Su Wenyu suddenly fell silent and did not answer for a long time.
The evening sunlight was not so strong, and when it fell on the faces of the two, there was a faint golden halo.
The surging airflow of the heat wave also gradually slowed down, the temperature began to drop, and the surroundings were quiet.
In the quiet and weird atmosphere, Su Wenyu raised his eyes to look at Huo Cheng, and with just a casual glance, he saw the fierce emotions constantly beating on that handsome face, erupting like lava in an instant, and then all of them were hidden deep in his eyes.
really.
The vague premonition that had arisen since we met today finally became a reality at this moment.
Su Wenyu's expression was complicated, and he couldn't help sighing softly: "I thought, you should have let go."
He half-answered this sentence at the beginning because he owed Huo Cheng a favor, and also because he knew that he would leave Yancheng soon, and he didn't know when he would come back next time.
The young master may feel even more frustrated when he leaves, but after all, he has a lot of things to do, and he has never seen each other, even if he is unwilling or angry, after so long, he should give up completely.
Su Wenyu has always thought so, and during his study tour with Ye Lao, Huo Cheng did not come to inquire about his whereabouts.
Of course, Su Wenyu would not take the initiative to mention it. It has been peaceful for a long time. He only thought that Huo Cheng had lost his mind, but he didn't expect that this thought would continue until today.
"I can't let go." Huo Cheng gritted his teeth, stood up suddenly, almost squeezed out every word, and shook his head vigorously, "In three years, I have never let go for a moment."
Su Wenyu also stood up, his face was flat, and he couldn't see much emotion.
"But I let it go." He said softly.
But in the next second, he suddenly took a step forward, and approached Huo Cheng with his whole body. At the same time, he grabbed the man's hand unexpectedly, pulled it directly, and placed it on the left side of his chest.
Huo Cheng's eyes flickered, and his breathing suddenly became short of breath.
The distance between the two quickly narrowed, and the air became slightly ambiguous. The familiar temperature leaked out through a layer of thin clothes. The heat seemed to spread to the palms, making Huo Cheng's heart burn instantly, and he was suddenly stunned. Living.
The joy and throbbing came so quickly that I forgot what the young man said just now.
"listen."
"..." Huo Cheng's eyes moved slightly, and only then did he understand what Su Wenyu's intention was.
The heartbeat under the palm was vigorous and powerful, beating again and again, as smooth as a machine in normal operation.
But...it's too normal, so normal that there is no sign of wanting to speed up.
Comparing the two, my heart was beating like a drum, and the beating sound seemed to be able to shake my chest, which seemed extraordinarily ridiculous.
But under such circumstances, Huo Cheng just quietly swallowed the bitterness on the tip of his tongue, but he didn't feel much lost.
It's normal, isn't it?
He had learned a long time ago not to be sentimental, nor to have those ridiculous delusions.
"It's okay." Huo Cheng smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, but he choked for some reason, coughed a few times, his lips trembled a little, and the stubbornness in his dark eyes was shocking, "You don't like me anymore, I know it .”
"I knew it a long time ago." The Adam's apple rolled and rolled, repeating in a low voice as if telling himself.
But the next moment, he cheered up again, and said with bright eyes: "But at least, you don't like others now, do you?"
Suddenly, there was another wind blowing, blowing the rustling flowers aside.
Su Wenyu narrowed his eyes slightly and did not speak, but his attitude seemed to be acquiescence.
So, before he could react, Huo Cheng had already curled up his mouth and smiled, "Then, I still have a chance, right?"
He didn't wait for an answer, and continued to whisper: "So, I just hope that you don't deprive me of the last bit of rights, so that I can still be close to you, get along with you normally, and talk, just like other people. "
With anticipation in his eyes, he tried to keep calm on his face, but his heart secretly clenched together.
But this time, he waited for Su Wenyu's response - another sigh.
"Huo Cheng, you know in your heart that it can't be the same."
