Weak clothing

"Why are you crying?" Xia Zhen's heart was wet.

Shen Wan's voice trembled.

"Glass, lots of glass."

"The dean, the dean picked Min Ya's clothes."

"pain."

"Xia Zhen, it hurts."

"They don't wear clothes."

"My brother pressed her and licked her."

"She was scared, she kept crying."

"No, save her."

"Yuntong likes the new dress, it's full of blood, blood."

"Uncle said he loved her and bought her toys."

"He pushes her, she doesn't like it."

"The dean buried Ke Ke under the tree."

"I hurt."

She beat her heart, speaking incoherently.

"They cry, it hurts so much."

The sky in the orphanage is always gray, and they sleep in a transparent glass room. Every night, some children are called out by the director and never return.

Those children cried after they came back, kept crying, couldn't speak clearly, and then their heads were pulled up and pressed into the pool, bubbling and bubbling.

One child was pushed down and never woke up again. The principal dug up the soil in the yard with a shovel, threw her in, and said to them with a smile: "If you want to be obedient, go down and accompany her."

They bathe and go to the bathroom in a transparent room, and there are often people called uncles and brothers standing outside, looking at them, always looking at them, then suddenly open the door, grab one of the children's hair, and shake it into the wet On the floor, he took off his pants and pressed her down.

The girl yelled "pain" and "don't". She convulsed and bled profusely.

Not enough to eat every day, hungry, hungry every day.Only one day a week, when they were full, they put on beautiful skirts and were surrounded by a group of men who touched their faces and raised their skirts to touch their legs.

Some were taken away, and when they came back the next day, they would have an extra dress or a piece of bread in their hands.

She is different from other children. The dean asked her to call her "Daddy" and not allow other men to touch her. The dean opened the bloody photo album, pointed to the girl on it and said to her: "Siyu will grow up with the photo As beautiful as before."

Siyu is the name of the dean's daughter. The girl's biological father pulled her legs apart in her sleep. She woke up in torn pain, cried for help, and was strangled to death by the dean with a tie.

"Siyu, be sensible, Dad loves you the most." The dean told her about it, stroked her hair, and called her dead man's name.

The children in the orphanage are always changing, and she looks more and more like the sister in the photo.

That night was the day she entered the orphanage, her 13th birthday.

The first time the dean asked her to go to his room for "birthday", she went.The dean undressed in front of her, revealing his bloated and ugly body. He opened his arms to hug her, and he said he loved her.

She inserted the large scissors that had been hidden for a long time into the dean's abdomen, and stabbed him several times in a row, just like he did to Wensheng.

The dean fell to the ground, she dropped the scissors, stood blankly in a pool of blood, and vomited out the cake she ate at night.

She doesn't know what's going on, she's just scared, she just wants to get out of here, right away.From time to time, faint cries could be heard in the glass room. She used the key to open the locked door, and ran on the deserted street.

The moon was beautiful that night, and only the moon accompanied her on the way to escape.She didn't know where to go, she just knew that she wanted to run, keep running, to a place where she couldn't hear her crying, to a place where her heart wouldn't hurt.

She hadn't bathed for several days, she was smelly, soaked in the piercing river water, and her clothes were always dry.She had no money and was hungry. When she was stealing steamed stuffed buns, she was caught by the store owner and beat her with a broom. She lay down on the ground and stuffed steamed stuffed buns into her mouth desperately. She was beaten all over her body.Hooligans followed her, beggars taught her to beg, and strangers called her a wild girl.

She has been beaten many times and robbed a lot of leftovers, and finally understands the rules of this world. During the day, she picks up junk along the way to sell money to earn some food expenses. At night, she sleeps under the overpass and talks to homeless stray dogs. Keep each other warm.

She ran all the way like this, from autumn to spring, from north to south.

There is no past and no future.

"I hurt, I hurt."

Shen Wan broke down crying in Xia Zhen's arms.

She doesn't know what those memories represent, she doesn't know anything except that they are bad things.

They are scared.

Tears dripped down the neck, very cold.Shen Wan said while crying.

Misfortune, filth, sexual violence, massacre...

"Shen Wan, that's enough," Xia Zhen shivered and heard her own voice shaking, "Look at me."

She cupped Shen Wan's face, her hands were full of tears, and she repeated: "Look at me."

Shen Wan's eyes were broken, she cried too hard, and the veins on her neck were heaving.

