The bright moon in the entertainment industry

18. Turtle Choi Seung-hyun

Winter in South Korea is always long away, and spring is always delayed.

For Cui Shengxian's life, it seems to be the same.

"Seunghyun...don't go to YG as a trainee anymore...Sunghyun...come back to study hard, and go to the army after high school, okay? Your father is really worried about you..."

Every call from my mother was more anxious and heartbroken than the last:

"My child... Seunghyun...you can't go on like this meaninglessly... Seunghyun..."

"Mom, Mom, I'm really tired, I'm going to bed..."

"Seunghyun, no matter what, you should go home once...Mom...Mom really misses you..."

"Recently there are a lot of things, mom... Mom... I will definitely go back when I am free..."

There was really no way to talk to my mother in a nonchalant voice. After saying goodbye and wishing you good health, Cui Shengxian hung up the phone.

My head hurts, I'm so confused, I'm so irritable.

I just like rap, I just like music, I just want to sing, I just want to be a singer...

What kind of unforgivable crime did Cui Shengxian commit?

It was still very cold in South Korea in March, and Choi Seung-hyun's feet were so cold that he was about to lose consciousness. He was still standing dumbfounded on the cold and windy balcony, unwilling to go back into the house.

...It's really despicable to say this... Looking at the two younger brothers Zhilong and Yongbai who have worked so hard to prepare for the concert...I should feel sorry for myself...I am envious and jealous...

3 minutes... Originally, he, Choi Seung Hyun, should also have a 3 minute stage...

I feel very unwilling to think about it.

So there is no way to face Zhilong and Yongbai's worried look, and to escape this embarrassing situation with lame excuses, it is simply too shameful.

It's been like this for the past two weeks, I don't want to see my younger brothers working hard and happy for the concert, hiding outside every day

God, I didn't go back until late at night...

Cui Shengxian hopes that the bag he is carrying is really a tortoise shell, he can get into it, think about nothing, when he opens his eyes, the concert is over, and he still has a clear conscience as the big brother...

Not now, the more they cared about themselves, the more ashamed they felt, so they could only pretend that they didn't understand, and ran away again.

Choi Seung Hyun is still carrying his ridiculously huge backpack.

Turtle, turtle, turtle!

Choi Seung Hyun is a shrinking turtle...

Hearing laughter coming from behind, when he turned his head, he saw the little guy laughing so hard that his teeth could not see his eyes. His heart had been heavy all this time, but he seemed to be a little more relaxed, and he even started joking:

"why are you laughing?"

"Are you in a good mood?"

"Come here and let me beat you."

Seeing Jiang Liuyue's round, round eyes that looked like little squirrels and flustered face, Cui Shengxian wanted to laugh inexplicably, no wonder Zhilong liked to tease her, it was indeed a lot of fun.

Covering the frozen pale and cold face with both hands, Cui Shengxian really laughed this time, not only because it feels really good, but also because of Jiang Liuyue's very comfortable and silly expression after being rubbed: simply It's just the three big characters [Please touch]!

"Guishun, it's going to be messy, you have to keep up, you know?"

He nodded Jiang Liuyue's little head.

Jiang Liuyue probably guessed what it meant, and nodded her head wildly. This stupid and cute look successfully made Cui Shengxian laugh again.

"... Guishun, I have something to tell you."

Cui Shengxian suddenly had a crazy idea: Anyway, Guishun can't understand... Tell her the words that are about to suffocate himself, isn't it very

Okay?

Jiang Liuyue tilted her head and looked at him seriously.

"Let's sit over there for a while, brother tell you, okay?"

He tried to control his behavior, but found that the little devil in his heart that had been dormant for a long time was already showing his teeth and claws, and he couldn't do it at all.

Keep that mouth shut.

Although Jiang Liuyue didn't know why, she nodded obediently and followed him to sit on the open platform outside a bar.

it is good.

The bars here are always open at night, and now they are closed, and there are no people on the street, Cui Shengxian unconsciously relaxes

After a lot, he took off his backpack and put it aside, and took a deep breath first.

Jiang Liuyue looked at him blankly, not knowing if he was tired or what, so she could only sit obediently next to Cui Shengxian, and get mad at him.

"Guishun...don't think my brother is weird...I just...want to talk to someone..."

