The bright moon in the entertainment industry

237. Unspeakable

Jiang Liuyue had such an experience when she was young.

When playing hide-and-seek, I forgot the time and fell asleep in the hiding place. There were also times when I read too much comics in the bookstore, and when the bookstore closed and there was no bus to go home, I had to walk for an hour to go back.

Later, there were also times when I deliberately hid and kept my mother from knowing.

As long as you make your mother angry, after your mother beats you, as long as you hide for a while, when you reappear, your mother will become

It turns out that with such a gentle appearance, sometimes you have to hug yourself when you sleep——

So even after growing up, I developed the bad habit of disappearing secretly.

Come to me, come to me, come to me quickly...

"Hey."

Seoul in winter is really frighteningly cold, especially in such a big and transparent place in the suburbs. I just got out of the car and stood for a while. Zhao

Wen Yu was already cold all over, and he became more and more irritable, so he endured it and kicked Jiang Liuyue without lifting his foot.

Damn, what kind of fluffy hoodie are you wearing? It looks like a soft animal that wants to be stomped.

"Are you an idiot?"

Jiang Liuyue stared at him blankly, as if unable to digest the scene in front of her, she was stunned for a while before she realized:

"Eh?"

Sure enough, he is an idiot.

Zhao Wenyu rolled his big eyes.

"Let's go quickly. If I can find this place, there may be brainless fans coming later. You don't want to be photographed, do you?"

He stomped his feet, then shook the snowflakes falling on his head: Fuck, this year's snow is really fucking bad time, the first one fell

If it becomes so fierce, is the follow-up going to submerge Seoul?

Zhao Wenyu suddenly felt better again: It seems that it would be a good choice to bury the whole of Seoul.

He urged again: "Do you really want to be on the news?"

After hesitating for a while, Jiang Liuyue finally stood up from the bench at the suburban station, followed his footsteps, and boarded the

car.

During the half-hour drive, neither of them spoke. Zhao Wenyu occasionally glanced at Jiang Liuyue from the rear mirror, but the latter was just looking out the window.

Snowflakes fluttering outside.

How naive, Zhao Wenyu thought, since last week, Jiang Liuyue's CY has updated photos every day, and the photos show the city of Seoul and its surrounding areas.

At the beginning of seeing the rumors that someone actually saw Alice in these places where the photos were taken, he just started to see comments on the Internet.

Because I'm just a fan YY, now it seems that there are indeed some people who are trying to use those low-level and stupid tricks

Saved my little boy ticket.

Thinking about it this way, and seeing Jiang Liuyue's lifeless appearance, he suddenly felt very upset.

Full throttle.

The off-road vehicle with excellent performance accelerated instantly, making a slight roar, and the powerful airflow rolled up snowflakes and then sprayed them on the window glass,

Blurred the vision in front of the car.

"Ah~~!! Are you crazy!?!"

Jiang Liuyue wasn't wearing a seat belt, so she almost slammed into the car door. She frantically grabbed the edge of the car window to stabilize herself.

Shouted to Zhao Wenyu.

"There will be a car accident!!"

The road was slippery in the snow, the car visibly skidded and swayed twice, and the direction was clearly deviated.

Compared with Jiang Liuyue's panic, Zhao Wenyu's expression was calm and frightening.

"ah!!!"

"Do you think I'm afraid of death?"

Zhao Wenyu suddenly tilted his head and smiled, not even looking ahead.

"Take care of you!!! I don't want to die!!"

Jiang Liuyue was about to explode, she leaned over, stepped on his feet, held the steering wheel firmly with both hands, and let out a loud cry

After screeching brakes, the car stopped on the side of the road.

Jiang Liuyue breathed a sigh of relief with a pale face, let go of the steering wheel, pulled out the car key and held it in her hand, then fell down on the co-pilot's seat,

With a flick of his hand, he smashed the key on Zhao Wenyu's face.

With a crisp snap, Zhao Wenyu's face was immediately cut.

