I'm really not your cub

On Wednesday morning, Lin Chong suddenly appeared at the door of Lin Su's room and told Lin Su, "You can go to school now."

Lin Su nodded and began to pack her schoolbag.

Lin Chong looked at the densely written test papers on the table, and he was both relieved and puzzled. Lin Su always assured him why he was so stubborn on this matter.

Lin Su didn't ask, Lin Chong still took the initiative to speak: "Han Jin has gone abroad, he has already made a decision, Su Zai, don't be stupid again."

"What did you do to Han Jin?" Lin Su looked at Lin Chong suspiciously and warily.

He co-authored him in Su Zai's heart and became the big villain who broke them up. Lin Chong was angry and sad: "I didn't do anything, it was his own choice." Seeing that Lin Su didn't believe it, Lin Chong said, "Han Yue knows After what happened to you, he fell ill and was admitted to the hospital. Su Zai, your father will give you whatever you want since you were young, but this time it won’t work. You just listen to my father once, he is also my child, and my father is reluctant."

Lin Su looked at Lin Chong in just a few days, as if he had aged a lot. He didn't say anything, and sat in the car quietly with his schoolbag on his back.

Lin Su walked into the classroom again, and the seat next to him was completely empty. Even though she was prepared in her heart, Lin Su still felt empty in her heart.

Han Jin transferred schools, just like the time he transferred to another school, he came without warning and left without warning.

Because they didn't get along for a long time, except for Gao Zhuo, no one took Han Jin's departure to heart.

As soon as Lin Su returned to school, he got the attention of the whole class. The classmates surrounded him to greet him and care about his health.

"Han Jin, when did he leave?" Lin Su's voice choked, "Did he say anything?"

Everyone shook their heads, saying that Han Jin went to and from school normally last week, but he didn't expect that Han Jin didn't show up this Monday. It seemed that his family came to pack his textbooks and move things for him.

Naturally, there were no words left for him.

Han Jin's lonely back appeared in Lin Su's mind, his nasal voice suddenly became heavier, his throat was sore and trembling, and he couldn't say another word.

He didn't want people to see his gaffe, lying on the table and still soaking his sleeves with tears.

He wasn't just sad about Han Jin's departure, he just thought that he had clearly agreed to go together all the way, and in the end he became a person again, how lonely it would be.

After class, Lin Su returned to the dormitory in a daze. The half of the space that belonged to Han Jin became empty. Everything that belonged to Han Jin disappeared, including the little goldfish that had been placed on the desk.

Lin Su lost all news about Han Jin, and all the communication methods he knew on the mobile phone and WeChat were lost, and there was no way to contact Han Jin.

Lin Chong came over that night and told him that the decision was done and it was impossible to change it. If you want Han Jin to leave with peace of mind and adapt to the foreign environment as soon as possible, then don't contact him for the time being.

Lin Su knew that Lin Chong and Han Jin were connected, and he looked at Lin Chong: "Dad, I don't want to do anything, I just want to know how he is now, and tell him personally that the stickman saw the fireworks."

"As long as you don't bother him, he's doing fine and adapts to the weather over there." Lin Chong said vaguely, without revealing which country Han went to.

As for the stick figure, Lin Chong also knew that it was a rough little game. He saw Lin Su playing it many times, and guessed in his heart that it should be a game that Lin Su and Han Jin had played together.He also hopes that after Han Jin goes abroad, the two children can forget everything.

So he didn't want to spread the word. If Han Jin decided not to leave after hearing it, then all their painstaking efforts would be in vain.

It's just that he couldn't help Lin Su begging him with watery eyes, and finally agreed, but he didn't intend to convey this sentence.

After getting Lin Chong's consent, Lin Su seemed to let go of his worries completely. He didn't mention Han Jin again, and put all his energy on his studies.

Seeing that Lin Su's life seemed to be back on track, Lin Chong also saw a glimmer of hope.Just as Lin Su guessed, Lin Chong did know about Han Jin, and he had been in touch with Han Yue.

