After the change, the stand-in and the second male ran away [Transmigration Book]

Spring always comes late in Lingjiang.

When the grass sprouts sprouted by the river, Lin Jiayi took all his belongings and moved into his brother's house.

"Look at you, I usually don't buy more things that can take care of me. This box is full of books." Lin Jiahang scolded, but his face was filled with unconcealable joy. He took the things from the moving truck Unloaded, the action is experienced and skilled.

"Brother, rest for a while, I can move it myself." Lin Jiayi was thin and thin, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses. The incident with his parents had hit him hard. He hadn't closed his eyes for several nights, and he even looked a little sick.

"It's okay, I'm happy." Lin Jiahang had a face similar to his, except that his skin was darker and stronger, and he didn't have the temperament of a scholar.

"These books are heavy, why don't we move them in stages?" Lin Jiayi frowned when his brother stopped him from doing it.

"No, no, I've been a porter for nothing for so long?" Lin Jiahang smiled honestly, and was busy turning his head to respond to his younger brother's words. He didn't pay attention for a while, and his elbow hit the railing.

"Are you okay!" The younger brother rushed over to check the situation, Lin Jiahang "hissed" a few times and waved his hands and said, "What could be wrong? It's just that his arm is numb."

"Take a break bro, let's take it easy." Lin Jiayi rubbed his brother's arm, and after hearing the cries from across the street, he ran there and bought a candied haws for one person.

"I liked eating this when I was a child. I haven't tasted it for a long time, and I still miss it." Lin Jiayi handed the one on the left to his brother.

The two sat together on the steps of the door, biting candied haws and watching the thriving spring.

"Nice." Lin Jiahang twisted his wrist to relieve the numbness in his arm.

Lin Jiayi looked up and saw two or three little birds flying over the clear blue sky, so she smiled and replied, "Yes, the future may be even better."

Jobs in small counties are hard to find, but jobs with cheap labor are in high demand.

Lin Jiahang didn't want his younger brother to suffer that, so he begged the factory owner for more than half a month to find a position as an accountant.

"My younger brother is a high-achieving student who graduated from a serious university. He can write and count. He's a good guy. Let's see if you can give him a chance." Lin Jiahang respectfully handed him a cigarette.

The boss took the cigarette, glanced at Lin Jiahang who was smiling, and said "tsk" twice: "Well, then let him come and try it for a month first."

Lin Jiahang was overjoyed, and when he returned that night, he excitedly said to his younger brother: "Jiayi, we will sit in the office steadily from now on, and I will take care of the rest. The boss said, I will try it for you for a month first, and if we If you perform well, you will definitely be able to settle down, and you can even raise your salary!"

Lin Jiayi looked at the smile in his brother's eyes, nodded, and agreed to the job.

The factory has a lot of running accounts, and there are new arrivals and deliveries every day, so the accounts are very difficult to calculate.

Lin Jiayi's environment in the office is very bad.

The office belonging to the finance department was originally cramped. When he came, he only got a small broken table in the corner, a large pile of white report cards, and an old calculator.

Mr. Liu, the accountant, was hostile towards him, as if he was afraid that Lin Jiayi would replace him, so he made things difficult for him everywhere.Let him calculate the most difficult bills, let him return the account book, and often don't show a good face.

Lin Jiayi is soft-tempered and suffers without saying a word.I wanted to mention the job change several times, but when I wanted to talk to my brother at night, I always saw his tired figure.

——Brother is always slightly hunched, as if he is being pressed down by something heavy.

After opening the door and seeing Lin Jiayi waiting at the table, my brother straightened up quickly, rubbed his nose, and showed a small smile.

Whenever Lin Jiayi stared at the bloodshot eyes of his brother's eyes, the words "change job" always bit the tip of his tongue like a heavy weight, and he couldn't open his mouth for a long time.

He wanted to do something to make him relax.

When the one-month deadline came, Lin Jiayi counted and survived, and finally got this official job.

On the day when the job card and a new desk were issued, Lin Jiayi wished she could fly home and tell her brother the good news.

But when he opened the door, what he saw was Lin Jiahang lying on the floor in a panic.

"Yes, a sudden ischemic stroke."

The corridor of the hospital was cold and damp. Lin Jiayi felt chills all over while listening to the doctor's report read out word by word.

"Stroke? Yes, but my brother is so young, how could he have this disease?" Lin Jiayi's voice was trembling, his hands were clenched tightly on his trousers, and he was gritting his teeth.

"If the patient is in a high-pressure fatigue state for a long time, it is very likely to happen after being stimulated, and it does not happen according to age. You may not know, but according to my judgment, he is accompanied by severe long-term insomnia , about half a year."

Insomnia?

Lin Jiayi's movements stagnated, but my brother never told him once.In such a narrow room, why didn't I notice it at all?

"Then...then, can this disease still be cured?" Lin Jiayi swallowed with difficulty, her eyes sore.

The doctor paused for a moment, then closed the report on his hand, "Cooperate actively with the treatment, there is still hope for recovery." Before he turned around, he pressed his shoulder, Lin Jiayi lowered his head, and his eyes blurred instantly.