"Neuropathy."

Jiang Liuyue rolled her eyes, turned around, opened the door and got out of the car.

"ah!"

Zhao Wenyu covered his face with one hand and grabbed her wrist with the other: "Where are you going? This is the road, you can walk out now."

Are you courting death? "

"..."

Jiang Liuyue didn't speak, but pursed her lips and looked at him.

"Got it, got it, I apologize, can I apologize, I swear I won't do this again, get in the car." Zhao Wenyu let go of her, with both hands

As a gesture of surrender, he muttered, "It's cold."

Knowing the cold is not afraid of death?

Jiang Liuyue squinted at him, but sat back in the co-pilot and closed the door.

After a while, the car windows were covered with a faint white mist, and the outside world became blurred.

"You can still drive, which really surprises me."

Zhao Wenyu took out the cigarette, pondered for a while, and handed the opened cigarette case to Jiang Liuyue.

Jiang Liuyue folded her hands on her chest and remained silent.

"It seems that it's not that he doesn't know how to smoke, but that he doesn't want to accept my cigarettes."

Zhao Wenyu smiled, changed hands and lit the cigarette, took two puffs casually, the blue smoke filled the carriage, Jiang Liuyue suddenly felt

You have to feel very absurd for the scene in front of you.

"Obviously a bad boy, why do you pretend to be good?"

Zhao Wenyu flicked the cigarette ash, put down the seat, put his long legs on the steering wheel, stretched his body, and asked lazily.

Road.

"It's both unflattering and phony."

After Jiang Liuyue heard his words, she wanted to shake her head, but stopped, feeling that these words were meaningless to Zhao Wenyu, and he did not

She is someone in her circle of life, and she never likes herself. These too many concealments only make herself look more ridiculous

Only.

While she was silent, Zhao Wenyu handed over the cigarette case again and shook the cigarettes inside.

[After smoking, all the troubles will disappear. 】

Jiang Liuyue couldn't remember the age when she smoked for the first time, because she was really young at that time, so young that she had to stand on tiptoe to hold a cigarette.

I heard from adults that as long as you smoke a cigarette, all your troubles will be gone.

[So, if you make a wish, can it also come true? 】

Little Jiang Liuyue——no, Jiang Xiaoliu, who was still a bun-faced girl at that time, widened her eyes and asked the child who was older than herself.

[Really, I heard from my father that this is very effective! 】

【It's amazing... Xiao Liu, Xiao Liu also wants to smoke...】

"The first cigarette... who gave it to you, remember?"

Zhao Wenyu watched Jiang Liuyue take out a cigarette, couldn't help laughing, and raised his hand to light the lighter for her with a snap.

Jiang Liuyue just held the cigarette in her palm, rubbing it slowly, without making a sound.

"My first cigarette...was given to me by TEMPO."

Zhao Wenyu was still holding the lit lighter in his hand, and a faint cyan smoke spewed out from his bloodless lips, as if he missed it very much.

Son: "We are all bad boys, rely on this to find partners."

His expression became softer than ever before, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was warm and in a trance.

【If you smoke, can your wish come true? 】

"I'm not your partner, and I'm not a bad boy."

While talking, Jiang Liuyue closed the lid of the lighter, put the cigarettes back into the box, took a deep breath and replied.

"If you say that you are not bad and you are a good boy, there will be no problems in this world at all." Zhao Wenyu didn't care

He took back the cigarette box, threw it in front of the car window, smoked another cigarette, and squinted his eyes enjoying it: "Good boy can't smoke, no

Can drink, can't drive, sitting with a strange man should hide beside him and tremble, instead of grabbing the steering wheel and stepping on other people's feet and throwing away

The blood on my face..." He pointed to his swollen cheeks, the blood on his face was a joke, but it really looked

The purple-red gore was scary.

"You are not a good boy at all, but you want to live like them, that's why you work so hard."

"If you like Quan Zhilong, just go to bed with him, slap his face, take off his pants, and see if he dares to find someone else in the future."

woman. "

"Brother Zhilong didn't!!"