Both Han Yue and Lin Chong disagreed with Lin Su and Han Jin's affairs, and Han Yue always felt that Han Jin would become like this because he lacked fatherly love, so she did not reject Lin Chong's concern for Han Jin.

Even Zhou Xue didn't know that Han Jin hadn't actually gone abroad yet. The SAT test in Hong Kong City was in June. Han Jin promised that he would seriously prepare for the test and accepted the private tutoring tutoring that Tan Yan had found for him, but there was one condition he wanted. Take the domestic college entrance examination before leaving.

"Sister Yue, I missed it once, and I don't want to miss it again."

The college entrance examination last year was a taboo between mother and son, and Han Yue did not expect that Han Jin would take the initiative to mention it.

Han Jin's hand was injured in the last college entrance examination, and he only took two exams, and didn't have time to take the next few subjects.Han Jin said it was an accident, and Han Yue also took it as an accident.But both of them knew it wasn't.

She only found out that Han Jin was doing fisting when he was in his third year of high school. She stayed up all night and couldn't figure out why Han Jin would go to fisting?After dawn, Han Yue dialed Tan Yan's phone number. She knew that the background of opening an underground boxing arena was very complicated, and Han Jin wanted to get out of there before she noticed it.

After listening to Tan Yan, she promised to take care of the matter, because the college entrance examination was approaching, and when Tan Yan told her that the matter was resolved, she was lucky not to move immediately, but the "accident" still happened on the day of the college entrance examination.

Han Jin was fine, but missed the college entrance examination.

It was also because of this that Han Yue hurriedly moved to City C, and returned to the city where she originally planned to never return for the rest of her life.

After moving to City C to keep Han Jin away from those dangers, Han Yue thought over and over again why Han Jin had punched in the dead of night, and finally she could only think that she didn’t give Han Jin a stable life, leaving him in a state of desperation. It's harder than anyone.

In fact, she can understand why Han Jin fell in love with Lin Su. Lin Su has a good life and a happy family. He has everything that Han Jin doesn't have in him. When such a person shows a little kindness to him, it is enough to make him fly away. fire.

But everything that Lin Su owns should belong to him.

Han Yue was stunned for a long time, but finally she agreed, as long as Han Jin didn't contact Lin Su, she agreed that he would finish the college entrance examination in China before leaving.

So Lin Chong looked for an opportunity to make Lin Su normal, and he was not affected by Han Jin's transfer of schools at all. The news that he was at the top of the province's joint entrance examination was mentioned several times in front of Han Jin.I hope that Han Jin can also retreat in spite of the difficulties. Both of them insist that the greater the resistance outside, the more rebellious they will be.

But if one of them gives up, the persistence of the other is meaningless.

It's just that Han Jin's reaction was beyond Lin Chong's expectation. His face was cold to the point of gloomy, and he suddenly smiled.

"Thank you." Han Jin looked at Lin Chong and said sincerely.

Lin Chong wanted to say that he told Han Jin that he wanted to break them up, so why did he say thank you to him.

It's just that seeing Han Jin's darkened eyes suddenly flashing bright again, Lin Chong couldn't tell what he was feeling.

He suddenly realized that the Han Jin in front of him was taller than him, no matter how mature he was, he was actually a child.

Lin Chong suddenly wavered, is it really right for him to separate the two now?

Lin Chong thought of Lin Su who was devoting himself to study, and thought of the affirmation of Han Jin's grades by the private teacher, he drove this idea out, blaming Axue for persuading him every day, which made him have strange thoughts.

Dang Duan continued to be disturbed by it, and before Lin Chong left, he still did not convey his words for Lin Su.

After Lin Chong left, Han Jin let his private teacher continue to give lectures. SAT math was easy for him, but grammar and composition were still not so easy for him to get high scores, and he had to prepare for the six subjects of the college entrance examination at the same time. , Time is not enough for him, so he spends time every day besides studying questions in class or studying questions in class.