His eyes were calm, but there was a hint of sharpness hidden in them, as unstoppable as a blade, Huo Cheng couldn't help turning his head to avoid hastily, his heart was in a mess.
But Su Wenyu seemed to have opened up the conversation box, paused, and then said seriously: "I said it before, the problem between us is not entirely your fault, I am also at fault."
He raised his hand to stop Huo Cheng from opening his mouth to refute, wanting to explain everything at once.
Including what I didn't say before, and finally figured it out slowly, I have to make a liquidation for everything.
"After separation, you always beautify me in your memories, but in fact I am not as good as you think. I am not the kind of person who really only knows how to give silently, but does not ask for anything in return. You are not good enough to me, I am not I really don’t care, I just want to try my best to be tolerant, but after a long time, I can’t take it anymore, so I’m leaving.”
Huo Cheng's eyes were red, and he shook his head desperately, "It's my fault..."
Su Wenyu smiled, "I have seen many unhappy loves, and my parents always blamed and abused each other, so I thought that I would not be with anyone, and it was even more impossible for me to be with anyone who took the initiative. one day."
He raised his eyes, his expression involuntarily becoming a little dazed, "At that time, expressing my heart to you was the most courageous thing I ever did."
"sorry--"
Huo Cheng finally began to collapse.
He destroyed Su Wenyu's beautiful imagination of love, destroyed Su Wenyu's trust in giving affection, and even made him lose the courage to love someone.
He has committed a heinous crime.
"Really, I'm sorry." When he spoke again, he had difficulty pronouncing the words, incoherent, "I like you so much, and you also like me, I don't know why it became like this..."
Su Wenyu pursed his lips. Originally, he felt that he had seen the past of the two of them very lightly, but at this moment, seeing Huo Cheng's never-before-seen depression, he still felt that there was something unclear about it. discomfort.
"Huo Cheng, from the past to the present, you have really changed so much that I almost don't know you anymore. How can people believe such a changed attitude?"
"I'm just, just..." Huo Cheng curled his fingers, not knowing how to explain, so he asked hoarsely: "What should I do? How can I—"
"You don't need to do anything." Su Wenyu interrupted him, "This is no longer your problem, but mine."
"I can no longer pin my hopes on you. You have treated me badly, so even if you treat me well, how long will it last? When will you take it all back? I obviously have other choices. Why? Want to take another risk?"
Huo Cheng couldn't answer this series of questions, he just felt his brain buzzing and the pain was severe.
"No, there must be a way, I can prove..."
But Su Wenyu had already taken half a step back.
"Huo Cheng, no matter what, you helped me in my most difficult time, and I will always be grateful to you."
A gentle smile suddenly bloomed on his face, like a cherry blossom in full bloom, and the words he said seemed to be a low sigh.
It's as if everything has been completely drawn out, whether it's grace or love, it's all gone.
Huo Cheng suddenly felt out of breath, and took several deep breaths, the tightness in his chest made him feel suffocated.
No!
He tightly clenched his fingers into fists under his lips, his teeth chattered, and he even unconsciously bit his knuckles. Because he had no control over his strength, the knuckles began to ooze blood, which was particularly glaring on his fair skin.
Su Wenyu couldn't help frowning slightly.
Then, he stretched out his hand with a calm expression, gently grabbed the man's wrist, and then pulled it away silently.
Unexpectedly, Huo Cheng was very obedient and obedient. As soon as he touched him, the ruthless force immediately released, but he still stared at him with red eyes, as if his head was lost on the snowfield. The direction of the lone wolf.
But Su Wenyu was not moved again.
"A broken mirror cannot be restored, so—"
He bent the corner of his mouth and said softly, "I want to get a new one."
Huo Cheng stood there stiffly, with the warm sunlight shining on his body, but he was still as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
After three years, he was once again mercilessly thrown away by Su Wenyu.
作者有话要说:感谢在2022-02-1504:15:03~2022-02-1604:14:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines:·I really don’t like fish·1;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Xiao Miao bought 15 bottles of Mimi; Ye Mu secretly said 3 bottles; ;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
The evening sunlight was not so strong, and when it fell on the faces of the two, there was a faint golden halo.
