You are a surprise in my heart

It was still sunny when I came out of the hospital, but now it is suddenly pouring rain.Zhong Haotian looked at his hands while driving

It was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.An'an is completely fine, tomorrow I have to apply for an insurance card to be discharged from the hospital

But he forgot at home, and wanted to trouble Lu Licheng, but thought that Lu Licheng still had a job, so he asked Feng

Han took a look at An An for the time being, and he drove home to get it.Things have stabilized now, he thought.

Have a good talk with Lu Licheng, remembering that Lu Licheng was forced to leave the hospital alone in the heavy rain yesterday, he was very upset.

Guilty.He thought that Lu Licheng would not lie to him for no reason.

The bean-sized raindrops hit the car glass one by one, as if trying to penetrate his car, Zhong Haotian thought of tonight

The temperature is about to drop sharply again, and the house should be replaced with thick beds, An An's and Lu Licheng's.he likes this

It feels like home. After An An calmed down, he realized that he was so attached to Lu Licheng and his girlfriend.

Home.When Lu Licheng left him, he wished he could hug Lu Licheng tightly, but at that time the child

He couldn't care about anything else while he was still in danger.

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It was really quiet when the door was opened, and the room was too dark to see the way.Zhong Haotian turned on the light, see

When he got home, he exhaled in his heart. Going home was more comfortable than any feeling. He was going to take a shower later

Go back to the hospital.After An An's accident, he hasn't bathed for two days.

His residence permit, ID card and important documents are all placed in the small safe in Lu Licheng's study.

In the middle of the day, Zhong Haotian walked into the study and tidied up Lu Licheng's desk.Lu Licheng is a clean person,

It's just that when you get busy, you will neglect to organize.Zhong Haotian still has a look at the waste paper that Lu Licheng threw in the wastebasket

The old newspapers are all sorted in plastic bags, and the coffee cups that have not been washed in time, the books on the desk

Billboards and more.He and Lu Licheng trust each other very much, and he and Lu Licheng's study room can be trusted by each other.

To enter at any time, Lu Licheng will help clean his drawing room when he is busy.suddenly, bell

Haotian saw that one of Lu Licheng's folders was broken, and it might expand due to heat and cold in winter, so he hurriedly saved it from him.

He took out a yellow folder from the drawer and replaced it for him. Lu Licheng has different color folders for different categories.

Yellow represents important reference materials, Zhong Haotian took out the materials inside and put them into the new one.suddenly

Suddenly, he saw An An's form, and he thought, could it be some kindergarten document that he forgot to read?

up.Zhong Haotian took a closer look and saw that it was an application form for a middle school in Preston, England.

There is also a form to apply for a school guardian.Zhong Haotian immediately dug out all the files in his folder, some

There are various school application forms from the United Kingdom, the United States and even Japan. An’an’s information is listed in detail.

On the surface, he used Zhong Haotian's ID card and various documents copied to apply for the school.

Zhong Haotian couldn't believe it, one application form after another made him dizzy, he didn't believe it,

Lu Licheng used his trust to keep using his documents to apply for various overseas schools for An An.he

He told Lu Licheng a long time ago that he disagreed with An An's going abroad to study.See the date of these application forms

period, which apparently began as early as when they were together, and the most recent form is a week

It was sent before the deadline, why didn't Lu Licheng disclose it to him at all?Ann is his son, why does he

Why don't you discuss it with him?Most were secondary school applications, and there were even a few elementary school ones.Small

Learning, what exactly is Lu Licheng thinking?The child is not in good health, so he, as a father, is always careful.and

Moreover, he and Lu Licheng have discussed this issue more than once, and he absolutely disagrees with the child leaving him.

Half a step aside, let alone abroad, he plans to let An An study in Shanghai when his son goes to college.He's not in now

As long as An'an has a lot of potential, as long as he grows up safely, and the conditions in Shanghai are so good, why go out of town

study?However, Lu Licheng insisted on letting An An go abroad.

