The bright moon in the entertainment industry

298. The Unheard Forever

Xu Jinpei was born in Mokpo, Jeollanam-do. He is the most famous and wealthy son of the local clan. When he was young, he escaped from the antique mansion countless times, or wandered in other places, or went to meet some people at that time. The advanced elements even made a living by performing arts, avoiding their responsibilities and identities as the legitimate sons.

After escaping in this way for a lifetime, at the end of his life, he suddenly remembered the short white walls, the blue-gray bricks and tiles, the wooden paper door and the light golden tatami behind the paper door exuding straw. fragrance.

Fallen leaves return to their roots, which is probably such a kind of psychology.

After the first rescue, the doctor regretfully informed the result, but Xu Jinpei, who was still very weak after waking up from Youyou, was very clear-headed and calmly expressed to his grief-stricken children that he wanted to go back to his hometown in Mokpo.

According to his current weak body, it would take a lot of meticulous and thoughtful arrangements to go back. Everyone was deeply saddened, but they could only get busy according to Xu Jinpei's instructions.

When Cui Shengxuan came to the ward, grandpa had already fallen asleep with the help of medicine.

He walked to his grandfather's window, gently held his grandfather's hand and rubbed it on his face, then carefully put his grandfather's hand on his face.

After returning to the quilt, he took a deep breath, turned and left the ward.

The mother and elder sister hugged the little aunt and wept softly at the end of the corridor. The father looked at Cui Shengxuan with a serious expression, and looked at him.

He nodded and said, "Go back with grandpa these few days, it's fine."

Choi Seung-hyun lowered his head in silence.

The tall and big body stood alone at the door, with his head lowered, looking at the toes of his shoes.

"Seung Hyun."

Dad frowned, and shouted in a harsh voice.

Cui Shengxuan raised his head suddenly, and looked at Dad with those big black and white eyes. His eye circles were red, and his expression seemed to be affected by

The frightened child was equally at a loss, and his voice was full of tears:

"Can't you try again?"

He was in such a state of embarrassment like a child who had been bullied and wronged a lot, and he didn't care to wipe away the tears rolling down his face, but his eyes

Ba De looked at Papa Cui like an immature child: "Papa..."

begging voice.

Papa Cui looked at him, and remembered that Cui Shengxuan had raised a puppy when he was young, and that puppy died for some reason, and he also

In this way, he ran to him holding the puppy's body, crying big and big, begging himself to help, to think of a way.

But what can be done.

As soon as the words fell, Cui Shengxuan got the answer by himself.

He quickly lowered his head, hummed a little, then quickened his pace in embarrassment, and ran desperately to the other side of the corridor

go with.

Run, run, run.

This corridor seems to be endlessly dark, so scary.

There seemed to be many people standing silently in the dark corridor, some were smiling at him, some were shouting at him.

【Seung Hyun Ah】

【TEMPO】

"... TEMPO?"

Zhao Wenyu once thought that he had hallucinations due to the effect of drugs, until Cui Shengxuan was short of breath, his feet were messy and he stumbled

He rushed to his window.

Only then did he see how embarrassed Cui Shengxuan was.

There were tears all over his face, his red eyes seemed to be bleeding, his lips were trembling, as if he wanted to shout something but couldn't.

This look...Zhao Wenyu has only seen it once.

"Let's go and play with You Bin and the others. I haven't seen him for a long time. I really miss him."

Choi Seung-hyun suddenly said:

"Me, you, You Bin, and FLY, the four of us go on a graduation trip together."

He murmured to himself as if he was insane, and even began to dance and gesture:

"Ah, let's go together~!! This time, this time we are all adults, we can drink, we can stay out at night, and we can also meet beautiful women

~!Beauty! ! ! "

Smiles and tears twisted and intertwined on his face at the same time, turning into a kind of sad humor like a clown.

The infusion liquid must be too cold, Zhao Wenyu suddenly felt cold all over, he wanted to speak loudly, but when he was rescued a while ago

Hou cut his neck, and the wound was not healed, so he couldn't make a louder sound.

"Where are you going?"

Cui Shengxuan turned back and forth in the room as if in a daze, his voice was excited and high-pitched, and then he suddenly grabbed a piece of paper on the table.

