You are a surprise in my heart

There is no cloud in the blue sky, and the dazzling light shines on the concrete floor, piercing through the leather shoes.

Feeling the heat rising, Zhong Haotian thought of the sky of Xiamen.From Shanghai to

It has been more than half a year now, and there is no time to go back to pay respects to my mother's birthday, so I only cooked a la carte at his and Lu Licheng's home to pay respects to my mother.

The summer sun in Shanghai was very hot, and he felt dizzy due to the heat. He waited for Lu Licheng to park his car at the entrance of the shopping mall with big bags and small bags to pick him up for dinner. He felt that he was about to suffer from heat stroke.He wanted to untie the neckline, but he didn't want outsiders to see that terrible scar, he couldn't stand it

The strange eyes of others, even if he can't speak, he doesn't want to show the most vulnerable part for people to watch.

"Zhong Haotian? Is it Zhong Haotian?"

Suddenly a voice came from a distance, I don't know if it was an auditory hallucination before the heat stroke or if Lu Licheng had already rushed

Come.He fixed his eyes on the person in front of him for a while, and felt familiar, but because of the hot weather, his mind was confused.

"I'm Feng Han!" The other party said happily.

Feng Han?Gather your thoughts and think, isn't this his best friend in high school?Meeting an old friend in a foreign land, Zhong Haotian immediately smiled when he woke up.

"I didn't expect to meet you!" Feng Han was also very happy, "After I graduated from the second year of high school, I transferred to another school.

I never met.You are more handsome than before. I heard that you have become a great designer. "

Zhong Haotian shook his head in embarrassment, but Feng Han was stronger and more stable than before.

"Have you come to Shanghai to work? Where do you live? How long have you been in Shanghai?" Feng Han tweeted

Asked, seeing his best friend from the student days grinning happily.

Thinking of my own voice, I somehow explained it to Feng Han, a sense of inferiority came over me, my smile disappeared suddenly, and I really wanted to just turn around and leave like this.

"Haotian, what's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?" Feng Han asked worriedly seeing that his expression was different and he didn't speak.

How should he tell his old friends about the past few years, how should he talk about his miserable life in Xiamen?

Looking back on the past?How should I tell how he was forced to come to Shanghai to seek a living?hot overhead too

Yang made him stagger unconsciously, and the shopping bag in his hand dangled as if it was about to fall.

Suddenly, there was a force behind him that lifted him back to his senses—it was Lu Licheng standing beside him.

Finally, let him temporarily have a support to rely on so that he will not collapse due to heat stroke.

"Hao Tian, ​​who is this?" Lu Li cost to move the parking space to the garage of the shopping mall, and then came to pick up the bell

Haotian went to eat, who would have thought that when he came back, he saw Zhong Haotian teetering under the sun with a stranger from a distance.

Chatting, fearing that he would have a heatstroke and hasten his pace to rush over, as expected, his lips were pale and his face was flushed from the sun.

"I'm Zhong Haotian's high school classmate, Feng Han." Seeing that Zhong Haotian hadn't said anything, he felt a little unhappy and replied awkwardly.

"Hello, I'm Lu Licheng, Zhong Haotian's friend." Knowing that Feng Han misunderstood Zhong Haotian, Lu Licheng smiled and stretched out his hand,

"It's not convenient for Haotian to speak."

"What happened to Haotian?" Feng Han asked nervously after hearing Lu Licheng's explanation.

"It's too hot here, if it's convenient, find a place to sit down and catch up?" Lu Licheng could tell

Zhong Haotian does not reject this classmate, and the concern in Feng Han's eyes is not fake.with Zhong Haotian

So far, I haven't seen him have any friends. It's rare to meet an old classmate this time. Lu Licheng is also happy for Zhong Haotian.

"Okay, let's go to the tea restaurant on the third floor." Feng Han suggested.

Time flies like an arrow, Feng Han in front of him makes him seem to have returned to high school, but the time between his brows

The imprint of the time had to remind him that the only thing he had in the past was nostalgia.

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"Hey..." Seeing Zhong Haotian briefly explaining his illness, Feng Han patted his thighs a few times in discomfort

I am afraid that Zhong Haotian said with a sad smile, "But I will be fine when I recover, and I will pay attention to my body in the future. What's the matter?"

You can also contact me. "

Zhong Haotian sat, his mind was still a little buzzing and absent-minded.He thinks he has some heatstroke

I can't even think about the past.At that time, he was so high-spirited and full of ambition, thinking about the future

He studied hard, not wanting to disappoint his mother.Feng Han kept talking about his past,

The outstanding students in the teacher's eyes, the handsome seniors pursued by girls, and Feng Han's good buddies, those are all

As far away as a previous life.