The country goes so far away.He didn't want to doubt Lu Licheng's concern for his children, but the application in front of him

Form, his ID card, copies of documents, and emails pretending to be him sent to the school, a wave of anger flowed from his feet.

Her lips trembled uncontrollably.

"Haotian, why are you back?" Lu Licheng heard the sound upstairs and went downstairs to see Zhong Haotian

He pushed open the door of his study and entered.

"Crack!" With a sound, Zhong Haotian turned around in a fit of anger and threw the folder at Lu Licheng.

body.The information inside was scattered all over the place, Lu Licheng was stunned by him, bent down to pick it up, and suddenly

Silently, he raised his head and looked at Zhong Haotian whose cheeks were flushed.

"I..." Lu Licheng knew that all the explanations at this moment were feeble, and he didn't know where to start.

'Why? ' Zhong Haotian asked silently.

He wanted to hear Lu Licheng's explanation, and he wanted to know why all this happened.why betrayed again and again

His trust in Lu Licheng?He thought that Lu Licheng would send An An to school, but the child was so seriously ill

Heavy, he trusted Lu Licheng to put all the materials in his safe, but he didn't expect him to hold these materials

Material pretends to be himself to find a school for An An.So can he understand that without his knowledge

An An has already been sent to a foreign country, and he, as a father, will be the last to know?

Lu Licheng tried his best to calm down his mood, looked at Zhong Haotian who was full of astonishment, and said: "An'an is very sad.

Smart, you know his grades in kindergarten are very good.The school teacher kept saying his

The language ability is quite strong, and I suggest him to develop in this area, so I just want him to receive a better education

education.If you want to study abroad, you need a lot of preparation in the early stage. These materials are just for reference. I would like to discuss with you when the time is right. "

Zhong Haotian's mind was buzzing, so rational analysis, this is Lu Licheng.he is always right

Yes, how could such a good man be wrong?However, An An is his son.Zhong Haotian took out his pen

The diary tapped hard: 'I've told you, I'm against it.Why are you still applying behind my back?

please?discuss?Could it be that after An An got on the plane, he discussed it with me as a father, and his son has already gone

In a foreign country and I don't know anything about it? '

Looking at the series of questions from Zhong Haotian in the dialog box that popped up from MSN, Lu Licheng was in a daze:

"Why do you think so? I know you object, you are worried about the child's health. I didn't know that Ann

Ann's situation is so bad, if I knew I would give up the idea.Ann is your son, so

So I also hope that he can have a good future in the future. "

'I have taken An An for more than five years. He is my son, and I know his situation better than anyone else.for

What are you disregarding my opinion?Do you think I'm not good enough as a father? 'Zhong Haotian

He looked up at Lu Licheng and suddenly smiled, "For his own good? ' After typing, put the insurance card in your pocket

Take it out and shake it in front of Lu Licheng a few times.

Seeing Zhong Haotian like this, Lu Licheng felt that his eyes were stabbed badly, and the pain spread all the way to his heart.

The dirt made him unable to breathe, and after a while he said calmly: "So I am so dirty in your heart."

'If you were that kind of person in my eyes, we wouldn't be living here together today. '

Zhong Haotian felt that he was ridiculous, couldn't he question all of this?So he asked why,

Is he treating the life partner he believes he trusts as a dirty object? 'Lu Licheng, you have disregarded my trust in you. '

"Oh." Lu Licheng sat on the leather seat, the rain outside hit the glass behind him

beep. "It's true that I didn't think carefully about this matter. But, Zhong Haotian, you never trusted me

Am I not? "Lu Licheng smiled, that smile was desolate and sad. "I used to think that the future

One day our only obstacle is because of Ann.But now I understand that our problem is rooted in

It's not because of An'an but because you never put me on an equal seat in your heart.you respect me

Fear, obedience, and anger from the beginning to the end, have you ever thought about my feelings?I worry about Ann

An An doesn't accept me, but An An will tell me every unhappy thing she encounters at school, every mouthful of Uncle Lu

uncle.what about you?You don't tell me anything, you don't confess anything to me.I was wrong this time,

But when I asked you to discuss it, you not only objected blindly, but you also kept your mind shut and didn't tell me your opinion at all. "

Zhong Haotian's heart was beaten word by word by Lu Licheng, it turned out that all his efforts were wrong.

