You are a surprise in my heart

For the first time, Lu Licheng fell asleep on the sofa holding the lost and recovered rice grains, and it was him in the dream

There is also Zhong Haotian and An Anqi's happy appearance.

The next day's meeting started an hour earlier, and I wanted to send a short message to Zhong Haotian to ask about the child.

The situation is that it's too early, Zhong Haotian may take a nap, and doesn't want to disturb his rest.Lu Licheng

Decided not to delay the meeting for too long, and get off work earlier to see him and An An.Unfortunately, this meeting

It is very important, the head office has sent people over, Lu Licheng cheered up and treated this time with the fullest attitude.

meeting, constantly introducing in detail the plan he has drawn up this time and the emergency measures for possible problems

apply. Ray nodded approvingly at the main seat, and the meeting ended with his satisfied smile.

"Elliott, accompany me to meet Director Xu of Yanghua Company this afternoon." Ray's tone has always been intolerable.

reject.Seeing Lu Licheng's silence and hesitation, he raised his eyebrows and said, "What? Is there a private matter?"

"No, I was just wondering if there are any clients I want to see this afternoon." Lu Licheng immediately covered up,

"should be no problem."

"Well. This meeting is more important. You can't offend the client. You can handle the afternoon by yourself.

Depart at two o'clock. After hearing the answer, Ray nodded and smiled in satisfaction.

Back in the office, Lu Licheng immediately sent a text message to Zhong Haotian asking about An'an's situation:

"Hao Tian, ​​has An An's fever gone? '

After a long time, Zhong Haotian didn't reply to the text message.Lu Licheng's heart immediately twitched. Could it be that An'an's fever hasn't subsided yet?

He sent another text message anxiously: "Haotian, don't worry, I'm going to Pudong in the afternoon and I'll come to the hospital immediately after the talk." '

A full 10 minutes later, Zhong Haotian replied a text message, "You should be busy." He didn't mention anything about An'an's condition.

Lu Licheng began to feel uneasy, Zhong Haotian had never treated him with such an attitude.At this time Ray called again, he set off early to meet the client,

Looking at the gray sky outside, Lu Licheng could only temporarily suppress his anxiety and accompany Ray to meet the client.

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Putting down his phone, Zhong Haotian held a critical illness notice that the doctor had just issued to him in his hand.

trembling.Twice a year in a row, such a young child experienced such painful illnesses, which made him, a father, feel like a knife was twisting his heart.

He seldom loses his temper, especially after the sudden change, he hopes that peace is the most important thing in life, but thinking of his child having such a big problem in kindergarten,

He couldn't help but ask the head teacher of An'an Kindergarten how he infected the children with germs. Sick children should be isolated from healthy children.

Unexpectedly, Mr. Zhao's reply shocked him. He said that An An didn't go to kindergarten at all yesterday because Lu Licheng asked for leave.In order to prevent the kindergarten from checking,

He could only say that he was too nervous to forget about it.Why did Lu Licheng lie to him?Obviously yesterday morning I agreed to send An An to kindergarten,

Not only did they not send it, but they also made the child burn like this.

Leaning against the wall, he didn't have the time to think about it now, An An still had a high fever and fell asleep in a daze

Muddy, I have been transferred from the hospital bed last night to the next ward and need to stay in the hospital for treatment.Hospital for family members

He didn't eat a single bite of the food. He had asked the doctor to give An An the best imported medicine, and he just took it now.

I hope An An can survive.Zhong Haotian stood alone at the window looking at the gray sky outside the window, feeling helpless.

I can't imagine whether he would collapse if he was the only one left in the world.He was too afraid of being alone, afraid that he was the only one alive in this world.

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In the afternoon, the sun shines through the haze.Lu Licheng rushed into the hospital hall in the afterglow of the setting sun.

Lou, he came out of the client and declined Ray's invitation to dinner and drove all the way to the hospital.

Running into An An's original ward, she was gone.I asked the nurse in the ward before I was in the next ward

In the room, I found An An and Zhong Haotian who was by my side. The child lost a lot of weight in just one day and was lying on the bed.

On the bed, while Zhong Haotian sat beside An An, wiped his sweat for him, and wiped water on the child's lips to quench his thirst.

"Haotian." Lu Licheng walked into the ward quietly, knelt down and couldn't help holding Zhong Haotian's hand tightly, but Zhong Haotian

He pulled it out calmly, his heart sank.

Zhong Haotian got up and poured another basin of water for An An to wipe off the child's sweat, and kept stroking An An's forehead

And face, looking at An An's face lovingly.He just wanted the child to get well soon, so he was in Lu Li's house.

