LOL Secret Love Guide [Esports]
Chapter 24
Sheng Yinming came back from the bathroom and saw Su Yuan looking down at something.
Su Yuan didn't even look up: "Just now there was a French number calling for you, I told her you would call back."
Sheng Yinming was stunned for a moment: "...Oh."
"Who is that?"
Sheng Yinming said, "It's my mother." He sat down on the chair and said calmly, "Don't worry about her."
Suhara didn't ask much.
Because of a phone call, Sheng Yinming's mood deteriorated a lot, and he didn't want to look at his phone, so he just sat there and closed his eyes to rest.
Su Yuan suddenly called him in a low voice: "Sheng Yinming."
Sheng Yinming: "Huh?"
"Come out with me. Go get some water."
Sheng Yinming nodded, followed him out of the ward, and looked back at the little girl who was sleeping alone on the hospital bed, she was quite safe.He gently closed the door, knowing that Su Yuan must have something to say in the ward, so he asked, "What do you want to say?"
The two walked down the narrow corridor of the hospital.The hospital was quiet in the middle of the night, the corridors were lit at a distance, and some places were very dim.Su Yuan didn't go in the direction of the elevator, but led the way to the stairwell instead.Sheng Yinming didn't know what he wanted to do, so he followed behind, zipping his coat to the top, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Su Yuan, where are you taking me?"
Already entered the dark stairwell.
Su Yuan came around and closed the door behind Sheng Yinming.The bright light leaked only a little through the crack of the door, casting a thin strip of light on the floor.There was no light in the stairway, except for a green "Escape Exit" sign.Sheng Yinming couldn't help feeling a little nervous.
He rolled his Adam's apple twice, and asked, "Su Yuan, what exactly are you trying to say?"
Su Yuan took out his cell phone from his coat pocket, pressed it on slowly, and handed it to Sheng Yinming.
Sheng Yinming's eyes widened suddenly, he bit his lower lip, took a shallow breath, and said in a deep voice, "You peeked at my privacy."
Su Yuan laughed, he could grab his two slender wrists with one hand, put his legs against his knees, and bowed his head.While breathing entangled, Su Yuan asked in a good mood: "Do you like me?"
"..."
"When did it start? It started before the World Championship?"
Sheng Yinming turned his head to the side, not wanting to admit it.
"Why, Trigger? If you like it, why run?"
Sheng Yinming suddenly raised his head, leaned on Su Yuan, and bit Su Yuan's chin hard.
He was a little aggrieved. It was good for him to know these sensitive feelings alone, and he didn't want to be discovered by others—especially Su Yuan.
It's embarrassing and, moreover, kind of hard to explain.
Su Yuan touched the chin where a tooth mark was bitten out, still smiling, stretched out his hand to brush away Sheng Yinming's hair scattered around his ear, and asked in a low voice, "When? Tell me."
Sheng Yinming felt very embarrassed.He bit his lip.
In the next second, there was an extra finger on the lower lip.
Su Yuan gently rubbed his lips, touched his teeth with his fingers, and said softly, "Open your mouth."
Sheng Yinming opened his lips blankly, with the tip of his tongue pressed against his teeth, and was gently pressed down with his index finger.The tip of the tongue is moist.
He bit the finger and looked at Su Yuan with anger, as if burning with flames.Su Yuan continued to stretch his fingers further inward regardless, but Sheng Yinming tried his best to push back with the tip of his tongue.However, the base of his tongue was suddenly pressed down, his mouth was stirred, and he lost his strength.
It's too bad.
Sheng Yinming was terribly wronged.
He trembled all over, closed his eyes in despair, and refused to move any further.It was also the first time that Su Yuan knew that he had such a side. He stretched out two wet fingers slowly, wiped Sheng Yinming's face, and said against his forehead, "It doesn't matter if you don't tell me. I know now gone."
Sheng Yinming had a sour nose: "Why. Why do you know, and why do you ask me. I don't want you to know."
Su Yuan asked softly, "Why?"
"It seems that I am chasing you, it seems that you are very important. It seems that my status is very low, and you are high above."
And the person in secret love is like the land that has been drought for a long time, praying for the mercy of the gods and Buddhas in the sky for a spring rain.
Sheng Yinming finally said what was on his mind.
Rejection, pulling, ambiguity, entanglement, all thoughts, split a person into a self that he can't understand.Sheng Yinming looked at Su Yuan with relief, but his eyes were covered with a light film of water. He shook his head: "I don't want to do this."
Su Yuan was stunned.
For a long time, he tried to reach out and rub Sheng Yinming's red and dry eyelid skin.
Sheng Yinming suddenly became violent, pressed the back of his head, and bit his lip.
A wet kiss.
During the process, Su Yuan even tasted the salty taste of tears.While shedding tears, Sheng Yinming bit the tip of his tongue forcefully, sucking desperately.Two hands wrapped around his neck, hugging him tighter and tighter, as if grasping some precious gift that he never wanted to lose.
Su Yuan's heart softened, and while kissing him, he raised his hand and gently combed his hair.
After a while they separated, Sheng Yinming put his shoulder blades against the door panel behind and said, "Go back and look at Qianqian."
Su Yuan was in a really good mood, and he agreed in a dumb voice, "Let's go." He lowered his head and held his hand.
But Sheng Yinming shook his hand away, and said calmly: "You go back first, I'll go to the bathroom."
Su Yuan stayed alone in the shallow ward, and Sheng Yinming did not come back after waiting for more than ten minutes.Then he received a private message from Sheng Yinming on Weibo.
[@Trigger11: Blocked. 】
He clicked into Sheng Yinming's trumpet to look again, and found that both his big and small accounts were blocked.Wechat received a new message: I will be alone for a while, don't come to me.
Suhara: "..."
【Su: Where have you been】
[Su: Are you shy? 】
Sheng Yinming replied mercilessly:
【Trigger: Don't be so greasy. 】
[Trigger: Don't come to me. 】
【Su:...】
He glanced at the quiet sleeping face of the little girl Qianqian, and typed without hesitation.
[Su: Qianqian woke up and was looking for you. 】
[Trigger: Then start the video. 】
Su Yuan walked to the empty balcony of the ward and turned on the video.
It was already five o'clock in the morning, and the dawn appeared in the sky.Small restaurants and breakfast shops near the hospital have already emitted white smoke, and the low noise of morning wake-up sounds one after another.However, the street lamps on the street have not been extinguished, and the whole city is still shrouded in charming lights.
Sheng Yinming was at the other end of the video, sitting under a lit street lamp with two cans of beer at his feet.His slender and beautiful fingers were still holding a can, and his fingers turned red from the cold. He pressed the blue beer can to his cheek and asked, "Is Qianqian awake or are you awake?"
The black down jacket, with white goose down trim, looks even more white and red.And those plump lips were red and swollen from his kiss just a quarter of an hour ago.
Su Yuan rolled his Adam's apple and looked at him: "It's me. Where is it? When my mother comes to the hospital, I'll come out to find you."
Sheng Yinming said very calmly: "Then you come to me." He raised his chin towards the camera, as arrogant as he was when he was filming the scene at the scene, "Do you dare to come and play? If you find me, you can do whatever you want. "
Su Yuan covered his forehead and laughed: "Is there any clue?"
"Clues...do you think there are any?"
After speaking, he hung up the video neatly.
Su Yuan lowered his head to look through his various social accounts.Check the circle of friends first.Sheng Yinming's circle of friends is very clean. He hasn't posted a single piece of life-related content for 800 years. At first glance, it is full of content such as "winning the championship", "FMVP", and "Come on next season".
Posted a new circle of friends 3 minutes ago.
Trigger: I'm in XX Square. @TSSu [image]
In the picture, Sheng Yinming took a picture of a fountain, which was full of water vapor in the dawn sky.
Sheng Yinming's comment area soon had a lot of comments:
- myself?It won't be hacked, right? ?
-Xiao Sheng? ?What does this circle of friends mean?
-What does Captain Aite do?you have a problem
Suhara: "..."
Such an obvious clue?