Cui Shengxian started. He touched Jiang Liuyue's soft fur, and took a few deep breaths. Although he knew that Jiang Liuyue couldn't understand too complicated words, he started by explaining the reason:

"Guishun...don't think that brother is a bad person...I think you don't seem to like brother very much..."

Jiang Liuyue understood this sentence, and quickly shook her head to deny it.

But Cui Shengxian didn't care about her reaction, and started talking to himself:

"Brother doesn't talk to you very much these days, not because I don't like you, but because something happened to me recently...Guishun...I..."

"I actually want to go to the concert...but...my father...he has always been very opposed to me becoming a singer..."

"Dad said...if...if I go to the concert...he will cut off relations with me..."

"I...I can't go to the concert...It's not that I don't want to go...I can't go..."

"It's not that I don't want to go... It's not that I don't want to go... It doesn't take 3 minutes... Three seconds is fine... I want to stand on that stage..."

"I'm called unfilial...but even if I'm not filial...I want to go to the concert too...I don't want to listen to Zhilong and the others because...I'm afraid that I will be shaken...I'm afraid that I will really cut off the relationship and go to the concert to perform …I don’t want to be the bad guy…”

Cui Shengxian didn't expect Jiang Liuyue to give him any response, in fact, he didn't need any response either.

It's just that I have endured it for a long time and haven't found anyone to tell it to, but... I just happened to meet a little guy who couldn't understand his story, so I could

It's just a matter of saying some outrageous things without the burden.

But when he saw the worried expression and wrinkled face on Jiang Liuyue's face, he couldn't hold back the tears welling up, and the circles of his eyes turned red instantly.

Guishun...

Although it is a language you don't understand, Guishun, I think you understand it...

There is someone in this world who understands me... makes me feel happy and sad...

Jiang Liuyue did not understand what Cui Shengxian just said, but when she saw the expression on Cui Shengxian's face, the girl's unique delicate thoughts made her realize something, but due to the language barrier, she couldn't say anything, so she had to be soft and soft. His little hand suddenly grabbed Cui Shengxian's hand——

It was a pair of broad and slender hands that were trembling slightly.

"elder brother……"

"Guishun...Don't look...Brother is too embarrassing..."

Cui Shengxian tried to cover his face, tried to stop the tears that kept falling, tried to stop his heart that was about to collapse.

He has been doing this kind of thing for many years, he is very skilled, isn't he?

When he was in kindergarten, Cui Shengxian found that he hated the collective environment.

Run away.

He really ran away, climbed over the wall, drilled holes, like a hero in a movie without hesitation.

Later, my mother discussed with the teacher and hid his shoes, but he didn't care, took off his socks, and he ran away barefoot.

Time and time again, that little figure ran on a not-so-short road, not caring about the bleeding from the wound on his bare feet, and only cared about running away wholeheartedly.

【Seung-hyun, why don't you like kindergarten? 】

[I like mom. 】

In such a strange environment, surrounded by strangers, he especially missed the warm home, warm mother, and mother's warm hands.

Later, when Xiao Shengxian grew up and could no longer run away as he wanted, he began to stop again and again, preventing himself from wanting to escape.

The desire to escape, to block the desire to go home, to block the fear and withdrawal of the world.

Now, he wanted to run away again, this time he ran away from home and went to the music world that Cui Shengxian wanted to go to, but he couldn't turn back.

Abandoning the warmth of his mother and choosing music that has no life and no comfort, forcing himself to live in a messy dormitory, living a precarious life as a trainee with no future in sight, Cui Shengxian's courage is fading little by little, leaving only faith support.

He didn't know how far he could sacrifice for his dream.

Isn't it enough to cry bitterly at least now?

"Guishun...brother...brother is not a bad person...not a bad person..."

Cui Shengxian doesn't want to be a bad person, Cui Shengxian doesn't want to be unfilial, Cui Shengxian doesn't want to do bad things.

Choi Seung Hyun is forced to side with the bad boys just because he likes music.

Choi Seung-hyun really wants to be a tortoise... A tortoise has a thick and strong shell... If you want to go home, you will go home... When you come out again... Chun

The day is coming...

Spring is here...

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This chapter is called Cui Xiaocao's Tragic Life... (Mud Dirt

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