Youth Notes

Morning!I'm going to break your leg!Indecent stuff!spit!You have lost all the face of your ancestors!You get out!Never come back!

Morning!You wolf in sheep's clothing!Lied to us for three years!What a beast!He often climbs into our bed to sleep, vile, insidious, hypocritical guy!Dirty pervert!shameful!nausea!

Morning!You bastard!You have disgraced our school and damaged its reputation!We are ashamed to have students like you!Get out!

You don't deserve to be a human being!Crazy, lunatic!Get off the earth!

Yes, Weichen!You are a fool!It's the devil!You made a big mistake, you loved a girl, you made her suffer with you!That child who is so lonely, who has no father and cannot get the warmth of a family, you hurt her!You let her go astray, let her go up and down with your devil mentality, make her fear and despair!Morning!You keep saying you love her, but what can you give her?You are selfish!You are narrow!You are overbearing!What do you know about love!You are nothing but ambition and possessiveness!What is noble, pure and sincere is a lie!hypocrite!Total hypocrite!

Yes, Weichen!I!I can't get out, I want to die!How nice it would be for me to die because of this mistake!Just kill me!Come on, Ray, hit me!Electricity, burn me!Wind, sweep me away!Dark clouds, devour me!River water, gallop, roll, splash!Shake the rock, push it down, push it down hard!hit me!Smash it over!smash!smash!Smash it to pieces!I am an animal!madman!Neuropathy!Pervert!Good to die!Well broken!It is so broken that there is no one before or after, and it is unprecedentedly good!

No!It is not my fault!I am not a bad person!I have done nothing wrong!I have been trying to be a good person, a kind and sincere person, a positive person, even a noble person!I have never done anything harmful to nature, and the sun and the moon can learn from each other. I don't even allow myself to have bad intentions, even if I think about it!I just love a girl, and I really love her sincerely and with all my heart!Why can't I love her, why it's right for a man to love her, and it's wrong for me to love her!I just want the person I love, I just want the person I love!We know each other, why can't we love each other?We care about each other's happiness, why can't we be together?We didn't hurt anyone but ourselves!We already live very humble, why should we kill each other? !

Yes!Wei Chen, you bastard!You can love each other, haven't you been in love for many years?Haven't you ever had the best relationship in the world?It's not that you are not allowed to fall in love now, but that she doesn't love you anymore, do you understand?You are now wishful thinking crazy!You wake up!Open your eyes and see clearly!Look at her face that has no warmth anymore, look at her holding the phone call from him, refusing to let go for an hour!Look at the photo frame you gave her by the bedside, it's inlaid with his photo!Look at the letter she wrote him: "I feel so bad coming back from you, you slapped me so hard, so hard. I took your slap, you are right, I She has no complaints against you. This is the sister Ziqing who you have been submissive to. I think I can bear everything about you." Look at the letter she wrote to you again: "He is the most trustworthy and most trustworthy person I have ever met. Reliable boy, I hope to get his attention...I want to seek my love with all my heart...I am dead, the past me will never live again..."Stupid!Do you see clearly?Still not sure?You are being self-indulgent!Passionate!Passionate!Do you understand? !

I understand, I understand.I've always been passionate about myself, I've been passionate about myself since the beginning.Ever since we met, she said that being with me is very happy, and my conversations are always full of wit and wit. , I begged her to accept it, I thought self-righteously, it was a pure and noble feeling, I give, I give, I give, keep giving.I never thought that it was a kind of pressure, that it was a kind of oppression, and it was plunder in disguise.I thought I could just give without taking anything away, but in fact I gave for the sake of getting, and finally realized that everything is for getting!Get love, get warmth.I want to get it, I can't get it!To get, I turned into a cat, turned into a dog!Turned into a humble running dog!she does not love me!She never loved me!Never!No!nothing!Nothing!She never loved me, she just needed me occasionally.Her "love" is a fantasy, a dream, she is always inseparable and paradoxical, sometimes tender, and instantly changes color, she ignores my feelings, no matter whether my heart is broken or not, she always comes when she wants, and when she doesn't Kick me off.She is like a commander, like a commander, like a god, I am an ant under the mud in her palm, I am a morning, a dust, a dust...

"When they come, tell them not to look at me so coldly. Ah! My good friend, Monsieur Eugene, you don't know what it is to see the gold in their eyes become as pale as lead. My son. Here I've been wintering, ever since their eyes did not shine on me; I swallowed bitterness, and I swallowed it! I live to be wronged, to be insulted. They give me a bit of misery, Small, shameful pleasures cost me all kinds of humiliation, and I have suffered them because I love them so much. I gave them all my life, and they won't give me even an hour today! Hungry and thirsty, my heart is burning, and they do not come to revive my dying misery."

Yes, I am old man Goriot, I beg for her love and affection like a beggar, and treat the poor little shameful happiness I got as a rare treasure, hugging tightly, chewing repeatedly, relying on it Sustain life.How stupid!Shameless!What a scumbag!Useless bastard!Shameful slave!ah!Morning!Morning!Where are your bones?Are you still worthy of being a human being?You have no shame!Why are you so generous!Throw your heart on the ground and let it be trampled on?Can't you be grateful for seeing the fragments and blood on the ground?Also ask the person who stepped on you to work harder and harder?Still trying to tremble with those thousands of fragments, continue to say I love you?You mad dog!Dying sick cat!madness!madness!Call it, dance it!Wiggle it, cramp it up!Don't be like a puddle of mud, shame on you!Have courage!stand up!Hold your head up!Look into the distance!

