If you want to flirt, I will run away

A winter night ten years ago.

Xia Fangxi was woken up by his mother in the middle of the night.

Because the windows were open at night, the wind was loud and cold, and that day happened to be a frighteningly cold day.

Xia Fangxi opened her eyes and saw her mother's teary face.

Mother is a tearful and moving woman.

Therefore, the moment Xia Fangxi saw her crying, he also began to feel sad.

That day, she was very disturbed, and she didn't know why.

Maybe it was that day, the mother's expression was too sad, or maybe it was too cold that day, in short, her heart felt as uncomfortable as if it was grasped by the cold wind.

"Mom?" Xia Fangxi called his mother helplessly.

The woman hugged Xia Fangxi very lovingly, "Xia Fangxi, I can't take it anymore..."

She stroked the hair of seven-year-old Xia Fangxi, loving and gentle, but her hands were cold.

"Xia Fangxi, come with me."

"Go? Mom, it's so dark outside, where are we going?"

The uneasiness gradually approached.

Mother didn't answer her.

The woman only wore a long white off-the-shoulder dress on a winter night, looking very cold.

"...Then, what about Dad? Let's call Dad too?" Xia Fangxi became nervous.

"Daddy won't come!" Mother cried out heartbreakingly.

Xia Fangxi froze in fright, her mother had never lost her composure like this before.

The mother shook her head and returned to a gentle look. She hugged Xia Fangxi tightly, "Daddy won't come, come, grab Mommy's hand."

It's like most children in this world like their parents unconditionally.

Xia Fangxi also loves her mother and father as a matter of course.

Trust unconditionally.

Unconditionally wants to depend on.

Unconditionally want to give them what they like the most.

She loved her mother with all her heart.

What a gentle person her mother was.

Gentle and virtuous, elegant and beautiful, she is everything to me.

Xia Fangxi once thought that for the sake of his mother, it didn't matter even if he gave his all.

However, when mother took Xia Fangxi's hand and walked to the rooftop.

Looking at the dark downstairs, seven-year-old Xia Fangxi's scalp felt numb for a moment.

"...Mom?" She swallowed.

On weekdays, she looks at the lake in the distance, the planes flying overhead, and the white and brown birds.

But that day, when I looked down, it was a completely different scene.

——Ah, it’s so dark, so deep.

Like the belly of a shark.

Xia Fangxi couldn't help but took several steps back with her teeth chattering, her hand stubbornly pulled back, holding back her mother's footsteps.

"Mom, do you want to go on?"

"correct."

"But, there is no way ahead!"

The woman looked at her sadly, "Xia Fangxi, don't you like mom?"

Xia Fangxi shook his head and shed tears.

I like it, I like it.

But, but.

"Mom loves you." The woman hugged her tightly, and stood on the edge of the roof with her.

Xia Fangxi was trembling, shaking his head non-stop, not knowing what to say, so frightened that he shed tears.

"Don't be afraid, you won't be afraid if you are with mother?"

Xia Fangxi was still shaking his head non-stop, the cold winter wind hit Xia Fangxi's immature skin and ears.

It was as if a sharp knife was about to pierce her heart.

So cold, so dark, so painful...

"Mom, why?"

"You are my child, we share the same blood, Xia Fangxi..."

"Families are meant to die together."

The word 'death' resonated violently in Xia Fangxi's heart, and she backed away in fear.

"But I don't want to die..." Xia Fangxi sobbed softly, and she begged her mother helplessly.

"...but mom is dying," the woman tugged at her while weeping, "you love mom, don't you? Do you want to separate from mom?"

Xia Fangxi shook her head one after another, and she pushed her mother's hand away.

Mother still did not let her go.

"Xia Fangxi, don't abandon your mother, okay? Do you want to do this too?"

Her hand kept pulling Xia Fangxi to the edge.

Xia Fangxi was frightened, she struggled and bit her mother's palm like a beast.

As if biting out blood and bones, I bit down desperately.

Mother cried and ached and took her hand away.

Xia Fangxi scrambled and ran back, she looked at her mother's hands trembling all over, she obviously liked her mother's gentle hands so much.

Those hands can play the most beautiful notes in the world and make the most delicious dishes in the world.

But she was bitten by blood, and the teeth marks were bitten, and the bite hurt so much.

Xia Fangxi, who was still a child, did not want to die.

She cried and roared out of sheer instinct, "I will never go down!"

"I won't die with my mother! If my mother is going, go alone!"

Crystal tears flowed from the eyes of the beautiful woman.

"Xia Fangxi? Don't you want your mother? Don't you love me?"

His tone was disheartened.

Xia Fangxi knew that she shouldn't have said that, but she could only be sorry and sorry, looking into her mother's eyes with guilt and guilt, because her teeth were chattering, and she couldn't say a word anymore.

The woman looked at Xia Fangxi with a look of despair on her face, "Xia Fangxi——"

"—you will be like me one day."

"..."

"—No one will like us, and it will be a waste of effort in the end."

Speaking of which, her body fell backwards without hesitation.

Xia Fangxi felt that her limbs could not move, she ran to the place where her mother was standing just now trembling, and looked down.

A piece of black.Tall and dark.

Xia Fangxi felt dizzy for a while.

Not long after, there was a loud noise downstairs...

--

Xia Fangxi took a breath.

"At that time, my mother, this place was already a little bit wrong..."

Xia Fangxi pointed to his head, "She is taking medicine."

"At that time, if I hadn't said that, she might not have jumped."

"Maybe, she's still alive..."

"She is really a nice and gentle person, but something was wrong that day..."

