Slag Gong lost his memory and ran away as a substitute

"So, I don't like you anymore."

A light sentence, but like a huge boulder weighing a thousand catties, it hit Huo Cheng hard in the heart.

The two stood facing each other clearly, the distance was very close, and the lights at the four corners were bright, but he felt that there was a thick layer of fog between himself and Su Wenyu, and he couldn't see his face clearly, let alone his expression.

"what did you just say?"

Huo Cheng asked in a daze, but soon he shook his head, stared at him, and denied every word: "I don't believe it."

He couldn't believe it either.

After three years of getting along day and night, there is almost no quarrel, how can it be possible to say that if you don't like it, you don't like it?

Su Wenyu was only disappointed with him because of the substitute, because he was dissatisfied with his usual attitude and was angry, but it was absolutely impossible that he didn't like it!

Huo Cheng narrowed his eyes slightly, and quickly searched for evidence in his mind, but the brain, which is usually as precise and accurate as a machine, was in a mess at this time, and it even made him a little incoherent.

"When I told you that it was a misunderstanding, you reacted and questioned me. You cared, didn't you?"

Having said that, he seemed like a traveler floating on the sea suddenly found a piece of driftwood, and repeated eagerly: "You care."

"Let go first." Su Wenyu gently pushed the man's hand away, with a hint of helplessness on his handsome face.

Frankly speaking, after knowing that I am not someone's substitute, it would be a lie to say that there is no fluctuation in my heart.

But this is normal, although this is not the main reason why he chose to separate, but no one wants to be a substitute.If this was a misunderstanding, it at least proved that those three years were not a completely ridiculous deal.

So Su Wenyu's attitude was naturally a little gentler, and he admitted frankly: "I really care about this matter, but I think everyone would care about it. In fact, if I knew the truth earlier, I wouldn't take you away. to sell his car..."

Whether the relationship between Huo Cheng and himself is good or bad, it is the result of natural development, and the man in front of him has never deliberately used himself.

The money he got in his hands could be used as a substitute for the mental damage fee without any burden. If it were used as a breakup fee, it would be too generous, so the money was enough, and there was no need to sell the car to make the scene embarrassing.

"None of that matter."

Huo Cheng interrupted him almost immediately.

Would he care about such a little money and such a little thing?All he wanted from beginning to end was Su Wenyu!

"I will treat you well in the future, and I won't be as cold as before. If you like it, I will always smile at you."

He thought that Su Wenyu would be flattered by just making breakfast after the car accident, and thought of Su Wenyu's complaints to him in the previous breakup phone call, he consciously understood the problem, so these guarantees flowed out like no money.

"Or you, if you have any other dissatisfaction, you can bring it up, and I will do it."

Huo Cheng is obviously not used to speaking soft words. These simple words are already very difficult, but his eyes are very serious. Although they are all seeking peace, their attitude is completely different from before.

No longer aloof, but a rare lower figure.

"..."

Su Wenyu looked at Huo Cheng's state at the moment, and fell silent.

His eyes moved, but he didn't know what to say for a while.

And Huo Cheng has been watching his expression closely, trying hard to distinguish a little emotion, so he didn't speak.

The atmosphere instantly became very quiet, so quiet that it was abnormal.

After a long time, Su Wenyu pursed his lips, and a very low sigh came out of his lips.

"Huo Cheng, you said you recovered your memory, so do you remember the day we were just together?"

Hearing this, Huo Cheng nodded almost immediately in response: "I remember, of course I remember."

"You drew me on the drawing paper, and I asked you why, and you said it was because you liked it, and then I said... I like you too."

His voice was low, and the last sentence was deliberately lowered, with deep emotions in the magnetism, as if it was another expression of his heart.

But Su Wenyu didn't mean to let him reminisce about the past, he just shook his head slightly, and said very lightly: "But our liking is different."

"You can only give me a little love that comes out from between your fingers, but what I give you is everything."

Huo Cheng's heart skipped a beat, and he was about to speak hoarsely: "I—"

Su Wenyu raised his hand to interrupt him: "Now, you find that you can't hook me with this little liking, so you want to give me a little more. But it's a pity, I won't be stupid anymore."

"Huo Cheng, you just want a well-behaved and obedient bird. When you're happy, you can feed it some bird food and let him sing a nice song to you. But, you already have Xiaolu at home, don't you?"

The young man's face was very calm, but it was this kind of calmness that made Huo Cheng inexplicably startled, and his whole body tensed up.

It was as if a gust of cold air penetrated into the bone marrow and brewed in the limbs.

He felt that he could not understand what Su Wenyu was saying.

He didn't agree, but he didn't know how to refute.

and--

"What little green? There is no little green."

Su Wenyu kindly reminded: "It's the parrot with green tail feathers."

"...It's called Rhubarb." Huo Cheng frowned.

So Su Wenyu froze for a moment in embarrassment.

"Okay, Rhubarb, my memory is wrong." He smiled apologetically.

In fact, this is just a very small thing. I misremembered the name of the bird, but it doesn't mean anything.

But Huo Cheng froze in place for a moment, as if hit by a huge whirlwind of butterfly wings.

Su Wenyu couldn't remember.