Half an hour later, Su's mother arrived at the hospital, bringing a bucket of rice porridge that had been boiled for several hours, ready to feed Qianqian.Seeing Su Yuan going out, she asked suspiciously: "Why are you going out so early in the morning?" She glanced at the ward again, "Where's Xiao Sheng?"
Su Yuan looked at his mobile phone and said, "He got lost outside, I'll pick him up."
Su's mother was still confused, but Su Yuan didn't intend to explain. She put the phone in her pocket and walked out of the ward quickly.Only one sentence was left: "Mom, you are watching Qianqian here."
Su's mother muttered: "What is lost?"
Su Yuan took a taxi to XX Square. The fountain was very conspicuous. He approached there, but Sheng Yinming was not there.He looked around and was suddenly patted on the shoulder.
A Pikachu wobbled and handed Su Yuan a balloon: "A little brother asked me to give this to you."
Su Yuan was startled: "What about others?"
"Human? I don't know." Pikachu said, "He just said let me give you the ball."
Su Yuan pulled the ball down and saw a line written on it with a black marker.
"Come to see me."
"Look at Weibo."
Su Yuan took out his mobile phone and clicked on his Weibo account.
He's been hacked.
@Trigger11: [location] @TSSu
The location is a school not far from here, an elementary school.
The content on the public media really made fans speculate.The comment area exploded, everyone was going to meet by chance, and some people were asking: What is Teacher Aitesu doing?
- Do you want Teacher Su to teach and educate people? Hahahahaha
- Hahahahaha I'm a bit cryptic
- Niu, what are you doing?
Su Yuan followed the location to find it, but was stopped by the security guard outside the guard room.The school will be on holiday for the new year, why are the security guards still working hard?Su Yuan tried to say, "I'll go in and find someone."
The security guard glanced at him, took a sip of wolfberry tea in the thermos slowly, and said, "The person you are looking for is not in the school." He took out a postcard from under the table mat: "Look."
On the postcard was Sheng Yinming's beautiful handwriting.
Sheng Yinming only studied in junior high school, but Sheng Yinming's handwriting is particularly beautiful.
Su:
I went to elementary school here until I was eight years old.The classroom is still there, it is the far left on the second floor of Shaw Building.
Su Yuan was taken aback.
He thought that Sheng Yinming was from Chongqing, and all of Sheng Yinming's information also showed that he was from Chongqing, but... he went to school in Suzhou when he was a child?Su Yuan recalled it carefully, Sheng Yinming did seem to show an unusual familiarity and kindness to everything in Suzhou.
He put the postcard in his pocket and said to the security guard, "I'm going in to find someone."
The security guard waved his hand: "Go, go in, come out quickly."
Su Yuan strode to the Shaw building mentioned on the postcard and found the classroom Sheng Yinming mentioned.The classroom door was locked, but a window was broken, and the desks and chairs inside could be seen.On a table next to the wall and window, there is a note paper pressed with a branch:
ToSu
This is where I sat when I was in elementary school.Later my parents divorced and I went to Chongqing with my father.
I like the playground near the school the most. When I was young, I always hoped that my parents would take me to play.
But then I went to play again.very happy^^
Su Yuan's heart moved slightly.
He started to check if there was any playground around here.After checking, there used to be an amusement park called Bajiao nearby, but it closed down a few years ago, and now a shopping mall has been built above it.Suyuan could only go to that shopping mall, and there was a special festive song on the first floor of the shopping mall, "Congratulations, congratulations, congratulations."
Yes, tomorrow is New Year's Eve.
Bajiao Amusement Park Suhara used to play here when I was a child. There were not many projects at that time, but the children were not demanding and had a lot of fun.The shopping mall is very lively, and there are many wobbly dolls on the first floor soliciting customers.
Su Yuan was patted on the shoulder again: "Handsome guy. Are you looking for someone?"
Su Yuan said, "Yes."
"see this."
Suhara received a postcard.
ToSu
I like this playground the most.
When I was young, I wanted to play for three days and three nights when I grew up.
When I grow up, I find that the playground is gone.
There is no particular regret, because someone took me to play together.
Can you find me?
Su Yuan put away the postcard, lowered his head and opened the map software.The software shows that there is an amusement park five kilometers away, which is still open.
Su Yuan went to the playground, looked at the very lively scenery in the park, put his hands in his pockets and looked up silently.
What sports would Sheng Yinming want to play when he was a child?
Su Yuan tried his best to recall the first glimpse of Sheng Yinming's trumpet.
Probably in the first year of his debut, Sheng Yinming stayed in the bottom team SPG. SPG flew to Suzhou to play against the FTE team at home in Suzhou. Sheng Yinming posted a hastily-taken photo in his trumpet. There was only half a bright Ferris wheel against the orange-red burning clouds in the evening. The overall composition of the picture was beautiful.
Suhara went to the ticket office of the Ferris wheel.
The ticket booth has the same structure as the mobile ice cream vending car, which looks very childlike.During the Chinese New Year, no one wants to ride the Ferris wheel in the cold wind. The amusement park simply shut down this project, so the ticket booths are closed.Su Yuan walked around and saw a post-it note pasted on the inconspicuous mailbox next to it.
ToSuhara
When I was a child, I wanted to ride the Ferris wheel again.I didn't buy a ticket just now, and I went home.
It is the place where I lived when I was a child, the old house.
Address: No. XX, Building XX, XX Community, XX Road, XX District.
You are going to find me.
The address Sheng Yinming wrote was an old community nearby.
Su Yuan's family used to live in that community, but later because his parents changed schools to teach, they moved to a place closer to the school.
Suhara lived there when he was about eight|nine years old.
The most vivid impressions left in my childhood are the tall and clear camphor trees, mobile kiosks, aunts selling popsicles along the street in summer, taking a rest under the banyan trees in the evening, lying on the flower beds and watching the bright moon.There is also a black game hall. The game hall secretly accepts children to play games, and Su Yuan always wins other people's game coins there.
There is a playground in the old community, where Suyuan used to play cutely when he was a child.
One summer vacation, Su’s mother told him not to wander around all day and find something to do, so he suddenly wanted to pick up trash. There were many high school students who played ball on the playground, and every time he could pick up a lot of drink bottles on that playground.
…Speaking of which.
Su Yuan suddenly remembered something.
Picking up trash should be picked up in partnership with others.When he was a child, he was not so thick-skinned, so he sent his only younger brother to ask his older brothers for a bottle, and sat beside him with a bag to read comic books.
The younger brother is very beautiful, just like the little girl, he blinked and asked, "Brother, can you give me your bottle."
Tried and tested, won every battle, can pick up a lot every time.After saving a bag, they took it to a waste recycling station and sold it for a few dollars. With the money they earned, eating popsicles was even sweeter.
Later, picking up trash could no longer satisfy Suhara's growing ambitions.
He discussed with his younger brother: "Because we wholesale fluorescent sticks and go to Xiaotao Lake to sell them."
Xiaotao Lake is a park where nearby residents take a walk every night. The scenery is very beautiful, and it is considered a relatively famous park scenic spot nearby.Park officials will provide some means of transportation for walkers, such as bicycles that two people step on together, and many people rent them every day.But there are also people who choose to take a walk by the lake to enjoy the breeze.
Su Yuan discovered a particularly interesting fluorescent toy that day, like a bamboo dragonfly, which can be thrown into the sky, and then run below to pick it up.No one has sold this in Xiaotaohu yet, Suyuan was ambitious and wanted to make money, so he asked his mother for a large wholesale fee when he got home, and came back excitedly to find his younger brother.
The younger brother was very obedient and obedient, and said, "Okay."
Then they spent the remaining half of the summer vacation selling small toys in Xiaotaohu. When they made a lot of money in a day, they could earn 40 yuan.Su Yuan was in charge of settling accounts and collecting money by himself, and the younger brother was in charge of playing with toys in front as a guest of honor. He was beautiful, but his eyes were pitiful when looking at people, and no one had the heart to refuse him.The uncles and aunts who were shopping saw that they were elementary school students, so they were very talkative.
