love slave

Chapter 64 Your Appearance

At Su Huaixu's strong request, Li Moshang contacted a psychiatrist and planned to go for a reexamination the next day.

Su Huaixu stared at the phone call he had finished.

"Is it okay now?" Li Moshang put down the phone, and said with some distress, "I could have fished for three days and posted the net for two days, but now it's fine, someone is watching me."

"So you haven't looked at it seriously?" Su Huaixu looked at him with sharp eyes.

Li Moshang felt guilty for a while when he saw him: "It's not that I haven't looked at it seriously... I am serious every time, but sometimes I dare not go to him to see it, because I am afraid that my condition will not improve."

Su Huaixu was quite serious at first, but when he heard this, he burst out laughing and said, "It's quite amazing that I can hear the word 'dare not' from Boss Li's mouth in my lifetime. "

Li Moshang pinched his cheek, as if letting him laugh without struggling.

It was getting late.

Su Huaixu hadn't looked at the time until now, and now he glanced at his phone, and it was already early morning.

No wonder he was sleepy.

"Go to sleep." Su Huaixu patted Li Moshang's head, "You have dark circles under your eyes a lot recently, didn't you sleep well?"

"I can't sleep." Li Moshang said pitifully, "I'm very excited now."

Perhaps because his secrets all along were discovered, Li Moshang felt a sense of relief, and he felt that the dark cloud that had been weighing on his head had dissipated—because Su Huaixu didn't respect him as he had imagined, Even Su Huaixu didn't mind or fear his illness at all.

So he gets a little presumptuous: "Let's do something else."

"Don't think about it." Su Huaixu glared at him, "I have something to do tomorrow."

Li Moshang looked at him pitifully: "Xiao Xu..."

Su Huaixu kicked him: "It's not possible anyway."

"But I'm so excited that I can't sleep." Li Moshang said, "Do you want to watch me stare till dawn?"

Su Huaixu thought of something, took out the SLR from the darkroom, and said, "It's not impossible to do something, won't it look monotonous if your room is full of my photos? Or I'll take some of yours?"

Su Huaixu was purely teasing Li Mushang, never thought that Li Mushang would agree, Li Mushang nodded without saying a word, he was still a little skeptical.

"you sure?"

"Sure." Li Moshang took the DSLR and said, "Xiao Xu, let's take a couple photo."

Su Huaixu was stunned: "Ah..."

"Are you afraid?" Li Moshang was still a little worried about his overreaction to the SLR camera, "I'll accompany you."

"I..." Probably because the word "couple photo" was so attractive, Su Huaixu nodded without thinking, "It's okay, but I want to take pictures of people wearing clothes. And it's only for one hour! We will take photos tomorrow!" I have to get up early to see a doctor." What's more, Su Huaixu also wants to see a psychiatrist.

Li Mushang agreed.

Li Moshang put the DSLR on the bracket, and when the camera was aimed at Su Huaixu, he took a deep breath, his face turned pale, but soon Li Moshang moved away from the DSLR, and entered the camera instead. Hugging Su Huaixu tightly, she lowered her head and whispered in his ear, "Look at me."

Su Huaixu looked at him, and Li Moshang's eyes were full of nostalgia.Suddenly he wasn't afraid at all.

He realized that Li Moshang liked him, no matter what he liked was his own.

Su Huaixu is trying to lower his requirements as much as possible - Li Moshang likes himself, which is enough to make people happy, he can't ask for more.

For example, Li Moshang loves himself.

"How do I swing?" Su Huaixu asked him.

"It's up to you." Li Moshang said, "Whatever we pose, we can shoot well. After all, I adjusted the angle."

"It's really narcissistic." Su Huai gave him a blank look, and simply dug up the script and studied it seriously. Li Moshang really changed countless poses to cooperate with him, and took pictures by himself, and acted as a model for a long time.

There was no more communication between the two from the beginning to the end-the communication was contained in the moment when the camera shutter was pressed, occasionally looking at each other's eyes with affection.

Su Huaixu didn't know when he fell asleep, anyway Li Moshang was still taking pictures after he fell asleep - because he found several new photos of himself sleeping in the darkroom.There was a picture of him sleeping, and Li Moshang kissed the tip of his nose.It's a very close photo shoot, not artistic at all.

Li Moshang sat on a stool in the darkroom and fiddled with some newly taken photos.

Su Huaixu stood at the door: "Can I come in?"

"Come." Li Moshang opened his arms to him.