The surging airflow of the heat wave also gradually slowed down, the temperature began to drop, and the surroundings were quiet.
In the quiet and weird atmosphere, Su Wenyu raised his eyes to look at Huo Cheng, and with just a casual glance, he saw the fierce emotions constantly beating on that handsome face, erupting like lava in an instant, and then all of them were hidden deep in his eyes.
really.
The vague premonition that had arisen since we met today finally became a reality at this moment.
Su Wenyu's expression was complicated, and he couldn't help sighing softly: "I thought, you should have let go."
He half-answered this sentence at the beginning because he owed Huo Cheng a favor, and also because he knew that he would leave Yancheng soon, and he didn't know when he would come back next time.
The young master may feel even more frustrated when he leaves, but after all, he has a lot of things to do, and he has never seen each other, even if he is unwilling or angry, after so long, he should give up completely.
Su Wenyu has always thought so, and during his study tour with Ye Lao, Huo Cheng did not come to inquire about his whereabouts.
Of course, Su Wenyu would not take the initiative to mention it. It has been peaceful for a long time. He only thought that Huo Cheng had lost his mind, but he didn't expect that this thought would continue until today.
"I can't let go." Huo Cheng gritted his teeth, stood up suddenly, almost squeezed out every word, and shook his head vigorously, "In three years, I have never let go for a moment."
Su Wenyu also stood up, his face was flat, and he couldn't see much emotion.
"But I let it go." He said softly.
But in the next second, he suddenly took a step forward, and approached Huo Cheng with his whole body. At the same time, he grabbed the man's hand unexpectedly, pulled it directly, and placed it on the left side of his chest.
Huo Cheng's eyes flickered, and his breathing suddenly became short of breath.
The distance between the two quickly narrowed, and the air became slightly ambiguous. The familiar temperature leaked out through a layer of thin clothes. The heat seemed to spread to the palms, making Huo Cheng's heart burn instantly, and he was suddenly stunned. Living.
The joy and throbbing came so quickly that I forgot what the young man said just now.
"listen."
"..." Huo Cheng's eyes moved slightly, and only then did he understand what Su Wenyu's intention was.
The heartbeat under the palm was vigorous and powerful, beating again and again, as smooth as a machine in normal operation.
But...it's too normal, so normal that there is no sign of wanting to speed up.
Comparing the two, my heart was beating like a drum, and the beating sound seemed to be able to shake my chest, which seemed extraordinarily ridiculous.
But under such circumstances, Huo Cheng just quietly swallowed the bitterness on the tip of his tongue, but he didn't feel much lost.
It's normal, isn't it?
He had learned a long time ago not to be sentimental, nor to have those ridiculous delusions.
"It's okay." Huo Cheng smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, but he choked for some reason, coughed a few times, his lips trembled a little, and the stubbornness in his dark eyes was shocking, "You don't like me anymore, I know it .”
"I knew it a long time ago." The Adam's apple rolled and rolled, repeating in a low voice as if telling himself.
But the next moment, he cheered up again, and said with bright eyes: "But at least, you don't like others now, do you?"
Suddenly, there was another wind blowing, blowing the rustling flowers aside.
Su Wenyu narrowed his eyes slightly and did not speak, but his attitude seemed to be acquiescence.
So, before he could react, Huo Cheng had already curled up his mouth and smiled, "Then, I still have a chance, right?"
He didn't wait for an answer, and continued to whisper: "So, I just hope that you don't deprive me of the last bit of rights, so that I can still be close to you, get along with you normally, and talk, just like other people. "
With anticipation in his eyes, he tried to keep calm on his face, but his heart secretly clenched together.
But this time, he waited for Su Wenyu's response - another sigh.
"Huo Cheng, you know in your heart that it can't be the same."
His eyes were calm, but there was a hint of sharpness hidden in them, as unstoppable as a blade, Huo Cheng couldn't help turning his head to avoid hastily, his heart was in a mess.