Su Yuan said: "Because we will come to sell next summer vacation. We can also come on Saturdays and weekends."
The little brother blinked and said, "But I'm leaving. Suyuan, my parents are divorced. I'm going to Chongqing with my father."
The eight|nine-year-old Xiao Suyuan was stunned: "Then... Then I will give you all the money I earned during the summer vacation, and count it as my gift to you."
The younger brother said, "I don't want it."
"Then what do you want?"
"I want to go to the Octagon Playground. My mother promised me, but she never takes me there."
Su Yuan said, "Then let's go play together."
They went to the Octagon Playground for a whole day.At that time, there were not as many playground projects as there are now, and they were not as exciting.In the evening, two eight-year-old children were sitting together on the Ferris wheel. The younger brother put his face against the window glass and whispered, "I watch TV dramas, and they all say that making a wish on the Ferris wheel will be very spiritual."
"Then what do you wish for?"
He opened his eyes wide, but didn't realize that his tears were streaming down: "I don't want them to divorce...I don't want to leave, I don't want to go to Chongqing...I want to stay here."
Su Yuan was at a loss and tried to wipe his tears: "Don't cry. Don't cry..."
"I hate adults. I must not become such an irresponsible adult in the future, do not do jobs I don't like, and don't marry people I don't like casually, don't have a child I don't like, and put He threw it away like trash. Suhara, I will never forget you in the future, and you should not forget me either."
Su Yuan stood in the narrow alleyway of the community, looked up and saw green radishes, so green, green is useless, useless is also green.Camphor is still so green and strong in winter.He almost shed tears.
sorry……
Because, I grew up and forgot about you.
Su Yuan followed the address to find Sheng Yinming.It was an old house in the old community, there was no elevator, and the top floor of the sixth floor was not too difficult to climb.The door of the old house was locked, and Su Yuan guessed that Sheng Yinming was not inside, so he climbed up the stairs to the roof.
Sheng Yinming was sitting on a bench on the roof, drinking with his head bowed, with beer cans crumbling at his feet.Seeing Su Yuan appearing at the entrance of the rooftop, he tilted his head and looked at him seriously, his eyes were red, but he smiled.The voice was soft: "You found me."
His eyes were red, and he repeated: "Thank you."
Su Yuan walked over in two steps in three steps, hugged him tightly, pressed the top of his head, and his eyes were red: "I found it, Yinyin."
Sheng Yinming said: "Thank you. Before...and now." He closed his eyes in Su Yuan's arms with a sigh of relief, "Thank you. I admit that I really like you... I have liked you a long time ago."
He said slowly: "I saw you on the field. I liked you very much at first sight."
Su Yuan said: "I'm sorry. I remember it all."
"It's okay. You must have a lot of friends when you were young, and it's normal to forget me. I remember it longer and deeper, because I only play with you." Sheng Yinming's cheek was pressed against his chest, through a thick down jacket, he could Feel some kind of warmth.Rubbing his cheeks together, he made a sound like a sigh.
Su Yuan gently pressed the top of his hair: "Yinyin."
Sheng Yinming drank some wine, but he was not drunk, and he spoke very clearly.He broke free from Su Yuan's arms, stood up, leaned on the railing of the roof and said, "I used to watch the moon here when I was a child. The moon is so bright. My parents were arguing downstairs, so I hid."
Su Yuan stood side by side with him, covering the back of his hand with his hand.
Sheng Yinming said: "I thought why you didn't like me and gave birth to me again. I couldn't figure it out, so I just sat here and watched the moon all night. The moon said, it doesn't matter, at least the moon likes you."
His eyes were red, and he looked back at Su Yuan, "Is it?"
Su Yuan said: "I like you too."
Sheng Yinming pulled the corners of his lips and smiled: "I went to Chongqing with my dad later. Then I quit school and went to work professionally, and then I met you. Goodbye for the first time, you arrested me Seven times. Seven times, why do you think I cry?"
Not to be caught dead.
More of a kind of daze.Brother Suhara, he doesn't remember me.
In this world...no one likes me.It turns out that no one really likes me, I should be alone.
Su Yuan's lips moved: "I'm sorry."
"Needless to say I'm sorry." Sheng Yinming said, "It's normal. My eye sockets are too shallow and I cry a lot. My parents talked about me a lot when I was young."
"sorry."
"……Need not."
"I'm really sorry."
Sheng Yinming shed tears, turned his head and suddenly pressed Su Yuan against the railing, crying and asked: "Why? Su Yuan, why did you forget me, why did you say that I teased you first, why didn't you know me, and why did you not know me? Why don't you like me?"
Suhara didn't speak.
At this time, Sheng Yinming was a little drunk and confused, he kissed Su Yuan's head vigorously, and said vaguely, "Don't forget me."
Su Yuan took his face with both hands and kissed him.
Sheng Yinming's face was completely stained with wine, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes were glistening, and he staggered as he walked.Su Yuan supported him and asked, "Can you still enter your house?"
Sheng Yinming said, "No...the key, no more."
He knelt down in front of Sheng Yinming and said, "I'll carry you on my back, let's go to the hotel."
"Not going to the hotel." Sheng Yinming said stubbornly, "Not going."
"Okay." Su Yuan said, "Come up quickly."
Sheng Yinming lay on his back, put his arms around his neck, and put his cheek against his.After a while, Su Yuan felt the moistness in the pit of his neck.His voice was incredibly soft: "Yinyin, don't cry."
Sheng Yinming sniffled: "I'm not crying."
"I love to cry just like when I was a child."
"I didn't." Sheng Yinming refuted him clearly, "I didn't cry when I was a child. Neither do I now."
"If you cry again, I'll let you go and kiss you." Su Yuan went down the stairs steadily, walked to the first floor, and walked in a random direction.
The storefronts on the side of the road are low, the signboards have been mottled, most of the doors are closed, and the shopkeepers have gone home for the New Year.Su Yuan said: "Let's go to a hotel and clean up first."
"I'm not looking for a hotel."
"If you don't look for it, don't look for it." Su Yuan has thoroughly understood Sheng Yinming's behavior pattern, and now he will say "no" to anything you tell him, but he doesn't actually object, he just wants to talk.Su Yuan walked along the street with him on his back for a while, and finally found a hotel that looked clean and tidy, and checked in.
You can't go home like this.
Drinking and getting drunk will definitely be scolded.
When he arrived at the hotel, Su Yuan put him on the bed and turned on the air conditioner.
Sheng Yinming sat cross-legged obediently, looked up at him, and after a while, said softly, "Su Yuan. Come here."
Su Yuan walked over and was caught off guard by his arm and pulled down on the bed.Then he closed his eyes and kissed Su Yuan's eyelids, which were moist like a cat licking food.
Su Yuan pressed his head: "You are drunk, don't move."
Su Yuan doesn't do this kind of thing that takes advantage of others' danger - although it doesn't seem convincing to say so.
Sheng Yinming quit, hugged his neck tightly to prevent him from breaking free, and said vaguely: "I'm not drunk, I need to move."
Su Yuan: "..." He lay on the bed and let Sheng Yinming arch left and right, then suddenly turned over and clasped his shoulders, and looked down: "Don't move, I don't promise not to do anything."
"Come here." Sheng Yinming whispered, "I want to sleep with you."
Su Yuan said, "That's what you said."
He stood up and took off his coat.After ignoring Sheng Yinming for a minute, the drunk man got up from the bed and hugged Su Yuan's waist, lowered his head and bit the belt with his teeth.Su Yuan frowned, and lifted him away: "Don't make trouble."
Sheng Yinming sat blankly, then suddenly lowered his head to fiddle with his clothes.The down jacket was easy to take off, but the turtleneck sweater he was wearing inside was hard to get rid of. He got stuck halfway through it, and his head was caged inside, crying softly: "This dress...is so annoying."
Su Yuan walked over and pulled him out of the sweater, dumbfounding: "Are you really drunk? Not sober."
"Not drunk. Very sober." Sheng Yinming swore.
"who am I?"
"Suhara. Suhara. Suhara." Sheng Yinming tilted his head to show that he was awake, and said, "Su. Captain."