The personal trainer also told Han Jin that with his current SAT mock scores, he can already apply for a good score, and he will go abroad sooner or later, so there is no need to spend so much energy on the college entrance examination.

Han Jin looked at an unopened eraser in the pencil case, and his tone was light: "I want to walk with a person all the way, he is too dazzling, I have to do my best."

He will not miss the college entrance examination Lin Su took, and he will not give up the agreement he made with Lin Su to study medicine together. In the United States, only after graduating from a bachelor's degree can he apply for medical school. Han Jin does not want to miss a few years with Lin Su, so he I have made a plan to complete all undergraduate credits within two years.

If he can't go back to China, his plan for the next few years is to study, so that's fine, he is not afraid of being overwhelmed by longing if his life is filled with intensive study.

Han Jin suddenly remembered that he once told Lin Su that no matter what happened, he could not concentrate on his studies.

I didn't expect that one day he would be slapped in the face too. If Lin Su knew about his current life, those bright and kind eyes would surely gather a smile, teasing him with a teasing expression, right?

Thinking of Lin Su, his heart felt as if a ray of warm sun had penetrated into his heart, as if no matter how difficult the road was, he could keep walking.

In the eyes of insiders, Han Jin and Lin Su appeared in a very strange state. Although they were in different provinces and had no contact with each other, their pace was unexpectedly the same—studying hard.

It seems that there is a tacit understanding among them that parents don't know.

Students who are approaching the college entrance examination work hard, but Lin Su and Han Jin work in different ways. Both of them seem to push themselves to the limit to push out their full potential.

As long as you don't die, learn from the dead. For other students, it is a slogan that beats the blood, but Lin Su and Han Jin are practicing this sentence seriously.

It was not the first time Zhou Xue noticed that the lights in Lin Su's room had been on all night.

"Su Zai, you've been studying for so long, you can get up and take a walk for a rest or play a game to relax." Zhou Xue persuaded distressedly.

Lin Su saw Zhou Xue's worry, and he said obediently: "Mom, don't worry, I have a sense of proportion. After I make this recipe, I will take a rest."

"Su Zai, you know that your parents have no requirements for your studies, so you don't have to work so hard."

Lin Su said with a coquettish smile as if nothing had happened before, "Mom, you should trust me more, I will definitely be admitted to my ideal university."

"Okay, mom believes you." Zhou Xue said softly, but as soon as she walked out the door, she couldn't help crying.

After Lin Chong came back, what he saw in the bedroom was Zhou Xue whose eyes were red and swollen from crying.

Lin Chong asked Zhou Xue what was wrong with concern, but Zhou Xue turned her back and ignored Lin Chong.

Lin Chong panicked, and Zhou Xue cried, "You still have the nerve to ask me what's wrong? I feel sorry for my son."

"Su Zai's grades have improved a lot, and Xiao Jin is also adapting to the current life. Isn't it good for the two children now?"

"Okay? You actually said that it's fine now? Didn't you see the blue and black under the eyes of the millet? Didn't you notice that the weight of the millet has grown taller but hasn't changed? The child is sensible and doesn't cry or make trouble. Did you just see it? The child is feeling uncomfortable?" Zhou Xue was afraid that Lin Su would hear it, so she restrained herself when she was angry.

They have been married for so many years, this is the first time that Zhou Xue has quarreled with him, Lin Chong sat by the bed in a daze: "You mean Su Zai's state is not normal now?"

He didn't dare to tell Zhou Xue that Han Jin is almost in the same state as Lin Su now, even harder than Lin Su.

"Now Suzai sleeps less than five hours a day, and spends all his waking hours studying. Do you think this is normal?" Zhou Xue glared at Lin Chong with red eyes, "Is it in your eyes that your face is inferior The son is even more important!"

"Zhou Xue!" Lin Chong raised his voice, but lowered his voice in the face of Zhou Xue's eyes full of tears. He whispered, "You let me think about it, and you let me think about it again."

