unhappy eating

Early the next morning, Zhu Zhi got on the bullet train to Jiangcheng.

She chose a seat by the window, with soothing music playing in the earphones, and looked sideways at the scenery outside the window as it kept receding backwards.

A sudden message notification sounded in his ear, Zhu Zhi picked up the phone and looked at it, it was Ye Shengwan's reply.

【Ye's private kitchen: ...】

The expected answer.

Zhu Zhi didn't reply, let the six dots lightly touch her heart one by one, raised her lips lightly, put the phone upside down on her lap again, looked out the window, everything was passing away.

It had been five years since she left Jiangcheng last time.

After getting off the high-speed train, Zhu Zhi took a taxi directly to the booked homestay to store his luggage.

In recent years, Jiangcheng has not changed much. As a tourist development zone, there are still many tourists. As the development gets better and better, there are also many tourists in the areas around the scenic spots.

The B&B chosen by Zhu Zhi is near the tourist area. The boss and the proprietress are locals, and they speak Mandarin with a strong Jiangcheng accent. I heard that Zhu Zhi is from Jiangcheng, but I haven’t been back for five years. I immediately switched to the dialect mode and asked her to listen. Have to get used to it?

Zhu Zhi smiled and nodded. The proprietress was very hospitable. She took Zhu Zhi to talk about the changes over the years and recommended places to visit.

Best wishes to Zhiying.

"What about your parents? Didn't they come back with you?" the proprietress asked.

Zhu Zhi was taken aback for a moment, scratched the back of his ear and said, "No."

The proprietress didn't say much on this issue, Zhu Zhi went out after having lunch with them.

It was agreed not to go home, but someone still wandered downstairs.

I can only blame the location recommended by the proprietress for being too coincidental, and I arrived at the downstairs of the house along the road.

This street is relatively old, with traditional residential buildings, the first floor is the storefront, and the small alley at the back is the stairs and side doors for residents.Zhu Zhi wasn't sure if his parents had moved, but he just thought they were here, so let's go and see.

The stairs are as old as they have been for many years, they have not been refurbished, they are covered with cement on all sides, and the handrails are rusted and rusted again.Fortunately, the layout of two households on the first floor kept the place from being messy or even dilapidated. Walking up to the third floor, Zhu Zhi stood for a while and knocked on the door.

When he retracted his hand, his hand trembled uncontrollably. Zhu Zhi wanted to run away, but he didn't want to see no one after his parents opened the door, so he stood still and waited for 5 minutes before no one opened the door before leaving.

There was a vague "coming" sound from inside, and after a while, someone opened the door.

It was Zhu Zhi's mother, who was obviously stunned when she saw Zhu Zhi.

Zhu Zhi curled the corners of his mouth. After all these years, his parents still didn't have the habit of looking at the cat's eyes.She interrupted her mother in ecstasy: "I'll come back to see you."

Zhu Zhi's mother hummed, and turned to make way for Zhu Zhi.

Zhu Zhiben didn't want to go in, but his mother has already made a step back, so it's not good to embarrass the elders.He took off his shoes outside the door, and when he walked in, his heart trembled unavoidably.

My father is sitting at the dining table playing with his mobile phone. It seems that he has finished his lunch for a long time. There are still some empty bowls on the table.

After the mother was stunned when she saw Zhu Zhi, so did the father.

Zhu Zhi felt a little uneasy and sorted out her clothes. Her mother closed the door and followed her, asking behind her, "When did you come back?"

Zhu Zhi turned around: "This morning."

Mother hummed again, and then asked, "Where do you live?"

"B&B."

My father put on reading glasses, stood up, walked from the dining table to the sofa and sat down, grabbed a newspaper and put it on his lap, but he didn't look at it, his eyes fell on Zhu Zhi, and said: "The past few years have passed. How about it?"

Zhu Zhi also sat down on the sofa and said, "It's pretty good."

The father said seemingly casually: "I watched your interview a few days ago."

Zhu Zhi poured himself a glass of water, blinked his eyes when he lowered his head, and asked calmly, "Oh, how is it?"

The father didn't speak, but the mother sighed softly, and said to Zhu Zhi: "Why can't you speak more tactfully, after leaving home for so many years, you still look like this."

The father coughed a few times, and gave his mother a dissatisfied look.

Mother pursed her lips and said, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat." Zhu Zhi smiled and retrieved some familiar shadows from his memory.People always yearn for warmth. No matter how many grand plans and strategies they have in their hearts when they are young, they are ultimately no match for the desire for a peaceful life. The concept of home is imprinted in the bones of some people.

"Your father and I haven't touched your room, you can go and see if you want to see it."

Zhu Zhi raised his eyebrows in surprise when he heard the words, stood up after saying yes, and walked to the bedroom.