"Then do you know what the captain is going to do to you now?" Su Yuan threw all his coats on the ground, and knelt on the bed to pull Sheng Yinming's slender ankles.
Sheng Yinming was pulled into his arms and hugged by him, opened his eyes wide, and replied obediently: "You want to fuck me."
Su Yuan couldn't stand his state after drinking.All words lose their ability to disguise, all desires and imaginations are luminous, magnanimous like a long wind blowing through the reeds in March.
Su Yuan pinched his chin, lowered his head and kissed him: "That's right."
********
Sheng Yinming was carried out of the bathroom by Su Yuan, and as soon as he was put on the bed, he fell into a drowsy sleep.Already drowsy after drinking, he was still a little intemperate just now, his hair was all wet and stuck to his cheeks, childish like a child.
Sheng Yinming was very tired, and he fell asleep without knowing when it would be.
Suhara did not.
He sat on the head of the bed with one leg propped up, looking sideways at Sheng Yinming's sleeping face.
Sheng Yinming became so good when he was drunk, he could do whatever he asked him to do, bit his shoulder and cried "Brother" in a low voice while weeping.Su Yuan couldn't stand it when he heard that sound, how could it be like this, he was too provocative and coquettish.
When this person is awake, he always has a cold face, as if he is thousands of miles away from others. It is all a fragile shell, and when the shell is peeled off, the belly inside is incredibly soft.
like……
What do you like?
He stretched out his hand to touch Sheng Yinming's dry cheek, and he was a little ready to move again, his fingers slipped in between his teeth, playing with the bright red tongue.In his sleep, Sheng Yinming couldn't control himself and drooled a little. Su Yuan leaned down and kissed him unconsciously.
Su Yuan put on his bathrobe, turned around and asked the hotel room service to bring some clean clothes over, and ordered a takeaway of white porridge.
At two o'clock, he woke up Sheng Yinming.
Sheng Yinmingjiu had almost woken up, but he was in a dazed sleep, and he was in a dazed state when he was woken up: "What's wrong?"
Su Yuan fed him a spoonful of porridge, and he drank it with his eyes closed, grabbing Su Yuan's collar: "It's so uncomfortable."
"Where is the pain?"
"...Back, back." After Sheng Yinming finished speaking, he swallowed a mouthful of porridge and licked his lower lip.
Su Yuan asked, "Is it good to drink?"
"is acceptable."
"Give me a sip too." After Su Yuan finished speaking, he lowered his head to enclose his lips and took a sip.Sheng Yinming pushed him away and wiped his lower lip: "Don't do it, don't do it, it's in broad daylight."
Su Yuan was stunned, pressed the back of his head with his hands, and looked at him: "I didn't say that it's not good in broad daylight just now."
"..." Sheng Yinming said, "I didn't agree either." He blushed and whispered, "I'm drunk."
"Yeah. Okay. The baby is drunk." Su Yuan was in a state of satiation, and didn't want to argue with him, so he pinched his cheek, "Drink the porridge and go to sleep. We'll go home at night."
Sheng Yinming asked hesitantly, "Is it okay to go back at night?"
"What's the matter?" He gave Sheng Yinming a playful look, "Can you stand up?"
Sheng Yinming lowered his head and covered his face with the quilt: "Yes, I can." He made a gesture to get off the bed, but as soon as his feet stepped on the ground, he felt the pain in his legs, and fell down again.
Su Yuan looked at him calmly, and asked with a smile, "Aren't your legs sore?"
Sheng Yinming turned his face away.After 2 minutes, he covered his head under the quilt in embarrassment, and kicked Suhara's knee.
Suhara grabbed his ankle.
Very slender ankles, well shaped ankles.There is a thin layer of muscle on the calf, with clear texture, and the legs are long and straight. I don't know what it looks like in a skirt.Su Yuan coughed, gently removed the quilt from Sheng Yinming's head, and whispered, "Get up and drink something. Otherwise, your stomach will feel uncomfortable."
Sheng Yinming said angrily, "It's all your fault." He sat up, took a sip from the porridge bowl on the bedside table, put it down to wipe his lips, and said, "I'm asleep."
Once shy, that's it.
"I'll call you at six." Su Yuan sat on the bed and looked at his phone.
After a while, I suddenly heard the probing voice of a person who said he was going to sleep: "Why...why aren't you tired?"
Suhara: "...well, baby, do you want to do it again?"
With his ears flushed, Sheng Yinming turned his back to him, gritted his teeth and said, "Get out." He covered his face with his hands, "You hurt so much."
Su Yuan felt that he was acting like a baby.Gently rubbing the delicate skin next to his cheeks with his thumb, he calmed down and said: "I have no experience, try harder next time."
Sheng Yinming fell asleep, leaving a sour and warm nasal voice under the quilt: "Yeah."
Sure enough, I slept until the evening glow filled the sky.Su Yuan received a phone call during the process, and Su's mother called and asked where they were.
Su Yuan went to the balcony to answer the phone and said, "Hotel."
Su's mother on the opposite side was stunned: "Ah? Why don't you go home?"
"Because hotels are useful for hotels." Su Yuan looked at the orange-pink clouds in the sky, and said with a smile, "Mom, do you remember when I told you to bring someone back this Spring Festival?"
Su's mother thought for a while: "Is it Xiao Sheng?"
"It's him."
When Su Yuan was in high school, he had a closet with his family.
This is the situation.
In the first year of high school, Su Yuan was good-looking, and many girls in the class liked him.Su Yuan happened to be under the hands of Su's father, and Su's father saw the little girl sending him love letters every day. He didn't cherish it, and sent it to Su's father for correction.
Su's father asked: "No one likes?" Su Yuan thought for a while, and said cautiously: "I may like men." Su's father asked: "Seriously?" Su Yuan said: "It seems to be."
Su's father got nervous and asked, "Is there anyone you like in our class?"
Su Yuan thought for a while, a class was full of sweaty and rough boys, he didn't like any of them, so he admitted: "Not yet." Su's father patted his head and said, "Then if you really meet someone you like That's right, you have to bring it back to show me and your mother. It's chaotic outside now, it's okay to like men, but it will be miserable if you get AIDS."
Su Yuan said that you think so far, you have to sleep with someone if you have AIDS.He was beaten up by Su's father for not keeping his mouth shut.
It's just that normal.
When I went back that night, at the dinner table, Su's father told Su's mother about the matter.Su's mother was stunned: "A man?" She was very disgusted, "What's so good about a man. How good is a woman, I can make up with her."
Su Yuan said: "Then I will try to find someone who loves skin care."
Su's mother kicked him: "Fuck you."
That's how it came out of the cabinet.It's so normal, I accepted it so quickly that Su Yuan didn't think it was a big deal at all.Of course he didn't know that his parents secretly looked up dozens of papers behind his back, watched documentaries and gay|romance movies.
Later, after the end of the first year of high school, Su Yuan said that he wanted to play professionally. This matter received more serious opposition than liking men.
So... Sheng Yinming has been worried about whether he will be exposed.In fact, as far as he was concerned, the others were frank and frank.
Su Yuan woke up Sheng Yinming and asked him to get up and get dressed. He had to go home and make some dumplings for tomorrow's New Year's Eve.Su's mother is from the north, and if she doesn't make a few dumplings during the Chinese New Year, it's as if the festival has never been celebrated.
Sheng Yinming sat up from the bed, his back sore as if he had been in a fight, and couldn't help but glance at Su Yuan.
Su Yuan folded all the clothes he was going to wear beside him, and he lowered his head to put on his underwear first, and when he put it on, his waist flashed.The more I thought about it, the more I hated it, and I kicked Su Yuan twice.Like flirting, Su Yuan pinched his ankle and put a sock on him, saying, "The other one."
Sheng Yinming stretched out the other leg inexplicably, and let him put on his socks and shoes, and stepped on the fluffy carpet, his legs still felt weak and he couldn't stand up.Some fragments kept flashing back in my mind, folded into various poses... Hiss.Hold on.