Jiang Liuyue retorted excitedly, and then bit her lip heavily.

"Yeah, don't you read the newspaper? Although it's not popular, it's still a rookie idol group. The leader came out of the izakaya early in the morning.

There is a woman holding the clothes he wore the day before and standing at the door, watching obsessively... What a touching and bizarre love story... Don't you know?

Do you not surf the Internet if you read the newspaper?If you don't surf the Internet, are your ears deaf and your eyes blind?Now do such a thing every day, I hope he

Watching you come to you and waiting like a lunatic and a fool in the dead cold snowy weather...you are... crazy

……? "

After calming down from the excited tone, the final coda, Zhao Wenyu's voice, seemed to be sighing helplessly.

A long paragraph.

Jiang Liuyue tried to find something to refute from it.

Her lips opened and opened again, and finally, she mumbled twice weakly, her little hand slowly clenched into a fist, and hit her leg.

"He didn't."

After a while, Jiang Liuyue said.

"...Even if he doesn't, he will come to explain, knowing that you will be hurt by such words...he will rush over to comfort you

You, where is he now? "

"He's busy."

Jiang Liuyue replied.

"Everyone...is busy...such a small matter..."

There's no need to worry about such a small thing.

Anyway, she really believes in Quan Zhilong, and Quan Zhilong will never do such a thing that makes her sad, because he loves him very much—

—

"Hey, Quan Zhilong, what's the point?"

Zhao Wenyu sat up and looked at Jiang Liuyue with an expression of indescribable despair:

"Why do you all follow him, why can you only see him?"

look at me.

look at me.

I like you so much, you also look at me.

"Because... Brother Zhilong is very kind to me... No one has ever been so kind to me... If there is no Brother Zhilong, no one will treat me like that

How about..."

"I used to...didn't know what it felt like to be liked...nor had I ever liked anyone...didn't know that I would do it for others

pain……"

"I... when I stayed in Korea, I didn't think about anything... I only thought about Brother Yuzhilong being here with me, nothing else is important..."

"Without brother Zhilong...the manager will order the meals, but no one knows if I eat or not...no one asks if I like it...no one cares

Is the food hot... There are beds in the dormitory... But no one knows if I have nightmares when I sleep... If I do it in the middle of the night

If I wake up from the nightmare... I can only open my eyes and wait for the dawn... At that time, I really feel... So lonely... I'm really lonely

Ah...but except Brother Zhilong...I don't have anyone I can rely on...this country...this country..."

Jiang Liuyue pursed her lips, and the words that had been pressed in her heart were fragmented and leaked out of her heart, which would be in severe pain even if she held it tightly.

mouth:

"Actually, it doesn't suit me at all..."

I have to bow every day, it's really hard, I have to say hello every day, it's really hard, I have to eat meals that don't suit my appetite every day,

Saying things that don't suit you, laughing at jokes that aren't funny at all, gradually losing your place in the show, but still staying there, it's really nice

Hard work, I really want to run away every day, I don’t want to get up every day, I don’t want to face this increasingly busy life, so busy that I can’t keep up

world.

"What if Brother Zhilong gets angry? What if he doesn't like me? If that happens, I won't be able to stay in Korea.

I have a reason, I am going back to China...I..."

"It doesn't matter if you go back, haven't you always lived like this before?"

Zhao Wenyu looked at Jiang Liuyue's face full of panic and was about to collapse at any time, and asked loudly: "Before I knew Quan Zhilong,

How can you look so weak in China?Take out the skills you use to deal with me, don't talk about bullshit program groups, fight

You are more than enough to kill a few PDs! ! "

He hates iron but not steel, and almost roared:

"I'm not a good person, aren't you tired of living like this?!"

"Tired... ah..."

However, the way of life in the past.