But it was a bird that Su Wenyu wanted very much in the past. On the day he gave it to him, he had intimately caressed the feathers on the parrot's back, fed it carefully, and they even made an appointment to teach it to talk.

Huo Cheng suddenly raised his hand, pressed on the left side of his chest, and then took a few quick breaths.

Looking back, Su Wenyu seemed to really not care about the things he gave.

It’s as if on the day he left home, he took away the small soup pot he had been using and the painting equipment, but he didn’t take the stone he gave him. He was very happy when he received it and said he liked it very much.

He obviously likes it.

"Don't you like birds?" Huo Cheng raised his eyes, but his eyes were not focused, and asked in a daze.

"I liked it." Su Wenyu corrected him.

Huo Cheng was speechless.

His whole body was wrapped in a huge daze, he was in a daze, and he didn't even remember how they separated later. When he got home, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

It was already dark, and a small light was turned on in the villa, and it was dark everywhere.

Huo Cheng didn't eat, but he didn't feel hungry, or because the uncomfortable feeling in other parts of his body overwhelmed the instinct of hunger.

He didn't care, just sat on the sofa in the living room for a long time in the dark.

It looks calm, but it's actually very restless.

Annoyed for no reason.

Then, he stood up and went to the studio on the third floor.

As soon as the light was turned on, everything inside was still the same as the last time I came, empty.

Actually, I didn't want to come here.

But there is no other place to go, so if you come into the studio, maybe you can feel a little calmer.

Huo Cheng sat down at the table, glanced out of boredom, and suddenly found a little silvery white in the corner, which seemed to be... the frame of a painting.

Did Su Wenyu forget something here?

It is possible that he left in a hurry, and he might have left behind the works he painted before.

Then he, will he come and take it?

This realization lifted Huo Cheng's spirits inexplicably. He immediately got up and leaned over to search.

After searching carefully, an astonishing discovery was made immediately. It turned out that there was not just one painting piled up here, but many paintings.

They have all been carefully framed.

Then why not hang it up?

Such an idea subconsciously popped up in his mind.

But soon, the memories in my mind were like being pulled by a rope, tumbling out all at once.

"Huo Cheng, do you think the silver wire frame looks better or the log color one? Which one is more suitable for our house?"

"more or less."

"The silver one is fine. I want to hang my paintings all over the living room, bedroom, and study, so that you can think of me at a glance."

The young man was full of smiles, his eyes full of longing and joy.

He was happy, as if expecting something.

What did you say at that time?

"childish."

Because I disagreed, these paintings were not hung up later.

No wonder.

No wonder they haven't had a quarrel in the past three years, no wonder all I think of after the car accident are only pleasant memories.

It's all because Su Wenyu has been accommodating him.

For some reason, Huo Cheng felt that his eyes were a little sore, probably because the housekeeper didn't send someone in to clean it, and there was too much dust, so he accidentally fell into it.

He blinked, didn't pay much attention, and then found a semi-dry veil, ready to wipe off the thin layer of dust on the paintings.

Huo Cheng carefully wiped one picture after another.

There is the bell tower of the University of Science and Technology, the garden with locust trees, and the lawn of Princess Bay.

These places were all visited by him and Su Wenyu.

Seeing these familiar scenes, there was still no fluctuation on his face, expressionless, only his eyelashes trembled a little.

But the next second, he was stunned.

The painting at the bottom is of myself.

That should have been two years ago.

He was dressed in formal clothes, standing in the garden downstairs, looking up slightly.

Who's up there?

Of course it was Su Wenyu.

Huo Cheng's protruding Adam's apple rolled with difficulty, and he stretched out his hand unconsciously, and lightly brushed the eyes of the man on the screen.

There is light in it, very bright, very energetic, and even the corner of the mouth seems to have a little smile.

So at that time, was his expression actually like this?

Do you just like this look in your eyes?

Snapped.

Huo Cheng suddenly put down the painting in his hand and turned his head, a little unsure how to face it.

However, a voice that had been suppressed for a long time in the bottom of my heart became clearer and clearer.

no.

He didn't just like Su Wenyu.

If he just likes it, why would he try his best to leave that ugly old tree in Yanjiao New Town.

If he just likes it, why would he subconsciously treat Su Wenyu better after losing his memory in a car accident and forgetting those shadows of the past, so that he would not wake him up even if he lifted the quilt in the morning.

If he just likes it, why would he lose his composure over and over again because of this person.

Huo Cheng seemed to suddenly realize it at this time, and laughed all of a sudden.

But the laugh was too hasty, he suddenly took a breath of air-conditioning, and began to cough heavily again, and continued to laugh while coughing, laughing until his head hung down.

He originally thought that he liked Su Wenyu because he was beautiful and obedient, but now Su Wenyu was clearly covered in thorns and disobedient at all, so he still couldn't let go.

He is a person who values ​​experience the most, and there is nothing special in particular, such as horse riding and racing, since both can make him relax, there is no difference in his heart, and they can replace each other.

So he always felt that Su Wenyu was the same, he just liked it, so of course he could let it go easily.

But it is not.

He was wrong, very wrong.

Like is replaceable, easy to forget, it won't make people worry about it like this, and it won't make people want to hold on tightly and refuse to let go.

But love can.

It turned out that he loved Su Wenyu.

His feelings for Su Wenyu turned out to be the love that he had always avoided.