Sheng Yinming put on a thick down jacket, and hastily pushed open the hotel door, but his waist softened the moment he touched the door card
Su Yuan didn't even look up: "Just now there was a French number calling for you, I told her you would call back."
Sheng Yinming was stunned for a moment: "...Oh."
"Who is that?"
Sheng Yinming said, "It's my mother." He sat down on the chair and said calmly, "Don't worry about her."
Suhara didn't ask much.
Because of a phone call, Sheng Yinming's mood deteriorated a lot, and he didn't want to look at his phone, so he just sat there and closed his eyes to rest.
Su Yuan suddenly called him in a low voice: "Sheng Yinming."
Sheng Yinming: "Huh?"
"Come out with me. Go get some water."
Sheng Yinming nodded, followed him out of the ward, and looked back at the little girl who was sleeping alone on the hospital bed, she was quite safe.He gently closed the door, knowing that Su Yuan must have something to say in the ward, so he asked, "What do you want to say?"
The two walked down the narrow corridor of the hospital.The hospital was quiet in the middle of the night, the corridors were lit at a distance, and some places were very dim.Su Yuan didn't go in the direction of the elevator, but led the way to the stairwell instead.Sheng Yinming didn't know what he wanted to do, so he followed behind, zipping his coat to the top, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Su Yuan, where are you taking me?"
Already entered the dark stairwell.
Su Yuan came around and closed the door behind Sheng Yinming.The bright light leaked only a little through the crack of the door, casting a thin strip of light on the floor.There was no light in the stairway, except for a green "Escape Exit" sign.Sheng Yinming couldn't help feeling a little nervous.
He rolled his Adam's apple twice, and asked, "Su Yuan, what exactly are you trying to say?"
Su Yuan took out his cell phone from his coat pocket, pressed it on slowly, and handed it to Sheng Yinming.
Sheng Yinming's eyes widened suddenly, he bit his lower lip, took a shallow breath, and said in a deep voice, "You peeked at my privacy."
Su Yuan laughed, he could grab his two slender wrists with one hand, put his legs against his knees, and bowed his head.While breathing entangled, Su Yuan asked in a good mood: "Do you like me?"
"..."
"When did it start? It started before the World Championship?"
Sheng Yinming turned his head to the side, not wanting to admit it.
"Why, Trigger? If you like it, why run?"
Sheng Yinming suddenly raised his head, leaned on Su Yuan, and bit Su Yuan's chin hard.
He was a little aggrieved. It was good for him to know these sensitive feelings alone, and he didn't want to be discovered by others—especially Su Yuan.
It's embarrassing and, moreover, kind of hard to explain.
Su Yuan touched the chin where a tooth mark was bitten out, still smiling, stretched out his hand to brush away Sheng Yinming's hair scattered around his ear, and asked in a low voice, "When? Tell me."
Sheng Yinming felt very embarrassed.He bit his lip.
In the next second, there was an extra finger on the lower lip.
Su Yuan gently rubbed his lips, touched his teeth with his fingers, and said softly, "Open your mouth."
Sheng Yinming opened his lips blankly, with the tip of his tongue pressed against his teeth, and was gently pressed down with his index finger.The tip of the tongue is moist.
He bit the finger and looked at Su Yuan with anger, as if burning with flames.Su Yuan continued to stretch his fingers further inward regardless, but Sheng Yinming tried his best to push back with the tip of his tongue.However, the base of his tongue was suddenly pressed down, his mouth was stirred, and he lost his strength.
It's too bad.
Sheng Yinming was terribly wronged.
He trembled all over, closed his eyes in despair, and refused to move any further.It was also the first time that Su Yuan knew that he had such a side. He stretched out two wet fingers slowly, wiped Sheng Yinming's face, and said against his forehead, "It doesn't matter if you don't tell me. I know now gone."
Sheng Yinming had a sour nose: "Why. Why do you know, and why do you ask me. I don't want you to know."
Su Yuan asked softly, "Why?"
"It seems that I am chasing you, it seems that you are very important. It seems that my status is very low, and you are high above."
And the person in secret love is like the land that has been drought for a long time, praying for the mercy of the gods and Buddhas in the sky for a spring rain.
Sheng Yinming finally said what was on his mind.
Rejection, pulling, ambiguity, entanglement, all thoughts, split a person into a self that he can't understand.Sheng Yinming looked at Su Yuan with relief, but his eyes were covered with a light film of water. He shook his head: "I don't want to do this."
Su Yuan was stunned.
For a long time, he tried to reach out and rub Sheng Yinming's red and dry eyelid skin.
Sheng Yinming suddenly became violent, pressed the back of his head, and bit his lip.
A wet kiss.
During the process, Su Yuan even tasted the salty taste of tears.While shedding tears, Sheng Yinming bit the tip of his tongue forcefully, sucking desperately.Two hands wrapped around his neck, hugging him tighter and tighter, as if grasping some precious gift that he never wanted to lose.
Su Yuan's heart softened, and while kissing him, he raised his hand and gently combed his hair.
After a while they separated, Sheng Yinming put his shoulder blades against the door panel behind and said, "Go back and look at Qianqian."
Su Yuan was in a really good mood, and he agreed in a dumb voice, "Let's go." He lowered his head and held his hand.
But Sheng Yinming shook his hand away, and said calmly: "You go back first, I'll go to the bathroom."
Su Yuan stayed alone in the shallow ward, and Sheng Yinming did not come back after waiting for more than ten minutes.Then he received a private message from Sheng Yinming on Weibo.
[@Trigger11: Blocked. 】
He clicked into Sheng Yinming's trumpet to look again, and found that both his big and small accounts were blocked.Wechat received a new message: I will be alone for a while, don't come to me.
Suhara: "..."
【Su: Where have you been】
[Su: Are you shy? 】
Sheng Yinming replied mercilessly:
【Trigger: Don't be so greasy. 】
[Trigger: Don't come to me. 】
【Su:...】
He glanced at the quiet sleeping face of the little girl Qianqian, and typed without hesitation.
[Su: Qianqian woke up and was looking for you. 】
[Trigger: Then start the video. 】
Su Yuan walked to the empty balcony of the ward and turned on the video.
It was already five o'clock in the morning, and the dawn appeared in the sky.Small restaurants and breakfast shops near the hospital have already emitted white smoke, and the low noise of morning wake-up sounds one after another.However, the street lamps on the street have not been extinguished, and the whole city is still shrouded in charming lights.
Sheng Yinming was at the other end of the video, sitting under a lit street lamp with two cans of beer at his feet.His slender and beautiful fingers were still holding a can, and his fingers turned red from the cold. He pressed the blue beer can to his cheek and asked, "Is Qianqian awake or are you awake?"
The black down jacket, with white goose down trim, looks even more white and red.And those plump lips were red and swollen from his kiss just a quarter of an hour ago.
Su Yuan rolled his Adam's apple and looked at him: "It's me. Where is it? When my mother comes to the hospital, I'll come out to find you."
Sheng Yinming said very calmly: "Then you come to me." He raised his chin towards the camera, as arrogant as he was when he was filming the scene at the scene, "Do you dare to come and play? If you find me, you can do whatever you want. "
Su Yuan covered his forehead and laughed: "Is there any clue?"
"Clues...do you think there are any?"
After speaking, he hung up the video neatly.
Su Yuan lowered his head to look through his various social accounts.Check the circle of friends first.Sheng Yinming's circle of friends is very clean. He hasn't posted a single piece of life-related content for 800 years. At first glance, it is full of content such as "winning the championship", "FMVP", and "Come on next season".
Posted a new circle of friends 3 minutes ago.
Trigger: I'm in XX Square. @TSSu [image]
In the picture, Sheng Yinming took a picture of a fountain, which was full of water vapor in the dawn sky.
Sheng Yinming's comment area soon had a lot of comments:
- myself?It won't be hacked, right? ?
-Xiao Sheng? ?What does this circle of friends mean?
-What does Captain Aite do?you have a problem
Suhara: "..."
Such an obvious clue?