But Su Wenyu seemed to have opened up the conversation box, paused, and then said seriously: "I said it before, the problem between us is not entirely your fault, I am also at fault."
He raised his hand to stop Huo Cheng from opening his mouth to refute, wanting to explain everything at once.
Including what I didn't say before, and finally figured it out slowly, I have to make a liquidation for everything.
"After separation, you always beautify me in your memories, but in fact I am not as good as you think. I am not the kind of person who really only knows how to give silently, but does not ask for anything in return. You are not good enough to me, I am not I really don’t care, I just want to try my best to be tolerant, but after a long time, I can’t take it anymore, so I’m leaving.”
Huo Cheng's eyes were red, and he shook his head desperately, "It's my fault..."
Su Wenyu smiled, "I have seen many unhappy loves, and my parents always blamed and abused each other, so I thought that I would not be with anyone, and it was even more impossible for me to be with anyone who took the initiative. one day."
He raised his eyes, his expression involuntarily becoming a little dazed, "At that time, expressing my heart to you was the most courageous thing I ever did."
"sorry--"
Huo Cheng finally began to collapse.
He destroyed Su Wenyu's beautiful imagination of love, destroyed Su Wenyu's trust in giving affection, and even made him lose the courage to love someone.
He has committed a heinous crime.
"Really, I'm sorry." When he spoke again, he had difficulty pronouncing the words, incoherent, "I like you so much, and you also like me, I don't know why it became like this..."
Su Wenyu pursed his lips. Originally, he felt that he had seen the past of the two of them very lightly, but at this moment, seeing Huo Cheng's never-before-seen depression, he still felt that there was something unclear about it. discomfort.
"Huo Cheng, from the past to the present, you have really changed so much that I almost don't know you anymore. How can people believe such a changed attitude?"
"I'm just, just..." Huo Cheng curled his fingers, not knowing how to explain, so he asked hoarsely: "What should I do? How can I—"
"You don't need to do anything." Su Wenyu interrupted him, "This is no longer your problem, but mine."
"I can no longer pin my hopes on you. You have treated me badly, so even if you treat me well, how long will it last? When will you take it all back? I obviously have other choices. Why? Want to take another risk?"
Huo Cheng couldn't answer this series of questions, he just felt his brain buzzing and the pain was severe.
"No, there must be a way, I can prove..."
But Su Wenyu had already taken half a step back.
"Huo Cheng, no matter what, you helped me in my most difficult time, and I will always be grateful to you."
A gentle smile suddenly bloomed on his face, like a cherry blossom in full bloom, and the words he said seemed to be a low sigh.
It's as if everything has been completely drawn out, whether it's grace or love, it's all gone.
Huo Cheng suddenly felt out of breath, and took several deep breaths, the tightness in his chest made him feel suffocated.
No!
He tightly clenched his fingers into fists under his lips, his teeth chattered, and he even unconsciously bit his knuckles. Because he had no control over his strength, the knuckles began to ooze blood, which was particularly glaring on his fair skin.
Su Wenyu couldn't help frowning slightly.
Then, he stretched out his hand with a calm expression, gently grabbed the man's wrist, and then pulled it away silently.
Unexpectedly, Huo Cheng was very obedient and obedient. As soon as he touched him, the ruthless force immediately released, but he still stared at him with red eyes, as if his head was lost on the snowfield. The direction of the lone wolf.
But Su Wenyu was not moved again.
"A broken mirror cannot be restored, so—"
He bent the corner of his mouth and said softly, "I want to get a new one."
Huo Cheng stood there stiffly, with the warm sunlight shining on his body, but he was still as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
After three years, he was once again mercilessly thrown away by Su Wenyu.
作者有话要说:感谢在2022-02-1504:15:03~2022-02-1604:14:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines:·I really don’t like fish·1;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Xiao Miao bought 15 bottles of Mimi; Ye Mu secretly said 3 bottles; ;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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