Lu Licheng is busy with work, he doesn't want to burden him, and he doesn't want Lu Li to take care of him distractedly because of scruples.

It turned out that in Lu Licheng's eyes, these turned out to be his distrust.What was thought to be unbreakable between them

Love turned out to be based on such an illusory mirage.

'You mean our love was a mistake? After typing this sentence, Zhong Haotian

Sorry, he regretted asking.He was too scared to look at Lu Licheng, but just lowered his head and looked at Lu Licheng expressionlessly.

looking at computer screen.At this moment, he realized that this love is so fragile that it can be broken at the touch of a touch.

"What do you think?" Lu Licheng's voice seemed quite calm, but his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear it.

Qing, "Love? Are you sure it's love?"

Lu Licheng's tone was so cold that he didn't seem to be discussing the things between them, but like a rational bystander

Or, Zhong Haotian never dared to raise his head and continue to ask: "What do you mean?" '

Standing up slowly, Lu Licheng turned his back to Zhong Haotian and looked at the dark sky outside the window, the tear in his heart

The pain has been numb. "You are right, it is my fault. The fault is that you should not force you to accept me.

The attempt is to change you.Your personality is too nostalgic and you never know how to refuse. I used your weakness to let

You accept me. Lu Licheng snorted, "I just lied to myself."that's not love at all, is

repay the favor.You can give up your career and not leave Ian's office, also because you don't want to disappoint

Because of my kindness to you, I promised to be with me.I should have woken up earlier..." Lu Licheng raised his head and sighed deeply

He took a deep breath, "Actually, we are just co-tenants who go to bed together."

As soon as the words fell to the ground, "Bang Dang!" There was a loud noise, and Lu Licheng turned around—it was Zhong Haotian who took the note

Ben swept it down, and the notebook fell to the ground and the case was broken all over the floor. Zhong Hao trembled from the weather and looked at Lu Licheng with red eyes.

The air froze in the room, Lu Licheng looked at Zhong Haotian as if standing in another time and space: "Zhong Haotian

sky. "The voice was so astringent that my throat ached, and my pale eyes were as calm as water. Once you give love, you will never lose it."

Law back.In the past, he wanted to pay, but before he had time, the girl had become someone else's wife, so

This time he didn't hesitate, he didn't want to keep it because he knew that Zhong Haotian had been injured.He takes good care of

Looking at Zhong Haotian, it was because he was too self-righteous and thought he needed it.What he wants is Zhong Haotian's wholeheartedness,

Not that poor charity love.He knows very well that Zhong Haotian himself has not discovered his love.

Just an extra give.How can he live in the face of this feeling, and still lie to himself?

"You have never been able to tell the difference between affection and kindness." Lu Licheng walked up to Zhong Haotian and smiled

She said softly, "It used to be, and it is now. You are a kind person, and you are afraid of anyone getting hurt, but

do you know?This is the most cruel injury.I've also heard about what happened to the Xia family back then, but you always

If there is no decision, everyone will be doomed in the end.So, now I'll make the decision for you. "Lu Licheng

He raised his hand and stroked Zhong Haotian's hair, "This is good for you and me. I know you can't make up your mind."

Zhong Haotian opened his eyes wide after hearing this, tears welled up.He didn't expect that Lu Licheng would propose

Hand, mouth wide open and unable to lift it up in one breath, tears could not be controlled at all.He kept shaking his head and pulled Lu Licheng's arm.

"Calm down." Lu Licheng controlled himself with the greatest strength, "I'm not as strong as you imagined."

