wall window

The head smiled, "I thought you hated me."

"How could it be!" What is the reason for this? I wonder that she would come up with such an idea.

She looked at me and smiled, revealing my long-lost sunny smile.

"The magnolia tree outside my window is blooming, it's very fragrant." I took her hand.

"Well, I found out a long time ago, I really want to pick some flowers back." Her voice became obviously louder.

"Okay, my place is the best place to pick flowers."

"I want to pick the unopened ones, which look better and last longer."

"No problem. How about you do it yourself? Go to the beauty pageant according to your standards?" I joked.

"Okay, I'm going to take away the beautiful ones and leave the ugly ones for you."

"As long as it smells good, it doesn't matter if it's ugly." I said boldly.

She picked all the unopened flowers that she could reach, and then turned her face to explain her "greedy": "I want to put some on my windowsill, so that my room is as fragrant as yours." He put two flowers on his ears, looking like a naughty little boy.

Why did you come to my class this year away from home, why did I come to the first day of junior high school this year, did I come here for you?Or are you here for me?We are people of two ages, but why do we have so many things in common? Why are two people with such a big age gap able to bridge the generation gap and chat so well? Is this luck or misfortune?Why do you say so many warm and intimate things to me?Why do I like your words so much?Why, I am so intoxicated in your world without knowing it... What kind of tragedy is this...

"What's wrong? Do you have any opinions on picking so many?" Seeing that I was silent, she tilted her head and said.

"No, it is a kind of happiness that flowers can be appreciated by people." I smiled.

"Oh, happy flowers, let's go home." She laughed loudly.

"Have a nice weekend!" I also amplified my voice.

"Well, it must be pleasant!" She made a face at me, smiled "cunningly" and turned to leave my office.

[-]. The Achievement of Solitude

Before the summer vacation, we had a composition competition with growth as the topic. There were not many students who took the initiative to participate. Pei Fei will definitely participate. Her favorite subject is Chinese, and her favorite thing to do in Chinese is composition writing. Her composition It is indeed well written. There are very few such students in Chinese learning.

When the composition was handed in, I was surprised by her title: The Achievement of Solitude.

Many people are afraid of loneliness. In fact, loneliness is a magic word that can accomplish many things.

When I was a child, I had no toys, and I was not accompanied by my parents. In order to drive away my loneliness, my grandma prepared a lot of word cards for me, and I grew up playing with word cards.I was obsessed with reading when I was very young, wandering in the sea of ​​books every day.Books have given me a wealth of knowledge and thoughts, which is a gift from loneliness.

When I was young, I had no playmates, so my grandma let me raise a little rabbit. The time spent with the rabbit gave me carefree happiness and a heart that loves nature.This is the childhood that loneliness colored me.

After going to school, I was the quietest student in the class. In my life, only my grandparents and a strange father who I only saw once a year, I can't get along with people, teachers and classmates.In loneliness, I devote more time to study.Loneliness made me an excellent learner and a class leader whom teachers and classmates valued.

Because of loneliness, I go for morning jog every day, and finally I became a member of the school sports team; In the sunny world, I finally learned to show a bright smile every day; because of loneliness, I know to fill up all the time, so I know how to cherish time, which also improves the efficiency of learning; because of loneliness, I learned Think quietly and look at problems from multiple perspectives; because of loneliness, I learned to do housework, and learned to go out to pay phone bills and get a bank card...

Suffering can temper people's will, setbacks can exercise people's resilience and endurance, and misfortune can develop people's mind.Solitude taught me to grow, and loneliness helped me grow.I am grateful for loneliness, it has made me who I am today, it has given me a pair of invisible wings, it has taken me to fly through despair, and to the sun.

It's hard for me to relate this article to a thirteen or fourteen year old kid, this article made me feel so heartbroken and my feelings for her continued to grow wildly, and at the same time, this enthusiasm made me worry about her even more , I worried that my strong feelings would destroy her growth and make her experience more loneliness.

Pei Fei, what should I do?

