand why Yu Chen's face was so red, was stunned for half a second, and reached out to touch his head, "Do you have a fever?"

Yu Chen turned his head slightly, but did not answer.

Lu Huaiting whispered: "Then you have a fever and we can't kiss."

Yu Chen suddenly turned his head and said, "I don't have a fever, I want to kiss you!"