From that day on, half of the color of life seemed to be taken away suddenly.

Lin Jiahang lost his job, and the boss Nian came over to condole him a few times because he was an old employee, and gave Lin Jiayi thousands of dollars when he left.

Lin Jiayi looked at the small wad of bright red banknotes in his hand, and remembered the pitiful and unbearable look in his boss's eyes when he handed them to him.It's like looking at tiny, humble ants.

An unknown fire rose in his chest, and his fingers wrinkled the banknotes.

Lin Jiayi pushed the door and went out, chasing down the stairs before even changing the slippers, wanting to return the charity money before the boss left.

I will raise my own brother, why should I look down on others?Why do you have to put on a condescending stance?

Lin Jiayi ran too fast, and when she went down the last flight of stairs, she didn't pay attention and threw her slippers out.

He hooked one leg in embarrassment, jumped back to the position just now with one foot, trying to put on the pair of shoes that had been thrown off.But at that moment, Lin Jiahang lowered his head and saw a hole in his big toe in the sock he was wearing.

These are the socks my brother bought for myself when I first came here half a year ago.Lin Jiayi wore it again and again, and always felt that she could hold on for a while, saving her time and money, but she didn't expect it to be broken long ago.

In an instant, all the backbone and unwillingness in Lin Jiayi's body seemed to be shattered by this small, tattered and inconspicuous hole in the sock.

Lin Jiayi squatted down slowly, as if his bones had been taken away inch by inch, sobbing softly in this cramped and dark stairwell.The small stack of banknotes in his hand was still tightly held, and even his fingers were trembling slightly.

The picture is gray, only the stack of paper is bright red.

He was bent over by reality, and he was only a ten-millionth of reality.

The next day, Lin Jiayi used the money to buy the best wheelchair for his brother.The moment Lin Jiahang sat on it, Lin Jiayi looked down at him, tried his best to hold back the tears, went to the back of the chair, held the two handles and said, "It's a fine day outside. Brother, I'll push you out for a walk."

Later, Lin Jiayi began to work hard, and after work, he took a part-time job at the food stall downstairs.Although this job is a bit dirty and tiring, the salary is quite considerable.

He hired an aunt for Lin Jiahang to take care of him turning over and wiping his body every day.

In the end, Lin Jiahang left in a rage without inviting him for two days.When the aunt left, she called him angrily, and said, "Who do you like to take care of? I have never seen such an unreasonable person who throws things everywhere and hits me!"

Lin Jiayi rushed back exhaustedly, and when he saw the mess all over the place, he stalked for a long time, and for the first time couldn't help but get angry at Lin Jiahang: "Brother, what are you doing! You know it's difficult, why do you want to Make him angry on purpose! I work during the day and at night just to earn more money to make you feel better, why, why do I have to do this!"

He uncontrollably pressed the armrest of the wheelchair, his whole body was shaking, while Lin Jiahang struggled to speak.

"I...I think...I can still...do it." Lin Jiahang rolled his eyes and looked at his younger brother, "She...she wants to pay, pay. I...I don't want...you to be tired."

Lin Jiahang spoke with great difficulty, the muscles on his face trembled irregularly, his saliva trickled down, wet his front, and he fainted darkly.He seemed ashamed and sorry for his behavior, so he kept wiping his clothes with his active left hand.

Lin Jiayi gritted her teeth, listened to what her brother said word by word, and slowly calmed down.

"Okay, okay, I won't invite anyone in the future, okay brother?" Lin Jiayi held back her tears, and slowly squatted down to a place where Lin Jiahang was at eye level, "I'm not angry anymore, and you're not angry anymore, I'm sorry, I I shouldn't kill you."

Lin Jiayi asked the neighbor's grandmother to come over and help her brother turn over every half an hour.For this reason, he secretly stuffed money to grandma several times.

A few months passed like this, Lin Jiahang's temper became worse and worse, he refused to cooperate with eating, refused to hold the ball for exercise, and his mental state was very poor.

Lin Jiayi would take him out for a walk when he was free at work, but he missed one of them, and Lin Jiahang almost got lost that time.Although he later came back by himself in a wheelchair, Lin Jiayi still scared half his life away.

The younger brother quit his job as an accountant in the factory, and began to take care of Lin Jiahang wholeheartedly.

The food stall works at night, and Lin Jiayi takes care of her brother during the day, and serves the dishes at night. After a long time, she gets acquainted with Xiaohong, who is also a waiter.

Ever since meeting Xiaohong, the smiles on Lin Jiayi's face began to increase, and my brother also learned about this girl from him.

Lin Jiahang pointed at himself and asked his younger brother Xiaohong if he knew.

"I, I haven't told her yet." Lin Jiayi's eyes dodged, and he quickly changed the subject.

Lin Jiahang looked at Lin Jiayi's eyes, feeling complicated and sad. When his younger brother went out to work, he struggled to write a note with a pen, and went to the drawer to find sleeping pills while shaking the wheelchair.