Ten minutes before Cheng arrived, An An's fever went up again, and the doctor issued a second critical illness notice to her.

he.Now Zhong Haotian is only mentally supporting him to take care of the child, while with Lu Licheng, he just

The word is not mentioned.He hated why Lu Licheng lied to him, why he left An An at home like this.Can

Yes, he has no strength to pursue any responsibility anymore, he just wants to let An An survive the danger.

Sitting on the chair, Lu Licheng quietly looked at An An on the hospital bed, with his palm covering the child's hair

Caressing, thinking of how we got along these days, thinking of how he and An An were still staring at each other yesterday.

He looked so happy that he had never had it before.At this moment, he somewhat understood that as a father, no matter how naughty the child was,

After all, it gave him more happiness than trouble.At this time, An An slowly opened his eyes and looked at him, calling out in a weak voice, "Uncle."

Lu Licheng's heart trembled and he immediately responded, "Good boy, have a good rest." He gently stroked the child's forehead with his palm to comfort him.

"It's so uncomfortable." Tears streamed from the corners of An'an's eyes, and she held Lu Licheng's fingers with her small hands.

The fingers held by An An became hot, and it was only then that Lu Licheng realized that he had already regarded the child as a

family.Although he can't be like Zhong Haotian now, but he knows that he loves this child, laughing

He said to An An: "Be good, you can go home after a night of sleep." Suddenly thinking of rice grains, Lu Licheng hooked it up.

The corner of his mouth teased An An and said, "I'll go home when I recover from the illness. All the rice grains will go home."

"Have you found the rice grains?" An An really smiled when she heard the rice grains coming home, opened her eyes and said, "Uncle is so kind."

"So take a good rest, and you can play with Mi Li when you get home." Covering An An under the quilt, Lu Licheng gently patted An An to make him fall asleep.

An An closed her eyes and fell asleep again.

After fetching water, Zhong Haotian walked into the ward and saw Lu Licheng patting An'an, looking at the child softly, after he paused,

Squeeze Lu Licheng away with water to wipe off An'an's sweat.

"What did the doctor say? Why hasn't An An's fever gone?" Lu Licheng asked anxiously, "This doctor

I have a colleague's relative who works here. How about I go to Toto and find a better doctor? "

Zhong Haotian turned a deaf ear, concentrated on wiping An An's sweat, and then wiped some on An An's lips.

water.Standing by the side, Lu Licheng could only watch Zhong Haotian rushing in and out, unable to help at all.

"Mr. Zhong." The doctor walked into the ward, and Zhong Haotian nervously stepped aside to let the doctor check on An An's condition.

The doctor took the temperature and frowned: "I'll ask the nurse to take another blood test on the child later, and the temperature has dropped a bit. But his condition is repeated,

I'm afraid he has complications.If the fever doesn't subside tomorrow, you'd better be mentally prepared. Seeing that Zhong Haotian shook his body after hearing this, tears flowed down instantly.

Immediately comforted: "I'm talking about the worst situation. It's a good sign that the child's fever has gone down. Our doctors always tell the family members the worst situation.

The medicine has already worked, but the temperature drops slowly. "

"Doctor, is there any other imported medicine? Feel free to use it, money is not a problem." Lu Licheng said in the

The side interjected, "I remember that your hospital has an imported nutrient solution that is also very good, let's use it for the children."

"Who is this?" The doctor pushed his glasses strangely and asked.

"I'm Mr. Zhong's friend, Lu Licheng." Lu Licheng stretched out his hand and shook the doctor's hand.

"Hello, Mr. Lu." The doctor nodded politely, "The nutrient solution you mentioned is indeed very effective.

Okay, but An'an's situation is special. The most urgent thing now is to lower the fever first.I'll ask the nurse to give it to him right away

Another blood test to see the indicators, now I am most afraid that he may have complications from bacterial infection.But now it's starting to cool down.

The effect of the medicine given to the child before is still good. "

'Doctor, continue to use the medicine. Zhong Haotian quietly and forcefully pulled Lu Licheng away and handed the doctor a note.

"This is self-funded medicine, is it okay?" The doctor asked softly.

Zhong Haotian nodded vigorously, money is not a problem at all now.

After the doctor left, the food delivery trolley in the hospital passed by and shouted to order food, Lu Licheng saw that Zhong Haotian had no appetite and

Sitting beside him, he asked, "I'll go buy some porridge for you, and you still have to take care of An An to eat something."