The big red rope was entangled rapidly in his hands, and after a while, he turned out to look like a tower, with an excited smile on his face

Content:

"Ah!! Tokyo Tower!! Let's go to Tokyo Tower by plane!!"

He started chattering again:

"Seoul has Namsan Tower!! Let's go to Tokyo Tower!! The love between us is really beautiful Wenyu!!!"

[There is love between us! ! 】

【Tokyo Tower, Tokyo Tower, let's go to Tokyo Tower together! ! 】

"……why do not you answer me."

Cui Shengxuan's hand suddenly dropped powerlessly, and the red rope fell to the ground, and Tokyo Tower was destroyed in an instant.

The vitality in his voice suddenly disappeared, and he became almost dying.

However, he suddenly became very irritable. He kicked over the coffee table in front of him, and angrily pointed at the sick man who could no longer get up on the hospital bed.

Zhao Wenyu shouted:

"Get up!!! Let's play!! Go to Tokyo Tower!!!"

The hoarse voice seemed to be cut, and it slid across the eardrum sharply.

Cui Shengxuan's eyes were wide open, and he waved his fist at Zhao Wenyu with an expression of anger and disbelief, as if he was resisting something.

roared like a warrior:

"Go!!!!!! Go!!!!!!"

Zhao Wenyu tried to respond, but he couldn't even raise his own arm.

Choi Seung-hyun yelled for a while, then suddenly burst into tears, then sat on the ground like a child who was cheating, kicking his legs,

He yelled unrelentingly:

"Get up!! Let's play!! Let's go! Go!! Go to Tokyo Tower!!!!"

The hoarse roar gradually became weak and weak, and finally became a little undetectable thin ripple in the air, which was hard to catch.

捉。

Only the exhausted teenager lying in the mess cried and wailed, and the dying person on the hospital bed covered his heart with his powerless hands.

Dirty, it seems to be dug out to confess.

No matter how hard he tried to forget, he never forgot a day, that was the summer of 2003.

An accident happened at a middle school in Seoul, South Korea.

Students Zhao, Li, and An accidentally collided with a transport vehicle while driving Zhao's car to Nanshan Tower for a ride.

In the accident, Li, who was sitting in the co-pilot, died on the spot, An died later because of ineffective rescue, and Zhao, who was sitting in the driver's seat, was rescued from minor injuries.

After leaving, the withdrawal procedure was completed shortly thereafter.

Before the funeral of Li and An, their parents submitted an application to hold a memorial service, but the school accused them of bad behavior.

The market was rejected by the underground band and the accident caused a bad impact on the school. This matter was rejected by the media with the consent of the school.

The report in the form of face-to-face textbooks aroused widespread concern in the society at that time.

Because of this, almost no one attended the funeral of Li and An except their relatives, and it was extremely bleak. The later parents appealed

The issue of investigating the drunk driving of the driver of the vehicle involved in the accident has not been brought into the scope of media attention.

In the end, he ended up paying monetary compensation to nothing.

There is another matter, although the media did not report it, it was recorded in the school's student files.

right after the accident.

Cui Shengxuan, a student at school, was absent from class for two weeks and was ordered to go home and think about his mistakes after returning to school because of the verbal discord among his classmates.

Afterwards, the family members will handle the transfer procedures. 【Note】

"You Bin, You Bin, You Bin~~! Don't die, don't die...Let's go...Let's go to Tokyo Tower...Not to Nanshan

Tower... Let's go to Tokyo Tower..."

Choi Seung-hyun lay on the ground, curled up and slapped his chest while crying, the white ceiling of the hospital was above his head, and there was nothing in his nose.

It's the smell of disinfectant, and the chest hurts so bad that it's about to explode even breathing.

In the emergency room, An Youbin's slender hands that were always used to strum the guitar seemed to be twisted, and Cui Shengxuan didn't dare to touch them.

Hanging in the air, carefully protecting that crippled hand in the air, cried and said.

"tempo..."

As if hearing someone responding to him, Cui Shengxuan couldn't open his crying eyes, and was still nodding desperately while sobbing hoarsely.

Hastily said:

"Yes, yes, it's me, I'm here to save you."

Then he started crying again, beat himself on the head and chest with his hands desperately, and even wanted to kill his weak and incompetent self.

already.

"........."

It took a lot of effort for Zhao Wenyu to forcefully squeeze out a few words:

"I'm sorry...forgive me..."