Half an hour later, Su's mother arrived at the hospital, bringing a bucket of rice porridge that had been boiled for several hours, ready to feed Qianqian.Seeing Su Yuan going out, she asked suspiciously: "Why are you going out so early in the morning?" She glanced at the ward again, "Where's Xiao Sheng?"
Su Yuan looked at his mobile phone and said, "He got lost outside, I'll pick him up."
Su's mother was still confused, but Su Yuan didn't intend to explain. She put the phone in her pocket and walked out of the ward quickly.Only one sentence was left: "Mom, you are watching Qianqian here."
Su's mother muttered: "What is lost?"
Su Yuan took a taxi to XX Square. The fountain was very conspicuous. He approached there, but Sheng Yinming was not there.He looked around and was suddenly patted on the shoulder.
A Pikachu wobbled and handed Su Yuan a balloon: "A little brother asked me to give this to you."
Su Yuan was startled: "What about others?"
"Human? I don't know." Pikachu said, "He just said let me give you the ball."
Su Yuan pulled the ball down and saw a line written on it with a black marker.
"Come to see me."
"Look at Weibo."
Su Yuan took out his mobile phone and clicked on his Weibo account.
He's been hacked.
@Trigger11: [location] @TSSu
The location is a school not far from here, an elementary school.
The content on the public media really made fans speculate.The comment area exploded, everyone was going to meet by chance, and some people were asking: What is Teacher Aitesu doing?
- Do you want Teacher Su to teach and educate people? Hahahahaha
- Hahahahaha I'm a bit cryptic
- Niu, what are you doing?
Su Yuan followed the location to find it, but was stopped by the security guard outside the guard room.The school will be on holiday for the new year, why are the security guards still working hard?Su Yuan tried to say, "I'll go in and find someone."
The security guard glanced at him, took a sip of wolfberry tea in the thermos slowly, and said, "The person you are looking for is not in the school." He took out a postcard from under the table mat: "Look."
On the postcard was Sheng Yinming's beautiful handwriting.
Sheng Yinming only studied in junior high school, but Sheng Yinming's handwriting is particularly beautiful.
Su:
I went to elementary school here until I was eight years old.The classroom is still there, it is the far left on the second floor of Shaw Building.
Su Yuan was taken aback.
He thought that Sheng Yinming was from Chongqing, and all of Sheng Yinming's information also showed that he was from Chongqing, but... he went to school in Suzhou when he was a child?Su Yuan recalled it carefully, Sheng Yinming did seem to show an unusual familiarity and kindness to everything in Suzhou.
He put the postcard in his pocket and said to the security guard, "I'm going in to find someone."
The security guard waved his hand: "Go, go in, come out quickly."
Su Yuan strode to the Shaw building mentioned on the postcard and found the classroom Sheng Yinming mentioned.The classroom door was locked, but a window was broken, and the desks and chairs inside could be seen.On a table next to the wall and window, there is a note paper pressed with a branch:
ToSu
This is where I sat when I was in elementary school.Later my parents divorced and I went to Chongqing with my father.
I like the playground near the school the most. When I was young, I always hoped that my parents would take me to play.
But then I went to play again.very happy^^
Su Yuan's heart moved slightly.
He started to check if there was any playground around here.After checking, there used to be an amusement park called Bajiao nearby, but it closed down a few years ago, and now a shopping mall has been built above it.Suyuan could only go to that shopping mall, and there was a special festive song on the first floor of the shopping mall, "Congratulations, congratulations, congratulations."
Yes, tomorrow is New Year's Eve.
Bajiao Amusement Park Suhara used to play here when I was a child. There were not many projects at that time, but the children were not demanding and had a lot of fun.The shopping mall is very lively, and there are many wobbly dolls on the first floor soliciting customers.
Su Yuan was patted on the shoulder again: "Handsome guy. Are you looking for someone?"
Su Yuan said, "Yes."
"see this."
Suhara received a postcard.
ToSu
I like this playground the most.
When I was young, I wanted to play for three days and three nights when I grew up.
When I grow up, I find that the playground is gone.
There is no particular regret, because someone took me to play together.
Can you find me?
Su Yuan put away the postcard, lowered his head and opened the map software.The software shows that there is an amusement park five kilometers away, which is still open.
Su Yuan went to the playground, looked at the very lively scenery in the park, put his hands in his pockets and looked up silently.
What sports would Sheng Yinming want to play when he was a child?
Su Yuan tried his best to recall the first glimpse of Sheng Yinming's trumpet.
Probably in the first year of his debut, Sheng Yinming stayed in the bottom team SPG. SPG flew to Suzhou to play against the FTE team at home in Suzhou. Sheng Yinming posted a hastily-taken photo in his trumpet. There was only half a bright Ferris wheel against the orange-red burning clouds in the evening. The overall composition of the picture was beautiful.
Suhara went to the ticket office of the Ferris wheel.
The ticket booth has the same structure as the mobile ice cream vending car, which looks very childlike.During the Chinese New Year, no one wants to ride the Ferris wheel in the cold wind. The amusement park simply shut down this project, so the ticket booths are closed.Su Yuan walked around and saw a post-it note pasted on the inconspicuous mailbox next to it.
ToSuhara
When I was a child, I wanted to ride the Ferris wheel again.I didn't buy a ticket just now, and I went home.
It is the place where I lived when I was a child, the old house.
Address: No. XX, Building XX, XX Community, XX Road, XX District.
You are going to find me.
The address Sheng Yinming wrote was an old community nearby.
Su Yuan's family used to live in that community, but later because his parents changed schools to teach, they moved to a place closer to the school.
Suhara lived there when he was about eight|nine years old.
The most vivid impressions left in my childhood are the tall and clear camphor trees, mobile kiosks, aunts selling popsicles along the street in summer, taking a rest under the banyan trees in the evening, lying on the flower beds and watching the bright moon.There is also a black game hall. The game hall secretly accepts children to play games, and Su Yuan always wins other people's game coins there.
There is a playground in the old community, where Suyuan used to play cutely when he was a child.
One summer vacation, Su’s mother told him not to wander around all day and find something to do, so he suddenly wanted to pick up trash. There were many high school students who played ball on the playground, and every time he could pick up a lot of drink bottles on that playground.
…Speaking of which.
Su Yuan suddenly remembered something.
Picking up trash should be picked up in partnership with others.When he was a child, he was not so thick-skinned, so he sent his only younger brother to ask his older brothers for a bottle, and sat beside him with a bag to read comic books.
The younger brother is very beautiful, just like the little girl, he blinked and asked, "Brother, can you give me your bottle."
Tried and tested, won every battle, can pick up a lot every time.After saving a bag, they took it to a waste recycling station and sold it for a few dollars. With the money they earned, eating popsicles was even sweeter.
Later, picking up trash could no longer satisfy Suhara's growing ambitions.
He discussed with his younger brother: "Because we wholesale fluorescent sticks and go to Xiaotao Lake to sell them."
Xiaotao Lake is a park where nearby residents take a walk every night. The scenery is very beautiful, and it is considered a relatively famous park scenic spot nearby.Park officials will provide some means of transportation for walkers, such as bicycles that two people step on together, and many people rent them every day.But there are also people who choose to take a walk by the lake to enjoy the breeze.
Su Yuan discovered a particularly interesting fluorescent toy that day, like a bamboo dragonfly, which can be thrown into the sky, and then run below to pick it up.No one has sold this in Xiaotaohu yet, Suyuan was ambitious and wanted to make money, so he asked his mother for a large wholesale fee when he got home, and came back excitedly to find his younger brother.
The younger brother was very obedient and obedient, and said, "Okay."
Then they spent the remaining half of the summer vacation selling small toys in Xiaotaohu. When they made a lot of money in a day, they could earn 40 yuan.Su Yuan was in charge of settling accounts and collecting money by himself, and the younger brother was in charge of playing with toys in front as a guest of honor. He was beautiful, but his eyes were pitiful when looking at people, and no one had the heart to refuse him.The uncles and aunts who were shopping saw that they were elementary school students, so they were very talkative.
Su Yuan said: "Because we will come to sell next summer vacation. We can also come on Saturdays and weekends."