"Who am I?" Xia Zhen asked her.

What?Shen Wan was sobbing, and looked at Xia Zhen with a face full of fear.She couldn't understand, but Xia Zhen successfully diverted her attention and stopped recalling the past for a while.

Xia Zhen slowed down her breathing and said slowly, "You called me Xia Zhen, you said you liked me, and you wanted to take me to play."

She wiped the corners of Shen Wan's eyes, lowered her head and kissed, and murmured: "You still kiss me like this."

The crying stopped, Shen Wan tilted her face, put her arms around her neck, and said hoarsely, "Xia Zhen, I like you."

She pecked Xia Zhen's cheek and laughed tearfully.In the past, she helped an employer take care of a baby, and the baby played well with her, and one day, she suddenly crawled over to kiss her.She hadn't been kissed before and was terrified.

The aunt said that the baby likes her.

what is like

She heard many men say "like" in the orphanage, but their "like" turned into hurt in the end.

It turns out that there are likings that are not hurtful, but before she understands the difference between the two, the aunt divorced the male host and left with the baby.

Later, she has seen many people's "likes". Sharing her own food is liking, liking to hug each other is liking, and sending a flower is also liking.

Now that she sees Xia Zhen, she wants to kiss her like a baby kissing her, so she likes Xia Zhen.

What about Xia Zhen?

Her tone was innocent: "You kiss me, you like me!"

"I..." Xia Zhen knew that she shouldn't think wrongly, and Shen Wan didn't mean any other meanings, but she hesitated for a long time before admitting, "Yes."

She liked it, she liked it at first sight.

When the nurse came to take Shen Wan for a physical examination, she had basically calmed down.As soon as she left, Xia Zhen turned to look for the public phone and called Xia Yansheng.

At the beginning of paraphrasing Shen Wan's words, she still had the ability to organize words, but her expression became more chaotic as she got to the end, and in the end she really couldn't continue, holding the microphone and choking.

"Can't we save them?"

"Zhenzhen, come with me to see Shen Wan's attending doctor tonight." Xia Yansheng sighed with complicated emotions, "That matter needs to be discussed in the long term, talk to her more, she trusts you very much, any information she discloses, All helped us find that orphanage."

"She will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." Xia Zhen said anxiously, even feeling resentful about the upcoming separation.

"Could it be that you can't go to play with her after she's discharged from the hospital?" Xia Yan's voice was persuasive, "You can visit her often."

This is not enough.Xia Zhen retorted softly in her heart, she admitted that she was reluctant to leave Shen Wan, but she had no reason to keep Shen Wan.

"Hang up and spend more time with her."

There was no one in the hospital cafeteria, Xia Zhen took two iron lunch boxes to the window to get food, then walked back to a table and sat down.

"Wanwan, eat." She gestured to the person sitting opposite.

Shen Wan moved her chopsticks obediently, but Xia Zhen didn't move, staring at her in a daze.Shen Wan is so beautiful, like a piece of porcelain, beautiful for people to enjoy, but also too fragile to be bumped.

She thought for too long, Shen Wan raised her dark eyes, blinked strangely, imitated her words, and said softly, "Xia Zhen, eat."

Xia Zhen woke up and put the chicken legs she ordered into her lunch box, "Eat more."

Suddenly, there was the sound of a TV series, and they looked to the side together. The TV set placed high was turned on, and a series was playing inside.

The male protagonist is expressing lovesickness to the female protagonist, and the two are slowly approaching, slowly approaching.Xia Zhen's expression froze, and she reached out to cover Shen Wan's eyes.The eyelashes slapped her palms, and Shen Wan didn't resist.

Xia Zhen didn't let go until the hero and heroine finished kissing.She didn't know why she did this, but she always felt that it was not good for Shen Wan to see these pictures.

"Why did they kiss?" Shen Wan asked innocently, obviously seeing that scene, she felt very strange.

Xia Zhen's throat rolled, and she was nervous for no reason. There were many things Shen Wan didn't understand, and she could teach them.So she thought about it, and she explained seriously: "They are kissing, only people who like each other like this."

"Kiss?" Shen Wan had never heard of this term.

Xia Zhen blushed, and quickly interrupted her thoughts: "Eat quickly, when the dishes are cold."

She lowered her head, not daring to look directly at Shen Wan.At that moment just now, what she thought was whether Shen Wan would want to be like her.

Want to kiss her.