"Don't look at Haotian as the vice president of the student union, but he is not cute at all. At that time we went to summer

In the camp, he wore a bed sheet, stole a long wig that the fat man next door brought from somewhere, and went to scare that guy in the middle of the night.

Some girls frightened them into tears, clamoring to change dormitories. "Although Lu Licheng didn't speak,

Listening to Feng Han talking about Zhong Haotian's past with light in his eyes, he would sometimes laugh in a low voice.

Having met Zhong Haotian, I want to know more about his past and everything about him.

'How have you been all these years? ' Zhong Haotian asked suddenly, listening to Feng Han talk about his

In the past, he didn't want to recall the beauty of that time.

"Hi! What can I do? After my parents divorced, I followed my mother to Shanghai. A few years ago,

My mother passed away with bone cancer.Now I have opened a fruit shop and the business is doing well, just behind this mall. " Feng

Han waved his hands and said.Back then, he was considered a student with good grades and was also a sports committee member.but parents

Divorced, lived with my mother in Shanghai. After graduating from high school, I went to a technical secondary school and then came out to work.Later in

The company felt that the salary was too low, so it came out and opened a small shop.

'It's good to do business alone. "Zhong Haotian knew Feng Han's mother, who sometimes

When I went to Feng Han's house, his mother always bought him various snacks, she was a very gentle woman.Instantly, they

They have all grown up, and things are different.

"Do you and Zhenzhen have a child? How old is it? Boy or girl?" Feng Han glanced at Zhong Haotian

The shopping bag is full of children's supplies and I am happy to ask.

'The boy is five years old, but Zhenzhen and I are divorced. 'Zhong Haotian smiled awkwardly, a little bit

desolate.

Ever since I met Zhong Haotian, he and Yang Zhenzhen have been inseparable. Everyone knows that they are Qingmei

Bamboo horses will naturally become an enviable loving couple in the future.After he left Xiamen

Continuing to keep in touch with old classmates, I heard that Zhong Haotian went abroad for further studies after graduating from high school, Yang Zhen

Really selling chicken drumstick rice for his tuition.He couldn't think of it, they would be separated from each other, or they would be in the middle of the clock.

Haotian is in such a difficult situation.Although many girls pursued Zhong Haotian when he was in school, Zhong Haotian

From the beginning to the end, he dragged Yang Zhenzhen by his side.Humans cannot stand the test of time.whether outsiders or even when

The unbreakable relationship that the person involved thought was just a phantom bubble that would break with a slight touch.

"Now that we've got in touch, we will walk around more in the future and come to my place for a meal and a drink from time to time.

Do you remember my last night in Xiamen, you bought a case of beer and we got very drunk.you

Say, I am your good buddy for life. "That night, although they promised each other not to break contact, but

It is vaguely known that they may not meet each other for many years or even a lifetime.Knowing Zhong Haotian, also

He was involved in an off-campus brawl, and Zhong Haotian couldn't bear to see him being beaten by a group of people.

Come in and help him.Because of this, Zhong Haotian was almost demerited and his mother beat him up.Although the bell

Haotian's mother doesn't like Feng Han, but they still become best friends. "Yes, show me

your boy. "

'Called Zhong An, very good. Zhong Haotian took out the photo from his wallet and gave it to Feng Han.

"Tiger head and tiger brain, so energetic." This feeling is wonderful, to see the frivolous life with you

The joy of being the next generation of Nianhua's closest friends is indescribable.Feng Han smiled while holding the photo

With a sharp eye, look for Zhong Haotian's shadow between the child's brows.

'After I returned to Xiamen, I heard from my old classmate that you had a girlfriend, and then I lost contact with you.Now

Woolen cloth? Zhong Haotian asked with a smile, he also wanted to see Feng Han get married and have children.

"I—" Feng Han rubbed his nose and blushed slightly, "The one who blew before, but now the one who blew

Think of getting married next summer.He is a very nice person, his hometown is in Nanjing, and now he works as a small worker in a joint venture in Shanghai.

director. "

'congratulations!When will we meet for dinner? Zhong Haotian looked at Feng Han's sweet expression

I knew he was very happy.

"Originally her parents disagreed, thinking that my education was low and I was just a fruit stall, so I used

It took a year to open a second fruit shop, and saved money to buy a house. "Feng Han proudly

Said that although he had a high qualification for his current girlfriend, he told her parents with his actions that he was working hard to give

She is happy.

"You have always been able to make a lot of money. You used to sell wholesale toys in front of the school. 'Zhong Haotian

I admire Feng Han very much. Feng Han's family is not well-off, so he is only thinking about making money.I don't know where

Wholesale bought a lot of small toys and made a small sum of money by setting up a stall in front of the school, and treated him to a drink of soda.

If you are caught by the teacher, you will inevitably be criticized.However, because of his family background and Feng Han's usual good relationship

Students, the teacher was reasonable and didn't pursue it.

