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Seriously, I'm starting to regret it a bit.I was very afraid of my light and intoxicated state, and I was also very afraid of her eyes that often stared at me, her ever-changing, vivid and beautiful face.I don't know how much strength I need to use to keep myself calm and calm in the face of this unprecedented **.

Pei Fei didn't care about my preoccupations, she was like a bird released from its cage and a tiger returning to the mountain, so excited and happy, she kept looking at the white clouds dancing outside the window, her bright eyes flashed back and forth between the blue sky and white clouds and me After being excited for a while, she calmed down and held her chin in silence, and instantly turned into a meditating young philosopher, and suddenly smiled at me slightly, and said quietly: "It feels so good to be on the cloud! Reminds me of that time when I rode you in the suburbs."

It should be flying with the wind, the wind in the countryside, the wind blowing from her to me...

We first flew to Lijiang, and then drove to Lugu Lake.

It was already evening when we arrived at Lugu Lake, so we looked for housing first. The buildings in Lugu Lake are mainly wooden houses. We chose an inexpensive inn with a relatively quiet environment. The rooms are simple in layout, but clean and simple. With a touch of elegance.

After closing the door, we couldn't help shouting: "Oh, you're home!" At the same time, we started looking around and knocking: "Well, good, good place!" In this brand new place, we seem to have become carefree and happy children up.

"Ah! Lugu Lake!" Pei Fei shouted.

I walked up to her with both hands on the wooden lattice window sill, and across the bushes, the open and beautiful Lugu Lake in the distance was opening its bright eyes.At this time, the sun has set and the night is approaching. A layer of smoky water vapor floats on the distant lake, with a touch of gold, a touch of blue, and a touch of gray, just like a fairyland.We all stood by the window in a daze, with smiles on our faces, joy, unspeakable joy!

"Shall we go for a walk there?" Pei Fei said impatiently.

"Let's go eat first, then have a good rest, and watch it tomorrow, shall we? We're not in a hurry, so we can stay for a few more days." I said.

"Oh, that's fine." She continued to look out the window expectantly.

"Let's enjoy the food first!" I pulled her around.

"You are so beautiful, you are born beautiful..." She turned around and said suddenly, her eyes were shining like Lugu Lake, my head was shocked, and my hands and feet were quickly hit by a burst of icy electric current.

"Eat! Wow, I'm so hungry!" She turned her head with a blushing face, and dragged me to run outside.

My heart was beating wildly, and I followed her out the door without knowing why.

We just enjoy simple specialties in the inn, chatting with the owner at the same time.There are also two guests next to them, probably lovers, pestering the owner to inquire about the story of the Mosuo people's "walking marriage" and the mysterious "Axia" marriage...

"It's so interesting, hahaha..." Pei Fei was stunned for a while, and couldn't help laughing, and said, "Democratic country, long live freedom!"

Seeing her so happy, the boss was also infected, and told a few more stories when he was happy.

Such a dinner drove away all the fatigue and fatigue during our journey, and also drove away the panic I just felt because of her "careless words".After dinner we walked back to "our home" holding hands.

"Who's going to shower first?" I asked.

"Let's guess punches!" Pei Fei said mischievously.

"Okay, rock-paper-scissors—"

"Haha, you lost, you wash first!" she cried.

"Didn't you wash it first if you won?"

"Where, the winner decides who washes first!"

"Haha, I just realized that you are afraid of taking a bath!"

"What, I let you! I have always respected the old and loved the young!"

"Say, am I old or young?"

"Of course - you are just a little bit older than me!" She smiled and dodged my fist.

When I came out of the shower, the room was quiet. Pei Fei didn't turn on the TV, nor was she chatting happily like usual. She just lay motionless on the window sill in a daze.

"What's the matter? You're so poetic?" I joked.

She ignored me and remained silent.

I went over and took her hand: "Go take a shower. Huh?"

"Oh." She turned around expressionlessly, without looking at me.

Watching her looking for pajamas on the bed, I asked curiously: "Hey, why are the quilts on the two beds messed up? I haven't moved them."

"I want to sleep in both beds." She still didn't look at me, and didn't answer me directly, as if she was angry with someone.

"Hahaha, overbearing!" I laughed.In fact, my heart tightened a bit, and I couldn't relax anymore.She's been in both beds just now, and I know what "I want to sleep in both beds" means.

