abandoned cat

"Why do you take so many pictures of... er, evil spirits?" Yu Chen looked at the photo wall in the living room, and the photo of the kitten grinning took up most of the wall.

Lu Huaiting was squatting down to put quick-frozen products into the refrigerator.Hearing a voice from afar, he opened his voice and asked, "What—?"

Seeing this, Yu Chen also turned to the kitchen, looked at Lu Huaiting's slightly raised buttocks, which was half-squatting and put something in front of him, and pondered for two seconds, "What's for dinner?"

Lu Huaiting reported the name of the dish, "Salt-baked shrimp, candied sweet potato, cold gluten, braised pork ribs in sauce, stir-fried andou, and roasted corn, what do you think?" He closed the refrigerator door, got up and went to the sink to wash his hands, relieved In a low voice, he murmured: "This refrigerator is getting worse and worse. There are a lot of ice cakes. It's better to get a new one next month."

Yu Chen wandered around the layout of the kitchen, and when he heard the murmur, he looked at Lu Huaiting's hand, half of his fair skin was pinched red.

"It's still early, should I send someone to bring one?" Yu Chen approached a little closer, and reached out to hold Lu Huaiting's hand, with a slightly unhappy tone.

Lu Huaiting shook his head quickly when he heard the words, "...No."

"What's the matter?" Yu Chen frowned and looked at him, "Change things if they are no longer useful, and change them sooner rather than later."

Lu Huaiting murmured in his heart, then you shouldn't change it for me.

He didn't want to have anything to do with Yu Chen about things like money.

"Up to you." Yu Chen took a deep look at him, let go of his hand, turned and went to the living room.

The atmosphere became slightly awkward, Lu Huaiting hesitated to tell Yu Chen that he was still staying in the kitchen, when the sound of the TV came from the living room.

Step forward and back again.

Lu Huaiting didn't know how to cook until he was in college, and his mother Lu usually prepared bento boxes, but it was inconvenient to live at home after college—he was working part time and studying, and he didn't want his mother to know.

I do the most things in the restaurant, and I have to help out often when I see a lot, and I can cook good dishes over time.

Before dinner, he made Yu Chen a fruit salad and asked Yu Chen to pad his stomach, but Yu Chen didn't say anything, seeing Lu Huaiting smile at him flatteringly, he lowered his eyes, just took the things Lu Huaiting handed over.

The man stood beside him for a while before leaving.

There was a bag of snacks bought by Lu Huaiting on the coffee table. Yu Chen rummaged through it when he had nothing to do, but found a box of strawberry-flavored safety | sleeves in the corner.

With a slight pause in his fingers, Yu Chen looked back at the kitchen.

No wonder Lu Huaiting said on the way that something was left at the cash register and he had to go back to get it.

...Probably because I was afraid that I would dig through his pockets, so I put them in the bag for snacks. After all, I said that I would not eat snacks, so naturally I would not go through them.

Yu Chen looked at the slogan written on the box, and the specially drawn picture of strawberries, and could only sigh for a long while.

What on earth was this person thinking, he sighed in his heart, for a moment he didn't know what to do with this person.

Although I feel that this kind of thing is not painful or itchy, and it doesn't matter, I always feel that something is wrong.

Lu Huaiting sighed in the kitchen, thinking that this kind of thing is too difficult to deal with, if you don't want him to buy it, you will be angry, if you want him to buy it, what will you do?

Lu Huaiting went out with the food, determined to change the refrigerator tomorrow.

Yu Chen sat on the sofa facing the light, financial news was showing on the TV, Lu Huaiting set out the dishes, straightened up and looked at him for a while, and then said: "Yuyu, it's time to eat."

Yu Chen put on his shoes and got up, and when he sat down at the dining table, the rice served by Lu Huaiting was also placed in front of him.

"Look, Yuyu, my candied sweet potatoes are cooked very well today, the syrup is burnt super well, and the shreds are also very beautiful." Lu Huaiting picked up a chopstick dish for him. The candied sweet potatoes he cooked today were really good. The dishes look very delicious.

Yu Chen took a bite, looked at him and said, "Yes."

Seeing that he paid attention to him, Lu Huaiting smiled at the corners of his eyes, he has a pair of beautiful almond eyes, and it is easy to make people feel happy when he smiles.

He picked up some more dishes for Yu Chen, "It must be because I invited you to dinner today, that's why I cook better than every time before."

Yu Chen took a bite of the salt-baked prawns he made, and saw that he happily picked up some more dishes for himself, and even wanted to help him peel the prawns, Yu Chen frowned, and suddenly said: "You want to sleep with me? "

The voice on the TV seemed to be covered by this sentence, Lu Huaiting was so frightened that his hands shook, and the shrimp in his chopsticks fell on the table.

