abandoned cat

The sunset glow in the summer evening dyed the sky like a bright painting. Lu Huaiting looked at such a beautiful sunset glow on the bus, and couldn’t help taking out his mobile phone to take a picture. After taking the picture, he didn’t know who to share it with. He hadn’t seen it for a long time Sent a circle of friends.

[nice. ]

He was restless in the store today, worried about whether Yu Chen had lunch, how to eat dinner, and whether he had a good rest. He was restless all the time, causing Shu Xingxing to drive him out of the store before he could make dinner. The door, let him leave work early.

But it wasn't entirely because he was worried about Yu Chen. He found a reason for himself, went to the gate of the community, bought some vegetables and carried them back home. Just as he was downstairs, a head popped out of the corridor, and said softly, "I got off work very early today. .”

Lu Huaiting was startled by the voice and figure, and dropped the plastic bag in his hand on the ground. Yu Chen frowned slightly, walked over and bent down to help him pick it up, and whispered: "Scared you? I I thought you heard me coming downstairs."

Lu Huaiting hesitated, "Hmm...you were standing in the shadow just now, very similar to the one in the horror movie I watched last time..."

Yu Chen came downstairs in a hurry and didn't think too much. He just saw Lu Huaiting's circle of friends, so he went to the balcony. He also wanted to see the sunset that Lu Huaiting liked, but he caught a glimpse of Lu Huaiting walking home, so he went straight down without thinking. upstairs.

A little embarrassed, Yu Chen reached out to pat Lu Huaiting's head, changed the subject and asked, "You are so timid and still watch horror movies, won't you be scared by yourself at night?"

Lu Huaiting went upstairs with him, habitually lagging half a step behind, but Yu Chen would stop and wait for him when he was a little behind, and in the end they could only walk side by side.

"I'm afraid, but I'm not afraid at home. There are kittens and my mother protecting me." Lu Huaiting replied softly, "When I was young, I always felt that it was a terrible thing for a person to become a soul after death. Those who remain in the world cannot comfort themselves without this."

Yu Chen curled up his fingers to keep the soft touch left in his palm, he turned his head to look at Lu Huaiting's side face seriously buried in the steps, his throat felt a little choked.

"Ah."

Lu Huaiting smiled at him when he heard the sound, then turned his head away quickly when he realized his abruptness, his ears turned red, and he asked in embarrassment, "...how about making Huajiao Chicken Hot Pot for dinner today?"

Yu Chen reached out to take the bag in his hand, glanced at the contents, and said with a smile, "You've done well."

How could Lu Huaiting let a person with a broken hand pick up something, and wanted to get it back, but Yu Chen grabbed it with his ears and hands.

"I ran into the old lady upstairs this afternoon." Yu Chen held his hand and stood at the door, waiting for Lu Huaiting to open the door.

Lu Huaiting wanted to withdraw his hand, but his palm was pinched, he couldn't tell what it was like, he just wanted to quickly open the door to avoid Yu Chen.

He opened the door with trembling hands, and when he entered the room, he pulled out his hands with the plastic bag as if nothing had happened, and then sneaked a look at Yu Chen's expression, seeing that the other party just smiled helplessly, his head buzzed, and his face turned red.

He thought Yu Chen was very strange.

Yu Chen saw that he was emotionally fluctuating like this, and was afraid of scaring him, so he silently withdrew the urge to continue holding hands, and continued: "She told me that she wanted to introduce you to someone, you..." In the middle of speaking, Lu Huaiting interrupted him: "You, you know me, I can't go with girls."

"Yes, I know." Yu Chen said.

Lu Huaiting whispered: "Even if no one loves me, I can't harm others."

Yu Chen looked at him silently, wanting to say something comforting, perhaps because his gaze was too focused, Lu Huaiting quickly explained: "I didn't say it's bad for you to marry a woman, I didn't mean that..."

Seeing how difficult it was for him to explain, Yu Chen said, "It's not good. Although I have discussed with the other party, this is still an irresponsible and immoral behavior."

"..." Lu Huaiting couldn't answer, he didn't quite understand what Yu Chen meant, but he didn't think Yu Chen was wrong either.

He used to think that getting married was because of love, but later he discovered that for people like Yu Chen, marriage is just a transaction.

"But there is one thing I want to clarify." Yu Chen opened his mouth, looked at Lu Huaiting with gentle eyes, and said softly: "My feelings for you have never been related to any of my interests from the beginning to the end. All feelings are real and from the heart, and the only thing that can be related to interests is to abandon you."

Lu Huaiting was dumb, his expression slightly dazed.

Yu Chen leaned over to kiss him, and sighed softly: "I was wrong. I rarely make mistakes in judgment or choices. This makes me have a blind self-confidence. When it comes to loving you, I don't care about you." Can distinguish the relationship between primary and secondary, even failed to recognize myself, overestimated my heart and underestimated my feelings.”

"When I was looking for reasons, I realized that these are not reasons. How can a person make mistakes when he is in love?" Yu Chen's voice was slightly low, and he laughed at himself: "It turned out that it was because I had too much. I don’t know how it feels to lose, after leaving you, I often think back to some scenes when we were together, I was mostly surrounded by love, happy, I was almost never unhappy, all because of your love.”

"When I abandoned your love, I was relaxed. I thought I finally stabilized your excessive love at the average line, and thought I corrected your lover's way. At the same time, I broke away from your love and started Feel sad, feel pain, feel nostalgic.”

"You can think of these as my excuses, and you might even think that Yu Chen only came back to find your love for him and your kindness to him because he had lost so much." Yu Chen took a deep breath and hung down. Eyes said: "Yes, your love is very important to me. I really only know how to cherish it after I lose it, but it is undeniable that I am willing to lose everything except you and people or things related to you for your love." .”

"I would rather have only you in my world." Yu Chen gently rubbed the back of Lu Huaiting's neck, and whispered softly in his ear.

When he was young, he probably never thought that one day in the future he would give up everything because of Lu Huaiting. He always walked forward towards the goal and never looked back towards the plan. When did he look back and stand behind quietly waiting for him? that person?

How could he be willing to wait from a young age to now.

Lu Huaiting was hugged by him in a daze, listening to his gentle words, couldn't think for a while, just stared blankly with wide eyes, tears suddenly fell down.

Yu Chen was stunned by his tears, and reached out to wipe them for him. Lu Huaiting took a deep breath, raised his hand to wipe away the tears, shook his head, and gently pushed Yu Chen's hands away, trying to calm down for a while, Only then said in a hoarse voice: "I don't understand." After a pause, he took the dish and said to Yu Chen: "Go and rest, I'm cooking."

Yu Chen pursed his lips, stood still, looked at Lu Huaiting's back, this time he didn't let him run away like in the past, but followed directly, he didn't say anything about what Lu Huaiting said he didn't understand In other words, he was just helping Lu Huaiting in the kitchen, causing Lu Huaiting to be at a loss what to do. When he asked him to go out, he said he would stay and help, and when he asked him to take a bath, he said that it was not easy to wash with one hand. Go to the living room to boil water.

Yu Chen silently followed to the kitchen door, staring at Lu Huaiting.

If you can't understand the words, you can always understand the eyes.