Zhou Xue knew that Lin Chong had wavered, so she didn't force him anymore.

The next day, Zhou Xue booked a plane ticket, and no one told anyone that she went to the city where Han Yue was.

-

July 6th, the first day of the college entrance examination.

In the morning, Lin Chong personally sent Lin Su to the examination room. When getting off the bus, Zhou Xue gave Lin Su a hug, patted him on the back lovingly, and said softly, "Go."

Lin Su got out of the car with a transparent file bag and walked towards the examination room. Lin Su thought he would be nervous, but when this day came, he was unexpectedly calm, and even felt relieved that he had finally waited.

Walking into the gate of the examination room, Wu Yaya was full of students who took the exam together. From the corner of the eye, a familiar face seemed to pass by. He knew that last Saturday was the time for the SAT exam, and it was impossible for Han Jin to appear here.

But he still couldn't control his gaze but followed that figure, and when that person turned around, Lin Su wasn't disappointed that it wasn't Han Jin.

When all the graduation photos were taken, when he searched through the list of 10,000+ screenshots for the provincial entrance examination and found no Han Jin’s name from the beginning to the end, he knew that it was impossible for Han Jin to take the same exam with him again.

The expression on Lin Su's face didn't change much, but he was a little regretful. Originally, he planned to ask Han Jin when he met Han Jin, which one was more difficult, the college entrance examination in province A or the college entrance examination in province B. Han Jin probably couldn't answer him. .

Lin Su didn't think about it any more, and walked into the classroom with the admission ticket.

Perhaps it was because Lin Su had done too many questions before the college entrance examination. The college entrance examination did not impress Lin Su too deeply, and it seemed that it was not much different from the test papers he had written in the past.

The first day passed smoothly, Lin Su was not nervous, but his father, Mr. Lin, was a little restless, and he hesitated to speak several times during dinner.

Lin Su put down his chopsticks after a good meal and thought for a while and said, "I did well in the two exams today, so don't worry."

After he finished speaking, he went upstairs to read the collection of wrong questions. Wash and go to bed at 9 o'clock.If the family does not let go, then the Capital University of Medical Sciences is the only place where he and Han Jin are sure to meet, so he does not allow any accidents to happen.

Holding the cold USB flash drive in his hand, Lin Su quickly fell asleep.

The next day, the weather was fine, a rare good weather, as if it foretells that something good will happen.

Lin Su checked the finished English test paper from beginning to end, then propped his chin and looked at the golden sunshine outside the window, lost his mind for a while, when the bell rang, Lin Su closed the pen cap, and the college entrance examination was over.

After handing in the paper, Lin Su sat still in the classroom. The noise outside the window seemed to be far away. Lin Su belatedly realized that high school was over, and the period of youth related to Han Jin had come to an end.

Lin Su slowly walked out of the school with reluctance and the sadness he had been restraining. At this time, there were not many people on the campus.

He walked to the school gate, under the grand sunlight, a figure with broad shoulders and long legs stood against the light, and the other person fiddled with his mobile phone with his head down.

Maybe it was because the sun was too glaring, Lin Su felt his eyes a little sore, he stepped forward and walked in front of Han Jin, he had a lot of things he wanted to say to Han Jin, he wanted to ask why he appeared here?Is he having a good time?

I also want to tell him that he cleared the stickman game, he saw the fireworks, and also saw his confession hidden in the game.

But when he saw the admission ticket in Han Jin's hand, his eyes were wet, but he tilted his head and asked him with a smile: "Student, which one is more difficult for the college entrance examination in province A or province B?"

Han Jin raised his head abruptly. He looked at Lin Su for a long time, put one hand in his pocket, suddenly smiled coldly, and replied, "Well, I don't know, it feels like there is no difference."

The answer was exactly the same as when they first met.

Lin Su couldn't bear it any longer, and stretched out her hand to hug Han Jin.

Not far away, Zhou Xue asked Han Yue: "Are you still insisting on letting Xiao Jin leave the country?"