In the early morning before the holiday, I went back to school very early, and I felt very comfortable walking on the avenue to school.It can be said that this is the world of magnolias. There are tall magnolia trees planted on both sides of the school road and the school gate. Their tall branches are neatly arranged, extending from the avenue inside the school to the avenue outside the school, forming a beautiful landscape. And the grand "son".At this time, it was already past the flowering time, but the tree was more lush, and the large green leaves were very eye-catching.

Suddenly, I saw Pei Fei. She was standing on the avenue outside the school, holding her hands and looking at me with a smile.Knowing that I found her, she ran towards me, took my hands, and looked at me with bright big eyes smiling, so energetic eyes!I saw the ocean and the morning glow there, like a sunny coast full of water vapor.

Her hand is so soft, what I hold is a handful of warm water waves, and the soft light ripples from her hand into my heart.The summer wind blew the short hair around her ears, and those slightly golden hairs danced rustlingly on her cheeks, like butterflies flying on flower petals, and the melody kissed her smiling face briskly.

"Why so early?" I asked her.

"I get up early every day. If you have something to do today, go earlier." She shook my hand.

"What's the matter?" I took her hand and walked towards the school gate.

"It's going to be a holiday, and I want to give you something." She said a little coyly.

"Well, is there such a good thing? There are gifts for holidays?" I looked at her with a smile.

"I want it to stay with you, let it represent that I am always with you." She said bluntly.

"Well, what kind of baby is it?" I laughed softly, I'm used to her enthusiastic words.

"Guess." She deliberately didn't say.

"It's really hard to guess. A book?"

"wrong."

"A rabbit?"

"Hahaha, how is it possible!"

"A blue crystal? Or a blue diamond?"

"Damn it, you're laughing at me!" She shook my hand vigorously.

"Okay, tell me." I smiled and looked into her eyes.

"Well, you'll definitely like it." She also refused to say.

When she came to the magnolia tree under my office window, she stopped and took out a square box from her schoolbag: "I don't know how to pack, so I packed it in a box." She said shyly, " I'm going back to the classroom." Then he trotted away, as if he had done something bad.

I opened the box and it turned out to be a CD, Bandari's "Moonlight on the Water".The light blue sea, the light blue mountains, the moon in the light blue sky, and the dreamlike CD cover, in fact, do not need any decoration, this cover is the best and most beautiful packaging.A dream-like child, a dream-like girl I love.

I do like this gift, very much.This seemingly careless girl is actually very careful. She must remember the light music with the sound of waves that I listened to at my place that night.

The music is pure, light, clear, joyful, and relaxed, just like the feeling she gave me.Yeah, it's here, like you're here.You are a bad girl, you make me listen to you every day, imagine you, let you enter every corner of my body and soul, let me spend every day in wonderful sweet happy and sad love.Let me experience the ordeal of love again and again.You will fulfill my loneliness.

After the dismissal ceremony, I went back to the office to clean up the sundries, and Pei Fei came over.She was no longer as lively as before, she just put down her schoolbag and started to organize my things with me. Since there were too many things to clean up, I didn't take care of her emotions, not to mention I didn't know how to adjust and cover myself Emotions.

"I don't want to take a vacation." She finally couldn't help but speak.

"Will you go back to your hometown to see old classmates and old friends during the holidays?" I asked.

"Well, but I don't want to go back either." She was frustrated.

"I want to go back to my hometown." I smiled.

"Then I'll pick the time when you go back to your hometown." She said immediately.

I couldn't help laughing: "Fool, even if we are all in this city, we are not together."

"Although we are not together, knowing you are here makes me feel different." She said seriously.

"Well, good, we will contact you whenever you are free." I put my arms around her shoulders, "It's time to go home for dinner."

She looked at me, didn't want to leave and didn't know what to say.Then I finally raised my head and walked out of my office quickly.I stood in front of the window and watched her walk through the row of magnolia trees and walk to the small stone path full of green grass in the gap, and slowly disappeared from my sight.She didn't look back, she just kept walking forward...

Pei Fei, what will I do during the two months without seeing you, my vision is hazy...

[-]. Moonlight Waterfront

I am sick.I miss you.

after a holiday