Without saying a word, she went straight into the bathroom.

I was silent, and stood by the window, looking at the dark night outside.Even the gray and black shadows of the jungle in the distance are blurred, and the cool and smooth air is like a clear sky as bright as blue ice, and like soft waves surging in the dark night.The air in the Southwest is really special, it is cool without wind, and it is moist and transparent.

In such a place far away from real life, in such a pure and almost perfect place, I feel irritated, and Pei Fei's emotions intensified my irritability. "I want to sleep in both beds" is like a cursed seed, which grows in my heart, forming a huge pressure, making me depressed, nervous, restless, a kind of helpless. Inhibited desires took hold of me.I dread it, long for it, imagine it, look forward to it.The cold air sneaked in from the window, shaking my few clothes, trying to peel them all off, while the warm lights in the room stretched out countless tentacles, burrowing into my skin, making all my cells They are all in bed, and they are all slightly feverish.

2. The night when the air trembles ([-])

"What are you looking at?" At some point, Pei Fei came out of the shower and stood behind me.Her mood was completely different from just now.

"Look at the night." I said, looking back at her.She smiled slightly, her freshly washed hair was fluffy, free and easy and full of vitality.

"The night is dark, there is nothing, there is nothing to see." She said absent-mindedly.

"Just because there's nothing in the darkness, there's more to see. Didn't you watch it just now?"

"It's not as dark as it was just now. I don't want to discuss such a profound philosophical issue with you, how tired I am."

"Go to bed first, you have to get up early tomorrow."

"What about you? Why don't you go to bed?"

"I'm studying the night, and I'm interested in this question."

"Then let me study with you." She said and hugged me from behind.

All the nerves in my body tightened, and I couldn't breathe because of the tension and excitement.After standing still for a while, I started to break her hand: "Go to sleep, sleep well so you can play."

She didn't speak, but hugged me tighter, so hard, I could feel the violent heartbeat in her warm body.Her breath flows on my neck, warm and crisp.

I took a deep breath, trying to break free from her embrace, the desire I had been suppressing and trying to control was burning my heart, as if my blood was also boiling hot, rushing and pounding all over my body.I can barely contain it anymore.

"Pei Fei..." I whispered almost pleadingly.

She still didn't make a sound, just hugged me tightly, pressing against my body, her face softly kissed on the back of my neck.

"Pei Fei..."

"I love you." Her words were almost whispered but clear. "I loved you for six years, and now I'm grown up, I'm full of..."

I have also loved you for six years, love is very painful, hopeless...

"You just need Mommy..."

"No, that's not how I feel about my mother." She continued to rub my neck, "I know you still love me, you always love me."

I tried hard to move my feet, but I couldn't move.

"I love you! Mu Chenyu! I want you...to love me..." she murmured, hugging me so painfully.

I couldn't help it, and turned around and hugged her abruptly.Her eyes are right in front of my eyes, above the tip of my nose, where fever and melancholy, hope and pain intertwine.Her eyes flicked back and forth between my eyes and lips, and the fire in her eyes was burning and rising.

"Pei Fei..." I held her face in my hands, and gently kissed the door of her heart that opened.She doesn't know how to kiss, but just clings to me, trembling slightly.I touch it, gently, softly, deeply, and firmly.I opened my mouth and rolled it into my mouth, my and hers glued together.Her breath continuously entered my lungs and filled my whole body.I started to fuck her greedily and frantically, looking for her soft and sensitive tongue...

I love you, Pei Fei.Pei Fei, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

My heart is crying.She began to actively search for my lips and tongue, responding fiercely to my strength.

I finally left her lips and let go of my hand.Her moist lips were trembling, and her eyes were fixed on me without moving.I closed the curtains and went back to her, she hugged me, I kissed her eyes, her lips, her fragrant hair feet, while stroking her back, my hand stopped on her Buttons on the back of the bodice.My hands were shaking there.Her breasts were so soft against me... I finally reached into her dress and undid the button.I felt her shudder, and hugged me even tighter.I pushed her away and looked at her tender, undulating breasts, embracing and kissing them with my naked eyes.In my eyes, her courage just now seemed to have disappeared instantly, and she smiled slightly.