The bright moon in the entertainment industry

31. stay

If you want to ask Jiang Liuyue what food she hates the most, she will definitely name a lot of food.

If you force her to pick one out, she will definitely hesitate for a while and then explode: I hate it, what can I do! !

But today, Jiang Liuyue can tell you with certainty:

Soap.

…Wait a minute, it’s not a time of famine, nor are we shooting disaster blockbusters or survival documentaries, so why eat soap?

The reason is simple: this is the easiest way Jiang Liuyue can think of to stay in Korea.

People in the dark often have a premonition, and her premonition is that if she returns to China this time, she may never be able to come to Korea again.

What a joke! !Came all the way to South Korea and then left without seeing TVXQ for two months? !She doesn't want it! ! ! !

Jiang Liuyue refused to think about the fact that she rarely even mentioned TVXQ's name in the past two months, and forced herself to believe that fans love idols.

His love is endless and unafraid of sacrifice.

But when she took the first bite, she was already regretting it. The true love of idols, Shen Changmin, and fans all came to naught, and there were only bouts of retching.

She hid in the toilet with tears in her eyes, forcing herself to swallow the viscous and bitter object.

I feel sick...

I really want to vomit...

Her fingers pinched her thigh tightly, her teeth clenched tightly to suppress her urge to vomit, and tears fell down her cheeks.

I don't know how long it took, her buzzing head couldn't judge the time, so she swallowed the soap reluctantly, took a deep breath trembling, and started the second mouthful...

When Jiang Liuyue was very young, she knew that she was different from other children.

She has no father.

Every time she couldn't help but ask her mother, her mother would cry hysterically, scream, and then prick her mouth with a needle,

Pinch her cheek with pointed nails, stare at her with blood red eyes, and growl at her over and over again:

[Jiang Xiaoliu! !You don't have a dad! !you have not! ! ! 】

[Others have it! ! !Everyone else has it! ! 】

Jiang Xiaoliu was stubborn as hell, gritted his teeth and refused to admit defeat or cry, he wanted to fight back even if he died.

【he died! !You are not allowed to mention him again! ! ! 】

So Jiang Xiaoliu knew that the reason she didn't have a father was that her father died.

So her braids are always torn apart, her schoolbag is always in puddles, there are always caterpillars or cockroaches in her pencil case, and she is never cared about when she is bullied.

Fortunately, Jiang Xiaoliu is a stubborn child who refuses to admit defeat. When others pulled her braids, she went home and took scissors to cut herself a messy short hair. When her schoolbag appeared in a puddle, she didn't care where she went They were all carrying schoolbags, and she gradually got used to the scary things in her stationery box, and teased them with a pencil. Bite when you can't reach the hair.

Gradually, no one dared to bully Jiang Xiaoliu, they only dared to spit from a distance, scolded the bastard or the loser.

At that time, Jiang Xiaoliu didn't like to cry. She felt that crying was a very pitiful thing, just like her mother. She asked the uncle who often brought rice noodles to her family, how could her mother not cry?

[Xiao Liu smiles more, Xiao Liu looks like an angel when she smiles, so mother is happy. 】

So even though there are still bloodstains on his face, his legs are trembling when he walks, and his hair is ripped to pieces, the first thing Jiang Xiaoliu does when he comes home every day is to show himself in front of his mother while yelling that I am back. Biggest smile ever.

At that time, my mother's gaze would be softer, she would untie her hair and rebraid it, wipe her face with a warm towel, and sometimes hug her.

[Laughing is really a good thing. 】

Lying in mother's warm embrace, Xiao Liu thought.

and after?

Then one day, a beautiful, beautiful car suddenly drove up to the door of her house, and a tall and handsome uncle got down. He walked in quickly, and the first thing he did was to hug Xiao Liu's mother and burst into tears .

Xiao Liu was dumbfounded, it was the first time she saw such a big man crying.

【This is Dad. 】

After entering the house with that man for a long time, Xiao Liu, who was brought by the man and played with her beautiful sister for a long time, was led into the house, listen

The mother introduced with a blank face.

【Xiao Liu, listen to me. 】

Mom squatted down, touched her immature face with her hands, closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she was already very firm:

【Follow Dad, don't come back again. 】

... This is parting.

Jiang Liuyue couldn't eat any more, and lay on the narrow floor of the bathroom, retching, her mind buzzing, as if

The sound of an airplane engine.