The little brother blinked and said, "But I'm leaving. Suyuan, my parents are divorced. I'm going to Chongqing with my father."
The eight|nine-year-old Xiao Suyuan was stunned: "Then... Then I will give you all the money I earned during the summer vacation, and count it as my gift to you."
The younger brother said, "I don't want it."
"Then what do you want?"
"I want to go to the Octagon Playground. My mother promised me, but she never takes me there."
Su Yuan said, "Then let's go play together."
They went to the Octagon Playground for a whole day.At that time, there were not as many playground projects as there are now, and they were not as exciting.In the evening, two eight-year-old children were sitting together on the Ferris wheel. The younger brother put his face against the window glass and whispered, "I watch TV dramas, and they all say that making a wish on the Ferris wheel will be very spiritual."
"Then what do you wish for?"
He opened his eyes wide, but didn't realize that his tears were streaming down: "I don't want them to divorce...I don't want to leave, I don't want to go to Chongqing...I want to stay here."
Su Yuan was at a loss and tried to wipe his tears: "Don't cry. Don't cry..."
"I hate adults. I must not become such an irresponsible adult in the future, do not do jobs I don't like, and don't marry people I don't like casually, don't have a child I don't like, and put He threw it away like trash. Suhara, I will never forget you in the future, and you should not forget me either."
Su Yuan stood in the narrow alleyway of the community, looked up and saw green radishes, so green, green is useless, useless is also green.Camphor is still so green and strong in winter.He almost shed tears.
sorry……
Because, I grew up and forgot about you.
Su Yuan followed the address to find Sheng Yinming.It was an old house in the old community, there was no elevator, and the top floor of the sixth floor was not too difficult to climb.The door of the old house was locked, and Su Yuan guessed that Sheng Yinming was not inside, so he climbed up the stairs to the roof.
Sheng Yinming was sitting on a bench on the roof, drinking with his head bowed, with beer cans crumbling at his feet.Seeing Su Yuan appearing at the entrance of the rooftop, he tilted his head and looked at him seriously, his eyes were red, but he smiled.The voice was soft: "You found me."
His eyes were red, and he repeated: "Thank you."
Su Yuan walked over in two steps in three steps, hugged him tightly, pressed the top of his head, and his eyes were red: "I found it, Yinyin."
Sheng Yinming said: "Thank you. Before...and now." He closed his eyes in Su Yuan's arms with a sigh of relief, "Thank you. I admit that I really like you... I have liked you a long time ago."
He said slowly: "I saw you on the field. I liked you very much at first sight."
Su Yuan said: "I'm sorry. I remember it all."
"It's okay. You must have a lot of friends when you were young, and it's normal to forget me. I remember it longer and deeper, because I only play with you." Sheng Yinming's cheek was pressed against his chest, through a thick down jacket, he could Feel some kind of warmth.Rubbing his cheeks together, he made a sound like a sigh.
Su Yuan gently pressed the top of his hair: "Yinyin."
Sheng Yinming drank some wine, but he was not drunk, and he spoke very clearly.He broke free from Su Yuan's arms, stood up, leaned on the railing of the roof and said, "I used to watch the moon here when I was a child. The moon is so bright. My parents were arguing downstairs, so I hid."
Su Yuan stood side by side with him, covering the back of his hand with his hand.
Sheng Yinming said: "I thought why you didn't like me and gave birth to me again. I couldn't figure it out, so I just sat here and watched the moon all night. The moon said, it doesn't matter, at least the moon likes you."
His eyes were red, and he looked back at Su Yuan, "Is it?"
Su Yuan said: "I like you too."
Sheng Yinming pulled the corners of his lips and smiled: "I went to Chongqing with my dad later. Then I quit school and went to work professionally, and then I met you. Goodbye for the first time, you arrested me Seven times. Seven times, why do you think I cry?"
Not to be caught dead.
More of a kind of daze.Brother Suhara, he doesn't remember me.
In this world...no one likes me.It turns out that no one really likes me, I should be alone.
Su Yuan's lips moved: "I'm sorry."
"Needless to say I'm sorry." Sheng Yinming said, "It's normal. My eye sockets are too shallow and I cry a lot. My parents talked about me a lot when I was young."
"sorry."
"……Need not."
"I'm really sorry."
Sheng Yinming shed tears, turned his head and suddenly pressed Su Yuan against the railing, crying and asked: "Why? Su Yuan, why did you forget me, why did you say that I teased you first, why didn't you know me, and why did you not know me? Why don't you like me?"
Suhara didn't speak.
At this time, Sheng Yinming was a little drunk and confused, he kissed Su Yuan's head vigorously, and said vaguely, "Don't forget me."
Su Yuan took his face with both hands and kissed him.
Sheng Yinming's face was completely stained with wine, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes were glistening, and he staggered as he walked.Su Yuan supported him and asked, "Can you still enter your house?"
Sheng Yinming said, "No...the key, no more."
He knelt down in front of Sheng Yinming and said, "I'll carry you on my back, let's go to the hotel."
"Not going to the hotel." Sheng Yinming said stubbornly, "Not going."
"Okay." Su Yuan said, "Come up quickly."
Sheng Yinming lay on his back, put his arms around his neck, and put his cheek against his.After a while, Su Yuan felt the moistness in the pit of his neck.His voice was incredibly soft: "Yinyin, don't cry."
Sheng Yinming sniffled: "I'm not crying."
"I love to cry just like when I was a child."
"I didn't." Sheng Yinming refuted him clearly, "I didn't cry when I was a child. Neither do I now."
"If you cry again, I'll let you go and kiss you." Su Yuan went down the stairs steadily, walked to the first floor, and walked in a random direction.
The storefronts on the side of the road are low, the signboards have been mottled, most of the doors are closed, and the shopkeepers have gone home for the New Year.Su Yuan said: "Let's go to a hotel and clean up first."
"I'm not looking for a hotel."
"If you don't look for it, don't look for it." Su Yuan has thoroughly understood Sheng Yinming's behavior pattern, and now he will say "no" to anything you tell him, but he doesn't actually object, he just wants to talk.Su Yuan walked along the street with him on his back for a while, and finally found a hotel that looked clean and tidy, and checked in.
You can't go home like this.
Drinking and getting drunk will definitely be scolded.
When he arrived at the hotel, Su Yuan put him on the bed and turned on the air conditioner.
Sheng Yinming sat cross-legged obediently, looked up at him, and after a while, said softly, "Su Yuan. Come here."
Su Yuan walked over and was caught off guard by his arm and pulled down on the bed.Then he closed his eyes and kissed Su Yuan's eyelids, which were moist like a cat licking food.
Su Yuan pressed his head: "You are drunk, don't move."
Su Yuan doesn't do this kind of thing that takes advantage of others' danger - although it doesn't seem convincing to say so.
Sheng Yinming quit, hugged his neck tightly to prevent him from breaking free, and said vaguely: "I'm not drunk, I need to move."
Su Yuan: "..." He lay on the bed and let Sheng Yinming arch left and right, then suddenly turned over and clasped his shoulders, and looked down: "Don't move, I don't promise not to do anything."
"Come here." Sheng Yinming whispered, "I want to sleep with you."
Su Yuan said, "That's what you said."
He stood up and took off his coat.After ignoring Sheng Yinming for a minute, the drunk man got up from the bed and hugged Su Yuan's waist, lowered his head and bit the belt with his teeth.Su Yuan frowned, and lifted him away: "Don't make trouble."
Sheng Yinming sat blankly, then suddenly lowered his head to fiddle with his clothes.The down jacket was easy to take off, but the turtleneck sweater he was wearing inside was hard to get rid of. He got stuck halfway through it, and his head was caged inside, crying softly: "This dress...is so annoying."
Su Yuan walked over and pulled him out of the sweater, dumbfounding: "Are you really drunk? Not sober."
"Not drunk. Very sober." Sheng Yinming swore.
"who am I?"
"Suhara. Suhara. Suhara." Sheng Yinming tilted his head to show that he was awake, and said, "Su. Captain."