Zhong Haotian turned his face to Lu Licheng, stared at Lu Licheng with his deep eyes for a long time

Take out a note and write: 'You go back, I want to be quiet for a while. '

"How can I rest assured about An An's situation?" Lu Licheng glanced at An An, "And run up and down

Next, multiple people are easy to handle.You concentrate on taking care of An'an here, and I will help with the formalities.Vigil, we alternate. "

'No, your company has a lot to do. Zhong Haotian's lips were slightly pale, and he finished writing the paper feebly.

After the bar, he went out with water and prepared to wash the towels.Lu Licheng saw his strangeness, and followed closely, worried that Zhong Haotian would collapse at any time.

"I'll wash the clothes and towels, and I've ordered you to lie down on the deck chair for the night watch."

Lu Licheng grabbed the washbasin and began to rub the towel, but Zhong Haotian stubbornly snatched it over.

Looking at Zhong Haotian like this, Lu Licheng was at a loss.He didn't understand, what happened to Zhong Haotian?

up?However, besides worrying, he is more distressed. What he loves the most is to insist on not saying anything, because he is afraid

Bring a burden on people.But how could he be his own burden?

"Hao Tian, ​​if you have anything to discuss with me or you want to vent it, it's fine." Lu Licheng walked to him

Said, "An'an's situation, what should you do if your child falls down?"

Zhong Haotian shook his head, continued to wash An An's little clothes, his mind was full of the child's current illness,

Not to mention eating and sleeping, I feel upset when I hear someone say a word in my ear.

"I just want to help you." Lu Licheng said to Zhong Haotian in an almost begging tone.

Zhong Haotian stopped his hands, silently took out his mobile phone and found out the text messages Mr. Zhao replied to him and the text messages in his pocket.

Two notices of critical illness were handed to Lu Licheng, who left the bathroom with a sad smile, leaving only Lu Licheng standing there numbly.

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Rain, clattering, forming a rain curtain outside the window, covering Shanghai in the entire night.

In the ward, Zhong Haotian stood by An An's bed and kept wiping his lips with cotton swabs.Lu Licheng

Standing quietly beside An An's bedside and looking at the child, both of them stared at An An with their own concerns.

"Hao Tian." At the door of the ward, Feng Han suddenly appeared with a basket of fruit and a watermelon in his hand.

Zhong Haotian turned his head and saw that his old classmate immediately stood up with a slight arc on his mouth and his face was quite haggard

sad.Lu Licheng smiled politely at Feng Han, and Feng Han nodded immediately when he saw Lu Licheng was slightly taken aback.

"How is An An?" Feng Han didn't bother to sit down and rest, and immediately went to An An's bed and took a look.

The child who was still asleep also became anxious.Zhong Haotian sighed, sat down and continued to wipe the child's lips.

"The fever hasn't completely subsided yet." Lu Licheng replied in place of Zhong Haotian, "The doctor said that it is impossible to wait, and they may be transferred to the ward."

"What do you mean?" Looking at Zhong Haotian with sunken eyes, Feng Han asked nervously.

"If the fever doesn't go away, I'll be transferred to the hematology department." Lu Licheng glanced at An Anyou on the hospital bed.

Weakly explained, the strong guilt made him draw all his strength to lean against the wall.he didn't know after

The consequences would be so serious, the amber eyes kept looking at An An's dry throat.

"It's just a fever, how could it be so serious." Feng Han sat beside Zhong Haotian, looking at him with concern.

Looking at him, "Do you want to ask someone to find a relationship? Now that the little doctor is unreliable, how about some money?"

'Dr. Chen is very good and has used the best medicine. Zhong Haotian wrote slowly, "It's up to An An's fate now." 'The tip of the pen trembled slightly and could no longer write.

"Don't do this." Feng Han had never seen Zhong Haotian like this before, and immediately patted him on the shoulder and said,

"An'an will be fine, isn't the fever gone now?"

Zhong Haotian nodded, leaning against the bed and staring at An An's face, his eyes were red again.

Touching the child's forehead with his hand, the hot touch made his heart ache like a needle tip.

What would he do if An An was gone?He never thought of a life without An An, would

how is it.What is the meaning of work and life without a child?It suddenly occurred to me that I went home with a knife

It was his birthday a few days later, and he deliberately avoided thinking about these questions.no mother, no marriage

Marriage and work, he has nothing, but he usually prepares the children's meals, but at that time he was still melting

The treatment was very painful, and it was An An who held up a crayon drawing full of flowers and said to him, happy birthday to Dad.

After his mother passed away, he didn't shed a single tear, because he simply couldn't accept it and refused to accept it.

by.But that day, he hugged An An and cried bitterly before he decided to find a new job and stand up again.