Unexpectedly, Lin Jiayi forgot to take something to turn back, and saw the overdose sleeping pills that his brother was about to take at a glance.

"Brother, what are you doing!!" Lin Jiayi quickly slapped the sleeping pills in Lin Jiahang's hand without changing his shoes.

When the white pills were scattered on the ground, Lin Jiayi saw the note left by his brother on the table.

——Be good with Xiaohong, don't read it.

Anger and heartache surged into his heart in an instant, Lin Jiayi held the note and turned around, tears streaming down his face.

"Do you think you are a burden, brother? Do you think I can live with peace of mind if you take this medicine today?" Lin Jiayi was trembling all over, he didn't want this, he obviously didn't want this, "Yes, I like it Xiaohong, but if you can be good, I don't want to see her in my whole life!"

"You are my only relative in this world, you are more important than anything else, brother? I just want you to be well!"

Lin Jiayi tore up the note fiercely and threw it into the trash can, then turned around and left the house.

Lin Jiahang looked at the pile of medicines guiltily, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

Tears crawled all over his face, but he couldn't even stand up the simplest.

Lin Jiahang sat sadly in the wheelchair, all he could think about was that he had made Jiayi angry again.

There was a light knock on the door, and the grandma's son next door heard the sound and came over to ask about the situation.

The cries of candied haws came from the street, Lin Jiahang raised his head, stammeringly begging the young man to lift himself down.

The clear and loud cries resounded through the street, and Lin Jiahang tried his best to drive there in his wheelchair.

Jiayi likes to eat this, and he won't be angry if he buys Jiayi a bunch of candied haws.He didn't want to see his brother cry again.

The cries were getting closer and closer, Lin Jiahang took the bunch of bright red candied haws from the uncle's hand as he wished, put it in his pocket carefully, and pushed the wheelchair to get to the food stall where his younger brother worked.

The cars kept flowing, Lin Jiahang was shaking the wheelchair with difficulty, his forehead was sweating.

He wants to give the candied haws to his younger brother, and he wants to give the candied haws to Jia Yi.

There was a screeching brake, and the screen suddenly went blank.

When Lin Jiayi arrived, his brother was lying in a pool of blood, next to him was a crushed wheelchair, and what he held tightly in his arms... was a brightly colored candied haws.

Lin Jiayi lost her family again in the same way.

He walked aimlessly on the street for a long time, as if someone had emptied his soul.

When the landlord came to collect the rent and urged Lin Jiayi to move out, he suddenly found something to do and started to put away his own things, including Lin Jiahang's.

The book was flipped, and a letter fell out from the inside.

Lin Jiayi had a premonition and picked up the letter. There was nothing on the envelope. When he opened it, he found that it was Lin Jiahang's scribbled handwriting.

From my younger brother Jiayi:

Jiayi, I heard the news from the boss that you are likely to become a full-time employee. My brother is very happy for you.

It's always bad to say it verbally, so I reluctantly wrote you a letter to celebrate, I hope you don't hold it against me.

My elder brother has never read any books, and what I envy most are those young people with knowledge.The day you found me, my whole body was like a dream.It turns out that I actually have a younger brother. You have gone to college and are good in all aspects. I am so happy that I am speechless with such an excellent brother.

I regret not being able to grow up with you when I was young, and now my brother wants to make up for it.

My parents have passed away, but our two relatives must live together well. I hope you can work steadily in the future, and your brother will always be your backer.

Even if one day we are separated from my brother, I hope you will always miss it and keep it in my heart.

Also, my brother made you your favorite porridge. The weather is good tonight. We can go for a walk by the river after dinner.The proprietress said that the peach blossoms on the embankment were blooming.

Brother Jiahang.

Those words were like a transformed Lin Jiahang. Lin Jiayi read it, as if he saw his brother standing in the middle of the room, reading out every word.

He burst into tears and cried badly, but wiped them hard, not wanting to confuse these sentences.

Lin Jiayi held the thin piece of paper and leaned against the head of the bed with tears all over her face.

The screen began to flash those past clips, and the soft female voice accompanied by the guitar slowly sounded.

"The candied gourds were always sweet when I was young. When I grow up, you tell me that things are very simple. If I can meet each other earlier, will the two disappear in the vast expanse..."

The names of all the staff members flashed on the screen, and the sideshow photos of the filming were attached.

In the end, a line of words appeared.

I would like to dedicate this film to all those who are struggling in hardships

—— Xi Li.

The words flickered and disappeared.The entire cinema was plunged into long darkness.

In the darkness, Rong Zehuai exhaled softly.

The author has something to say: I finished this chapter very smoothly, and I felt uncomfortable when I wrote it, as if something was blocked in my chest.

When I was young, the relative who led the family home was a very young man with hemiplegia.I didn't understand it at that time, but later I understood his mother's choking and helplessness when she spoke.

When I grow up, I can't watch this kind of news. It may be a glass heart, or it may be too empathetic.No matter what, I always believe that kind and strong people will shine, and I always hope that there will be more such gentle power in the world.