Han Yue's eyes fell on Han Jin's movement of patting Lin Su's back as if coaxing a child, and she looked away: "Do you want to object?"

"No, I told you last time when I saw you that you have taken good care of Xiao Jin these years, and made him grow up to be an upright and sensible person. Only you are the mother."

Han Yue was silent for a while, and she said: "I know that Xiao Jin's agreement to go abroad does not mean that he agrees to give up. Do you know how he answered when I asked him what he would do if I always disagreed?"

"He said, no matter what happened, I never gave up on him, so he didn't want to make me sad. If I disagree, he will not return to China, but his mind will not change." Han Yue recalled Han Jinzhan In front of her, he said in a cold and tired tone, there are some things he can control, and some things he can't decide by himself.

Han Yue was stung by Han Jin's expression, as if she had had a big dream, she finally woke up from the fog of paranoia, she said to protect Xiao Jin, but now Xiao Jin is sad, not because of Tan Yan, not because of Lin Su , but because of her.

The last hesitation in her heart was also dispelled by Han Jin's lively expression, she called Tan Yan and told him that neither she nor Xiao Jin planned to go abroad.

After hanging up the phone, Han Yue looked at Zhou Xue: "I heard that you have signed up for a psychological counseling class? Can you give me the contact information?"

She doesn't know whether psychological counseling can help her understand this feeling, but she has figured out one thing, her child has chosen a difficult path, and what she can do is to try her best to make them less wind and rain.

Zhou Xue smiled softly upon hearing this: "Of course there is no problem."

-

On the day when the college entrance examination results came out, Lin Su and Han Jin were very calm. They went to watch a movie, and when the movie was over, they heard someone around them mention that the college entrance examination results were released today. They remembered that they could check the results.

Lin Su had roughly estimated his score in his heart, and the ups and downs should not fluctuate much. He was very curious about Hanjin's score. Although Sister Yue gave up the plan to let Hanjin go abroad, if Hanjin did not perform well in the domestic college entrance examination, Going abroad might be a better option for him.

So he suggested that he exchange grades with Han Jin, and Han Jin agreed without hesitation.

The two sat in front of the glass table outside the cinema, took out their mobile phones and began to check the results. After Lin Su entered Han Jin's exam admission number, his palms were sweaty from nervousness.

The moment after pressing the query button, Lin Su's heart stopped.

After the score popped up, Lin Su stood up directly from the chair. He jumped up and down and hugged Han Jin: "Han Jin, 723, you got a score of 723!"

The people around were a little surprised to see a handsome boy suddenly hugging the tall boy next to him, and smiled kindly after hearing the boy's excited voice.

It turned out to be a college entrance examination candidate, and he performed so well, no wonder he lost his composure with joy.

Surprise flashed across Han Jin's face. He turned the phone and handed the query interface to Lin Su, with a smile on his face: "Lin Su's total score in the college entrance examination is 723, congratulations to you too."

After getting excited, Lin Su asked aloud: "Did you work hard during that time?" Lin Su clearly knew how much hard work was required behind this score, and Han Jin also needed to prepare for the SAT exam at the same time, and his efforts must have been doubled effort.

"It's okay, I didn't find it hard." Han Jin didn't lie. When he was studying hard, he felt as if he was still in Yingde. He and Lin Su were still at the same table. He didn't feel hard at all, and even felt that every time he studied A little, it seems to be a little closer to Lin Su.

"Did you hear what I asked my father to convey to you?" That's why Han Jin was so firm?

"What?"

Sure enough, he didn't tell him, Lin Su was not surprised, anyway, it's not too late for him to say: "Han Jin, I like you so much."

Han Jin's ears were a little red. He cleared his throat, but still couldn't help laughing. He took Lin Su's hand, looked at him and said softly, "What a coincidence, I like you too."

19 years ago, the two babies who fell to the ground were exchanged when they first met, and their fates went in different directions.They met and reunited on a bright sunny day.

And now they will both have bright futures, futures with each other.