"Uncle, where are the millet grains?" Suddenly An An woke up in a daze, looked sideways at Lu Licheng and asked.

"The rice grains are in the pet store, we will pick them up when you get home." Lu Licheng took a step forward and knelt down

The body smiled and said to An An, "It will be fine soon."

"Hmm." An An whispered with tears in her eyes, "I want to go home."

Zhong Haotian's heart ached when he heard this, and he stroked An'an's forehead with his hand, his eyes were red.soon

An An fell asleep again, lying lifelessly on the bed.The lively child is now lying quietly on the bed like this

On the road, Lu Licheng buried his face in his palms and grabbed his hair remorsefully.

Feng Han glanced at Zhong Haotian next to him and Lu Licheng next to An An without saying a word, got up and gave Zhong Haotian

Peeled an apple: "Haotian, eat something, An'an needs your care, or you can go to sleep on the recliner, and I will look after An'an for you."

Zhong Haotian shook his head gratefully and smiled at his old classmate, pointed his finger outside to indicate that it was late, then picked up the

The pen wrote: 'Thank you for coming to see Ann, it's late. '

"Our old classmates for so many years, are you still being polite to me?" Feng Han suddenly glanced at Lu Licheng and whispered, "Mr. Lu is also very tired, let him go back and rest."

Lu Licheng paused after hearing this, and looked up at Zhong Haotian who was opposite, and Zhong Haotian also looked up at him at the same time

The atmosphere was a little awkward.Lu Licheng didn't make a sound, as if silently waiting for Zhong Haotian's reaction, and Zhong Haotian

Then he looked down at the child and didn't know how to respond in his heart. The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, so Lu Licheng said first, "I will rest at the company tomorrow."

Zhong Haotian stuffed a piece of blue post-it note to Lu Licheng and wrote:'Go back. ', Lu Licheng

His heart sank, and after a long time without any movement, he just sat there in a daze, Zhong Haotian looked at

Suddenly, I couldn't bear to be interrupted by Feng Han's words just as I was about to do something. "It's raining outside, Mr. Lu, hurry up and go back." Feng Han turned around and said to Zhong Haotian, "I'll come alternately with you at night, you go to sleep." Zhong Haotian looked at his son, tonight is the key to keep vigil , but he has been absent for two days

Closed eyes, really need a nap.Lu Licheng looked at Zhong Haotian silently, his lips trembling a little.

He was very worried about An An. The doctor said that it would be troublesome to transfer to the hematology department. He didn't want An An to have an accident.

If it was so serious, he would never let the child be hungry for so long after crying all day.Thinking of An An crying and begging

He cooks for him, and he not only refuses but also makes him sit on the cold tiles.inner condemnation, like

The storm hit his heart, and the picture of getting along with the child was in his mind. If something happened to An An, he would never forgive himself in his life.

'I'm going to see him off. Seeing Lu Licheng standing up, Zhong Haotian wrote to Feng Han.

Feng Han nodded, watching him and Lu Licheng go away with a heavy heart.he knows clock

Haotian, so he didn't want to see Zhong Haotian unable to get out of the fog, whether it was for the child or lost for a while, he wanted Zhong Haotian to wake up.

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The torrential rain outside was blown chaotically by the wind, and the two walked quietly in the corridor of the hospital step by step

superior.Lu Licheng held an umbrella, and walked side by side with Zhong Haotian in a leisurely manner, like two lovers strolling in love

in the rain.Only they know in their hearts that their hearts are like this icy rain messing up the whole world, and the dark night makes them unable to see the way ahead.

At the end of the corridor, they stopped.In the sky, layers of gray rain falling on the ground

There was a crackling sound, as if the rain was the only thing left between the sky and the earth.Lu Licheng raised his head, eyes

The boundless sky was reflected in the sky, holding the handle of the umbrella tightly, standing still and refusing to step out of the corridor.Zhong Haotian

Standing beside him like this and also looking at this sea of ​​rain, who knows the turbulent waves in his heart?He didn't know how to take the next road, and now he only wanted the child to be safe and sound.

"I'm sorry." Lu Licheng looked up and took a deep breath, the beige windbreaker on his body was wet.

piece. "I didn't know the consequences would be that bad, sorry." His voice trembled with all the

With courage and strength, he didn't dare to look at Zhong Haotian's expression and eyes.The rain is falling harder and harder, and the sound of rustling is rushing

After washing the entire sky, the water splashed by the rain fell on their shoes.Zhong Haotian slowly turned his face to look at Lu

Licheng, he wanted to forgive Lu Licheng, but when he closed his eyes, he looked like An An was lying on the hospital bed.now child

If the child is not out of danger, it doesn't make any sense to forgive or not to forgive.

