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It's for you. "

"why?"

"There are all types of people here. It's very complicated. Without certain experience, it's easy to cause trouble." She said kindly.

"Maybe, I have never been in these circles, and I don't know anything about the situation inside."

"There are many types of people who come here, some are looking for a girlfriend, some are curious, some are looking for sex, some are venting their depression and looking for comfort, some are just watching the show, and some are purely looking for 419. Those who can really find a lover The chances are not high." She analyzed, "However, I am still very grateful to the lady who opened the bar, the one standing at the bar, she let me find my wife." She looked at her face gently. Partner, "She has a happy same-sex marriage and opened this bar to help more sisters find happiness."

I looked at the woman who had brought me in with a gentle smile just now.

"Most of the people who come here are young girls. Maybe you can't think of it. There are a lot of little girls born in the 90s. Most of them are a little edgy, and they make friends quickly. The people born in the 80s usually come to find a spouse. It should be to broaden their friendship. Circle it, they are more active on the Internet and in bars, and their thoughts and behaviors are relatively open. There are also post-50s and post-60s. They have been depressed for too long, and they are unwilling. At this age, they can see through everything and let go. I want to relive my dream, but it’s hard. Those friends are always lonely and pitiful. It’s more complicated for those born in the 70s, because most of them have already established families with young children, lost their freedom, and can’t relieve their depression. Rejected by single girls, so their situation is rather embarrassing, many of them come here intermittently, looking for a prostitute to adjust their lives. Few people can be like me and my wife, I divorced for my wife, she for me Giving up a job in a national institution is a sacrifice few people can make."

"Why do you give up your job?" It's natural to divorce for your lover, but do you have to give up your work?

"Live like us, and you will definitely disclose your sexual orientation. In national institutions, there will be a lot of pressure from the top, as well as criticism from colleagues. In corporate units, you will also be excluded and lose many opportunities. So I decided to choose It is very difficult for people in same-sex marriages to gain a foothold in government departments and large companies."

"Then you now..." Unemployed?I haven't really thought about it.

"We do it ourselves, hehe, we are freelancers." She laughed.

"Does your family support you?"

"We are very lucky to have their blessings." She was full of happiness. "To be together, there are three conditions that are indispensable. One is to find true love, the other is to break through family pressure, and the third is to be able to face social and employment issues."

"Thank you, I learned a lot. Nice to meet you!"

"You're welcome, we also want to help more friends. After all, this road is difficult and we need each other's encouragement and support. My name is Xiao Xue, and I can contact you more in the future."

They also told me the special names for several kinds of women in Les Bar.

Gunpowder: Likes to make noise everywhere, it is easy to blow up others. —frivolous girl.

Artillery: clear target, strong offensive ability. —the courting girl.

Flame: beautiful and varied, swaying. — a married woman who wants to add food to her life.

Rocket: Fly fast and fall fast. —A woman driven only by lust.

Volcano: long-term accumulation and internal combustion, generally in a dormant state, erupts only when it meets a meeting point, and it is out of control once it erupts, this is the most serious self-injury and the most brilliant eruption.Since volcanic eruptions are often rare in a hundred years, most of these people die alone. — A single-minded woman (girl).

After dark, I left that bar.I stayed outside all day today, living in other people’s stories and other people’s world, forgetting myself and forgetting the sadness, but that’s not me, once I return to my own world, the pain throbs loudly again.

Coming out of the elevator in my neighborhood, I found Pei Fei sitting at my door, still in the same posture: hands folded on knees, face buried in arms.

"Pei Fei!" I ran to squat down and hugged her head.

"Where have you been?" Her eyes were red, "I've been waiting for you all night."

"A friend asked me out." I pulled her through the door.

"I waited for you until I got flustered, why did you turn off the phone?" She hugged me, tears streaming down my neck.

"Fool, why panic. My phone is dead."

"If I can't find you, I'm suddenly afraid of losing you."

I stroked her back, thinking of what her father said, does she know anything?Why is she here?

"You come to my place, does the family know?"