He raised his head abruptly, and looked at Yu Chen in fear, the boredom that flashed in Yu Chen's eyes made him tremble slightly.

"Why?" Yu Chen put down his chopsticks and looked at him seriously. He really didn't like Lu Huaiting's shrinking look, "Because you like me?"

Lu Huaiting opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

"If you like me, you want to sleep with me?" Yu Chen had a deep sense of disgust in his brows, but his tone was calm.

Lu Huaiting's beautiful almond eyes seemed to be covered by the winter snow, and a layer of mist floated up. He stretched out his hand, trying to pull Yu Chen's sleeve, but Yu Chen avoided it.

"I didn't make it to the end that day because I think we haven't been together for a long time now. Before mutual trust has been established, sex｜behavior is optional, but I think it's best not to have it." Yu Chen felt annoyed, and the box Safety｜The cover is like a fuse, blasting away his impatience that he couldn't explain clearly during this period. He wasn't dissatisfied with Lu Huaiting, he just felt that something was wrong, he felt upset, and didn't even The method is to cut through my own distracting thoughts decisively as before.

It felt as if he saw Lu Huaiting's name in the group that day, as if——he was looking forward to meeting him.

But he didn't, he didn't feel like he expected it.

In fact, before he met Lu Huaiting again, he never even thought of this person's memory.

So, how could he expect it—it was impossible.

Lu Huaiting was speechless for a long while, he just looked at Yu Chen with those foggy eyes until he blushed from embarrassment and pain.

He felt embarrassed because Yu Chen was tired of having sex with him.

Painful because he's just...

He just...

He stretched out his hand to pull Yu Chen's sleeve again, and swallowed the choked emotions in his throat. After a long time, seeing that Yu Chen didn't let go of his hand, he whispered intermittently: "I...I'm afraid of you , don’t want me, you...you are leaving again, you never told me when you left...you just kissed...kissed me last time before you left, you said you are a responsible person, when you grow up When you grow up...you will be responsible for me if you do that kind of thing with me...I, I don't want you to be responsible, I just want you not to leave..."

I don't want to keep waiting, I don't know if you will come back, I don't know how long I will chase you, if you don't look back and I can't catch up, what should I do?

You can forget everything and don't want anything.

"I know I hate it...Like a woman, women are better than me." Lu Huaiting tightly clenched the sleeves in his hands, his eyes were full of tears, he also felt that he was not like a man, how could someone just because What about feeling hopeless for another person's love?

Yu Chen has been telling him that he likes him ever since he came back. It's not that he doesn't believe it, but he's still afraid.

He waited from 15 to 25 years old. He waited ten years after Yu Chen left without saying goodbye. Even Chen Yang knew why that person left, but he didn't.

Obviously Yu Chen said at that time that Yuyu likes Gogou the most.

But Gogou waited for so long.

Time seemed to have passed half the night, and the warm light fell on Lu Huaiting's tears, crystal clear, dripped on the back of Yu Chen's outstretched hand, and then slid to the ground.

The tip of Yu Chen's heart seemed to be scratched severely by a kitten, and a sharp pain spread throughout his body.

"Tingting." He withdrew his hand, still kept his sense, looked at Lu Huaiting's teary eyes, and sighed, "If that kind of thing can give you a sense of security, of course I can, but sex itself makes people feel safe." Happiness is a spice of life that you cannot depend on forever to keep your heart in chains."

"Whether I leave or not has nothing to do with this. If I want to do this, I only want to do it because I like you. I don't like your distrust of me and playing these small thoughts. You Do you understand?" Yu Chen tapped the table with his fingertips, and said in a softer voice: "Have you forgotten what I told you two days ago? Love is not a necessity for your survival. If you like it, stay together, and if you don't like it, separate , if one day I have to leave, it may be because I don't like you anymore, or it may be because you don't like me anymore."

Lu Huaiting shook his head and said stubbornly: "How can I not like you?"

Yu Chen looked at him silently for a while, then said in a deep voice, "If I leave, I don't need you to continue waiting for me."

Lu Huaiting still shook his head, clutching his sleeve tightly with tears in his eyes.

Yu Chen wanted to take it back or give up, he couldn't handle Lu Huaiting's tears.

"I've talked to you a lot, and I think you should figure it out for yourself. If I leave you in the future, you should continue with your own life."

"Don't wait for me, you can even forget me."

Thinking about his own plan, Yu Chen couldn't help but frowned. He knew that if he left, he wouldn't come back.