Qiang, what I want is love, not charity.Zhong Haotian, if you think this relationship is still beautiful, let it be kept in my heart. "

Suddenly, Zhong Haotian fell down on the sofa and stared blankly at Lu Licheng who had walked out of the study with him on his back.

Lu Licheng paused at the door of the study, then turned his face halfway and said, "An An's illness just needs to be recuperated.

It's okay to live here as usual.If you want to move out, at least wait until you find a good neighborhood

We will move after a little house.I'll be busy these days, so you don't have to stay overnight for me anymore. "

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After walking out of the house, Lu Licheng got into the car and prepared to drive to the company.The rain beat hard on his car window

On the road, when he turned on the wipers, his eyes were blurred. Suddenly, he realized that it was not the rain but his tears that had already

Flow all over the cheeks.Parked the car on the side of the road, Lu Licheng lay down in the car and looked at the mist falling from the sky

It fills the whole world.He loves Zhong Haotian so much that he doesn't know what to do.His life plan has always been

He was methodical, but Zhong Haotian made him mess up. From the moment he knew Zhong Haotian, he was off the rails.this

He gave everything for this relationship, and Zhong Haotian also gave a lot for his wishful love.

many.It's just that this is not what he wants.I thought they would last forever if they cut off the way out.just be him

Be selfish, he doesn't want to waste any more, he doesn't want the beautiful love in his heart to turn into resentment in the end.

After forcing himself to adjust his emotions, Lu Licheng started the car and drove to the MG Shanghai branch, where there was still a tough battle waiting for him...

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where is thisZhong Haotian was lying on the ground, and was so sad that he lost his memory for a short time.look around

It took me four weeks to remember that this is Lu Licheng's study room, the floor is in a mess, broken notebooks are lying on the ground

superior.His body was as cold as falling into an ice cave, remembering what happened just now, Zhong Haotian cried again silently

weep.It is obvious that Lu Licheng brought him the warm sunshine in the morning when he was at his darkest, why should he be brought to him now?

Pushed into a deeper hell?Zhong Haotian sat on the ground, with one hand on the sofa, unable to stand up no matter what.

He said that the love he gave him was just a kind of charity, and he said that he never could tell the difference between kindness and love.exist

When he and Yang Zhenzhen divorced, Yang Zhenzhen once said similar things to him.If it wasn't for Yang Zhen

Really desperately trying to make money for him to study, is he still so insisting on marrying Yang Zhenzhen?Then Lu Licheng

right?He couldn't tell whether it was gratitude or love?The mind is in a mess, the past and the present are intertwined.

Weaving together, even he himself is not sure what this relationship is like.

Tremblingly, he took out two silver rings in his jacket pocket, which he put on jewelry after returning from the hospital.

Two men's rings bought in the store.He knew that Lu Licheng was very guilty about this incident, and he wanted to give Lu Licheng a promise.

Nuo told him that he wanted to spend lifetimes with him. "Haotian, I love you." Lu Licheng's love words

It was still in my ears, and nothing was left in the blink of an eye.

Zhong Haotian looked at the ring in his palm, smiled wryly and shed tears.He didn't expect that the relationship between him and Lu Licheng

Shanmeng vowed to be defeated in the end...

At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Lu Licheng returned home exhausted.He originally planned to arrange for Gao

I will stay in the hotel of the senior supervisor for a few days, and then go home when I am in a better mood, but he has a lot of materials at home, and the computer

Too many forms also need to be done.Gathering up his courage, Lu Licheng opened the door, and in the empty living room

On the other side, Lu Licheng saw at a glance that the rice grain cage was gone.He went upstairs immediately, and sure enough, Zhong Haotian and An

All of Ann's clothes and luggage were gone.

He walked into the study, and the room was tidy and meticulous.Originally cracked notes on the ground

The shell crumbs that fell from the office were also cleaned up.

It seemed like nothing had happened, like his love with Zhong Haotian was just an illusion and a dream.