"I don't know. My dad was asked out by a friend, and I told my grandma to attend a friend's birthday party, and I stayed at her house." She kissed my neck, "I haven't been with you for a few days, I miss you .”

I miss you too, I miss you so much, I've been thinking about you ever since you came home, especially the day you were like an English princess, I miss you so much.I miss your eyes, your lips, your hands, your beautiful face, your wonderful body, your miraculous thoughts, all the joys of body and soul that you have brought me... Hold her tight.

"Have you been drinking?" She smelled alcohol on me.

"Ah."

"With whom? A good friend?"

"Well, a very good friend." I mumbled, and pulled her onto the sofa, "You stay here, I'll take a shower first, and wash off the strange smell." Les Bar is a place with all kinds of scents, I don't want to spend time and energy on unnecessary misunderstandings.

"Okay. I'll listen to the music." She let go of my hand, and soon, "Moonlight on the Water" was floating all over my room.

By the time she came out of the shower, I had already smoked the scent of magnolia flowers in the room, my newly prepared aromatic essential oil.

"Why are you running around the room?" she said, wiping her wet hair.

"What do you mean? When did I become a mouse?" Why did her strange thinking come again.

"Hahaha, you are more capable than a mouse. You can even get into a gap that is much smaller than a mouse." She laughed happily and looked at me with a playful look.

"?"

"You are my magnolia flower, have you forgotten?" She was proud and shy at the same time.

"Well, that's right, my tentacles are stretching everywhere, just to keep you from my palm." I looked into her eyes.

"Don't look at me like that!" She lowered her head and lowered her eyes and whispered.

I walked over, held her head up, stared into her eyes, and I could hear her heart beating.I hugged her tightly, pressed my hot lips to hers, and kissed her frantically.

"Mu Chenyu, ah, Mu Chenyu..." She panted loudly.

We are like two burning volcanoes, constantly rolling more and more dense magma, violently colliding, jetting, and flowing around.Ai Bing is right, I am a moth to a flame, I want to burn everything and destroy everything to erupt, I am the volcano in Xiao Xue’s concept, once it explodes, it will be out of control, erupting with the most brilliant life, because I met me I met another equally fiery volcano...

We are volcanoes, and that is why we have the greatest joy and the greatest happiness...

[-]. Farewell

In the morning, when Pei Fei had to go home, her grandma called her and said that her father was very angry because of her late night.I know that there are more serious problems waiting for me and Pei Fei.

"Is there anything on your mind?" Pei Fei took my hand, "It seems that you have been hiding something from me since you came back last night."

"No." I patted her face and smiled at her.

"Then, I'm leaving." She kissed me, scanned my face a few times anxiously, and said, "You must remember, you can't lie to me, even good intentions!"

"Okay! I'll go down with you."

When she disappeared from my sight, her father suddenly appeared by my side.

"Teacher Mu." His deep voice startled me.His eyes were bloodshot and his face was gloomy.

"Let's talk somewhere." His red eyes kept staring at me like I was a devil.

There is a large open space to be built behind my community, which is full of weeds.I took him there.

"Why are you still doing this!" he demanded me.

"Mr. Pei, we are serious, we cannot do without each other." I steadied myself.

"There is no reason in this world that no one can live without another! Isn't it the first time you fell in love? Can't you fall in love again? Have you ever had eternal love?" He stared at me.

"Mr. Pei, please respect me."

"Mr. Mu, I don't want to hurt you, but please leave Pei Fei, she must live in the mainstream society." He closed his eyes in pain, and the slack muscles on his face were trembling slightly.

I was speechless for a while.

"Let Pei Fei decide her future and choose her path?" I said after a while of silence.

"Pei Fei is still young, a teenage girl can't predict the future at all."

"In the eyes of a father, a child is always a child. In fact, Pei Fei is very thoughtful. She is much more mature than girls of the same age."

"Human plasticity is great, as long as she is given enough space, she may become completely different!" He almost howled, but there was a strange blankness on his face.

"I owe my daughter a lot in my life. I can't give her a complete family, and I can't give her enough fatherly love. This guilt has followed me for nearly 20 years." He rubbed his dry lips, " My greatest wish is to try to