"Hiss—" Lu Licheng suddenly covered his stomach and uttered a sound, he didn't want to disturb Zhong Haotian's interest but

It is a little frequent stomach attack today.

Zhong Haotian saw that Lu Licheng's face was a little pale beside him, so he immediately poured Lu Licheng a glass of warm water.

"Is Mr. Lu okay?" Feng Han asked.

"It's okay, let's talk." Lu Licheng waved his hand and said.

"It's very late, I have to cook for my wife when I get home." Seeing that Lu Licheng's expression was not good, Feng Han said,

And after checking the time, it is indeed not too early, "Hao Tian, ​​I have already given you my phone number, do you have to contact me more?"

Zhong Haotian nodded in agreement, but because he was worried that Lu Licheng had been absent-minded.

Although they only got along with each other for two years in high school, Feng Han knew Zhong Haotian very well.Zhong Hao

Tian seems to be quiet, but in fact he is more passionate than him. He likes to fight against injustice the most. Outsiders think he is very well-behaved, but

In many cases, the ghost ideas are also come up with Zhong Haotian.For love, they don't talk much together, but

Yes, he knew that he was always the same to Yang Zhenzhen, he didn't know what happened later, at least that kind of

Eyes can't lie.Just now, when he saw Zhong Haotian looking at Lu Licheng, he was startled, vaguely

It didn't feel right, but maybe it was an illusion that they hadn't seen each other for many years.

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The sun hung fiery red in the sky, and burning clouds floated above it as if volcanic rock had solidified there.

The red light reflected on Zhong Haotian's busy face in the kitchen, and the raucous whirling colors could be clearly seen in his eyes.

Lu Licheng has a bad stomach, and his old habit of working overtime and drinking coffee for a long time made him sweat profusely from the pain.

However, as long as he stayed up all night, Lu Licheng had to drink a few sips of black coffee to refresh himself.Zhong Haotian persuaded

Several times, Lu Licheng couldn't do it at all.

"Don't be too busy, I'm much better." Lu Licheng said while sitting on the sofa and seeing Zhong Haotian busy.

Turn on the steamer, sprinkle chopped green onion with soy sauce, and place a bowl of steamed eggs in front of Lu Licheng.

"I'll just drink some hot water." Lu Licheng didn't like the smell of eggs since he was a child, and he couldn't bear the smell of steamed eggs.

Zhong Haotian simply picked up the spoon, dug some eggs and blew them to Lu Licheng's mouth.

"I really don't like to eat it." Lu Licheng avoided the steamed egg that Zhong Haotian handed him, and the fishy smell rushed straight into his nostrils.

Seeing that Lu Licheng ignored the stomachache, Zhong Haotian was silent for a while, picked up the bowl of steamed eggs and walked into the kitchen for a while

Down the drain.Lu Licheng was startled by the sound of ping-pong-pong washing dishes—he had never seen

Zhong Haotian lost his temper with himself before.

"I'm sorry, I'll just eat it. Don't move, I'll steam the eggs myself." Lu Licheng hurried to the ice cream

He took the eggs out of the box, but Zhong Haotian closed the door of the refrigerator.

Glancing coldly at the overwhelmed Lu Licheng, Zhong Haotian began to organize the things that needed to be moved in a few days.

Li, clothes, pants, a few books he likes, and new things for An An.

From the moment he saw Feng Han, Lu Licheng could see that Zhong Haotian was in a bad mood, and his face was gloomy on the way back.

Yes, I don't know what he was thinking.Ever since they fell in love, Zhong Haotian often had occasional emotional ups and downs.

Certainly.He knows that Zhong Haotian likes to hide all emotions from himself, but since they have made up their minds

Why doesn't Xiangshou always tell him?Lu Licheng even occasionally felt that Zhong Haotian didn't classify him as a human being at all.

In planning for the future of life, being honest with each other no matter what is the minimum trust between lovers.which time it's not him

He was willing to reveal what was in his heart to himself only after kind persuasion, otherwise he would never have said it to himself.

"What are you angry about?" Lu Licheng was a little annoyed by Zhong Haotian's cold eyes,

He grabbed his wrist and asked, "I know it's not because of what happened just now, why does it happen every time?

You don't say anything, you don't communicate with me, I don't know what you're thinking, can you be honest with me? "

Zhong Haotian broke away from his hand and continued to arrange things, his long forehead hair covered most of his face,

He quickly folded An An's little clothes and put them in the suitcase.

The day after tomorrow, Zhong Haotian will move out of here and return to his original residence.Originally, these days, they should

The time spent together should be cherished more, but this kind of inexplicable emotion is not the first time it has appeared or even intensified.

"You make me unpredictable." Lu Licheng laughed angrily, "I thought we were together

I can understand each other with every look, but now I realize that I don't know what's going on in your heart at all.