"I... was the last straw for her."

"...If I had kept her, said I loved her, or said that I didn't want her to leave, she probably wouldn't have left. I should have said something about that kind of illness and comforted her right away, but I said something I shouldn't have said. .”

"From that day on, I couldn't go to high places, and I couldn't dream anymore. When I dreamed, I always dreamed about what happened that day. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I seemed to hear noises."

Xia Fangxi added, "...it's the sound of people falling."

"As soon as I reach a high place, I seem to see my mother that night."

"Mr. Xia, when you usually take the elevator, are you always trying to be brave?"

"..." Xia Fangxi pressed his head against Qin Rou's forehead, "Do I look like a normal person?"

"Is this the reason why the curtains are closed in this room?"

Xia Fangxi glanced at Qin Rou, "Yes."

"I have such a disease, mental violence is not surprising, you may also know that I caused one when I was a freshman in high school, so I am actually a dangerous person worthy of the name—"

"Mr. Xia, what kind of child were you when you were young?" Qin Rou suddenly interrupted Xia Fangxi.

She didn't seem to care about any danger Xia Fangxi would bring her.

"...When I was a child?" Xia Fangxi didn't expect her to ask this.

"Let me guess, were you a very rigid kid when you were young?" Qin Rou giggled.

"I said to the children in the same kindergarten, 'How can you talk when you eat? I'm going to tell the teacher!' 'You have to wash your hands for seven steps to go to the toilet, and you only took six steps'..."

"Are you such a troublesome kid?"

Isn't this just snitching?

Xia Fangxi looked at Qin Rou with some dissatisfaction, "I can't say it's troublesome...I followed these rules."

Qin Rou gloated and looked at Xia Fangxi.

"It's just that I haven't had any friends since kindergarten, and I haven't made a small report."

Qin Rou laughed so hard that her branches trembled wildly, "Have you lost any friends since then!?"

Xia Fangxi gave Qin Rou a dissatisfied look, "...Don't take other people's sad things as a joke."

"Oh, then I won't laugh anymore, darling, our teacher Xia is so pitiful." Qin Rou patted Xia Fangxi's head, "Then will your mother come to pick you up from the kindergarten?"

"Ah."

"Oh, how do you usually go home?"

Xia Fangxi's ears turned red, "...my mother usually leads me home by the hand."

"It feels so cute," Qin Rou narrowed her eyes and laughed, "Come on, Teacher Xia, take out your hand!"

"..." Xia Fangzhen didn't move, she looked at Qin Rou's movements very hesitantly.

Does Qin Rou want to treat her like a kindergarten child?

"Hurry up, hurry up, Teacher Xia." Qin Rou urged.

Xia Fangxi, who couldn't bear it any longer, could only put his hand in Qin Rou's hands.

"Is this how your mother held your hand?" Qin Rou smiled and held Xia Fangxi's hand.

"Yeah." Xia Fangxi blushed and nodded.

Qin Rou got out of her arms and lay down with her shoulder to shoulder, "Does it feel like 'Mom' is holding your hand?"

"..." Xia Fangxi felt that Qin Rou was taking advantage of her.

The two held hands and did not speak for a long time.

Xia Fangxi thought that Qin Rou was asleep, but Qin Rou slowly shook her hand.

"I didn't blame you, Xia Fangxi." Her voice became very intellectual, with a gentleness that was different from her usual.

"..." Xia Fangxi's pupils trembled.

"At that time, there was nothing my mother could do."

"...Sorry for making you suffer for so long."

"But don't suffer any more, Xia Fangxi."

Qin Rou's palms were cold, but Xia Fanghui felt as if there was a warmth coming from her.

"Mom wants you to live a good life, and live a good life with your mother."

"Because Mom likes you the most, Xia Fanghui." Qin Rou said and squeezed Xia Fanghui's hand tightly.

In an instant, the shadow of Qin Rou's mother overlapped...

The shadow that used to make her miserable every night seemed to be speaking soft words to her.

Xia Fangxi looked at Qin Rou with trembling eyes, "..."

Her throat rolled cautiously.

Why is Qin Rou so sharp every time?

Why is it so easy to say what you want to hear at such a time.

"..." Xia Fangxi held back his tears, and looked at Qin Rou pretending to be relaxed, "You have never met her before, how could you know what she thinks?"

"She hates me—"

"I know," Qin Rou swore, "I just knew."

"Ms. Xia's mother is Mrs. Ai Xia's, isn't she?"

"..."

"So she will forgive you."

"She will definitely say that, she will definitely say the same thing as me..." Qin Rou's voice was very gentle, "Trust your mother, Teacher Xia, she is a gentle person, right?"

"..."

"...So Teacher Xia's mother won't blame Teacher Xia." Qin Rou stretched out her hand and patted Xia Fangxi's head.

"What happened that day was not your fault."

"At that time, you were just a child, Teacher Xia."

"How can you ask children to do things that adults can't do?"

"Qin Rou..." Xia Fangxi took a breath.

Qin Rou hugged Xia Fangxi and patted her on the back, "So, don't worry about it, Xia Fanghui."

"You are different now than you were then..."

"You are an adult, so you must know that there are many things you can't do about it, don't you?"

Qin Rou kissed Xia Fangxi.

"Right?"

"..."

Sure enough, no matter how many times.

Qin Rou will amaze herself.

No matter how many times, I'm afraid I will fall into her trap.

She's a little liar, a little villain, and her own unique kitten.

She really, really likes this kitten...

Xia Fangxi rubbed her forehead.

"Thank you, Qin Rou."