Forgive the moment the accident happened, and I spun the steering wheel hard to protect myself, putting the two of them through the brunt of the impact.

Forgive me for coveting life and fearing death, forgive me for daring to act, forgive me...

Forgive me for being punished now, I have to leave you alone again...

There are four of us.

The life and eternity that we once promised together, happiness and indulgence, dreams and journeys, all must be lived up to.

The three of us are going to abandon you and leave.

You alone have to bear the pain of three people...I'm really sorry.

Zhao Wenyu's breathing gradually became short, the alarm sounded from the equipment, and the alarm bell on the bedside was loud and piercing.

Before he became unconscious, he raised his hands subconsciously with difficulty, trying to grab a small red silk bag tied to the bedside.

There is [peace] in it.

But in the end, he couldn't touch it, and his hand hung down weakly.

【Zhao Wenyu, don't die. 】

Cold tears gradually overflowed from the corners of Zhao Wenyu's eyes.Extremely fragile, he wanted to roar loudly, but he couldn't make any sound

Out, in vain into the darkness.

Rescue in chaos.

Cui Shengxuan squatted in the corridor, with a white lamp above his head and a white road under his feet, except for the emergency room indicator light, which was red and scary.

He stared blankly, tilting his head, as if he had never seen this thing before.

【TEMPO, come on. 】

The summer sun and the scorching air are always deformed, which is unbearable.

The chubby Cui Shengxuan was carrying his schoolbag on his shoulders, and waved to the three teenagers:

[Not today, I'm leaving first! 】

【Ah, you kid!Has our love changed?Let's go to Namsan Tower together!Wen Yu drove out, not very handsome

? 】

[Today is really not good, you go first. 】

Choi Seung-hyun said helplessly, then he clenched his fleshy hands into fists and smashed his chest, making a handsome gesture, and said loudly

said angrily:

[MAN, no matter where, I am with you. 】

The three teenagers gave him a cut, and gave him a middle finger, and then they crossed their shoulders, talking and laughing, and walked towards the fiery red sports car not far away.

Go.

When the three of them were getting into the car, Cui Shengxuan suddenly felt regretful. He wanted to shout, but found that he couldn't get out of his throat.

voice comes.

Wait, wait, no, no, no—! ! ! ! !

Choi Seung-hyun suddenly opened his eyes.

There are still white lights above the head, white corridors, and dark corners like a bloody mouth.

Cui Shengxuan gave a jolt, and suddenly began to feel all over his body. When he found a pack of cigarettes, he opened them with shaking fingers. Before he lit them, he was caught

The blurred-faced nurse who happened to pass by reminded me.

The tall boy glanced at the nurse with his big eyes in horror like a child being scolded, and then continued to grope helplessly.

His own pocket, as if he must dig out something.

What, what, what, come out with something.

He touched and touched, and suddenly he found a small box. His hands were trembling, and he took it apart twice, revealing a white box exuding a sweet and greasy aroma.

s things.

Like someone who has been hungry for a long time, Cui Shengxuan trembled and began to gobble up crazily, biting his fingers with his teeth.

No matter, the blood mixed with waxy thick chocolate paste was stuffed into his mouth desperately, and finally he coughed so hard that he was out of breath.

After a while, Cui Shengxuan buried his face in his knees in a squatting position, and began to cry, as if he had been hurt by the sky.

The same grievance.

The rhetoric of this world made him so ungrateful but cynical.

And now he desperately wanted to protect everything he had, but when he reached out his hand, there was only half a piece of melted chocolate.

There is no forever.

There are so many people in this world who have promised eternity with him.

What has not changed is that he will always be alone.

Note: This event is real.Two friends who were very close when they played music together in middle school died in a car accident, because they were in school on weekdays

The school performed badly and suffered malicious attacks, even the memorial service was not held, and the driver of the other party was not held accountable. This incident brought a terrible impact and shadow on the young Cui Shengxuan. Cui Shengxuan has not driven until now. For this reason, he feels that driving is terrible, and it is even more terrible to drive irresponsibly and even deprive others of their lives.This incident was mentioned by the eldest brother in the book "Calling to the World" and in interviews around 08.

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The next chapter is Grandpa's death, and the next chapter will be the intensification of conflicts, and the next chapter will be the special recording of Trekking Mountains and Waters. Are you ready~?

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