Don't take off...don't take off...don't take off...

[Don't drive! !Don't drive! !don't want! ! !I want mom! ! ! ! 】

Jiang Xiaoliu, who was only six years old, could not prevent that parting. She was too young to change an adult's decision.

Now, the 14-year-old Jiang Liuyue is also unable to stop this parting. She is still too young to fight against this cruel and realistic world.

Jiang Xiaoliu was changed to a literary name, she has a father, and there is a magnificent home like a palace, where she takes care of her nanny

and tutoring.

What else?

Strict rules, heavy schoolwork, imprisoned freedom, and unallowed behaviors filled this big house with loneliness.

Jiang Liuyue became fond of crying, especially in the middle of the night, she often cried to find her mother, and her mournful crying echoed in the empty living room, as if many people were crying with her.

Back to the present.

Jiang Liuyue turned into Guishun, a fake male trainee. Her room was just a small blanket under the narrow dining table, like a small matchbox.

and also……

A room full of people.

Although those people also bullied her, they also protected her and loved her.

Isn't that enough?

What she, Jiang Liuyue, wanted... was just a place the size of a matchbox...

Why do you want to drive her away...

Why should she be driven back into that cold and gorgeous cage after she knows what warmth and excitement are?

She doesn't want to go back! ! !

"AH!!! GUESTS!!! GUESTS!!!"

Screaming...stinging ears...so sick...so nauseous...

"Quick!! Call an ambulance!! Tell the captain not to take off!! Guest, guest, are you okay?"

Where is this... I... who am I...

【Guishun, you can't stay here anymore. 】

【Xiao Liu, follow Dad, don't come back here again. 】

Where is it again... Where will I be driven away again...

"don't want……"

"What? Guest, what do you want to say?"

The stewardess kept patting her back, and wiped the corner of the child's mouth with her handkerchief, lying on her lips in a state of anxiety.

Bian: "What do you want to say? Is there any medicine?"

"I don't want...I don't want to go..."

"guest?"

"I want to stay here...I want to stay here..."

"Don't cry, don't cry, don't be afraid...the doctor will be here soon, you'll be fine...don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." The stewardess thought she

It was because he was afraid that he would die, so he hurriedly hugged her in his arms to comfort her.

This is how big a child is, how could he be alone on this flight?

Where is she going...

Jiang Liuyue's consciousness has been blurred, and she only feels that she is hugged by a warm person.

Mom... is that you?

"I ate soap."

While leading the way, the nurse said, somewhat helpless and dumbfounded in her tone: "The child nowadays is always looking for death and life. This child is quite innovative."

Li Baoxing thanked and patted his chest: Thank God, among the countless worst possibilities she thought of on the way here, this is the best result.

"Here, here it is, please sign here."

The nurse handed the list to Li Baoxing, and at the same time couldn't help asking curiously:

"But who are you, this child?"

"Ah... this child's parents are abroad, I just help take care of it." Li Baoxing smiled and returned the signed form to the nurse.

After thanking you again, the doctor opened the door of the ward.

Jiang Liuyue was falling asleep, just now she was tossed about by gastric lavage and examination, and now she was curled up in the quilt and sleeping soundly, her small body rising and falling with her breathing under the quilt.

Li Baoxing walked over, first tucked her in the quilt, and then touched Jiang Liuyue's soft hair, trembling a little

Breathe out.

"...Silly boy...if something really happens...what should I do..."

She stroked Jiang Liuyue's small head, and couldn't help but redden her eyes again:

"Ah? Where did you come from..."

"If something really happened... how will Nuna survive in this life..."

She raised her hand high, as if she wanted to hit Jiang Liuyue twice, but in the end she gently lowered it and touched her pale face: "I don't know where the guy came from, he's so stubborn... Nu that dare not do anything I'm chasing you..."

"You Shun..."

"You Shun..."

"Thank you for being okay...thank you for being okay..."

In the dim ward with only one night light on, Li Baoxing covered his mouth, hugged the sleeping little body, and began to cry.

Guishun... Guishun...

Thank you for being alive in this world.

The author has something to say:

... After thinking about it, I decided to explain Jiang Xiaoliu's life experience.

By the way, let me tell you why she is still unwilling to leave after being bullied so much.

A person's growth experience will largely change a person's three views and values.

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