No, Wen Ziqing, Wen Ziqing is not like that, she loved me, but she can't love me again, how can she love a woman?How can you let go of your own future?She has to think about her lonely mother, and the responsibility on her shoulders is not light.Why can't she find a boy?She is so passionate, so gentle, so subtle and delicate, so rich and profound, why can't she be a good wife for a man?Why shouldn't she be pampered, loved and cared for by men?What he can give her I can't give, why does she miss me?She is walking the right path... She is not ruthless, she wants to help me, let me climb out of the deep pool of feelings, let me no longer be decadent, no longer sink, no longer self-abuse, let me be like a sunshine girl appear in front of everyone.Doesn't she always say I'm beautiful?Didn't you say that I am a good girl who is hard to find even with a lantern?Didn't it mean that in the next life, if you are a man, you must marry me back home?Don't you want me to be able to make a difference like my dad wants?Doesn't she long for me to live a very happy life all the time?Didn't you say that even if you look up to my happiness, you feel satisfied?She loves me, her love is greater than mine, she can be selfless, I can't, I just want to possess.I was the one who forced her to hurt me, I forced her to go crazy, I forced her to scream hysterically, to laugh like crazy, to tell fortunes everywhere in fear and helplessness, and to destroy her image desperately.I pushed her to nowhere, she shouldered the burden of saving herself and saving me, I fell too deep, she didn't know what to do with me, so she hurt me, stimulated me, stimulated me, hurt me ...

Wen Ziqing!Wen Ziqing!Wen Ziqing!

No!I'm cranky!I'm being selfish again!No, I don't want, don't!Don't worry!don't don't!You are not that good!Not at all!Listen to what you have said!

"Ziqing, where did the calendar on the bed come from? It's all flowers and fruits with two birds, why are there always two birds?"

"Sent by my classmates. They hoped that I would fly with him. I've said it for a few years! It's really a full moon. Hehehe."

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"Wei Chen, why don't I have a marriage line in my hand?"

"Don't be afraid, didn't Dr. Chen say that you will find a good husband last time?"

"Oh, that's right, then I'm relieved....Wow, look how long and deep my emotional line is, without any splits. Yours is so thick in the front, but it disappeared later. Hehehe... By the way, you calculated the Zhou Yi for me, which direction is my husband from?"

"forget."

"I didn't forget, it's just that you got angry."

"You'll know when you find it in the future."

"I think I know now."

"Have you found it, want to confirm it?"

"Hahaha, that's right."

enough!Wen Ziqing!You want a man to go crazy!You still have to torture me like this!Don't come to me again, don't let me see you, and don't hide on my bed and shed tears, wipe the paper all over the bed, and open such sad, hopeless and lonely eyes, don't!Do you know, if I look at you twice more, I will hug you and cry bitterly.You are not allowed to smile at me, you are not allowed to hold my arm, no!No more roses or a bar of chocolate on a whim.You are not allowed to say even a milder word, and you can no longer say "Why did you come home for so long? I am waiting for you every day, and I come to see if you are back every day." "When you were cooking just now, a boy came up and down I went down to see you, and after you left, he looked back several times. Seeing him like that, I really want to slap him a few times." That kind of words!don't say anything!Let me not see you!Let me not hear you!Don't ask me to accompany you anywhere, don't talk to me about your joining the party, don't talk to me about men, don't talk about your marriage, don't say that you like masculine men, you don't need him to be too infatuated, as long as you can make money As long as the support family can accept you, don't say "Your photo is very beautiful, please give it to me. I will show it to my husband and my children and grandchildren in the future"... No!Don't show up again, can't show up again!Seeing your pain makes my heart ache so much that I want to kill myself!Seeing you in high spirits, I can't help but want to hurt you, try my best to torture you, and then I want to pity you, heartbroken.Hearing your warm words and feeling the warmth of your palm in my arms, I just want to hold you, kiss you, possess you, and I just want to die with you.Ziqing, if we can have an afterlife after death, and we can be husband and wife, would you like to die with me?no no!I do not want you!Never see you again!I don't want to stay wherever you appear, don't let me see you, don't let you be all in my mind, don't let you live in my heart with thousands of attitudes, and never leave every minute.Don't, don't!You go, go to him, don't look back, don't look at me, don't even look at me, don't appear again, never appear again... you go!Walk!Walk!Don't stir my poor heart any more, don't torture it with such cruelty!What a good friend, I don't care!I can not do it!Really can't do it!No!I hope that I will never see you, ignore you, and never hear from you again!Yes, you have no right to break the ice that I have sealed up again, you have no right to break into my life again!I'd rather die in my own grief than be driven mad by you!Do you know, as long as you call me, I will come back, as long as you ask me, I will come back, as long as you give me a sad look, I will run back desperately!As long as you don't go, I can't leave.Do you know, do you know!do you know!