Zhu Zhi won a grand prize five years ago, and it was already late after attending the party.She drank a lot that day, and when she was sent home reeking of alcohol, the living room lights were still on, and her parents were still waiting.

This memory is too long, she can only think of some key fragments.

After she hugged her parents, she drank again after her mother scolded her, and came out with her parents.

"Dad, Mom, I finally got this award, which means that as long as I don't give up writing, I will have a bright future. I can finally tell you that I can take good care of myself and be responsible for my own life , I also want to tell you that I like girls."

"What do you mean?"

"Mom... I said I was gay."

After speaking, before the red lips that were still stained with lipstick had time to close, she slapped her head and face with a slap.

"Unfilial daughter! Tell me again?! What are you?"

Zhu Zhi tilted his head, bit his lower lip, and turned around after a while and said, "I'm sorry, I'm gay."

Later, they had a very serious quarrel, and the father stood aside without saying a word. He forgot all the specific content. He only remembered that at the end, she smashed the trophy on the ground. The girl's hand holding the pen on the trophy happened to be As the fulcrum fell to the ground, the broken sound was crisp and piercing that night.

She turned and left, still wearing a dress, with only a mobile phone in her hand.

She didn't take anything away from this family, and now it is just as her mother said, and it is well placed.The same as before she left that day, not covered in dust.

Even the laptop was placed crookedly in the center of the desk. According to my mother's previous personality, it must be straightened for her.

Zhu Zhi turned to look at the bookshelf on the side, and the trophy that she smashed five years ago was also put in, and she saw it at first sight.The half of the arm that was broken was wrapped in transparent glue. It must have been wrapped for a long time, and it was yellow. The side of the transparent glue was crowded with dust, as if all the dust in this room had fallen here. above.

Zhu Zhi suddenly felt very sad, he could use anything to glue it together, even if there was an abrupt layer of milky white glue in the middle of the crack, it was better than transparent glue with clear historical traces.

She remembered Byron's words, if we meet again someday, how can I congratulate you.

There was a knock on the door behind him, Zhu Zhi wiped away her tears and turned back.

It was the mother who stood by the door and asked her, "Do you want to finish dinner at home?"

"Okay."

Zhu Zhiying went out with his mother. There was a clock hanging on the wall, and he checked the time. It was just about dinner time.Zhu Zhi followed behind her mother and asked, "Is the money enough?"

She remits money to her parents every six months.

The mother didn't look back, and said, "I will save the money you sent for you, and it will be used when you marry a wife or someone later."

Zhu Zhi laughed shortly: "You guys spend it, I have it too."

"We also have money, but we are worried that one day you will be treated badly or others will treat you badly." The mother walked into the kitchen, brought out a dish and put it on the side of the dining table, and looked at Zhu Zhi, "How about it, and that Is the girl still there?"

Zhu Zhi shook his head and said, "It's been a few years since we broke up."

"Don't ask." The father who was sitting by the sofa said suddenly, "Come and read the newspaper with me. Recently, this headline has become more and more incomprehensible."

Zhu Zhi knew his father's intentions, and when he walked to the edge of the sofa, he said, "It's okay, you can ask."

For dinner, my mother made lychee meat, grilled fish, and fried vegetables. The yam pork rib soup that I didn't finish at noon was also heated up, and Zhu Zhi was asked to drink a bowl of soup after dinner.

This kind of rude request to drink soup made Zhu Zhi feel that she was still the same student a few years ago, who lived in school for a month and was finally willing to go home on weekends, and was nagged by big and small as soon as she got home.In fact, the parents don't know the school situation, they just ask how the month is going, are you tired from studying, are you happy in life, do you have enough money, are you in a relationship, and eat more if you lose weight.

After eating, Zhu Zhi stood up and said, "I'll go to the hotel to get my luggage and come back to live."

The night view of Jiangcheng is as beautiful as it was a few years ago. A river runs through the center of the city. The riverside is the most prosperous area and the most splendid night view in Jiangcheng. There are still many pedestrians on the road. Zhu Zhi stood by the river and took out his mobile phone to take pictures. took a photo.

The surface of the river is sparkling, a round of moon hangs in the middle, and there are bright yellow lights on both sides. It is beautiful without post-production.Zhu Zhi posted another circle of friends, saying that he was in Jiangcheng.

After saying goodbye to the hotel owner, Zhu Zhi dragged his suitcase and walked home, resisting not sending Ye Shengwan a message.

To be honest, after interacting with people for a week, I suddenly stopped, I'm not used to it.

But it will probably pass soon, Zhu Zhi thinks so. Emotions are like lust. If you want to let it go, it can be extremely strong. If you want to endure it, it will pass.

Zhu Zhi shook the phone, but finally decided to turn it off.

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感谢在2020-03-1922:31:09~2020-03-2223:14:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: 1 Beierzi;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 30 bottles of Beierzi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!