"Then do you know what the captain is going to do to you now?" Su Yuan threw all his coats on the ground, and knelt on the bed to pull Sheng Yinming's slender ankles.
Sheng Yinming was pulled into his arms and hugged by him, opened his eyes wide, and replied obediently: "You want to fuck me."
Su Yuan couldn't stand his state after drinking.All words lose their ability to disguise, all desires and imaginations are luminous, magnanimous like a long wind blowing through the reeds in March.
Su Yuan pinched his chin, lowered his head and kissed him: "That's right."
********
Sheng Yinming was carried out of the bathroom by Su Yuan, and as soon as he was put on the bed, he fell into a drowsy sleep.Already drowsy after drinking, he was still a little intemperate just now, his hair was all wet and stuck to his cheeks, childish like a child.
Sheng Yinming was very tired, and he fell asleep without knowing when it would be.
Suhara did not.
He sat on the head of the bed with one leg propped up, looking sideways at Sheng Yinming's sleeping face.
Sheng Yinming became so good when he was drunk, he could do whatever he asked him to do, bit his shoulder and cried "Brother" in a low voice while weeping.Su Yuan couldn't stand it when he heard that sound, how could it be like this, he was too provocative and coquettish.
When this person is awake, he always has a cold face, as if he is thousands of miles away from others. It is all a fragile shell, and when the shell is peeled off, the belly inside is incredibly soft.
like……
What do you like?
He stretched out his hand to touch Sheng Yinming's dry cheek, and he was a little ready to move again, his fingers slipped in between his teeth, playing with the bright red tongue.In his sleep, Sheng Yinming couldn't control himself and drooled a little. Su Yuan leaned down and kissed him unconsciously.
Su Yuan put on his bathrobe, turned around and asked the hotel room service to bring some clean clothes over, and ordered a takeaway of white porridge.
At two o'clock, he woke up Sheng Yinming.
Sheng Yinmingjiu had almost woken up, but he was in a dazed sleep, and he was in a dazed state when he was woken up: "What's wrong?"
Su Yuan fed him a spoonful of porridge, and he drank it with his eyes closed, grabbing Su Yuan's collar: "It's so uncomfortable."
"Where is the pain?"
"...Back, back." After Sheng Yinming finished speaking, he swallowed a mouthful of porridge and licked his lower lip.
Su Yuan asked, "Is it good to drink?"
"is acceptable."
"Give me a sip too." After Su Yuan finished speaking, he lowered his head to enclose his lips and took a sip.Sheng Yinming pushed him away and wiped his lower lip: "Don't do it, don't do it, it's in broad daylight."
Su Yuan was stunned, pressed the back of his head with his hands, and looked at him: "I didn't say that it's not good in broad daylight just now."
"..." Sheng Yinming said, "I didn't agree either." He blushed and whispered, "I'm drunk."
"Yeah. Okay. The baby is drunk." Su Yuan was in a state of satiation, and didn't want to argue with him, so he pinched his cheek, "Drink the porridge and go to sleep. We'll go home at night."
Sheng Yinming asked hesitantly, "Is it okay to go back at night?"
"What's the matter?" He gave Sheng Yinming a playful look, "Can you stand up?"
Sheng Yinming lowered his head and covered his face with the quilt: "Yes, I can." He made a gesture to get off the bed, but as soon as his feet stepped on the ground, he felt the pain in his legs, and fell down again.
Su Yuan looked at him calmly, and asked with a smile, "Aren't your legs sore?"
Sheng Yinming turned his face away.After 2 minutes, he covered his head under the quilt in embarrassment, and kicked Suhara's knee.
Suhara grabbed his ankle.
Very slender ankles, well shaped ankles.There is a thin layer of muscle on the calf, with clear texture, and the legs are long and straight. I don't know what it looks like in a skirt.Su Yuan coughed, gently removed the quilt from Sheng Yinming's head, and whispered, "Get up and drink something. Otherwise, your stomach will feel uncomfortable."
Sheng Yinming said angrily, "It's all your fault." He sat up, took a sip from the porridge bowl on the bedside table, put it down to wipe his lips, and said, "I'm asleep."
Once shy, that's it.
"I'll call you at six." Su Yuan sat on the bed and looked at his phone.
After a while, I suddenly heard the probing voice of a person who said he was going to sleep: "Why...why aren't you tired?"
Suhara: "...well, baby, do you want to do it again?"
With his ears flushed, Sheng Yinming turned his back to him, gritted his teeth and said, "Get out." He covered his face with his hands, "You hurt so much."
Su Yuan felt that he was acting like a baby.Gently rubbing the delicate skin next to his cheeks with his thumb, he calmed down and said: "I have no experience, try harder next time."
Sheng Yinming fell asleep, leaving a sour and warm nasal voice under the quilt: "Yeah."
Sure enough, I slept until the evening glow filled the sky.Su Yuan received a phone call during the process, and Su's mother called and asked where they were.
Su Yuan went to the balcony to answer the phone and said, "Hotel."
Su's mother on the opposite side was stunned: "Ah? Why don't you go home?"
"Because hotels are useful for hotels." Su Yuan looked at the orange-pink clouds in the sky, and said with a smile, "Mom, do you remember when I told you to bring someone back this Spring Festival?"
Su's mother thought for a while: "Is it Xiao Sheng?"
"It's him."
When Su Yuan was in high school, he had a closet with his family.
This is the situation.
In the first year of high school, Su Yuan was good-looking, and many girls in the class liked him.Su Yuan happened to be under the hands of Su's father, and Su's father saw the little girl sending him love letters every day. He didn't cherish it, and sent it to Su's father for correction.
Su's father asked: "No one likes?" Su Yuan thought for a while, and said cautiously: "I may like men." Su's father asked: "Seriously?" Su Yuan said: "It seems to be."
Su's father got nervous and asked, "Is there anyone you like in our class?"
Su Yuan thought for a while, a class was full of sweaty and rough boys, he didn't like any of them, so he admitted: "Not yet." Su's father patted his head and said, "Then if you really meet someone you like That's right, you have to bring it back to show me and your mother. It's chaotic outside now, it's okay to like men, but it will be miserable if you get AIDS."
Su Yuan said that you think so far, you have to sleep with someone if you have AIDS.He was beaten up by Su's father for not keeping his mouth shut.
It's just that normal.
When I went back that night, at the dinner table, Su's father told Su's mother about the matter.Su's mother was stunned: "A man?" She was very disgusted, "What's so good about a man. How good is a woman, I can make up with her."
Su Yuan said: "Then I will try to find someone who loves skin care."
Su's mother kicked him: "Fuck you."
That's how it came out of the cabinet.It's so normal, I accepted it so quickly that Su Yuan didn't think it was a big deal at all.Of course he didn't know that his parents secretly looked up dozens of papers behind his back, watched documentaries and gay|romance movies.
Later, after the end of the first year of high school, Su Yuan said that he wanted to play professionally. This matter received more serious opposition than liking men.
So... Sheng Yinming has been worried about whether he will be exposed.In fact, as far as he was concerned, the others were frank and frank.
Su Yuan woke up Sheng Yinming and asked him to get up and get dressed. He had to go home and make some dumplings for tomorrow's New Year's Eve.Su's mother is from the north, and if she doesn't make a few dumplings during the Chinese New Year, it's as if the festival has never been celebrated.
Sheng Yinming sat up from the bed, his back sore as if he had been in a fight, and couldn't help but glance at Su Yuan.
Su Yuan folded all the clothes he was going to wear beside him, and he lowered his head to put on his underwear first, and when he put it on, his waist flashed.The more I thought about it, the more I hated it, and I kicked Su Yuan twice.Like flirting, Su Yuan pinched his ankle and put a sock on him, saying, "The other one."
Sheng Yinming stretched out the other leg inexplicably, and let him put on his socks and shoes, and stepped on the fluffy carpet, his legs still felt weak and he couldn't stand up.Some fragments kept flashing back in my mind, folded into various poses... Hiss.Hold on.
Sheng Yinming put on a thick down jacket, and hastily pushed open the hotel door, but his waist softened the moment he touched the door card
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