Heart, like now this world is messed up by rain.The relationship between him and Lu Licheng, after all,

Is it right or wrong?Love, it shouldn't be the child who pays the price, but, for some reason, the past

Sweetness came to my heart again.He was so in love that he couldn't help himself, and he couldn't restrain his feelings.

Lu Licheng's arms.He is willing to be burned and destroyed by this fire, but that doesn't mean he can hurt the most innocent children.

Seeing that Zhong Haotian still didn't respond to him, Lu Licheng tightened his lips, and the rain fell into his eyes,

From the corner of the eye, it spread like a tear streak.He felt something, from his world

Go, no matter how much he yells to persuade him to stay, he won't be able to catch him.In fact, from the moment he fell in love with Zhong Haotian, he knew

He couldn't escape such a fate.It was Zhong Haotian who he fell in love with first, it was he who wanted this relationship, it was him

I want Zhong Haotian to fall in love with me too.He is confident that he can change everything, overconfident, also

It is a kind of inferiority complex.He didn't want to admit that he was humble in this relationship, and he expected Zhong Haotian to open up

She loves him with all her heart, and expects him to be as deeply infatuated with herself.Now he's a little scared, he's scared

His most beautiful dream will wake up, how can he laugh off the feelings he gave?Now he is a prisoner, waiting for Zhong Haotian's sentencing.

'Be careful on the road. Zhong Haotian sighed, took Lu Licheng's palm and wrote.Lu Licheng

Feeling the heat of his palm, the place where Zhong Haotian's fingertips brushed was like a fire burning his heart.never

They were lingering for several times, and Zhong Haotian also wrote love words on his palm like this, but today these few days

One word, but let him fall into the dark dungeon.He closed his palms and glanced at Zhong Haotian who lowered his head, he thought

Caressing his hair, he wants to kiss his eyes, he wants to tell him the vows they made before

It will come true, but now he seems to have lost his qualifications and dare not take half a step closer to him, thousands of mountains and rivers separate them.

"Call me if you have anything to do." Lu Licheng said with difficulty, his throat suddenly hoarse.

Zhong Haotian nodded, the rain drifted chaotically into the corridor with the wind and wet most of their clothes, watching

Lu Licheng stared into his sad eyes, and Zhong Haotian's hands began to tremble.Just as Lu Licheng stepped out of the corridor, suddenly

Being grabbed by Zhong Haotian's wrist, what he saw when he turned his head was Zhong Haotian looking at him helplessly and fragilely, his face full of tears.

tears.Lu Licheng hugged Zhong Haotian into his arms, only to realize that the corners of his eyes were also moist.smell

Caressing Zhong Haotian's hair, feeling his temperature, he sighed deeply, relaxed his body and rubbed him against his chest, it seemed as if he had been waiting for centuries for this moment.

"I'm really sorry." Lu Licheng murmured as he kissed Zhong Haotian's brown hair.

Zhong Haotian raised his head, his dark and bright eyes reflected Lu Licheng's appearance.Lu Licheng is in

He saw fear and reluctance in his eyes, and suddenly understood Zhong Haotian's hesitation, he was also afraid,

He was afraid that something would happen to An'an, and that the relationship between them would come to an end.Lu Licheng held Zhong Haotian's cheeks in pity, and kissed his eyelids affectionately.

Zhong Haotian fell into Lu Licheng's arms, and let Lu Licheng embrace him, forgetting the whole world, forgetting

secular.He hopes that the next moment will be the end of the world, so that he doesn't have to think too much about the future, and doesn't have to be afraid of failure.

Go uneasy.He wants to embrace Lu Licheng for a lifetime, he thinks they can love each other forever, but if An An

How could he feel at ease with this man when something happened?Think of the child, think of the future clock

Haotian burst into tears suddenly, he was afraid that the child would leave him, and also afraid that he would have no reason to be with Lu Licheng again.

go on.He was afraid that he would be the only one left to live alone in this world. He was so afraid that he shivered and hid reality in Lu Licheng's arms.

'Let's talk about it after An'an gets better. After a while, Zhong Haotian left Lu Licheng's arms

He wrote in his palm.In the empty corridor, only they and the sound of rainwater live in a gloomy world.

Lu Licheng's voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't make a sound. He nodded with difficulty, turned around and stepped out.

The corridor stepped into the rain curtain and disappeared in the gray rain and fog.Sudden loss of temperature, Zhong Haotian looked at

Lu Licheng was not in the dark crevice, he was worried about the child, Zhong Haotian calmed down and turned to enter the hospital building.