What, because you never tell me.In the past two months we have been together, I have told you more than once

Well, I want to be honest with each other, but what about you?You're always the same, I don't force you, you won't

Tell me the truth.I don't want to keep forcing people to confess to me, which makes me feel very ridiculous. "

Zhong Haotian stopped, facing Lu Licheng, and slowly untied the upper neckline with his hands, the twisted scar

It was exposed, and his fingers were stroking the wound that he didn't want to face for more than half a year, his eyes were full of despair.Lu Li

Cheng looked at the shape of his lips, and after slowly reading the words spoken to himself, his chest seemed to be hit hard by a big rock.

He said to Lu Licheng, "How should I say it?"

I ran into Feng Han today and recalled too many beautiful pasts.Sometimes, the better is the crueler.he

Not strong, since he lost his voice, he has been diverting his attention, and he dare not even touch the past

everything of.It doesn't matter whether he is escaping or cowardly, he even wished to wash away everything in the past and let him

Forget who you used to be.At that time, he and Feng Han were running on the basketball court, listening to the girls screaming,

Every time he wins, he laughs out loud.The talent of painting makes him infinitely long for a bright future.

Come on, he wants to be an excellent designer, he wants to buy a big house and a car for his mother, and he wants to hold

Yang Zhenzhen travels all over the world.So many, so real, they happened in my past but also told me

Tell him how barren he is now.Those are all lost.

He wants to talk and teach An An to read and write, but he is destined to be a

mute.If you never have, then there will be no such sense of hopelessness.If it wasn't for him, mother

Parents will not die.Although his mother was strict with him and often made troubles unreasonably, she single-handedly made her

Raise him up, wholeheartedly for him.In this world, there is no kind of affection that can replace family affection.when

When he was undergoing chemotherapy, he seemed to see his mother at the bedside telling him to get up in a helpless tone.why is he not here

Don't you care, don't you care that you become like this for the rest of your life?The past brought by Feng Han is like a basin of water waking up

To him, tell him the cruelty of reality and what he has been unwilling to face.

"I'm sorry, I didn't consider your feelings." Seeing his appearance, Lu Licheng was full of anger

Xiao hugged him distressedly, and said softly, "It will make you feel better if you let it out."

Zhong Haotian shed tears silently, he knew that he shouldn't vent all his emotions on Lu Li today.

Cheng body.It was precisely because of Lu Licheng's love and devotion to him that he felt fear in his heart.he is scared

One day, the beauty he had today will disappear, and he doesn't know how to hold on to it firmly.

Hard-won feelings.In the past, he also firmly believed that he would have a bright future and that his relationship with Yang Zhenzhen would last forever.

But what about the result?Now, Lu Licheng said that they will stay together for the rest of their lives, but who can predict what will happen in the future?

'Promise me, don't leave me. ' Zhong Haotian wrote in Lu Licheng's palm.

"I won't." Lu Licheng hugged Zhong Haotian tightly and said, "I promise you, I will stay with you for the rest of my life."

By your side, you will never lose again. "

He thought that Zhong Haotian was strong, but he was the real Zhong Haotian in his arms at the moment——

So fragile, so pessimistic.It is unbearable for anyone to go from a successful designer to what he is now, Zhong

Haotian has been struggling for a long time.He has no friends, no relatives, only An An

The child lives with him.He shouldn't have lost his temper just now, he should have seen how scared Zhong Haotian was,

Afraid to face the past and also afraid to lose the love between him and him now.

Relax your body, lean on Lu Licheng's arms and smell his scent.He hopes that this promise will

It is enough to bind him and Lu Licheng firmly together like a spell, and he is willing to believe that as long as Lu Licheng promises, it will be realized.

"I thought of that time when An'an was critically ill, and you took care of him when he was sick." Lu Licheng wrapped him in his arms

Said, "It's the same, leaning in my arms. At that time, I found that I fell in love with you. But I do

I never dreamed that I would really get your love, so I won't let go. "

He buried himself in Lu Licheng's arms, hearing Lu Licheng's promise and love words to him, he felt more at ease.

At this time, Lu Licheng was like a mountain for him to rely on and be stable.He didn't want to go back to his wandering life

In life, I don’t want to run back and forth on rainy nights when I can’t see the future clearly, and I don’t want An’an to stay with other people.

Home.He was really afraid that this was just a beautiful dream, and after waking up, it would still be an endless night.

"Move here." Lu Licheng looked at Zhong Haotian and said, "I want to take care of you and An An. I also want

I hope you will take care of me, okay? "

Hugging Lu Licheng back, how could he be willing to leave this embrace?Since he agreed to accept Lu Licheng

He is so greedy for the sweetness brought by this relationship.But An An was still so young, which made him very embarrassed.but

It was at this moment that he was shaken...