Skipping classes, climbing walls, staying out at night, smoking, drinking, provoking... It seems to be very powerful against the world... Jiang Liu in the past

Yue, I wouldn't swallow my anger like this... Even if I was beaten half to death, I would still limp over the wall and escape to my cage-like home to find

free……

I used to secretly drive the family car out and wander aimlessly in the streets.

The city is full of lights.

There is nowhere to go back.

"Then go back to the way it was before!!! You are going to die like this now, you are forced by yourself, and you are all pretending to be like this!"

Obedient-"

Zhao Wenyu suddenly took a deep breath, as if restraining something.

He took a deep breath, then calmed down for a moment, and said to Jiang Liuyue, "Hey, Alice, do you really want to live like this?"

"..."

Jiang Liuyue did not speak for a long time.

Honestly, enough is enough.

I don't want to bow, I don't want to laugh, I don't want to pretend to be good, I really want to pull Quan Zhilong's clothes and ask loudly about the music and you

Who to choose, I want to smash the recording studio and drag him out, go to your mother's album to record the concert and prepare for the bullshit idol to return my brother Zhilong

come! !

"I heard that if a good boy makes a wish, his wish will come true."

Jiang Liuyue picked up the cigarette case, took out a cigarette, lit it, and shook it between her fingertips.

Her childish face was still full of exhaustion from running around for a long time.

"If this wish can come true, I will continue to be a good boy."

[Cigarettes can make wishes. 】

"What if it doesn't happen?"

Zhao Wenyu asked as he watched the cigarette burn slowly.

But as soon as the words came out, he regretted it.

Because tears suddenly gushed out of Jiang Liuyue's eyes, as if she couldn't stop them, they kept gushing out, and she was drenched all at once.

That thin pale little face.

"Ah... Really, I'm sorry, I can't control it, I don't want to cry, because brother Zhilong said crying is annoying..."

But she raised her hand, wiped away her tears, and said with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

The cigarette slipped from her fingertips, like a red burning meteor falling.

"Actually, before I met him... I didn't cry that much."

There is no one who wipes my tears. Tears used to be nothing more than a meaningless physiological reaction.

"When Brother Zhilong is done with his work, everything will be the same, he will still like me, I am still a good boy, I am not

your kind. "

Jiang Liuyue wiped away her tears, but the cigarette had already burned out.

Zhao Wenyu wanted to open his mouth to refute, but he didn't dare to. He always felt that if he exposed it at this time, Jiang Liuyue would be like slapping him like crazy.

Like snowflakes on the windows, crashing down.

【What wish did you make? 】

It won't work if you say it.

[If one day, you are really asked to make a choice, you must choose me, and you must love me the most. 】

Although I know very well that you have made a choice long ago.

That choice is not mine.

The author has something to say:

A big change is full.

First of all, I would like to thank the classmates who commented and gave me mines before.

In addition, to reply to a reader’s translation question of BADBOY, this may be because our translation version is different. After all, as a Korean scum, I can only rely on other people’s translations. Songs are originally self-interpreted, and the mentality is different. Sounds different , such as kiyomi and cute, do they mean the same thing?Definitely not the same meaning... ┑(￣Д￣)┍...Of course you can just ignore me...I am relatively free to create the emotional part, and relatively strict in career...but the career before June 07 exploded... ...There is nothing to write about and it mainly focuses on the beginning of 6...

In addition, it is difficult to reply... If you have any questions, you must ask and you can't get an answer. You can follow my Weibo...

My Weibo account is the almighty little flower mushroom... Yes, my Weibo account is just stupid and stupid, you bite me. (Smile

Weibo and Q are more commonly used in the middle of the group, and Q or Aite me if there is something to do.

06 is coming to an end.

Going to pick up the group tomorrow afternoon, it’s a four-day tour in total, you guys understand that if I don’t update tomorrow, the next update will be a few days later~

Quickly use landmines and comments to give birth to my daytime product tomorrow. If it is high-yield, daytime [-]D is not a dream... Of course it depends on you... (smile

Of course...the matter of losing the music center by 11 points today...makes me super upset so I abused it...

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