Su Huaixu sat on Li Moshang's lap and asked him, "You haven't slept all night?"

Li Moshang gave a "hmm" and seemed to be still very excited: "Xiao Xu, I haven't taken a photo for a long time, I seem to have returned to the time when we were still together."

Su Huaixu touched his nose: "Aren't we together now?"

"Yes." Li Moshang kissed the corner of his mouth, "Yes."

Su Huaixu reached out and touched the end of his eyes: "Why don't you sleep?"

"I can't sleep." Li Moshang said, "I like the feeling when taking pictures of you so much, I can't sleep at all."

Su Huaixu felt inexplicably uncomfortable, but he couldn't explain why he was uncomfortable - he should be happy when he heard this sentence, but he just couldn't be happy.

"It's already nine o'clock," Su Huaixu said, "Go and wash up, we're going to see a doctor."

Li Mushang got up very cooperatively.

The doctor Li Mushang made an appointment with is Song, who has been in charge of Li Mushang's mental health for so many years, and it hasn't changed.

When Su Huaixu went in with Li Moshang, Dr. Song was taken aback for a moment, and the pen in his hand froze, but he quickly adjusted and looked at Li Moshang: "Long time no see."

"I've been a little busy recently," Li Moshang fooled me. "The situation is good recently, so I haven't come here."

"Is the situation good?" Doctor Song smiled and looked at Su Huaixu, "Did something good happen?"

"En." Li Moshang nodded, grabbed Su Huaixu's arm, and said, "My boyfriend."

Doctor Song smiled and said, "If I'm not wrong, this is also your ex-boyfriend?"

"Yes." Li Moshang nodded.

"Let's have a chat." Doctor Song looked at Su Huaixu and said politely, "Maybe we need to give us a little private space."

Su Huaixu had no choice but to close the door and go out.

Dr. Song chatted with Li Moshang for almost an hour, during which Su Huaixu was very nervous, and he couldn't even study the script of "Dark and Shallow" that he was very interested in, especially the mask and sunglasses on his face made people breathless Come on, he didn't know how many times he paced back and forth in an hour.

Finally, when a nurse was about to recognize him, the door opened.

Doctor Song said, "Mr. Su, can you come in and have a chat?"

Su Huaixu got up quickly and entered the room.

Li Moshang actually fell asleep.

He was lying on the recliner beside him, seemingly sleeping soundly, Su Huaixu lowered his voice a lot, and said, "He hardly slept all night last night."

"This is a relatively common phenomenon for him," Dr. Song said, "I heard from Ji Yingshu that he often stays up all night because of one thing, and staying up for a long time will have a great impact on his body. Influence."

Su Huaixu looked at Li Moshang, who was sleeping soundly, and his expression became gloomy: "What's wrong with him?"

"Paranoid personality disorder," Dr. Song said, "I don't know how much you know about him, his family, his life..."

Su Huaixu froze for a moment, pursed his lips and said, "I don't know how much I know him."

Thinking about it carefully, during the year they were together, they were too immersed in the sensory experience of each other, but rarely touched each other's heart.

Doctor Song asked him these things now, which made him feel like strangers to each other.

"It's better for you to find out about these situations yourself. It's not convenient for us to disclose the patient's privacy," Dr. Song smiled. "You don't know about the others, but you should know how deeply he is obsessed with you—— But in fact, to put it more directly, it is not the degree of attachment to you, but the pursuit of perfection in his artwork, he is extremely paranoid."

Su Huaixu was slightly stunned: "What do you mean?"

"I don't know if you know that he is very satisfied with you..." Doctor Song paused slightly, trying to make his words softer, "Your appearance."

Su Huaixu clenched the script in his hand, his face changed slightly, he suddenly understood something.

"After you left, he couldn't find the same perfect appearance as you, so he couldn't hold up the camera anymore, and he was even intoxicated in the peak state of his creation, and he couldn't get out of it."

What Dr. Song said later, actually Su Huaixu was a little confused.

He was listening very hard, but he couldn't listen all the time.

Because he remembered that at first Li Moshang was willing to sign him at a price higher than the market price because his body shape, appearance, even skin condition and height perfectly fit all his needs for a nude model.

So they had a great time working together, even beyond the working relationship.

But in fact... from the very beginning, it was just a cooperation.

What Li Moshang likes is not Su Huaixu at all, but Su Huaixu himself. I am afraid that Li Moshang himself is in the fog and is not very clear about this.

Su Huaixu originally wanted to see a psychiatrist, but now he couldn't pull himself up anymore.love slave

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